i am so thankful for being called.
i am so grateful for the opportunity to know You and call You Father.
its amazing how easy it is to forget the goodness of God and how easy it is to underestimate the great amount of power and wisdom that we can tap on to.

as doreen's msn nick says "the happiest of endings belong to us."
how true it is.

You always blow me away.

Jesus, my Jesus, without Him how lost i would be.

led worship on saturday.
sang an OLD OLD song.
the transparency has turned yellow and tad bit mouldy.haha.
that old.
learnt it on saturday itself..cos the lyrics were so beautiful.
i had to sing it.
thankfully the adults all knew the tune..so eventhough my rhythm went off.
they werent wavered.
haha.

during sunday school..
uncle kim hua : how did you know about that old song last night?? we used to sing it even before you were born! i never expected you to sing such old songs.

haha.

old songs have very nice lyrics.

i need to finish revising my chem by tonight.
and i need to get up early tml morning to get to church.
family day tml.yay.

but im getting sleepy.

HE BOUGHT IT ! HE BOUGHT IT! DADDY FINALLY BOUGHT IT!!
yay..

durian.

the love of my life.

i would marry one if i could.

but..hmm..i cant hug it very much.

i did the grand opening of the three precious gems this time round.

my palms hurt a lil..ticklish a lil.

but..-swoon-..its all worth it.

i love love LOVE durian.

i cant wait for the whole full bloomed durian season to come!

come soon love! come soon!

and this time round at least there wasnt the case of "the runaway dog with a durian husk" or "leo's mouth got attacked by durian spikes".

i adore durian, can you tell?

mm-mmm.

a medley of songs of which i dont know their tunes.

walk softly, talk softly and listen to the Lord

He's speaking in whispers to those who love His word

He's knocking so gently, your heart's door open wide

walk softly, talk softly, the Lord is by your side.

Without Him I can do nothing

without Him I'll surely fail

without Him I would be drifting

like a ship without a sail.

Jesus, my Jesus

Do you know Him today

O please don't turn Him away

Jesus, my Jesus, without Him how lost I would be.

So I'll ask Him to be my pilot

His Word my compass and guide

Till i anchor over in glory

Without Him I'll drift with the tide.

With Him I can do everything

With Him I'd never fail

With Him I would not be drifting

I'd be safe, safe in His arms.

Teach me, Lord, to wait down on my knees

Till in Your good time You answer my plea

Teach me not to rely on what others do

But to wait in prayer for an answer from You.

They that wait upon the Lord

Shall renew their strength

They shall mount up with wings as eagles

They shall run and not be weary

They shall walk and not faint

Teach me, Lord

Teach me Lord to wait

Teach me, Lord, to wait while hearts are aflame

Let me humble my pride and call on Your name

Keep my faith renewed, my eyes on Thee

Let me be on the earth what You want me to be.

Why should I care when the Lord is on my side

Why should I care, in His love I safely hide

He is to me my Fortress and my Rock

Tell me, why should i care!

Let the love of my God shine through me

Let the beauty of Jesus men see

Let the pattern of the Son

Be the one, the only one

That men will see in me.

You are the Words and the Music

You are the Song that I sing

You are the Melody, You are the Harmony

Praises to Your Name I will bring

You are the mighty God

You are the Lord of lords

You are the King of kings

Now i return to You the song that You gave to me

You are the Song that i sing.

nice lyrics.

wish i knew the tunes.

friday:
final score :
andrea 10 flying ants 0
i hate swams of insects.

saturday:
went back to MG for dance night.
it was..ok la. not alot of hype as last time.
but the new building!! is so fantastic la.
there are so many improvements mad.
really nice.
but a lil claustrophobic for me tho.owell.

sunday:
rushed mugging my computing.

today:
i am to blame totally for whatever grade i get for computing.
its total lack of studying.my commands were like..screwy.
haii.
but i managed to eat subway!
ohh! theres subway at JP now.yay.
and i watched "take the lead".

i wanna go back to one of my first loves.
dancing.
seriously.
but i dont lose myself in it so easily..but..
i wanna dance!!
during my hols..salsa jazz and tap.
-i hope-
i miss my tap.

wanna learn piano properly too.
arghh..
so many things i wanna do.
three months is simply not enough.

rah.

round 2 of IF-i-get-a-bad-grade-i-know-i-deserve-it

so unprepared.please just dont let me da-bao computing.

maths paper.

the harder i study..the more terrified i am.
took a ride from twin.
it has been awhile since i spent time with him. =)

went into the exam hall.
at least the first one i saw was my eyecandy.
handsomely decked in a red t-shirt and jeans.
why does he dress better during exams? weird.
i digress.

anyhoo..sat right in front today.
it feels weird.
when yr slogging over the paper..trying to make sense of it all.
attempting to pull formulas out of yr head that you pray are in there somewhere.
and these tutors..standing in front of you..looking as though they are looking at the paper.
goodness.
talk about added pressure.

my methods were mostly right..
but my working got too complicated to solve.
so yes..i had many half answers.
time was ticking away!

my brain just went numb after the paper.
all motivation to do more work simmered to a stop.
i went to nie for lunch with drew kerosene weiyee and porkchop.
it was a good stress-reliever.
read a few pages of optics.
then...jang jang jang! DILBERT'S FUTURE TO THE RESCUE!!
i spent more time reading that hilarious book than compared to physics.
which made me a worthy recepient of a message "pork,study lah! stop reading dilbert!" from gabe porkchop.
rahh.

went home at 5 plus.and camped in front of the tv.

traumatised.

Lord i pray for more patience..mine is wearing thin.
i need to love others like You do..
to see them through Your eyes and not my carnal eyes.
teach me.please.mold me.hear my desperate plea.

today is maths day.
isnt it wonderful.
all of the limits and differentiation that so marvellously fill my day.

im about to dis-INTEGRATE.

argh.
i have done 3 papers today.
marked it myself.
allocated marks.
lets just say..its a minimum looking graph.

i still have much to revise.
but my brain is draining.
one more paper to go.
and then i'll read thru.
and hit the sack.

will sleep with my fingers crossed the whole night.
hahahaha.

pray for me.
930 am -12 pm.

i need a better brain.

You created the whole universe..i'm certain You can help me conquer a mere maths paper. =)

HAPPY RESURRECTION SUNDAY!

this weekend has been great!

carenet [cellgrp] went very well.

our group was laughing and learning together.

its quite tough to be a cellgrp leader. [so i've finally realised]

preparation is impt and God is molding you and you share with others

and everyone gets new insights and learn how to be more like Christ.

we're learning on how to have a servant's heart.

and its really interesting.

cos its always an area i struggle with.

to be a bondservant [in greek meaning to be a 'lower rower'] .

to have do your job and go unrecognised.

only for God's glory.

im still learning.

i used to be the one who drives the leader crazy with my qns and side-tracking.

and now..im at the other end of the stick.

but its fun.it really is fun.

im learning alot.

today..i was in church at 9am.

for my song practice.

it went very well.

and after service was the actual performance.

during service..my heart was beating so fast la.

i was nervous.

but i kept telling myself that im singing for God.

and the pple im singing infront of..they've seen me grow up.

they've seen me since i was a kid.

and i know them. and i was still nervous.

rahh.

before i started..somehow my heart slowed down..and the songs went really really well.

=)

thanks for all those who prayed for me.

He answers prayers! -yeah!-

am very grateful for the opportunity to minister.

and there were pple who came and told me that they were really ministered to.

so yay!

its not by my strength.

=)

in all things..we are more than conquerors!

effective comm paper tml.

hope i can write well enough.

=)

off to read.

ermmm...yay.

I AM FUMING MAD!
my koh enting and kerosene bear ARE BULLYING ME!
i cant believe it.

caroline and i were looking at cars.
and then she started mentioning that she wants a car for her bday.
she went and told my enting that im getting her a car.
and my enting wants a car too.

this is the conversation between enting and i..

.:: 清 ::. says:
if..i get a car for the two of you
.:: 清 ::. says:
I WANT A DOUBLE DECKER FOR MY 21ST!
Shadow of Your wings says:
double cheese burger
Shadow of Your wings says:
why not?
Shadow of Your wings says:
haha
Shadow of Your wings says:
oh oh
Shadow of Your wings says:
double decker potato chips
Shadow of Your wings says:
sure
.:: 清 ::. says:
KOH ENTING!

phwoar.

angry.

i slept at 1150+ pm last night.
i woke up at 1150+ AM!
somebody smack me please.
i cant believe i slept for 12 hrs la.

and i have no mood what-so-ever now to study.
yay.
i actually wanna go back to bed now.
the weather is so nice to sleep.
rahh.

anyhoo..on to a brighter note.
today is GOOD FRIDAY! yay!
for all that You've done..i will thank You!
and also..-drumroll-
DOREEN'S 20TH BIRTHDAY!!
happy happy birthday! =)

to all those studying..and on the brink of insanity.
all the best for your exams!
you're never alone.
=)

my brain is tired.

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hiding place AMAZING
TOWER
Abba Father
lamp
grace SAVIOUR
awesome
unconditional ALMIGHTY
LOVE
.everlasting.neverending.eternal.sovereign.

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at 9:30 AM! caroline and i walked the ENTIRE lee wee nam library [NTU's largest library] and found NO SPACE AT ALL to study!
i cant believe it!
every single table was taken up!
and stupid nehs book the table by just placing mere pieces of notes on the table to "chop" space.
WAHHH!!!!
angry angry angry.

so caroline and i put our things on a table which a guy only had his bag on one of the four seats.
then we went for breakfast.
on our way back we were praying "LORD..please let the guy be gone.let us have the whole table for the entire day! please please please.."
but when we went back..the guy was seated there.
so we took our textbooks and went over to lib2 to check if have space.
if there is we wld leave our textbooks there to "chop" space.
we have adapted and learnt.dog eat dog world.
we found a space.so we left our thing there.
on our way back to Lee Wee Nam..
WE SAW THE GUY!!! HE LEFT!!!
ARGH!!
so i sent caroline in to check if it was really that guy and we really had the table to ourselves.
and it reallyw as the guy la!
phwoar.
so i went back to lib 2 to carry our heavy textbooks back to LWN.

on the way i met tweet tweet and i was complaining abt the thing.
and how caroline and i didnt have enough faith when we prayed.haha.
and he told me that at 830 there wasnt space anymore.
there was a crowd outside the lib even before it opened.

KAO.
im in MUGGER LAND!!

anyhoo..went to jurong with laopo yesterday.
and studied abit at the lib.
bought two cds too!
im so happy!

hillsongs: for all you've done.
united live : united we stand.

overjoy.

beautiful colours in the morning.red yellow and blue. 

weiyee's 21st birthday party! 

my little dolls. krystal and krystie. 

caroline's room's edible chandelier.HANGING GRAPES! 

from top right..clockwise..the narnia lamppost..the lion..the witch..and the wardrobe. [all can be found at caroline's hse.haha.] 

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staying at caroline's tml!
YIPPEEE!!!

thursday..
started off the day feeling a tad bit moody.
while waiting for caroline at can 14 for brkfast..
i did my QT.
i told God:"please grant me Your joy and peace today..take away all of this nonsense upsetness in me."
and after i said that prayer..suddenly this auntie came and talked to me.
"is that bible verse?"
me: "huh?"
auntie : "is that a bible?"
me:"er..yar.it is."
auntie: "yar.i have to read my own bible verse later also."
me: -smile-
auntie:" do you understand chinese?"
me : "erm.yar.sort of."
auntie: -continues in chinese-[so whatever i report is what 70% of what she said that i kinda understood.] so weird. This God ar..so weird you know. when i had some stomach problem and i needed to go for operation and it was the christians that came and prayed for me.i was so nervous for my operation. and i actually was a buddhist..but i told God"God .. please grant me this miracle." and after the operation..i had to take this medicine..it made me suffer alot..then i went to a new doctor..and the medicine that he gave me took away alot of my pain. so weird. and the verse that i kept remembering is [i think] "His grace is sufficient for me". "

and then she continued on telling me about how she hasnt been baptised and how God spoke to her friend when her friend was about to jump..God told her "Child, go back."

after the auntie was done talking to me..i just got so amazed.
when she was telling me her testimony..her eyes were teary.
its like..WOW..she's so happy to share her testimony..and how God has touched and changed her.
the only thing is that she kept going."hen qi guai"..i wished my chinese was good enough to tell her that its not abt being WEIRd..but its really by God's love that He made her whole again.

my God is simply amazing.

it totally perked me up for the rest of the day.

it reminds me of when abraham brought issac to mt Moriah to be sacrificed..and at the other side of the mountain as they were treading upwards..God brought a ram along the way as well.
HE PLANS EVERYTHING!!nothing happens by chance.

WOAHHH.
its mind blowing la.

at night..i had SM meeting..they dragged my caroline along.
and i was quite shocked to see her there..cos she didnt intend on being a SM.
then during the meeting..she decided to take this step of faith to become a SM.
i was so elated!
yay!
im very happy that quite a number of us are gonna take this step of faith with God to lead a new batch of freshies next sem.
its gonna be an exciting and amazing sem.
seriously.
woohooz.

friday:
our last dg with our beloved eliza.
im gonna miss her.
but im glad i had her for one year as my discipler.
i am gonna miss you miss YEAH!

we took the ic photo thingy..haha..its super fun.

ahh..gonna miss her.

today:
had a meeting at GCTC.
miss cheryl may may daisy wong..
woke up at 10..when our meeting starts at 10.
she's so amazing.
haha.
but she slept late la..so its understandable.haha.

at caroline's new house now..so nice.
so big.
so...NARNIA!
she has lamp posts outside at her porch and stuff.
and her wardrobe..woah..really looks so narnia.
haha.
her parents are very nice.and my caroline is a fantastic hostess.
-hug-
thanks babe.
=)

going for weiyee's party tonight.
wooo...its gonna be fun.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!
lets just pretend today is really yr birthdate.
=)

first time leading cell tonight.
so exciting.hahaha.
i hope i am able to teach them.sensibly.
=)

Lord i live by Your word.