its funny how i start to miss her more when it is nearing the weekends..and yes..i do look forward to seeing her..esp to irritate her..haha..LOVE YOU REBAKWACKY!
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Thursday, March 09, 2006
brace yourself.i am gonna do a long entry.
smth i have not done in a while.
so many things that i have been thinking about.
so many things that i am growing in and from.
so many things that i struggle with.
so many things to give thanks for.
it amazing how God keeps and sustains me through thursdays.
thursdays after thursdays..though my lessons are long.
they are my happiest days of the week.
He has blessed me with so many wonderful friends.
this is how my thursdays go :
745 am : i will be at can 14 waiting for caroline to come down and have breakfast with me.
830 am : we both head for physics lecture.though always late.haha.but i get to see my eyecandy.
[fantastic way to start the day i say!]
1030-1230 : i have my only break for the day. caroline and i would either head back to sleep in her hall room..or we will go on great adventures!
1230-230 pm : i have andrew for company for my computing [which my eyecandy is in as well] and both jon and andrew for my maths lectures.
230-430 pm : effective comm tutorial. haha. but i have been blessed with a group that can tahan my randomness as i find ways and means to entertain myself during the lesson.
430-630 pm : marketing lecture! though i always leave earlier than i shld..i have so many friends there la. there is darren and songqian[both highly entertaining.esp when SQ and i gang up against darren...there is my divya and suruchi[both highly amusing as well]..there is walter and faizal to disturb..haha..there is weiyee and eejun too[trying to spot them in the LT is fun.] and of cos..last but not least my darling enting. =)
630-8 pm: XROADS!! spending time worshipping, fellowshipping and serving. fantastic!
8-10 pm: supper at can2. really enjoy this time..cos i get to laugh and talk nonsense with the seniors..
yupp.
today was as usual highly enjoyable.
saw my eyecandy a few times.haha.
everyone shld get an eyecandy in school.
makes school life so much more interesting.
its like playing "where's wally?" all the time.haha.
had a mini origami session during effective comm class too.ermm..self-organised.think i got quite a no. of pple distracted..haha.
i skipped marketing lecture. [yes yes.i know.i am a very poor student model.]
and i was at can A playing bridge for a while..and then headed over to lt5a to prepare for Xroads.
did emcee-ing with junbin today.
it went really well.and i am superbly happy.
supper was good too.rachel never ceases to crack me up.andrew junbin jeremy tweet tweet are all super funny company too. =)
and MENGCHOO!! that girl!! hahaha..we kept having poke-ing fights.
am i that fun to poke?!! haha.
but one thing i realised..is that i need to learn how to pray publicly properly.
i have a tendency to be a bit "jerkish" when i speak and pray.
realised that i am usually very "hidden" about my relationship with God in this aspect.
even when i lead worship..a bit self-conscious.
the meeting went really well.i felt like i had a minor heart burn during the service though.as if my heart is working on overdrive.but God answers prayers..and i feel better now.
but do keep me in prayers.my body is going hay-wire on me.
i am really thankful we serve a God who is so faithful.
can you imagine if God was faithful only at sometimes..and not ALL the time?
my goodness. i think my faith will be mightily shaken.
thats one thing too.
i have been thinking abt what divya and i talked abt..
when she asked me..why we only believe that Jesus is the ONLY WAY..
what if there are many ways to reach God.
and i dont know why i feel a bit pensive about it.
i need to run back to Him.
my carnal nature feels as if im "cheating" on Him in that sense.
when i got home just now..
i went to my parent's room and had a good talk to my dad.
told him about what divya and i had talked about..and my heart issues.
and he told me "sometimes we may not be able to sense or hear God..but that doesnt mean He isnt there..we just need to be still..and know that He is God.He allows us to feel this way so that we can learn."
eileen [tony's wife] told me smth today during supper that it never really struck me.
i never stopped and thought about it.
she told me "hey.i heard your parents are very supportive of you."
me : huh?
eileen : tony told me that your parents are supportive of you in your spiritual growth.
me : yar.they are.my spirtual growth is very important to them.
eileen : you are very blessed to have them.its not only important to have spiritual parents..but parents who are supportive as well.
and it hit me that yes! i truly am blessed.
i have been running around like a mad monkey.
coming home late at times.
and they never complained[that much]..and they are always there when i need Godly advice on which path to take..and when i have questions about things that are written in the bible.
they never forced me to excel in school. God always comes first before studies.
i really am blessed with two fantastic wells of Godly wisdom to draw from.
i asked my dad about how he came to know Christ..and how he knew his calling.
its like knowing my father all over again..cos we are talking about something that is personal and unique to each individuals.
listened to caroline's testimony today during breakfast.
its amazing how God can use babies as vessels and instruments for Him at such a young age.
Girl..you are really blessed to have been called and used at such a young age.
exam stress is building up.
i just realised today..that i only have FIVE MORE WEEKS to save myself..
and with God's strength..i must really become a muggertoad soon.
quite a no. of things to get busy with already.
my two presentations coming up..and my marketing essay.
quite a number of responsibilities have been coming my way..or rather..i have been seizing those opportunities.
which is good..cos i need to grow and over come this fear of mine.
and learning how to draw from His strength and not mine.
alot of things to give thanks for.
especially my friends that God has brought along my way..
in every situation that i have been in..i have found long lasting relationships..
kuku and mad-capped relationships..pple who i can go through thick and thin with.
who can actually tahan my randomness..my moodiness..my niao-ness..and just actually survive me.
haha..
to all who are reading this...
THANK YOU!!!
you are greatly appreciated. -beam-
to all who are feeling the pressure : keep smiling yar. a smile can change someone's day.and makes your mood so much better. =)
thanks for reading through. =)
its time to change into a mugger toad!
You never did and never will give up on me.and for that i am eternally grateful.
my eyes are fixed on You.
smth i have not done in a while.
so many things that i have been thinking about.
so many things that i am growing in and from.
so many things that i struggle with.
so many things to give thanks for.
it amazing how God keeps and sustains me through thursdays.
thursdays after thursdays..though my lessons are long.
they are my happiest days of the week.
He has blessed me with so many wonderful friends.
this is how my thursdays go :
745 am : i will be at can 14 waiting for caroline to come down and have breakfast with me.
830 am : we both head for physics lecture.though always late.haha.but i get to see my eyecandy.
[fantastic way to start the day i say!]
1030-1230 : i have my only break for the day. caroline and i would either head back to sleep in her hall room..or we will go on great adventures!
1230-230 pm : i have andrew for company for my computing [which my eyecandy is in as well] and both jon and andrew for my maths lectures.
230-430 pm : effective comm tutorial. haha. but i have been blessed with a group that can tahan my randomness as i find ways and means to entertain myself during the lesson.
430-630 pm : marketing lecture! though i always leave earlier than i shld..i have so many friends there la. there is darren and songqian[both highly entertaining.esp when SQ and i gang up against darren...there is my divya and suruchi[both highly amusing as well]..there is walter and faizal to disturb..haha..there is weiyee and eejun too[trying to spot them in the LT is fun.] and of cos..last but not least my darling enting. =)
630-8 pm: XROADS!! spending time worshipping, fellowshipping and serving. fantastic!
8-10 pm: supper at can2. really enjoy this time..cos i get to laugh and talk nonsense with the seniors..
yupp.
today was as usual highly enjoyable.
saw my eyecandy a few times.haha.
everyone shld get an eyecandy in school.
makes school life so much more interesting.
its like playing "where's wally?" all the time.haha.
had a mini origami session during effective comm class too.ermm..self-organised.think i got quite a no. of pple distracted..haha.
i skipped marketing lecture. [yes yes.i know.i am a very poor student model.]
and i was at can A playing bridge for a while..and then headed over to lt5a to prepare for Xroads.
did emcee-ing with junbin today.
it went really well.and i am superbly happy.
supper was good too.rachel never ceases to crack me up.andrew junbin jeremy tweet tweet are all super funny company too. =)
and MENGCHOO!! that girl!! hahaha..we kept having poke-ing fights.
am i that fun to poke?!! haha.
but one thing i realised..is that i need to learn how to pray publicly properly.
i have a tendency to be a bit "jerkish" when i speak and pray.
realised that i am usually very "hidden" about my relationship with God in this aspect.
even when i lead worship..a bit self-conscious.
the meeting went really well.i felt like i had a minor heart burn during the service though.as if my heart is working on overdrive.but God answers prayers..and i feel better now.
but do keep me in prayers.my body is going hay-wire on me.
i am really thankful we serve a God who is so faithful.
can you imagine if God was faithful only at sometimes..and not ALL the time?
my goodness. i think my faith will be mightily shaken.
thats one thing too.
i have been thinking abt what divya and i talked abt..
when she asked me..why we only believe that Jesus is the ONLY WAY..
what if there are many ways to reach God.
and i dont know why i feel a bit pensive about it.
i need to run back to Him.
my carnal nature feels as if im "cheating" on Him in that sense.
when i got home just now..
i went to my parent's room and had a good talk to my dad.
told him about what divya and i had talked about..and my heart issues.
and he told me "sometimes we may not be able to sense or hear God..but that doesnt mean He isnt there..we just need to be still..and know that He is God.He allows us to feel this way so that we can learn."
eileen [tony's wife] told me smth today during supper that it never really struck me.
i never stopped and thought about it.
she told me "hey.i heard your parents are very supportive of you."
me : huh?
eileen : tony told me that your parents are supportive of you in your spiritual growth.
me : yar.they are.my spirtual growth is very important to them.
eileen : you are very blessed to have them.its not only important to have spiritual parents..but parents who are supportive as well.
and it hit me that yes! i truly am blessed.
i have been running around like a mad monkey.
coming home late at times.
and they never complained[that much]..and they are always there when i need Godly advice on which path to take..and when i have questions about things that are written in the bible.
they never forced me to excel in school. God always comes first before studies.
i really am blessed with two fantastic wells of Godly wisdom to draw from.
i asked my dad about how he came to know Christ..and how he knew his calling.
its like knowing my father all over again..cos we are talking about something that is personal and unique to each individuals.
listened to caroline's testimony today during breakfast.
its amazing how God can use babies as vessels and instruments for Him at such a young age.
Girl..you are really blessed to have been called and used at such a young age.
exam stress is building up.
i just realised today..that i only have FIVE MORE WEEKS to save myself..
and with God's strength..i must really become a muggertoad soon.
quite a no. of things to get busy with already.
my two presentations coming up..and my marketing essay.
quite a number of responsibilities have been coming my way..or rather..i have been seizing those opportunities.
which is good..cos i need to grow and over come this fear of mine.
and learning how to draw from His strength and not mine.
alot of things to give thanks for.
especially my friends that God has brought along my way..
in every situation that i have been in..i have found long lasting relationships..
kuku and mad-capped relationships..pple who i can go through thick and thin with.
who can actually tahan my randomness..my moodiness..my niao-ness..and just actually survive me.
haha..
to all who are reading this...
THANK YOU!!!
you are greatly appreciated. -beam-
to all who are feeling the pressure : keep smiling yar. a smile can change someone's day.and makes your mood so much better. =)
thanks for reading through. =)
its time to change into a mugger toad!
You never did and never will give up on me.and for that i am eternally grateful.
my eyes are fixed on You.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
under the shadows of Your wings
i will find a hiding place.
You are my refuge
my God in whom i trust.
i really want to worship You my Lord
You have won my heart and i am Yours
forever and ever
i will worship.
You are the only One who died for me
Gave Your life to set me free
so i'll lift my voice to You in exaltation.
and i will follow You Lord
with all of my heart
and i will worship You Lord
refresh my heart.
draw me nearer to You
nearer to You
fill my life with Your presence
the way You want to.
till my soul is ablaze
each and every day
draw me nearer
nearer to You.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
i like and dislike being sick.
i like the fact that if im sick enough..i can go see the doctor's.
i dislike the fact..that i feel so weak.
and lethargic, and the dizzy spells, and this feeling of coldness in my bones.
argh.
im got bitten real bad.
by the flu bug.
but im at the stage whereby im in-between sick and getting sick.
hold me in Your arms..never let me go.
had a good talk with divya yesterday.
eliza caroline and i went street witnessing in our campus.
and i just went to sit and shared with divya abt my christian faith.
im really thankful for having a friend like divya.
[at this point i wanna mention that i am very thankful for ayeeba my darling as well.]
because..we are able to talk abt our different religions and there isnt any awkwardness between us.
divvy gave me things to think about and i am really glad she did.
cos if no one ever asked me about my faith..i wld just la-di-daing away..and never questioned why i believe in Jesus and not any other.
and it makes me think.and its good.i like thinking.
i really enjoyed our talk yesterday divvy..thanks so much. =)
i like the fact that if im sick enough..i can go see the doctor's.
i dislike the fact..that i feel so weak.
and lethargic, and the dizzy spells, and this feeling of coldness in my bones.
argh.
im got bitten real bad.
by the flu bug.
but im at the stage whereby im in-between sick and getting sick.
hold me in Your arms..never let me go.
had a good talk with divya yesterday.
eliza caroline and i went street witnessing in our campus.
and i just went to sit and shared with divya abt my christian faith.
im really thankful for having a friend like divya.
[at this point i wanna mention that i am very thankful for ayeeba my darling as well.]
because..we are able to talk abt our different religions and there isnt any awkwardness between us.
divvy gave me things to think about and i am really glad she did.
cos if no one ever asked me about my faith..i wld just la-di-daing away..and never questioned why i believe in Jesus and not any other.
and it makes me think.and its good.i like thinking.
i really enjoyed our talk yesterday divvy..thanks so much. =)
Sunday, March 05, 2006
why do bitches exist in the world?
1. because the netherworld doesnt want them either
2. because no one is bitchy enough to get rid of them
3. because they dont believe in self mutilation and therefore - no suicide
4. because they are not a race and so cannot carry out genocide
5. because they are just dumb and dont know that people hate them
ANSWER: ALL of the above!!
-done by my alter ego.-
1. because the netherworld doesnt want them either
2. because no one is bitchy enough to get rid of them
3. because they dont believe in self mutilation and therefore - no suicide
4. because they are not a race and so cannot carry out genocide
5. because they are just dumb and dont know that people hate them
ANSWER: ALL of the above!!
-done by my alter ego.-
my battery is finally running dry.
im falling sick.
too tired i think.
alot of commitments coming up.
ohh..im going to philippines to build houses in the end..for my gen12 mission trip.
instead of cambodia.
quite excited.
need to start training soon. =)
step of faith : raising support [both prayer and financial] for my trip.
been reflective nowadays.
i need to change the way i speak and treat pple.
i dont like what i think im becoming.
arghh.
to be like Jesus..to be like Jesus..all i ask..is to be like Him.
there must be more than this..
im falling sick.
too tired i think.
alot of commitments coming up.
ohh..im going to philippines to build houses in the end..for my gen12 mission trip.
instead of cambodia.
quite excited.
need to start training soon. =)
step of faith : raising support [both prayer and financial] for my trip.
been reflective nowadays.
i need to change the way i speak and treat pple.
i dont like what i think im becoming.
arghh.
to be like Jesus..to be like Jesus..all i ask..is to be like Him.
there must be more than this..
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Welcome to the WHAT-TO-BUY-ANDREA-FOR-HER-20th-BIRTHDAY website!
please decide now what budget you have for her present.
and look under the price plan and choose!!
its as easy as A-B-C!
and all presents will be greatly appreciated!
maximum customer satisfaction!
$1 and below:
a hand-made birthday card
burnt cds
-eminem
-sean paul
- norah jones
- R&B music
$5 and below:
colourful ankle socks
colour pens
nice ear-rings
coated apple from westmall basement [one order taken by miss koh elise enting.]
eyebrow tweezers
$10 and below:
nice belt [stripey or leather]
FBTs..the square cut type
nice nail polish
$20 and below:
a tigger mug from action city. [$11.90 i think. =) ]
bags
[any type. but preferably one that can be brought out for outings and can at least hold my bible.]
-coloured ratan bag [koped by jer.]
christian music chords book. [to help complement my baby niclav.]
christian books
-inspirational
-worship
-mere christianity by C.S lewis
$30 and below:
nice tops to wear with jeans [to be worn to school.]
original cds
-christian
-jazz / bossa nova
framed black-and-white photos to hang on my room walls
[preferably one associated with dancing. im looking for one of a couple waltzing in a studio.toughie.]
sliver engraved thumb ring
$50 and below :
the colourful striped dustbin!!!
[from the shop at cine, opp. the sushi place. ahh!! i wanted to get it in hongkong the last time i was there..but when i could get it..i couldnt locate the shop again.arghh.. but i really love it!]
$50 and above:
a metal fossil watch
j.lo's newest perfume
escada rockin' rio perfume
elizabeth arden's green tea perfume
others :
buy anything that is turquiose, stripey, practical, colourful and just screams "ANDREA!"
thank you for shopping with us!
please make your payments on the 22nd of march.
=)
please note : you are not obligated to buy.this is just a guide.
please decide now what budget you have for her present.
and look under the price plan and choose!!
its as easy as A-B-C!
and all presents will be greatly appreciated!
maximum customer satisfaction!
$1 and below:
a hand-made birthday card
burnt cds
-eminem
-sean paul
- norah jones
- R&B music
$5 and below:
colourful ankle socks
colour pens
nice ear-rings
coated apple from westmall basement [one order taken by miss koh elise enting.]
eyebrow tweezers
$10 and below:
nice belt [stripey or leather]
FBTs..the square cut type
nice nail polish
$20 and below:
a tigger mug from action city. [$11.90 i think. =) ]
bags
[any type. but preferably one that can be brought out for outings and can at least hold my bible.]
-coloured ratan bag [koped by jer.]
christian music chords book. [to help complement my baby niclav.]
christian books
-inspirational
-worship
-mere christianity by C.S lewis
$30 and below:
nice tops to wear with jeans [to be worn to school.]
original cds
-christian
-jazz / bossa nova
framed black-and-white photos to hang on my room walls
[preferably one associated with dancing. im looking for one of a couple waltzing in a studio.toughie.]
sliver engraved thumb ring
$50 and below :
the colourful striped dustbin!!!
[from the shop at cine, opp. the sushi place. ahh!! i wanted to get it in hongkong the last time i was there..but when i could get it..i couldnt locate the shop again.arghh.. but i really love it!]
$50 and above:
a metal fossil watch
j.lo's newest perfume
escada rockin' rio perfume
elizabeth arden's green tea perfume
others :
buy anything that is turquiose, stripey, practical, colourful and just screams "ANDREA!"
thank you for shopping with us!
please make your payments on the 22nd of march.
=)
please note : you are not obligated to buy.this is just a guide.
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
caroline kerosene bear..
is CRAZY...
she's starting to call me nicknames..
like...AMAO..
i dont understand why.
SHE'S MAd.
and we're at lib2 now...
supposed to be doing our work..
im supposed to do my marketing tut..
but class is gonna start soon..
anyhoo..
we're back to school..and i like being in school.
just dont like the work load.
arghh.
told the wife that this wednesday is gonna be my last tap class till the exams are over.
haiz.
im sleepy.
behind every successful man..is a very shocked woman.
is CRAZY...
she's starting to call me nicknames..
like...AMAO..
i dont understand why.
SHE'S MAd.
and we're at lib2 now...
supposed to be doing our work..
im supposed to do my marketing tut..
but class is gonna start soon..
anyhoo..
we're back to school..and i like being in school.
just dont like the work load.
arghh.
told the wife that this wednesday is gonna be my last tap class till the exams are over.
haiz.
im sleepy.
behind every successful man..is a very shocked woman.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
worship went very well!
ahh!!
my Abba Father really loves me!
He answered my prayers.
i kept praying and praying before worship.
and He came and ministered.
and i worshipped as i led.
i cant stop smiling when i think abt my answered prayers.
He is fantastic!
weeee!!
haha.i zao-xia-ed a bit initially.
owell.
yay.im still happy.
oh yes oh yes.
today marks TWO years!
haha..so fast!
anyhoo..
i am supposed to post my birthday wishlist.
tml or smth.
OH OH!!
tml is squashies dinner!!
im so happy!!
ahh!!
my Abba Father really loves me!
He answered my prayers.
i kept praying and praying before worship.
and He came and ministered.
and i worshipped as i led.
i cant stop smiling when i think abt my answered prayers.
He is fantastic!
weeee!!
haha.i zao-xia-ed a bit initially.
owell.
yay.im still happy.
oh yes oh yes.
today marks TWO years!
haha..so fast!
anyhoo..
i am supposed to post my birthday wishlist.
tml or smth.
OH OH!!
tml is squashies dinner!!
im so happy!!
settler's at holland v on thursday was fantastic fun.
though..much apologies to jon..for all of us being late..
and i wasnt responsible enough to let you know..and you had to wait a whole 45 mins for us to arrive.
so so sorry.
hmm..
thankfully the games made us go hype.
andrew is really good at taboo la..he thinks out of the box and..obviously..jon and andrew won the game of taboo.
rahh.
we played jungle speed [reaction game.dor became really fast.]..and galloping pigs! haha..and guesstures..[izzy was hilarious. mostly because she kept laughing. twin was very drama.so that was entertaining too.haha.]
kerosene...i mean...caroline..came for like an hour plus..enjoyed her company much too.. =)
thanks babe for coming down.
so we left settler's about 6..
izzy went to meet her church youth for dinner..andrew went for his oasis concert..kerosene went to orchard..
so left dor..twin..jon and i..and we went to al-azhar to makan dinner.
it was good. =)
and i managed to reach home on time..and was welcomed by my dad applause.
haha.
studied at bt batok mac's with jon and enting on friday.
quite good.
covered a bit of maths.
better than nothing i suppose.
the hols have gone past so fast.
argh.
i didnt accomplish as much as i wanted to.
sighh.
JAMIE CULLUM IS COMING TO TOWN!!
ahhh!!!
i wanna go watch!!
hopefully i can go..though it is like..2 weeks before my exams..
alright.
i better be going..have a lab report to finish.
me: its so hard to put science in your own words!
mum : -laughs-
leading worship tonight.
nervous.
praying hard.
lead me please..lead me..
it is the cry of my heart to follow, all of the days of my life.
though..much apologies to jon..for all of us being late..
and i wasnt responsible enough to let you know..and you had to wait a whole 45 mins for us to arrive.
so so sorry.
hmm..
thankfully the games made us go hype.
andrew is really good at taboo la..he thinks out of the box and..obviously..jon and andrew won the game of taboo.
rahh.
we played jungle speed [reaction game.dor became really fast.]..and galloping pigs! haha..and guesstures..[izzy was hilarious. mostly because she kept laughing. twin was very drama.so that was entertaining too.haha.]
kerosene...i mean...caroline..came for like an hour plus..enjoyed her company much too.. =)
thanks babe for coming down.
so we left settler's about 6..
izzy went to meet her church youth for dinner..andrew went for his oasis concert..kerosene went to orchard..
so left dor..twin..jon and i..and we went to al-azhar to makan dinner.
it was good. =)
and i managed to reach home on time..and was welcomed by my dad applause.
haha.
studied at bt batok mac's with jon and enting on friday.
quite good.
covered a bit of maths.
better than nothing i suppose.
the hols have gone past so fast.
argh.
i didnt accomplish as much as i wanted to.
sighh.
JAMIE CULLUM IS COMING TO TOWN!!
ahhh!!!
i wanna go watch!!
hopefully i can go..though it is like..2 weeks before my exams..
alright.
i better be going..have a lab report to finish.
me: its so hard to put science in your own words!
mum : -laughs-
leading worship tonight.
nervous.
praying hard.
lead me please..lead me..
it is the cry of my heart to follow, all of the days of my life.
