argh!why...why are the blogs against me??

anyway..been very busy..feel very bad cos..im not busy with the right things..ive been running ard playing..can you believe it?playing!!!and my A's are less than three weeks more..what the h*ll right?haiiz.

distanced myself from my darlings and my twin..and dark-winged duck..and alot of pple..cos ive been hanging with my class more..owellz..feel quite bad..sorry darlings..

ive been trying over and over again to psycho myself to start studying..seriously..i think my brain is screwed up..wad's wrong with me la...ive been pissing my parents off by running around..and not doing hse chores..and my priorities are all screwed..scolding myself doesnt work either..im screwed.seriously.

sigh........

anyway..on sunday..i saw gruff.at smu.lunch.i had a feeling i was going to see him.when i walked in with my darling girl krystal..i turned and i saw him.its so freaky.not the first time its happened.i walked over to him and said hi and all..and said that i had a feeling i was going to see him.and he said that he had that feeling too.its just so weird.

hafta go now..pack my room and try to study..yup.owellz.ta!

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maths was ok today.a few careless mistakes here and there and one tyco one.haha.but overall ok la.hoping for a good grade.have chem mcq tml.and after that..a 7-hour long "date" with mr goh for physics tuition.sigh.tc pple.jessie's coming home soon!!yippee.

today's chem paper was better den last.but still bad.owellz.

went for tuition.eliza tried making conversation with me.so thats good.i think she's really pretty.very captivating eyes.=) maybe i'll name my daughter eliza next time.*ponders*

after two hours of tuition.went to my old hse at bt batok.the unit opp.cos my aunt rents it out.and this silly twerp of a tenant.so stupid.he stays there with two other collegues.so they lock their doors to like not risks doubts and stuff la.so this silly guy.he locks his room.with his key and the duplicate inside the room!goodness.he has troubled my dad three times already just to open the door.goodness.but he's quite goodlooking la.but still.twerp.

i thought abt smth today.
if one day someone told you that you were related to everyone around you by blood.would you treat them all differently?
i would.its like in our family.eventhough your relatives have their character flaws you still love them right.so in way..since we are all one way or another related to each other.den we should treat each other nicely.ya.was just thinking.you know..one of those rare moments when i actually..think.

had chemistry yesterday.wasnt as bad as i expected.but still bad.calculated..i minused alot.alot.sigh.
maths today was ok la.made a few careless mistakes.was dumbfounded by the vectors question.sigh.

but..the past two days have been exciting.

yesterday..our car went out of the carpark.as it went over a hump we hear a lot bursting sound.we didnt bother thinking abt it.when we alighted audrey at kranji sec.my dad went out of the car and found out that our front left tyre burst.
so i had to take cab to school while he fixed it himself.owellz.thankfully after praying a cab came fast and i was not late for school.

today..190 had to re-route because a tree collapsed at the phoenix lrt station and the uncle wld not drive pass my school's bus stop.so i didnt board the bus at the interchange.
i walked to the other bus stop to wait for the other buses.hoping that their routes didnt change.but well.190 came.the uncle didnt say anything.so i boarded.only at the stop before he changed the route did he tell us to alight.nehnehfied.
so i had to walk in to school.the soles of my shoes have holes.so my feet got drenched.cos i had to walk thru puddles.when i got to school.i wringed my socks.and like alot of water came out.the sight kinda disgusted ayeeba shir and lembu.sorry.
so i went to the exam room with my socks in hand and feet half-in my shoes.took my shoes off during the exam.i felt so at home.thought better i think.i should do it more often.hahahaha.kiddin.hopefully my paper two for maths and chem will pull me up.must over come gravity.heh.

there's one thing i can do that God cant.
i can do self-improvement.
He cant.
cos He's already the best. =)

im dead!!D-E-A-D!!!argh.and what am i doing online??haiiz.im going to die..im stressed that im not as stressed as i would like to be for my prelims.seriously!!what's wrong with me??haiz.went to westmall swensens today for lunch.was super bloated after that.had to suck in until i reached my car.i hafta burn midnight oil tonight.hopefully i can stay up until two plus.i haven touch my food chem yet!!!i wish i was as self-disciplined as amelia.haiiz.k.gtg.alot of territory to cover.help........im drowning.

Lord life me up and let me stand.by grace on heaven's tableland.

i went for tuition.and i learnt organic chem.yay.feel much more confident.in a sense.thanks ms tan!hafta go mug someone later.my blog thing is a bit schizo.rah.irritating.anyway.prelims are nearing...that means..its going to end soon!!woohooz!!must think positive just whack and cross my fingers.heh.
im watching channel u's next big thing.the girl is gorgeous siah.*jealous*
anyway..to my dearest genius alvan cheong.im glad you've finally found yr mission in life.to become a monk and sweep the temple floor.at least you have an aim.=)
nth to write abt anymore.i need a new spark in my life.

oh yes.i forgot to say that im really thankful that i have my parents.i asked them individually today whether they feel like its a waste of money and time for me to explore my interests in dance and music.they both said no.cos it makes me happy and they dun wanna stop me from expressing myself in different aspects.so im happy.they're so supportive.yup.just wanna voice it out.=)

yay.i can finally blog again.yippee.i decided to go back to a more childish theme.haha.wanted this more gothic theme.but the tagboard was kinda screwy.kp..better?hope so.
anyway.my week was super eventful.very happy.

monday:
i went for tuition in the morning.i met zx after that at coronation centre cos he was going back to pj to collect his certs.so we went back to school to study with ayeeba amelia kenneth gordon laopo and lembu.didnt study much tho.was very distracted.heh.kenneth and gordon kept disturbing us abt kum-kum.so silly.

tuesday:
went for tuition again.very early in the morning.like at 8.cos the hwachong girls wanted to get used to using their brains early in the morning.sigh.i ended tuition at abt 10+ and met my three darlings at kap for brkfast.on my way there..this guy on the bus was like smiling at me la.so weird.and wad's worse is that he alighted at kap too.rah.anyway.after brkfast we went back to skool.to study.i only read thru chem a bit.sigh.den we went to my hse for me to get my swimming gear.and we headed back to ame's to swim.shir and ayeeba tried somersaulting in the water.ayeeba got it.but...my dear wifey didnt.haha.she's so cute la.if only i could video it down.haha.ame and i tried tumble-turning and den pushing off the wall.but after i tumble-turned.i lost my orientation.or i was too far from the wall.haha.i saw ame turn and go parallel to the wall once so she couldnt push off.it was hilarious la.haha.so cute.
missed eating ame's cooking.sigh.some other time ya girl.=)
wednesday:
after tuition in the morning i came back home.cos i finally came to my senses that i cant study in grps.haha.i did some housechores cos i felt quite bad.havent done them in a very long while.yup.didnt do much work at night either.sigh.

thursday:
i went for tuition at twelve.surprised to see chunzhen and shuyi at tuition.chunzhen was so shocked to see me.cos she never expected it.owellz.i was never close to her.but well.i discovered more mg girls at mr goh's!yay!.i left at like 5 +.madness ok!!5 hours of maths.i wanted to cry.and i realized that its a small world.when i was at the mac's at serene centre.i saw jiahan!!and apparently..he attends the chem tuition in the class right next to mine.such a small world.i couldnt believe it.marcus came for tuition.i dun noe why.but i feel intimidated by him.owellz.
after tuition i met my three darlings at shir's.we went swimming again.it was fun.shir's pool is way bigger den ame's.after a while we went to the steam bath.it was so super steamy we couldnt see each other.so we changed over to the sauna.so much better.haha.but i didnt perspire much.daddy fetched me home again.so i couldnt stay long.haiiz.sometimes i wished i could stay longer.always seem to miss out on fun moments.owellz.sigh.

friday:
stayed home.only studied four chapters of chem.watched the finale of my big fat obnoxious fiance.the poor girl,randi, she kenna con.and she kept crying.poor thing.but at least she became filthy rich after that.haha.my mummy asked if i wld ever do that.risk my family going into turmoil just for one million dollars.i said..yes! haha.she wldnt trust my sister and i when we bring a guy home next time.haha.heh.

today:
i feel like lazing ard.duh.but i hafta finish chem today.have tuition with ms tan later.haiiz.its like so sian.pushing myself to study.i know its an easy task.but its the process of getting myself to sit down and study that is tough.

long entry.sorry.many days spent with a screwy blog.going to go..erm.stone now.ttfn.

my blog is screwy!!argh..so freaking irritating.haiiz.anyway.hi kenneth.glad you visit.i never thought you would.haha.thanks.

last week's practical was abit of a roller coaster.for physics.i didnt realise that my string was cut and therefore i was unable to meet the range for the dist.and for my circuit..i left out one reading.so hopefully they werent penalise me too much.for chem.i got most of my practicals kinda right.i got my qa right.thankfully.but i wasnt able to complete my design pract.owellz.gp ws ok.took quite some time to fully comprehend the comprehension.too many flowery words.owellz.

anyway..the last week has been a failed attempt trying to get a tan.i went to amelia's with shir and ayeeba on tuesday to go for a swim..it was fun.i love hanging out with them.yup.shir attempted to a somersault in the water.she would turn..and den when she was almost able to make a full round..her butt would go down sideways into the water.it was hilarious.the funniest thing i have every saw.she's so cute.my goodness.hahaha.love you girl.=)

on friday..i went to sentosa with my class.well.kinda.only 8 of us made it.so does it count??haha.
i thought we wld be able to get into sentosa by 1+. but much to my dismay.we were only at harbourfront at 2+ cos benji and shihan went to gavin's to wait for gavin to get his things.but they kinda got distracted by his x-box.so they took much longer den expected.only weiquan cindy yusheng and i were the early ones.owellz.so we made out way down.reaching the arrival centre at the sentosa.i saw this girl who looked really familiar.cos she was in dance with me in primary sch.her fren was in acjc uniform.anyway.so we boarded the beach line..i saw more pple come up to meet them.they alighted at palawan beach.i saw the guy's shirt which said "acjc dance".and i looked out and saw wenyee playing at the playgrd.so..i gathered it was a dance outing.which meant..that daphne was there..for a moment i was affected.but after thinking it thru..it was quite stupid cos im over him already.it didnt matter anyway.so..my adventure continued.

we reached sunset bay and we decided to go kayaking.the guys started overturning each other.they couldnt overturn cindy's and mine cos i had the curse.yup.den..oh mama..i saw this..erm..well-endowned girl wearing a blue bikini!and i told benji that she was quite hot..he almost died.oppz.=) later on..the guys were playing..they somehow managed to remove benji's shorts and he was left in the big blue ocean in his underwear (blue one mind you.) heh.poor boy.he had to stay there till they got enough sand onto his shorts and took sufficient photos.haha.it was funny.evil.but funny.=)

we later played vball.very happy.i think my game is improving.i think.haha.while we were playing..suddenly the whole bunch of pple in charge of that portion of the beach started chasing this snatch-theif.its so amazing la.i never knew such daring pple still existed in spore.i dun noe whether they caught him tho.i think they did.it was exciting witnessing it all.heh.
i left early..at ard 5+.cos mj was supposed to fetch drey and i from harbourfront at 545.but guess wad..he only came at 7+.haiiz.i cld have stayed longer.owellz.

when i got to downtown east..for mj's gf's(joanne) 21st bday party.drey and i were seriously tired.and the party was quite boring for me cos i didnt know anyone except aaron and drey(duh) and mj was busy doing stuff.cant blame him.but ya..left early..was really tired..but eventful.

mugging is starting tml..i have tuition with mr goh from monday to friday this week.im quite scared for my prelims.i really hope i can pass well.pass chem.for once.haiiz.pray for strength ya.
tc pple.love you.

sleepy_head
squashyellow

rah rah rah.hello!!happy 18th birthday to LION!!hope u're enjoying yrself in msia.eventhough you didnt even msg me or teck that u have left..but nvm..we're nice pple..you POK!haha.kiddin.anyway..tml is benji's bday.think i'll just buy him a bottle of alcohol.=) my darling wife's bday is on thursday.happy bday in advance girl.love you.muacks.

benji is driving me nuts..he keeps calling me darling and all..but its just playing la.and i know it.but its disgusting.hahahaha.entertaining.but disgusting.we bullied huimin today.i was an accomplice.they stole a voice recording of her singing from her phone.i was the one who blue-toothed it to quan-ge and he sent it to dehua.she was like so shocked.and pissed.cos they kept suaning her the whole day.quite juvenile rite?but well..we're all stressed pple.haha.less den 80 days to our A's..erm..yippee..haiiz.
i gtg le..they should play nicer songs on the radio.ya.that's all.ttfn.study.

nothing much has been happening.just study.tuition.slack.wait..majority is slack.hahaha.owellz.alot of work has been piling up.anyway.just leave you with a quote..

watch your thoughts, for they will become your words.
choose your words, for they will become your actions.
understand your actions, for they become your habits.
study your habits, for they will become your character.
develop your character, for it will become your destiny.

She Will Be Loved
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow I want more


I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be lovedAnd she will be loved
And she will be loved[in the background]

ITS FRIDAY THE 13TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*SCREAMS!!!!!*
i never believed in it.but today..during chem pract..things didnt go too well..den shuyin told me..ya..today's friday the 13th wad..and i was like..ya!..but still dun believe in it..i wasnt concentrating during pract today..titrations dont usually take that long and i was inaccurate..i didnt do my calculations in time as well..quite crap la.
after school i went to the indoor stadium with my parents for audrey's nie graduation ceremony.it was quite boring.800+ pple.goodness.i counted the no. of audreys present and the no. of andreas.there were 5 audreys and 1 andrea.so therefore..im not meant to be a teacher.so ta-dah! i've got stats to prove it!sampling theory.x bar.hahahaha.im going crazy!
i have to start studying..andrea..start studying please..haiiz..rah.
anyway..i love the bananaman.he's hilarious la.i keep irritating benji and amelia with the song.hahaha.EVERYBODY!LISTEN UP!PLEASE VISIT www.filmbuffs.net/bananana/ it totally rocks!!must ok????=)yay.anyway.i got nothing much to write abt.im tired.i have physics mcq test in the morning tml and den im going for a girl's lunch out with trashie amelia ayeeba mich shir they all.yay.cant wait.nitez.tc.

Oh Lord let us be a generation that seeks.seeks Your face oh God of Jacob.

something is seriously wrong with me.its like..i have so much work to do..and i dont do them.its so retarded.im retarded.argh.i had my maths mock exam today.and i made so many careless mistakes.so angry with myself.eventhough i passed marginally.but like..still..so lao pok.haiiz.rah.i need a wake up call.i tried asking stella to pass her stress to me.cos she's majorly stressed.she studied her history(russian revolution) and her stats.she dreamt of like..counting the no. of poor russian pple and calculating stats on them.haha.she cldnt sleep properly.poor girl.she's that stressed.i need it.rah.
haha.just recently..amelia ayeeba shir and i have gotten to know lyon better.and he ar..so interested in gossip.though he isnt the first guy-gossiper i know.but still..my perspective of guys have changed.haha.its madness.
anyway.im freaking falling ill.which is good and bad.good cos its give me a valid reason to tell myself that i can take time off.bad is..just bad.ya.haha.
i think im going to like..go sleep now and try my darnest to wake up tml to do work.help.take care pple.dun fall ill.like me.ttfn.nitez.

oh ya.singapore idol is hilarious sia.the lemon tree guy esp.i never expected sporeans to be so confident.haha.i cant wait for more.haha.rocks.

yay..saturday is here.but..i have tuition at one later.rah.went to watch i,robot with chel shir and lembu.the show rocked.i love this kinda futuristic shows.like minority report.its cool to have those kinda slim sleek audi cars.so cool..i like.. =)
just bought the "wow worship" cd..i like the song "here i am to worship".the lyrics are in the other entry.hmmz.the cd is nice.nice worship songs.yup.
tml my youth group is going bowling.but like.i dun now if i wanna go.cos i need to do work.haiiz.i feel like crying.only a few weeks more to my prelims and like..im so unprepared.bah.i wanna play.but i cant.i need a tan.but i cant.this sucks.rah.nothing to say le.i feel sleepy.ttfn.tc.

to ame : love you girl.dun think so much ya.it will pass.study hard.

::here i am to worship::

Light of the world,You stepped down into darkness.
Opened my eyes, let me see.
Beauty that made this heart adore you
Hope of a life spent with you

And here I am to worship,
here I am to bow down,
here I am to say that you're my God

You're altogether lovely,
altogether worthy,
altogether wonderful to me.

King of all days, oh, so highly exalted.
Glorious in heaven above.
Humbly you came to the earth you created
All for love's sake became poor.
And here I am to worship

Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that you're my God
You're altogether lovely.
altogether worthy,
altogether wonderful to me.

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
No, I'll never know how much it cost

im tired.im tired of studying.im tired of running around.im tired.haiiz.but...a big but..i just hafta sacrifice these three mths to get to where i wanna go..den i can relax..haiiz.

i did a presentation on christianty yesterday for gp.i didnt wanna come across as preaching.so i just presented la.but it wasnt as powerful and convincing as i wanted it to be.i gave evidences of the bible's authenticity.but still..the choice is still for the others whether they wanna accept.anyway.i hafta go now.got alot of work to do.crap.haiiz.ttfn.take care pple..dun check back here until like the weekend or smth.im gonna be busy.haiiz.rah.

here i am!!back again..sorry..have been busy busy busy the whole week..tuition..work to do..just basically quite exhausted.have work to do.and the work load just keeps increasing.everyweek...we hafta complete a full paper..chemistry one...physics one..argh!!save me.ms tan[physics teacher] keeps screaming at us for not knowing our concepts well..its quite sad..cos i like her..but..she's really getting frustrated with us..haiiz.mr tan bp on the other hand..have been in a good mood the whole week..how..unnerving. haha.but its good.other than that..nothing much has been happening..i am becoming a no-life.[see shir..told you i can do it. =) ]just keep me in yr prayers..i need strength..and wisdom.

now..just for a few notes..

to lion : dun worry.things will work out for you.
to jien : congratulations on getting a handphone.finally! and im honoured to be the first person you msged.haha.
to my laopo : hi! miss me.
to mr d.wong : why never call me le?hmmz?busy?how have you been?
to twin : hello.erm..hello.merry christmas.and im sorry for losing the photos. edwin's picture was inside.i hurt too ya know.hahahahaha.kiddin.
to k.p : thanks for explaining smallville to me.and not calling me a geek.hahaha.

today was an okay day..as usual..nothing much happened..
but today's chem practical was more jovial than usual..but then again..the mood of the lesson always depended on piangpiang's mood..yup..we broke quite a number of things..
1) huimin broke a conical flask.she claimed that it broke when she put it down into the basin.she made it sound like it was self-destructive.haha.mr tan was suaning her.asked benji if he bought huimin's excuse.but benji disagree.terrible.he's bangseh-ing his future wife in such an early stage.
2) shuyin pushed the pipette filler too much onto the 10.0cm cube pipette[which is more fragile than the usual 25 cm cube one].and the top portion of the pipette broke off and got stuck inside the filler.it was hilarious.she was holding it up and i was scared that if the glass flew out of the filler..it wld be so "happy tree friends" like if the glass flew into the fan and flew all around.haha.
3) weiquan broke a beaker.

and i almost broke quite a number of things.but i managed to catch them in time.heng.
tml is gonna be a mugging day..i hafta complete jjc physics paper 1-3.and srjc paper 3.and chemistry tutorial.and maths.argh!!and i have so little days to study..and so much to cover..argh!!

just hide me from my reality.
 
i went past njc today on my way to tuition..and i saw the number of pple walking out of and in the school..and i thought to myself..goodness..this is the number of pple i am gonna compete against for my university entry..and there are more!!..more over..we're the meridien batch..
its a scary thought.i really wanna go to nus.but i dont have the capacity to become a super mugger.so i hafta start studying hard from now onwards..nothing must stand in my way...

now its just Jesus and me..
for each tomorrow..
for every heartache..
and every sorrow..
i know that i can depend..
upon my new found friend..
so until the end..
its just Jesus and me..

nothing much happened today.mr kwek said that we were like a bird park cos we were all very noisy during assembly.and dehua[new nick name: d is for donkey] was making tweeting sounds.so weird.haha.other then that..i was quite tired today..cos i have been coming home late this whole week..i have maths tuition tml somemore.haiiz.but..there were moments when i was kinda high..
1) i wanted to throw toliet paper into ayeeba's cubicle..but it flew into her classmate's.[thank goodness i didnt wet it]
2) cindy huimin shuyin and i were playing with water in the toliet again.
3)kept laughing when i was at the concourse with kennth lyon euan ayeeba and amelia.cos of that stoooppidd kenneth.he keeps making such retarded comments.and of cos..majority of them is abt me eating.he's such a nehneh.seriously.
4)on the bus with ayeeba amelia and shir.as usual.we were laughing like mad monkeys.

yup.quite an uneventful day.hopefully tml will be better.

cindy(singing) : "baby can you tell me why..there is sadness in yr eyes..i dont wanna say good bye to you..now you want me to forget every little thing you said..but there is something left in my head.."
me : " are you sure?"

--------------------silence-------------------

cindy :"ooi...!!"
me:"wah..lag."

*screams!!* hi lian!you found me..how did you find me??yay.hello.how have you been??good??=) i miss you too.just went to see yr picture gallery.my eyes are semi closed in one of the pictures.haha.owellz.hope yr happy.=)
 
i would now like to take the opportunity to wish my dear daisy..cheryl may wong..all the best in her marriage with jacky wu.have a blissful marriage!
 
anyway..i went for dinner with the squashees today.at holland v to celebrate jean's super belated birthday..=) the lady at swensen was so nice.she allowed us to have the sweet secrets cake at swensen's.she even went through the trouble of giving us paper plates and plastic utensils so that we can have it there.[they didnt wanna mix the proper utensils cos they were halal.and just in case.] yup.she's sweet.her name is cathy.
 
got home around 930..quite early rite..my dad asked why i came home so late..*puzzled*
anyway..i'm tired..but i still hafta do srjc's last year prelim physics paper..rah.nitez pple..
 
thanks for asking about my ankle.its getting better.

today hasnt been a very good one..i sprained my ankle yesterday..its quite stupid really..i was jumping on a trampoline..and i lost my balance and fell off and landed on my right ankle..sigh..so today..i limped a bit..not very obvious thankfully..then..i went for physics tuition..i was outnumbered by hwa chong pple 6 is to 1.rah.i saw this ex-mg girl..li hao..dun noe if she saw me and whether she recognised me or not..but i didnt say hi..maybe next week..i was so silent during tuition yet again.and had an inferiority complex.i have a phobia of being alone.that's why im glad my dear charmain  is coming for maths tuition with me on friday.=)
after tuition..i waited for my daddy for 40 mins..den when i called..he said that he forgot he had to fetch me..and i had to take bus home myself cos there was jam at where he was at.i fumed.cos i wasted my time waiting. my teeth are hurting now too.front bottom.they moved i think.hmmz.anyway.at the end of the day.. im a spoilt brat. haiiz.
 
 
the good thing that happened today is that i have found more potential husbands. haha.if im still single by the age of 39 i'll marry twin.60:dehua. 65 : yusheng. 105 : alvan. 110: gavin chew. hahahaha.its madness.but well..at least i wldnt die single..hahaha..crazy.
 
tml is smart casual day..my class is wearing our class jersey..hopefully everyone remembers..
 
i hafta go and get my cip hours..mr cheong[alvan] keeps pestering me to go get it done and arranged..cos he's doing them with me..probably doing at the bethany old folks' home in cck.not too sure.hafta go call the lady.yup.nth much to say.tired.sleepy.teeth pain.ttfn.
 
 
 
to be like Jesus...to be like Jesus..all i ask..is to be like Him..

in the school's library again..having wahab after this..which is macam free period also..haha..i like disturbing him..and getting all opportunities to get out of class..heh.we all love wahab.he's the man!!
anyway...yesterday my daddy and i played badminton..we had to share the court with this father and son cos they were there first..but they didnt mind sharing the court..yup..so we put up our net..which we just bought yesterday..and we played..intially..my daddy was talking more than he was hitting..pissed me off abit..but..i continued playing..didnt wanna seem rude in front of the boy..after a while..my daddy stopped talking and guiding me so much..
 
out of the blue...this two small children came to play and share the court with us..the boy didnt know how to serve..and his sister kept running into our net..and pushing her racket into the net..my daddy kept saying "girl..dont do that" but i think she only understood tamil..so she continued anyway..their shuttlecock was very po lan but the way the girl waits in anticipation for her brother to serve the shuttlecock over was very cute..her eyes all big and all..haha..when the shuttlecock landed rite under the net..she will chase after her brother if he picked it up first..it was quite funny..but very dangerous as well cos when my daddy and i were rallying..the girl kept running around..and it was very hard and challenging trying not to hit them..once in the midst of our rally..the siblings suddenly decided to join in..and were attempting to hit our shuttlecock..my daddy and i had to keep hitting high shots so as to prevent them from getting it..i was seriously petrified..after a while..they gave up and went home..
 
i went to re's after washing up..my aunt irene is back!! yup.so we had dinner and just enjoyed each other's company.i miss her.unique command of english and all.haha.
 
all in all..yesterday was quite a family-orientated day..
 
thanks dee for playing badminton with me..
 
owellz..nothing much to say..except that my laopo should use white plastic bags as hats more often..haha..she looked so cute..heh..ttfn!!
 

write Your name upon my heart :: sonicflood ::
 
God above
In You I live and breathe
And You will always be
Son of God
I owe my life to You
Your promises are true
Your love goes on and on forever

So write Your name upon my heart
Burn Your word into my mind
Make a temple of this body
Let Your Spirit move inside
I have wandered through the valley
And I have wondered who I am
So live in me, make Your mark
And write Your name upon my heart

God above
The first, the last, the same
All glory to Your name
My Jesus
It's You who I adore
Lamb of God and Savior
Your love goes on and on forever

Imprint on every part of me
The image of the Son
And complete in me the work
You have begun
 
this is my song of the week.

oh..oopz..the linking thing is cos of my comp..not cos of my blogging..hahaha.oppz.

argh..why on earth are there links to some of my words?like..time..trust..school...like..wassup?? hello..argh.. anyway..went for chem tuition today..with ms tan..it was good..learnt quite alot.must study hard..rah..
well..since i feel like posting poems and stuff..i shall post one that i wrote some time ago..havent been writing new ones for quite a while..i'll go find my book in which i wrote quite a no. of poems in sec 2..yup..here goes..not quite a poem..just..a stanza abt stuff..yup.
 
my only source of joy
slipping out of my fingers
fading into the darkness
out of my presence
out of my reach.
[written on 27.02.04]
 
yup..anyway..im not feeling too well now..like..cant breathe properly abit cos have a slight cough..rah..hafta go..have work to do..

they changed their layout!!im not used to this..argh..anyway..just read my fren's fren blog..feel so inspired..he wrote poems and stuff..pretty deep stuff..owellz..i'll go figure a poem/rhyme up..give me time..
went for tuiton today..maths..first lesson.when i walked in..there was a hwa chong guy there already..i was very shy..[if you did not know..i am shy]yup..den the tutor was frwoning when he was looking thru my physics exam paper...rah..
after a while..a hcjc girl walked in..talk abt being out numbered..den..after an hour..eliza..this girl from pjc net ball walked in..but since im not frens with her..not even acquitance..i didnt say a word to her..rah..i cant wait to go tuition with charmain..at least i can be my normal noisy self..its very awkward for me to remain silent..its just..not me!
going again next tuesday for physics tuition..i really must start mugging..this exam is gonna determine my future..and i dun wanna regret again..i have already regretted my O's..i dun wanna regret my A's..yup.
 
 
anyway..to my laopo..girl..i love you..a lot..though i dun express it more than just holding yr hands..but ya..i'm sorry for not knowing what to say at times when you need me the most..but i hope that by me standing by you shows you that im here for you..for happy and sad times..just call me when you need a listening ear or a mad monkey ya..though..im flawed..i'll try my best..k??even if i fail..remember that God loves and cares for you..humans are finite..but God is infinite..ya?
 
till death do we part..

in the school library yet again..have an hour break..gotmy chemistry back yesterday..got an O..but im happy..at least i improved by a grade.
after school..shir and i took a cab to acjc to visit selena and liz.met some of sel's frens.quite nice pple.but as i was there pretty late i didnt see that many pple. hi this is everybody's favourite darling KONG!!! [and daniel lim!!]
erm..ok..as i was saying..the school was pretty deserted by the time we got there.sigh.
after that we went took a cab to shir's hse to bathe and get ready.
we met edwin and gang at the victoria concert hall..we took a cab again.sigh.notice how we are always running for time.that explains my financial deficiency.rah. edwin and gang all look so typical boy-school boys.but they're quite nice.gary and edwin gave up their seats for shir ad i when we couldnt find any.yup.they sat on the floor instead.anyway..we were all waiting for our beloved zixiang to appear.when he did..i must admit..he looked really good in his black suit and red tie..den..he did his solo[sakura]..so zai..my goodness.but could tell he was nervous cos his voice shaked abit..but still very zai..we were standing and screaming like mad monkeys after his song..haha..very proud of him..well done twin.
after the whole performance we stood outside with sir stamford raffles and talked until shir's daddy came to fetch us home.got home at 11.tiring day.shir and i felt like we travelled the whole of spore eventhough we didnt..yup.still quite tired now.hafta go do work.or rather.try.yup.ttfn folks!

:: my happy ending :: avril lavigne ::

Let's talk this over,
It's not like we're dead.
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead,
Held up so high,
On such a breakable thread.

You were all the things I thought I knew,
And I thought we could be...

You were everything, everthing that I wanted...
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away...
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending.
So much for my happy ending.

You've got your dumb friends,
I know what they say.
They tell you I'm difficult,
But so are they.
But they don't know me,
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me,
All the sh** that you do?

You were all the things I thought I knew, and I thought we could be...

You were everything, everthing that I wanted...
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away...
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending.
So much for my happy ending.

It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you care,
And makin' me feel like I was the only one.
It's nice to know we had it all,
Thanks for watching as I fall,
And letting me know we were done....

He was everything, everything, that I wanted...
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away...
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending.
So much for my happy ending.(X2)

So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending....

i think this song is the perfect post break up song..it describes things well..well..for me it does..just the chorus..the part abt his frens..doesnt really apply..

just went to play badminton with drey and her fren[sarizah]..it was quite fun..didnt move around much though..owellz..hopefully my daddy will play with me soon..den i can really get some exercise in..
getting my chem back tml..i tell you smth lame that happened..
mr tan[my chem tcher] : you will be getting yr scripts back tml.
yuci[my classmate] : huh..[in chinese] ming tian wo men hui biao yen ar?

phwoar..goodness..yuci though a man of few words..but he's very lame..*cries*

watching channel 8 now..they shout quite alot..i think xie shaoguang is really talented..very professional..one moment he's a faggot..next he's some bengster..pro.

hafta go bathe now..have a conference call with the squashers to decide when we're going for jean's bday lunch..hopefully we'll come to a conclusion..cos the last time we attempted..it didnt result in a decision..and its funny when 6 pple are having a conversation and talking all at the same time..shouting to get attention..haha..hafta go..ttfn..

yay..quite happy..got my physics back..to my pleasant surprise i got a D on the dot..i expected to fail..yet again..its amazing.as in seriously..i dun mean to brag or anything..i too think its unfair..i dun feel as if i deserve my grade..and i feel sorta bad cos i dunnoe how to express myself well enough..and i dun wanna come across as being arrogant or anything unpleasant..i know alvan isnt too happy that i did better than him..cos i seriously didnt study hard for my this exams...i feel very bad..sigh.but happy too that i passed.

perplexed.

i got a C5 for my gp..2nd in class i think..but..im not too happy..i wanted a B for my gp..william boo[highest in class] got 14 marks more than i did..im quite disappointed in my essay..2nd worst one i've written..but well..need to buck up..i think when it comes to the A levels..my essay will seriously pale in comparision to other school papers..rah.

in the school library now..venting my frustrations..i type too loudly i think..owellz..dun care..rah rah rah...have lessonwith piang piang at 2..hafta go home and do my tuition work..[gonna start chem tuition this saturday]..yup.have 4 topics to cover..

alvan got a new goal..to beat me in the upcoming prelims..my new goal..to prevent it from happening..haha..

tml is gonna be an exciting day i think..very jam-packed..going to ACJC after skool to pass my present to my beloved nutnut[selena] and see my twin[liz]..probably doing lunch with her..my laopo is coming along with me..after that..in the evening..going to victoria concert hall to watch SRJC performance..zx is doing a solo..jap song i think..yup..exciting..

i bought.or rather..my sister bought 4 new badminton rackets last night..OH WAIT...let me tell you abt my beloved mj[mark johnathan mohan]..last night we went to sakae sushi to eat..den i was looking at the menu and pointed to the decorative orchid on the plate in the picture and told him that it looked good..he said really ar?den he asked the waiter nearby that i wanted to know if he sold the orchid..i was so embarrassed..the waiter was cute la..rah..den..it was the same waiter who counted our plates for us..and he asked him again whether he sold any other flower or smth like that..i was so embarrassed...
k..bell just rang..hafta run...dehua keeps making typing noises..hmmz...

SO PRETTY!!!!!!!!

happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.

thanks becca!! [my cousin]..this is so rocking..haha..

i think i need to go for a crash course in blogging or smth..my blogging skills suck..

anyway..im happy..by God's grace i passed my maths!!*screams* its like so..mad monkey[new phrase]..hahaha..i was expecting an O or F..but..i got a B.pRayEr wOrKs.yup.so take this as my testimony..gtg..at re's hse now..going home..clara's here!!*yay!*

anyway..hoope you like my new skin..it so totally rocks..now i just need to find a nice song to flow with it..heh..*screams!*

wow...tiring day..went to jess's "summer hse" at summerhill with ayeeba and shir..to hang out and watch vcds..den jean joined us afterwards..i was late for my meeting with my mummy..took a cab den kennaed a ear-full from her..haiiz...but..im happy..happy happy happy..i bought five tops..and ate xiao long baos for dinner..feel quite bad for spending so much of my mummy's money..but well..its not that often that i do it..heh..im so materialistic..muahaha..anyway..im really tired now..school is resuming tml..hafta go rush my electrolysis tutorial..sigh..im tired..lesson ive learnt today..dun give up..no matter what..and..trust that whatever God throws in yr direction is for the best..His thoughts are higher than ours..=)

MY MID YEARS ARE OVER!!YEAH BABY YEAH!!haha.i wrote another comedy.owellz.but..its all over!!yippee yay yay! im not looking forward to the day our results come back though.rah.
went orchard with shir amelia and ayeeba.the four of us go hysterical when we're together.but im very happy.=) we makaned and walked ard far east for like three hours.ate ya kun for tea break.very happy.shir and i bought watches for $9.90 each.there;s a butterfly on the face of the watch.very pretty.i bought a pair of ear rings too.and sel's bday prezzie.we shopped for yusheng's prezzie too.met him at wisma to pass it to him.glad he likes the t-shirt.but..all the walking took its toll on my knees..they're hurting now..argh..and im supposed to go play squash with rachel tml..help.i hafta go find or buy squash balls tml..and i hope..wish..and pray..that rachel still has her racket..otherwise...we hafta use my baobei (my racket) and my old wilson racket which now resembles a rattler.cos when you shake it..it has a rattling thing inside..dun noe wad it is also..haha..
yup..gonna go chel's for steamboat tml night..and do some catching up..so happy..yay yay yay..
anyway..today..my tongue is very tricky tricky..keep saying the wrong words..like..bird's nest..i said fish nest..and other hilarious stuff.rah.my tongue needs to go for obedience classes.haha.
im very happy and excited that i have freedom for now..repeat..for now..play and play and play and play....yippee...
i saw a lot of nice clothes today..the new shop at taka..F men and F women has rocking clothes!!i saw this striped colourful long sleeve shirt..the pink one was nice too..and giordano has nice tops and bottoms..and..and.hmz..let me think..saw so many beautiful beautiful things..hahaha..oh yes! topshop had nice pairs of striped pants..and oh..AND..i saw the suit that i wanna get..heh heh..happy..
today was a good day to satisfy my materialistic hunger..yum..
oh yes..love you girls for spending time with me..*hugs*

woohooz..physics is over and done with!!yeah baby.but i found it quite bad..cos the topic i didnt learn..ie waves and superposition..came out 20 marks plus..yup..yip yippeee..gonna fail.haiiz.i didnt leave out any blanks..but i think..i wld have been better off blaming aliens for some of my answers than the ones i gave for explanations.owellz.i wrote a comedy.

anyway..i'm very sian..its like..i wanna do stuff..but..spore is so small and boring after awhile..if its not shopping and watching movies..its sentosa..and stuff..its like..so "been there done it" ya know.rah.

been very lonely nowadays..not really..just a bit..cos when im bored and wanna talk to somebody..i dun really have many pple to call..i always end up calling shir..and we more or less talk abt the same stuff..i dun mind..i like crapping with her..but..its not nice disturbing her all the time..and if i call others..like..nothing much to talk abt..cos my life at this point in time is boring.haha.

feeling lethargic.gonna go bum around.oh btw..i like the chinese shows on channel eight now..the 7 and 9 pm ones..woohooz..rock.

i dont worry abt tomorrow.
i just live from day to day.
i dont borrow from its sunshine
for its skies may turn to grey.

i dun worry o'er tomorrow
for i know what Jesus said
and today i'll walk beside Him
for He knows what is ahead.

many things abt tomorrow
i dont seem to understand
i dont know abt tomorrow
but i know who holds my hand

So true right!!well..almost.haha.my papers have been exciting.i dun know how bad or well i'll do.i just tried my best with what little i learnt.haha.so..yup.what ever grades im gonna get is what i deserve.little effort deserve little marks.heh.glad its almost over.yippee!just have physics tml and chem next tues.yup.

on the phone with laopo now and im criticizing nathan and charlie from the show hi-5.kathleen and tim so obviously rock harder.hahaha.yay!

so glad so many pple are back in town.like..rachel..pam..lian..jess..yay.i wanna go night safari!but..shir and feng dun wanna go.so unfair.and the last time they were there was during our primary 5 camp!oh goodness.rah.shir wants to see her pigs.so oink oink.rah.but i also see their new horses.so..maybe it wldnt be so bad after all.haha.yay.i wanna go sentosa too!!im getting fair!!heh.lalalala.cant wait for the exams to end..*excited*

k..nothing to say le..wish me all the best!=)

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had chemistry paper 3 today.exciting.cos i dun noe the degree of failure.didnt study.much.so yup.i'll be lying if i said i didnt study.i crammed.last minute.so im not sure how much went in.yup.tried my best.owellz.been evaluating myself nowadays.like relationship wise and stuff.not very happy with myself.like..my inadequacy(spelt correctly?) to make strong friends with pple ive just met.cos i realized i keep hanging around pple who grew up with me.like in pj..i stick to ayeeba shir and amelia.and dun hang much with my class.last year's or this year's.in church as well..if jer joy and mao arent in church..i feel so alone.cos the others are either sec three sec two..or..twenty plus.so..yup.rah.i need to overcome this.and i recently just hurt someone without the intention to.haiiz.its distracting to know that you have caused someone pain and not know how to go about solving it.just hope time will heal.owellz.and prayer.my exams are this week.this is the most unprepared ive ever been.how exciting.thankfully im getting tuition soon and wldnt screw my A's as bad as im screwing my midyrs now.sigh.ive got enlightened.i must pia and get good results so i can be reunited with my liz and selena and everyone else in NUS.been away for far too long.yup.new motivation.and..im gonna go crazy enjoying my singlehood.freedom.liberation.and all.woohooz.im glad im a female!

its for SURE!!confirm!im changing my laopo.goodness.what exac>ly is so funny abt being the greek god morpheus?!!?hmmz shirlene yeong??haha..anyway.ive overeaten this weekend.abt sakae sushi on saturday.ate a whole lot.den had root beer float at the cafe next door to my church.and had supper after that with the youth at alexander village.den..today..i had wanton mee for brkfast.had kenny rogers for lunch.had the boney combo at nydc.which consists of a cake and ice cream,and just ate my dinner.haiiz.i think i shld just give up.and grow obese.haha.kiddin.hmmz.
i realised that my blog is quite superficial.like..when i read shumin's and others blogs.they are thought-provoking and all.mine is just..a report.haha.guess this is reflective of how often im actually thinking deep.haha.
my laopo went msia over the weekend.wonder if she remembered and missed me.hmmz.lion went to msia too.haha.must be pretty fun having relatives in msia.just travel back and forth.i wldnt mind.too bad i dun have any there.owellz.
today is father's day.so..to all the guys..HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!
bought my daddy a air jordan red t-shirt.its quite nice.must buy things that are more happening for my daddy.so he doesnt seem old.haha.but i love him anyway.gonna wake to watch the spain vs portugal match later.but..i just saw the news and it said that some other guy is gonna replace MY MORIENTES!!how could they?!!?!?haiiz.hopefully the nehneh coach changes his mind and lets my handsome play.heh.
hafta pia like a mad monkey this week.but my future seems grim.owellz.nothing much to xie le!take care peeps.esp to those taking their mid years this week.those in AC.yupz.

yoz..im back.had youth camp at changi there.the chalet is like really huge.but i did alot of blood donation..to the mosquitoes association of changi.haha.alot of bites now.keep scratching and scratching.nehneh.so itchy siah.haiiz.we had amazing race on tuesday.had to run around tampines mall and changi airport finding answers.tiring.wonder how the pple in the show actually survive.its quite mentally and physically challenging.but i think tmapines mall is quite nice.like got alot of nice shops.pity i was rushing through it.haha.had a saf choir concert last night.they're good man.pple may think them as fags cos they're in choir.but honestly..they're really talented.i liked this tall guy..he sang practically all the songs and one of the main pple too.but he's a tenor.very shocking.but he's cute.haha.den i took train back with sky jien chunkit and lembu.there was this couple that was hugging and super PDA la.and the part that irritated me was that they leaned on the grabpole when the train was so crowded.not sensitive to their surrounding.haiiz.cant stand this kinda pple.
anyway..i hafta start mugging..ive said this so many times already.but ya..im seriously..gonna..crash and burnrah!

ok..sorry mr wong.typo.anyway..now im like trying to hotsync my palm and my desktop.but it keeps failing.so irritating.and im supposed to help gabriel download real one player into his palm.haiyah.stupid machines.i have my youth camp today at aloha changi resorts/chalets.until thursday.yup.quite sad that janetta maomao and joy aint coming for camp though.but not to fear..i have jolene!=)anyway..hope everything goes well and the weather wld be good to us.miss me while im gone k??love you all.take care.

hell0 hello..at lion's house now with shir.we're preparing the stuff for my last year class's bbq.a bit last minute.like..we hafta go get a thong.the one that you use for bbq-ing.and like..a lot of small details..haiz.erm..yes.i need to go choose the worship songs for camp and for tml's youth alive to0.hopefully i wldnt screw up during worship.i still have a lot of kinks.yup.anyway i have two k-pos reading whatever im writing now.yup.impatient.owellz.help.hmmz.hope everyone will enjoy themselves tonight..think they will.nothing much to blog about.i need excitement in my life..maybe i should change my wife..hmmz..*ponders*

yet another thursday.heading to school later for chem.sigh.and after that i'm going shopping with my frens for the stuff we need for tml's bbq.i havent been mugging.im so screwed.how..haiiz.no motivation to study.and my A's are this year.something is seriously wrong with my brain.rah.i need to get a new one.
read through my friendster testimonial yesterday.it feels nice to know that pple enjoy yr company.=) i need to curb my sudden bursts of energy though.its craziness.anyway.i did a quiz the other day.and it said im a narcissist.i'll go get the results up on my blog.yar.anyway..i agree that i am.very ego.apathetic at times too.haiiz.complicated.i havent been in the best of moods nowadays.have alot of things on my mind.
yesterday.i thought my lesson was at 830.so i took a lift from my dad and i was in skool at 740.den..my frens came and we realized that our lesson was at 1130.so we decided to go home.on my way home.i was like..stoning..and at my stop..i was still stoning then i realized i had to alight.when i was moving towards the door.the uncle closed it.i pressed the bell.like twice.and i was finally let out.its like..ive never been so blur before.haiiz.guess im really physically and mentally exhausted.rah.
study hard for your mid years ya?ttfn.

wow.last night was amazing.their worship is so powerful.and its great seeing God move in spore.so many christians!=)didnt go right down to the front of the stage though feng wanted to.sorry girl.yup.we just jumped at where we were seated.im glad i've got God in my life.though i need to get my priorities right once more.havent been placing Him at the top postion.haiz.owellz.its exciting to know that yr fren has been saved.and to imagine the whole heavenly host rejoicing along as well!amazing!so spectacular.yupz.thought i was leading worship tonight but apparently not.well.just wanna leave with a note to you all.continue to walk steadfastly before God ya?it'll be worth it ALL when we see Jesus.

yes daddy wong.pity you cant come for FOP tonight.den you cant see my pretty face..dun you miss me??hahaha.if mel wong sees this.im DEAD.but owellz..haha.hi mel!haha.erm.im at shir's sty now.with a sick lion next to me.help.we're in an airconditioned room.im gonna be ill.haha.owellz.i love shir.and liz.and..a lot of pple.im talking rubbish now."since when is she not??"-tiger's laopo :p erm.ok.as i was saying.liz..i wanna see yr new spect-i-culars.please??=)nothing much is happening to me now.just that im in a race against time to pia and mug for my mid years.RAH!lalala.im going crazy.yay.get to see the Hillsongs tonight.rock rock rock.ok.bye-di-bye!miss me.

yay.i love my shoes.they seriously rock.so hard.haha.but i kinda dirtied them today.heart pain.haiiz.and i have successfully managed to give myself a new injury every single week!i got lines on my calves from standing on my fren's bike.the wheels scratched/cut me.fantastic.den..today.i fell on a flight of stairs.cos i was playing frisbee.den..yes.now i have a fantastic and colourful rainbow on my left thigh!!fantastic.i love myself.hahaha.madness.nothing to say le.bye pple.pray that i heal from my clumsiness.help.ttfn.

yay...yippee..i bought new shoes..and new bag..yay..so happy.bought climacool shoes.very light..very happy.haha..i think its very funky..cos..the three stripes are like..reflective..a bit..a bit disco-ish to me.haha.rock.ROCK!!and my new bag is cloth.like those canvas kind..but..mine is striped.hahahahaha.happy happy.goodness.i sound so materialistic..haha..hmmz.owellz.yes.shirlene yeong kit mun..and elizabeth chay si min..please feel free to use my tag board as a mean to communicate..at least it seems like pple actually read my blog..muahahaha..k..hafta go do hmwk le..love you all..bye-di-bye!

hello..its me yet again..erm..whoopie.haha.my life is boring!!!the only thing that actually is news-worthy is that i have got full marks for my napfa.redid my sit and reach and standing broad jump.so i can get full marks.if not i wld have gotten 28.so..yar.hmmz.its all abt reaching my personal goal.glad i made it.ran under 14 mins for my 2.4 too.i know it doesnt sound much.but..yes.happy happy happy.we had track on wednesday too.and..for inter-cca 4x100..choir came in 2nd!!!yay..the Student Council won..they deserved it..they kept training..i didnt even meet my fourth member until wednesday.hahaha.so yeah..WE ARE PRO!!hahaha.well done bee boon..priscillia..and my darling wife shir!!and congratulations to the SC peeps too!im watching channel eight now..the 9 o clock show..zoe tay is so so so irritating!!!talk and talk and talk and talk and talk..goodness.and their so-called gorgeous girl..ISNT!haiiz.owellz.but..edmund chen is hot.for an older guy.yup.have a physics test tml morning.so sian.gonna fail i think.haiiz.rah.ok..nothing to write le..sorry my dear readers..i have a boring life!sobs..love you all..

hello hello..havent blogged in sometime..erm..mr dw..you ar..madness..anyway..i redid my standing broad jump the other day and managed to get my desired grade..so im happy.haha.the next thing i hafta complete wld be my 2.4. haiiz.my class ran yesterday.but i wasnt feeling too well.didnt go school today.have quite a lot of work to hand up today.haha.and i was groggy.went to the doctor's.den came back and slept for three hours.hafta go rush my work later.haiiz.dun like being under the weather.feel so weak.owellz.had fun yesterday.went lunch with my squashies.went to crystal jade xiao long bao.we went to eat xiao long bao.its so exciting.cos the thing will break and stuff.haha.owellz.i miss my squashies.heh.yupz.going to go do stuff now.ttfn peepz.

yay yay yay!!!i can get my gold for my LAST napfa..yay..haha..i just need to get 5 pts for my 2.4 den i can get 28 pts le..yay yay!!haha..very happy..considering i have not been training wad so ever..haha..but im aching really bad now..abs..back..sides..so like..every turn i make HURTS..but well..yay!!haha..k..nothing much is happening in my life..its a zoo..hahaha...take care peeps..=)

hello...my first time blogging before i head out to sch..yupz..my life has been pretty boring..but..my weekend was quite exciting..had family day at west coast park on saturday...it rained for a while..but it didnt dampen our spirits..yupz..had a water game..at the end of it..my dearest uncle philip emptied a bucket of water on me..and i was chasing him all over with a bottle of water..thankfully..justin my avenger..poured a bucket on uncle philip..hahaha..i was so happy..heh..den i came home..rested for just an hour..and went to meet ivan and charmain...we were going to eat at breks..until we realised it wasnt halal..so we headed for fish and co at suntec..erm..i'll continue later..i gtg..sorry..ttfn!

lalala....hello everybody..today is an..ok day la..sheng shuian asked me how i manage to stay so energetic the whole day..actually..i find it amazing too..as my sugar daddy says..things that you dun understand..are just phenomena...haha..yup..played bridge for 3 hours straight after skool..shiok man..thank goodness we didnt get caught or anything..haha..on wednesday..i went to kallang to support squash..so exciting..i miss squash..yupz..thankfully tml i may be playing squash with john and astro..yippe..napfa is coming...im dying..sob..oh..my palm top..is screwed up siah..like lag alot..irritating..argh..k..nothing to write abt le..boring life..hahahahaha...

hahahahahahaha...today is my day of indulgance..i just love love LOVE ntuc shopping..haha..bought alot of things..yay..the bill was quite high..over a hundred..im happy..den my family went to breeks for lunch..the angmokio branch..yarp yarp..its was shiok baby...hahaha..very happy..haha..yarpz..to my darlings who are having their oh-so-crucial squash match this wednesday..dun worry k baby??yr gonna be just fine..haha..and yes yes..i will be going down to support and scream my lungs out for you..that's how much i love you peepz...haha..yupz..i dun really have anything to blog abt..my life..at this point in time..is quite..boring..haha..mg dance night was fantastic..yarpz..i miss mg alot..i think i've changed alot..haiiz..yarpz..not sure whether its for better or worse..haiiz.k.gtg..im melting..the weather now a days is so so hot..help.

happy good friday!!!today is quite...normal..haha..my family is going over to re's for lunch..den..coming home..i feel like doing smth in the evening..but..not sure wad..haha..better just stay home and do work..haha..how exciting..anyway..im not talking to one of my frens now..just becos..of childish behaviour..i dun see the need to entertain her anymore..owellz..i noe i sound like a bitch..but..owellz..i hafta start training for napfa..argh..i wanna get my gold..haiiz..rah rah rah..ok..nothing much to say or bitch..so..take care..

hey..finally decided to update..my life at this pt in time is quite..blah..i didnt do well for my common tests..only passed gp and maths..my love life is nonexistent..im like losing a fren now..the situation is quite retarded..but yar..cant do anything abt it..dun wanna worsen it..yupz..at least i still have my frens to surround me..went out with the squash team..its was fun..miss them so much..they bought me a baby blue roxy bag..very nice..thanks darlings..yupz..i need to find a new lingo..new words to use..cos pple are using my "nehnehpok" and "rah"..goodness..haha..owellz..nothing much to write abt..those who actually visit..come back bimonthly..it shld at least have one new update..hahahaha..sorry..k..have fun pple..

hApPy biRtHdAy tO dReA!!
haha..sorry..im very ego..today is a good day..so many presents..haha..so happy..thank you to every one who gave me presents!!!haha..very very happy..yupz..maths was ok too..hopefully i pass..yupz..k..gtg..take care pple..its a happy day..SMiLe!!

AAARRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHAT THE CRAP WHAT THE CRAP WHAT THE CRAP!!!sob...sad..this is the saddest way to spend yr 18th birthday..im studying maths today..and tml..i hafta come home to rush my chem..can i please cry..sob..haiiz..owellz..just wanted to vent..erm..john??john khoo??yes im from pjc choir..did you stumble unto my blog too?haha.owellz.gtg.ttfn.

hello hello...ive been thinking..i know..*gasp!*andrea can think..but yes..i can..lets continue..like..im a christian and all..but i fail to lead pple to Christ..im not the vocal type..i dun believe in forcing pple into a religion..as my non-christian frens told me that they are quite scared of these kinda pple..ya..but im very very VERY gRateful i have grown up in a christian family..to have Christ in my life since young..cos it really changes yr perspective of life..like..pple aim to do well in school..and that's all that life holds for them..but when you think abt it..its all temporal..(dun noe how to spell.haha)..yar..we're pilgrims just passing by..yupz..like my frens get all anxious and worried and stressed up and emotional when the exams come..dun have that peace..and it really makes you feel glad you've got the peace..but also worry that yr fren doesnt..kind..am i making sense??hmmz..yar..life seems so empty without Christ..just so materialistic..yupz..my mummy told me smth that really touched me..and..been thinking abt it often now a days..ya..she said "we dont worry that much about yr academics..as long as you grow Spiritually and grow in Christ"..not that accurate..but yar..to that effect..it makes you sit back and think..yar..life holds much more that academic results..there's eternity that everyone has to handle...so for those frens of mine who are christians..lets take time now and then to think about our salvation..and the magnitude of God's love for us..yupz..God RoCkS!!!

"I will never leave you nor forsake you"
"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son.that whosoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life."- john 3:16

hello hello hello...rah rah ..havent blogged in so so long..anyway..i got a c6 for my chinese..haha.amelia shir trashie yu li sam and i all got c6!!haha..so funny..owellz..feeling unwell now..alot of peeps in my class are feeling unwell..anyway..i need to bitch..i itch to bitch..so i shall..haha..liyi..(in case some pple dun noe who she is.she is this girl in my class who talks to herself.laughs when its not funny.and thinks she's involved in any conversation that is nearby.and has body odour)..yupz..i hate hate HATE the way liyi treats aileen..aileen is a nice girl..quiet..but nice..liyi hangs or rather sticks to her..and the weird thing is..liyi says that aileen sticks to her..like..wassup..rah..liyi told aileen not to stick to her so much..cos the class doesnt like liyi cos of aileen..so spastic..our class is perfectly fine with aileen la..haiiz..den..yesterday..she asked aileen to stay back on school and study with her..so aileen nicely just stayed..den she told aileen not to stick to her..its so PSYCHOTIC!!..haiiz..i dun noe how aileen and tahan her..i told aileen to just tell liyi to her face that aileen doesnt want her around..but..aileen is too nice to do that..haiiz..poor girl..owellz..i hafta start studying..my common tests are coming..rah..hafta pia very hard during the hols..and yes yes charmain..i'll go out with you and ivan..haha.was so shocked when ivan suddenly msged me on sunday..i miss you all..yupz..take care peeps..dun fall ill..like me..haha..

hey hey..im feeling kinda high now..but im stressed..im stressed abt not being stressed to actually start mugging!!wad's wrong with me!!!its only 2 weeks away from my common test..and if i dun do well i may get kicked back down to j1..argh..im gonna be tested on everything i have learnt so far in jc...im dead...im dead..i wld like a transparent coffin please...argh argh argh..haiiz..i wish there was like a system whereby everyone can just bum ard and do things that they like..instead of living up to fit the uptight system..argh..haiiz..im thankful that i didnt sign up for the second round of SAT in school..wld have wasted my money..haha..owellz..lalala...so exiciting..getting my chinese results soon..hopefully i pass..den i can just not do chinese..i tell you..i wanted to box huimin on monday..she talked to me and sorta hinted that shld be happy now that they didnt emphasize so much on our chinese result..like WASSUP man..i know i cant speak chinese well..but it doesnt equate to being weak in the subject..i got the same grade as her for o's and promos..argh..that nehneh..owellz..im not angry with her anymore..used to her lack of tactfulness already..haha..anyway..my knees are hurting..im seriously worrying how on earth i am going to start exercising and getting back into shape when my knee is still so weak..haiiz..i wanna get a gold for napfa this year..mustnt let myself down..haiiz..nitez peeps..

hey ya all...im feeling better..erm..if anyone is wondering..heh..hope you all like the song..its really nice..by jars of clay..yupz..did alot of quizzes..madness..haha..but fun..some arent very accurate though..i just wanna say thank you and love you to all my frens..yupz..pray for me still..take care peeps..

heyhey..im single and available..again..anyone interested??haha..kiddin..we made it a mutual agreement..today is day one..and im missing him already..owellz..if we;re meant to be..i guess we'll be..need time for myself anyway..yupz..take care peeps..o's are out tml..exciting..haha..jermy is coming back tml too..my bday is coming..yippee..ttfn..pray for me..love you all..

hello..good morning everyone...had my school's opening ceremony last night..think it went really well..had a lot of fun..im a member of the PAS.rocks.haha.we played truth or dare during our free time.i had to go around clucking like a chicken go up to a wushu guy and say "i have bird flu please slaughter me".haha.den jerald had to run down the steps saying "im william hung!i'm william hung!" then go onto the stage and perform "she bangs" he had another one where by he kissed benjamin and squeezed his butt.poor benjamin was so traumatised.haha.it was hilarious.haha.then elgin had to go a round saying "PAS rocks (or smth)".yup.hers was like the easiest la.haha.den timothy had to go up on stage and do a tamil dance.he went to the centre of a group of taekwondo pple on stage and started dancing.haha.and he started jumping around saying "parkis parkis parkis".haha.owellz.i may not make it sound so happening.but i really enjoyed myself.think OC has brought our choir together.very happy.the acting minister for education talked to us too.he asked if we put in alot of effort cos he thought we sang well.haha.exciting.yup.i hafTA go get ready soon.meeting my darling girlfriend shirlene at ACJC at 1230.yupz.take care peeps.HOHOHO!!!

hello..haha..its been some time huh..sorry..didnt have any mood to blog..nothing much has been happening to me.havent attended lessons since tuesday..well..attended a few on tuesday..ya..cos i have been having rehearsals for my school's opening ceremony..singing school song and for the finale..yup..been practising late into the night..but during the day is quite slack..haha..been playing cards, murderer and all..very guilty.been bringing work to do..but never get to it.sigh.have not studied yet.and common tests are coming.oh yar..come..lets talk abt common test...i actually have a paper on my birthday..argh..another bad birthday..second in a row..last year i got turned down by ACJC.haha.cried.owellz.ya.and this year i have a maths paper.and the next day wld be chemistry.so sad rite..haiiz.rah.life has been quite good..making a lot of frens..my class peeps are nice..i am getting to know more choir pple..and the members of PAS in choir..which only consist of timothy astro and jerald are hilarious.super funny..haha.entertaining.heh.but its tiring on the body.played bball today while waiting.chased a ball.and it went out.i cldnt stop fast enough and i ran into the fence to brake.but the impact was felt by my back.so it kinda hurt.but its ok now.yupz.take care peeps.apologies again for not updating soon enough.

p.s : jermy..hope you are enjoying yrself in US.=)

hello hello..how's yr ang bao collection??mine is ok la..yesterday's open house was fun..thanks to all who turned up..hope you enjoyed yrselves..yup yup..im still sick..rah..coughing quite badly..and my voice is hoarse..and stupid jason kept imitating me yesterday..such a nehnehpoker..rah!..heh.had dinner with my obs frens on tuesday..so fun..missed them alot..it was fun..entertained sunyi with my attempt in communicating in chinese..haha..we went to suntec to eat kenny rogers..den to the esplanade to talk for a while..it was just terribly delightful..yupz.school is resuming on monday..sian..have a physics test this week i think..not too sure..rah..oh charmain..i tried like tagging yr chatterbox thing..nothing appeared..owellz..oh ya..thanks for all who tagged..love reading tags..haha..take care peeps...having pins and needles now in my right foot..argh..ticklish..rah rah rah!!

the phrase that best describes my life..
"when i work nobody cares..when i rest everybody stares"
haha..my sister bought the poster for me..so true..=)

hey hey..havent blogged in quite a while..yupz..have been having cny celebration rehearsals.not often la.but it still consumes time.singing a song john khoo wrote.nice.it gets stuck in yr head..haha.i've changed the song on my blog..happy now jess???haha.the other song was getting old too anyway.and sorry charmain if you're disappointed abt the change.but this song by cake rocks too.heh.yay..cny is around the corner.woohoooz..this friday my sister is throwing a big party.inviting alot of pple.we are having an open hse from ten to ten.craziness.haha.but its a once a year thing so i guess its ok.excited.looking forward to it.yup yup yup!!..my throat is like hurting.it hurts when i swallow and stuff.owellz.pray for me k peeps.i got to know this nygh girl who is now in pj who is also a squasher.she's like one of the chio-est girls in j1.she's really sweet.like four guys have asked for her no. le.but she faked them.so good luck to them.haha.during assembly today..they gave out awards to pple who like returned things that they picked up.there were pple who returned like ten bucks or five bucks..like hello..how can the school trace the owner anyway..ok..im naughty..i wld just keep it..unless like wad cindy said..the owner memorizes the serial no. on the dollar note.haha.that wld be just weird..haha.yupz.dun noe wad to write le..tag my tagboard k peepz.yup yup.take care.
GONG XI FAI CAI everyone!!

yay..i just got broadband today..woohooz..bye bye 28.8 k!yeah baby..now is 256k..rock man rock..haha.skool has been ok.pressure to study..owellz.hang in there shumin..jc is quite fun once you know lots of pple..yupz..jess has finally visited here..and tagged!!watching charmed now..chris is so hot..but sadly..evil..i think he's after the baby..cos the baby is gonna be powerful next time..yupz..haiiz..owellz.have a chem test this saturday..ten chapters!!argh..and today is wednesday..im dead..haiiz.owellz.nothing much to say.missing someone.and lian is leaving for aussie soon..rachel just started skool..so many things happening..take care peeps..take time to smell the roses yeah??


"life without God is an hopeless end..but life with God is an endless hope."

hello hello!!..long time no blog..heh heh..erm..so..gotten to know my classmates..not all though.,there's this bunch of guys who just hang around each other..and unless you speak to them first..they dun talk to you..yupz..but school is very stress..alot of hmwk piling up..cos of the chem lectures i missed during the hols.haiiz.rah.my relatives are over now..doing the chinese new year kuehs and all..yupz..kinda slacking now..they dun like my josh groban cd..im so hurt..sob..he rocks ok..haiz.owellz.yesterday was my daddy's birthday..we went out to teochew city for dim sum lunch.rock.after that i went to buy my cny clothes.bought two dresses from angelique.very nice.one long black one with colourful flowers.and a semi-short white one..also with flowers..haha.their embroidery is very nice.drey isnt very fond of them though..owellz..they're mine.yupz.so exciting.haha.yesterday i had to do cip..go house to house to ask for donations for the straits time school pocket money fund.and ask if they needed us to help clean their house.thankfully no one asked for help.heh.we collected fifteen bucks.from three houses.yupz.cindy was the one who did all the talking.huimin and this other guy from s23 was in my grp too.yupz.have work to do.otherwise i may get kicked out of class tml..owellz.ttfn peeps.till later..

hello everybody..havent blogged in a while..i did the first day of the year..but something screwed up and my entry didnt get posted..so i gave up..anyway..skool has started..so stressed..as charmain told me "i'm gonna kill the next person who says "this is your important year" to me" haha...everyone is like drilling it into us..argh..at least i got quite good teachers..i havent exactly warmed up to my class mates just as yet..[ in case you dun noe..my last year's class got split up and we got divided into 6 different classes..] yup.. every teacher is bombarding us with tutorials..except probably chinese..and my gp teacher aint very good..he mumbles..and my frens just blatantly sleep in front of him during lessons and he doesnt care..rocks man..i need to find a tutor for both physics and chem..charmain has a tutor..tad bit pricey...hafta talk to my mummy abt it..yupz..take care peeps...study hard..but take care of my physical self too..God bless..