Saturday, December 31, 2005

its the last day of the year.
and the year has gone past so fast.
from receiving my A level results.
to working at roadshows for starhub with my fengyi.
to working at starbucks with my wife.and making so many new friends there.and experiencing how it feels like to do physical labour for a minimal pay.
to choosing which faculty to go to.
to going for the FOS interview which was a bitter memory.
to finally realising that God didnt want me to go to NUS.cos they offered me arts.
so i went with what He intended for me..it was just like going to PJC all over again..but this time worse.cos i have absolutely NO close friends that i know that was going to NTU.
but going to crusade's FOC made it all better.cos i met a bunch of wonderful babes. =)
school started..He helped pulled me through the adjustment period..and through my exams eventhough i put in the minimal effort.

and i have a grand total of 4 new babies in my life this year :
1. my baby ricoh camera.
2. my k750i.
3.my dvd player.
4. my NICLAV! the clavinova.

so blessed.

looking forward to another new year with You.

Friday, December 30, 2005

God is good.real.living.and sweet.

just got back from metamorphosis camp.
it was good.
God met all of my expectations and more.
i finally know and am convicted after such a long while that He really does love me.
and that makes it all the more amazing cos i know how sinful i really am.
and He loves me all the same.
so amazing.

apologetics class was good.cos i needed to be reassured that God really exists.and the Resurrection did happen. and just reaffirming my faith.

the seminar held by Rich Miller was good too.
living in Freedom in Christ. standing by grace.managing anger.breaking down fears and strongholds.
there is great liberty in Him.

i have been so blessed.
i could just stay in camp for a longer time.
i felt like i was in a sanctuary the whole time.
protected and just receiving so much from Him.
great friends all around too.

mark, deon's friend, was in my grp.
we only remembered who each other were on wednesday.
mark came to my church a few times.but we just didnt really talk.
but after our "enlightment"..that silly boy..keeps mentioning a forbidden name.
argh.
but he is very cute.and nice to be around.
its like being ard deon.hahaha.very fun.

alright...rather..Aight..
i'll just do a breakdown of the camp.
tuesday :
-opening dance. went well. a bit messy at the beginning.but it still went really well. =)
-games. it was extrememly fun bullying pple.haha.
-water bomb game. rach cheryl and i were having our own internal war. rach and i VS cheryl.
threw soyasauce, detergent and water bombs at each other. we ended up RUBBING ripe papaya on each other.
it was so GROSS.
-the poor birthday boys: shengzhi and jix both got flooded by dirty water and what not.haha.it was fun to watch. esp when they went to throw water at the main game masters too.
-God spoke. and moved.
- we had to rap or crap abt the theme of our camp.ours was simple and silly.very enjoyable.
- played bridge with rach and cheryl till one plus am.

wednesday :
-rach and i woke up at 8.when our grp was meeting at 8.
-project X.street evangelism.our grp went to dhoby ghaut.charis jeanette and i managed to share the 4SLs with two girls.and they were quite receptive. =)
-mark was sweet enough to carry the heavy birthday cake back for me.haha.
-talked the night through till 430am with dor,edlyn and enting. enjoyed myself alot. and it was funny when we walked edlyn up to her room.and the four of us were so scared of this HUMONGOUS mosquitoe like insect that was near her room.its like a MUTANT mosquito.so scary.and its black and white.

thursday:
-prayed for the different ctries that gen12 II reach out to.
and am still praying and thinking if i shld go next year.
-we had our NTU dinner together.and the birthday celebration went well.
=) so happy. im glad the birthday babes like the cake. chocolate marshmellow.my fav.
and the sparklers were fun.
=)
-God broke down walls and barriers in me.finally cried and gave everything to Him.and felt so uplifted.i could really feel and see God move among His people during worship.and through the camp.
-we prayed at different stations till abt 1am.
-during supper..dor me rach and this other girl managed to SMEAR shaving cream on EDLYN's face..and spray the string spray thing at her.
it was so shiok applying shaving cream all over her face.haha.manged to smear on andy's mark's and eliza's face too.
haha.
so fun. =)
-2 plus am.went out for prata with my grp and enting's grp.though enting didnt go.cos her eyes were quite tired and was in discomfort.the walk there was seemed so long.and i really enjoyed myself there.
got to know jeremy a bit.he's quite funny.haha.
met shumin my big bird at the prata place.she's so pretty la.and still so warm.i like my big bird.haha.
-went back ard 5 plus.slept 20 mins while rach and kexin went to bathe.played a few more rounds of bridge. then went to play polar bear with a few of my seniors til abt 720am.
-knocked very loudly on dor's room.ran and hid. =) sorry babe.
and went to knock on enting's too. =)
so enting and i went to bathe.and packed.and i slept for another 20 mins.in between talking to enting.
-met edlyn before she left.and we went to check out.

really really enjoyed myself at camp.
and i feel so refreshed and at a newer level of intimacy with God.
yayness.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDLYN DARLING!!!


He lives!

Sunday, December 25, 2005

HOHOHO!!
merry christmas everyone!
isnt it great that its that time of the year again??

though it doesnt really feel all that warm and fuzzy this year.
haha.
but its still christmas!
im happy.

christmas eve went very well.
kept praying and praying before starting our games.
the break through part was good.
it went quite well.
my uncles came.yay.

meta is tml!!
not done packing yet though.
i cant wait!
=)

family lunch tml.
and my darling enting is coming.
so excited.

photos that i want :
1. some one who is dancing [hiphop preferably] at the jurong east platform.
2. a small cute kid looking at the rain when under an umbrella. [capture the look in his/her eyes.]

Friday, December 23, 2005

Lord..im tired.
physically and mentally.
so many things i want to do for You.
but im spreading myself out thin.
and im getting tired.
re-energise me please.so that i can serve You to my fullest.


feeling pensive today.
perhaps im stressing myself out too much.
this year's church outreach event is very last minute.
for our games..i dont know how to act properly.
out script for us game masters isnt finalised.
we have not even done a dry run of logistics for the games.
feel so lost.
for our singing item..sudden changes in playing style..i forget some parts of my lyrics..our postioning just finalised..we are not too youthful.
i just feel like..its very last min.
and im stressed.
cos i am one of those that know what is really going on..and need to get pple to do stuff right..sort of..not so big deal la..but one of the big heads to take care of some parts.

but im glad in moments when im left alone..and wld let my thoughts wonder..and i would start thinking too much..and one of the moments when you just want to cry it all out..and feel better..
that close to those moments..my darling russell wld come find me..sit on my lap and just play around with my arms and just make me smile..

i really love my cousins.
and i am so VERY PROUD OF THEM.
because both of them have stepped up to the plate and rose to meet the challenges ahead of them.
rebecca took on responsibility for the dance..and its really good.
and im so proud of her.
russell is the main puppet role for our puppetry item.
and he does a really good job.
but i love them the most..esp during this time..is because they allow me moments of just hugging them..and resting my face against their backs.
and they dont shrug me away.
without needing them to say anything.
but just being there for me.

it helps too that the little girls in church.."fight" to sit on my lap..
had three of them sitting on me just now..all at the same time.
my legs are really gonna fall apart.
but i like it when krystal sits on me..she lets me play with her hair..sing silly songs to her..hug her as we watch performances.
hahaha..

i sound like some kid-o-phile.
haha.

im getting very tired.
i really am.
and my eating pattern is starting to show it.
its quite bad.
owell..

rest and cry in His arms.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

watched pride and prejudice with enting and her fren colin.
it was glorious.
splendid.
marvellous.

i came out of the theatre smiling.
i wldnt mind having been borned then.
sort of.
haha.
cos all you have to do is get married.
go to balls..learn how to cook, sew, play piano, draw, sing and read.

the dances at the balls look so fun.
just soaking up the atmosphere.
i wish i were there.

and rebuttals and rejections never sounded so good.
so round about.
but pleasant to the ears nonetheless.

i loved the show.
the cinematography was wonderful.

i wld love to have been there and then.
living.soaking up the ambiance.just being there.
wow.

so glad i caught the show.
though i kept comparing it to bride and prejudice.
the indian remake of the show.
both entertaining.

i brisk-walked my way home.
imagining as i may..that i was walking through the meadows with the wind in my hair.
looking at endless greens.
smell of fresh cut grass.
birds singing in the air.

yes yes.andrea has a vivid imagination.

ahhh..i wanna be there.

tml..i will be in the land of narnia.
sitting next to a talking lion.
the excitement!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

its out.
my CGPA is 3.
which isnt very fantastic.
but at least i dont have to re-take any modules.

i really dont deserve the grades.
cos i really didnt study that hard.
its really by grace that i've passed this exams.

yay.


please kick me next sem when i dont study hard enough.

Monday, December 19, 2005

thank You Lord.
HE has pullen my through yet again.
i just passed my econs.
which is expected.
cos i wasnt ready.
was very lost.
and was just aiming for a pass.

but yes.
i really must study harder next sem.
this is a pathetic start to my university life.
=)

i know who is in my meta group already.
yippee.
excited.
i get to talk to charis and lame to her.
hahaha.
yay!
and rachel the monkey is in my grp too.
we're gonna bring the hse down babee!!
=)


and..i dont like players.
do you know that i dont like players??
i dont like pple who just go jumping from one heart to another in a short period of time.
with no reason.
and no apologies.
i dont like it at all.
it really upsets me.
when it happens to anyone that i love or even to me.
argh.
its coming!! its coming!!!

ahhh!!!

im super excited!!

my 4th baby this year.

and i've been waiting to get this one for the past 7 years!!

its coming!! its coming!!!

yay-ness!!

its coming!!!!

Saturday, December 17, 2005

great day.
again.
=)

didnt start out so well though.
my mum was up and about cleaning the hse ard 8 plus.
and i was still asleep.
and she kept making so much noise.and tried to get me up to do hse chores.
cos ive been slacking this whole week.
all i did was hang out clothes. [which is quite alot to me already.]
but owell.
so i got out of bed grumpy abit.
cos i felt cheated of sleep.
owell.

got up.brushed teeth.talked to my daddy.
no wait.
my daddy talked to me.
about my driving. the mistakes i made and all.
and then i went back to bed for another twenty mins.
got up.cleaned my fan.do a bit here a bit there.

finally left the hse abt two.
to go to the kopitiam near church to meet some of my youth pple.cos we were gonna give our invitations to the hses there for our christmas event.
after doing one block with mercy.
i went to do another block with elvin.
when we were at the top floor.and i finished my side of the block.
i went to hide behind a wall.so when elvin walks pass.i wld jump out and scare him.
and i did.
and it was so funny.
i kept laughing all 12 floors down.
hahaha.
his face was so hilarious.
a kodak moment ya know.
hahahha.

he tried scaring me.but it didnt work.cos i knew he was gonna try.haha.
but its not fair.
i scared him ONE time.he SMACKED me TWO times.
argh.

anyhoo.didnt go church today.cos i promised my j1 classmates that i wld be going for the bbq like..three mths ago.
so i went for the bbq.the condo is very near my church.
so i walked over.and tried teaching huiwen huishi and meishan how to play bridge.
dont think i did a very good job.
haha.

then we started the fire.
i helped the guys to stack a few charcoals.and take out some for them to build.
and the my nose got itchy.
and in that moment.
i went to rub it with my hands.
argh!
so yes.i had black streaks on my face.
so smart.

later on..june and edwin her bf came.
we went over to ntuc to buy stuff.
and on our way out.
i saw kenneth and zixiang!
and i thought they werent coming.
so i was so happ.
i ran towards them.
and not seeing a puddle.
i slipped and fell on my butt.
argh.
so unglam.
owell.
that's andrea for you!

so i hung out with the two of them most of the time.
i miss kenneth and his nonsense man.
me : how did you come?
kenneth : -matter of factly- chopper la!
me : yeah right.might as well say magic carpet right.
kenneth : -with the yr-so-silly look- please.dont you know those dont exist.

then they were gonna pour coke.
me : go get ice la.
zixiang : i dont know where they are.
me : they are there on the bench.
zixiang : since you know where they are....
me : wah lao.the two of you are so ungentlemanly la.
kenneth :we are gentlemen.we are helping you to lose weight.
me : argh.idiots.

so i went to get ice.
i left my cup of coke there for a while before i went to drink.
the moment i drank it.
75% of whatever i tasted was VODKA.
me : wahlao!! you put vodka inside right!
zixiang : no!! no!!
kenneth : no we didnt!
me :how much did you all put inside!! 75% is it!
zx : no no.really.som-pah.no.
me : 50 %?
kenneth : yar. ard there.

argh.
so yes.i was happily drinking it for a while.
before i decided to pour out half and dilute it with more coke.
but it was still a bit too much for me.
i started turning red and when i laughed.i found it a bit harder to stop laughing.
goodness.

when i was leaving.the two of them came up to me with a cup of dont know what.
and they were laughing.and asking me to drink.
i agreed that if they both sipped.then i will sip.
but when it was my turn to sip.
i started walking towards the grass.
and before they could stop me.i poured everything out.
i got one punch.and one smack.
from them.
so pain la.
im really very brudder with them.

eventhough i get so "abused" by them.
i still love them.
very fun to hang ard with.
im not a masochist.
but they are really funny to be ard.

im glad it didnt rain.
really blessed.
and our food and everything was good.
and i managed to catch up with my classmates.
fantastic time.

drey is coming back tomorrow!!

zixiang's ultra funky hair. Posted by Picasa

Friday, December 16, 2005

so many things i dont understand.
so many things i cant change.
but im glad that You still hold my hand.

im blessed to have friends around me to laugh around and just have fun.
=)
i love positive energies.
just makes you feel so happy and blessed.

went to settler's [the holland v branch] yesterday.
with dor sam jon enting and hannah.
it was fun.
we played jenga.[ and jon made the structure collapse on BOTH counts]
and then we played halli galli. [ dor got injured. it really is a violent game.]
and then we played cranium.[ alot of acting, drawing, trivia and word knowledge involved. -phew- ]
and then we played i'm the boss.[ we cldnt play it for too long.cos we all use feelings to do business.haha.]
and then we played pit! [hahaha.we all sounded like auctioneers. one!one! two!two!FOUR!!FOUR!! ]

it was really fun.
=)
and am glad my darling enting enjoyed herself.
most impt.
=)

OHHH!!
and i bought my mushroom crisps!!!
AFTER SO MIGHTY LONG!!
i've been craving them for one mth plus already!!
when we were waiting for our bill to be tabulated and all.
we sat down.
and my eyes fell on PACKETS OF MUSHROOM CRISPS!! aligned against the mirror.
i was so DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY!
i just kept staring at them.
and i bought two packets when we were leaving!
AHH!
happiness.bliss.whoopee.

i love mushroom crisps.

yay.
yesterday was a good day.

today is gonna be one too.
going to IMM with shir and artist.
then shir and i will be heading down to orchard to buy some stuff.
and a present for our chem tuition teacher, ms tan.
then we are meeting ms tan and zixiang the neh for dinner.
yay.
cant wait.

this week is jam packed!
am so glad my parents understand.
and allow me to run around this week.
i am really running all over spore this week.


so blessed. i cant contain it!
so much i've gotta give it away!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

it isnt easy to just cut loose.
it isnt easy to just walk away.
it isnt easy to just stop thinking.
it isnt easy choosing which path to take.
it isnt easy to just let go.
it isnt easy to just shake it all and walk away unscathed.
it isnt easy.
it isnt easy at all.

[ t.a.n.g.l.e.d.h.e.a.r.t.s.t.r.i.n.g.s]

just keep praying.

my heart shaped abrasion. Posted by Picasa

jon..in the timothy room..we were entertaining ourselves when eugenia went to find esther..so we noticed..jon and i..that the peeping hole is from outside in! amazing! Posted by Picasa

my darling shane. he was so amused by the camera.and when he smiled for me..he wld cringe up his face..and he himself after seeing the photo wld go "not nice!not nice!" so these are his candid shots. Posted by Picasa
tired.
achy.
happy tho.
good day.
drained.

had meta dance practice this morning at GCTC.
i think the place is so cool!
we went up to the office to get the key for the timothy room to be opened.
and i was just standing at the stairs looking up and down.
and just going "waahhh".
i think it is way cool.
a hse converted to a hq.
wow.

so yes.
dance is..erm..
PAIN.
when we were stretching..everyone cld open their legs wide..and stretch.
esp esther and eugenia.
i was like...struggling la.
yes. flexibility has never been a part of me.
and i have abrasions on my right foot and knee cos of the split 7s and pivoting on my right knee that we need to do.
we were dancing on carpet.

yupp.

its good. i like the dance.
its been a long time since i've danced tho.
fun fun.

after meta dance practice..i went down to pasir ris.
to accompany janelle and tiffany( both 13) and tommy(11) to escape theme park.
cos today is JANELLE'S BIRTHDAY!!.
and if i didnt go..her dad wld have to take leave.
and that wldnt be too nice.
so yes.
it was fun la.
on the viking ride..tommy and i were laughing and sounding like pregnant women.
when we are going up "hhheee hee heee"..going down "oooohhh...ooohhh.."
hahaha.
it was fun.
tommy is so cute.

after that..i went down to dover..to meet jon.
to go for josh mcdowell's ..erm..seminar??sermon?
i dunnoe what is the right word.
yes.
it was good.he's very engaging.
and gabe and janice did a good job acting.
=)

yupp.went for supper after that with the ntu crusaders.
good good.
had a good day.
but am tired now.

looonnnggg weeekkk..
i miss my drey.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

i wasnt supposed to cry.
i wasnt!
why on earth did i cry?
the nearer we were to the departure gate..the more tears swelled up in my eyes.
when she hugged me.
i still contained it.
but when i started waving.
and she waved at me.
i started hiding behind my daddy.
i started to cry.
when she walked in..and checked at the counter.
the tears kept falling.
i just stood there.
looking at the four of them walk in.
and they kept waving.
argh.
and i waved back.
with tears.
kel couldnt believe i was tearing just cos they were gone for a week.

i seriously have abandonment issues!

next time when pple go away for a long while.
i think i mustnt be there to see them off.
sigh.

anyway.
im next in line to take care of the youth when the three of them are gone.
so yes.
today's christmas rehearsal.
i didnt go crazy.
and everyone helped.
so the paw mail was done.
and our sequencing was ok.
everything went quite well.
and thankfully elvin is there for me to smack and to go crazy.
so i'll keep sane.
i cant wait for christmas.

this week is gonna be jam packed. =)
and my rebecca and russell are coming back tml.
yay.
this is the first time that im the only one in spore..and the three nuts are gone.
two in korea one in india.
i kept watching our home-made videos just now.

went for a malay wedding lunch today.
the food was sedap.
AYEEBA!!! GET MARRIED SOON PLEASE!!
haha.
and honestly..i can imagine you as a bride.[ some how you are wearing a golden kebaya/gown]
sitting there smiling and smiling at pple.
and looking happy and all.
and i'll be some mad kuku..seated at a table in clear view of you.
and i'll be smiling too.
cos you'll be smiling.
wow.
i cant wait.
=)

seems like alot of pple are getting married at this time of the year.
=)

visited my dad's second elder sister.
ie. my aunt.
her eyes are quite bad.cataract and all.
so my dad went over to pray and talk to her.
my grand nephew SHANE was there.
yippee.
he's so cute la.
i cannot tahan. =)


good day.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

drey is leaving for the land of the blazing sun, ie. india, early tml morning.
gone for a week.
guess i am gonna miss her quite a bit.
no one is gonna be at home for me to disturb and tell things to.
hmm.
owell.
after so many years of being away from each other now and then.
i guess i am still not used to being away from her for long periods of time.
doubt i will cry... that much tml.
im sure God will take care of her and bring her back safely to me.
she is afterall going there to do His work.

so do keep her in your prayers.
she's going there with kel chowie and pam to teach the teachers there the proper way of teaching.
haha.

so many things to do for christmas.
costumes..song..games..intro..intro music..music..
hmm.
all for His glory.

Friday, December 09, 2005


my precious.joy and jer.


the eccentrics!!


i have a lot of wonderful and retarded pple in my life.
really blessed.
not one moment of dullness.
=)


anyway.
i am not sure if its because the red dragon is here.
but i am growing very impatient.
and intolerent of childish mentality.
of not being able to see beyond and looking at what is really important.
being retarded and having a childish mentality is different.
you can be retarded all you want.
but at the end of the day..you must have a clear mind and right morals you know.
and sense.and wisdom.
i am growing intolerent of pple who focus on unimportant things.
and worse of it all.
worse of it all.
i hate pple imposing their views on others.
trying to control them.
i mean.
for crying out loud..who are you to impose your views on others!?
do you have the right to want to control some else's life?
i mean..if its for the better.and the person is really screwing things then yes la.
by all means smack the person back to reality.
but if its just small minor things..that is of personal preference.
please.
please.
dont impose on others your views.

i am very protective of the pple ard me.
pissing them off is almost equivalent to pissing me off.
no one owes anyone a living.

sigh.
thankfully im not one to brood over things.
just small things like this that irritate me and really sit down and wonder.
am i the one who has grown up? or is that person just seriously lagging.

make your preferences known.
just dont IMPOSE them on others.
controlling is one thing.
SUFFOCATION is another.

i miss my rebecca.come back from korea quickly please..i am actually starting to be SANE!!! Posted by Picasa

Thursday, December 08, 2005

tennis in the morning was shiok.
im a bit burnt now tho.
but still..shiok.
=)

then i went to bishan..to plan our entrance and games stuff with elvin.
and we talked alot of nonsense too.

so i waited for bus no. 52 to get to rach's hse.
i waited on the same side as j8.
then when i was on the phone with rach..and boarding..the uncle stopped me before i could tap.
uncle : where are you going?
me : er..macritchie?
uncle : -smiling- that is opposite bus stop.
me : oh! haha. ok. thanks.

yeap.
embarrassing.

oh well..so i got my jolly self on the bus.
and gave a false alarm when i pressed the button for a stop i thought was right.
cos i saw a shell station.
but realised it was wrong.
so i stayed put in my seat.
hmm..
thankfully someone had waved the bus down.

yupp.
finally got down at the right stop.
and went to shir's hse with rach.
cos today is ABU'S 17th birthday.
so we went for the bbq.
tecky teck was there! -yippee-
havent seen him in a long while. =)
my good ol tu di.

yupp..so i called jer down to play cards with us a while.
and the four of us..shir rach jer and i.
were like macham 4 drunkards.
we were so high.
laughing and joking and just talking nonsense.
=)
so happy.

enjoyed myself much.
esp when tecky and i thought the tap was auto.
so we were waving our hands ard the tap.
only to realise..that we were supposed to step on this thingy on the floor in order for the water to come out.
hahahhaa.
pinnacle of kuku-ness.

anyhoo..enjoyed myself alot.
good day no?
=)

thanks laopo for the dinner.
been meaning to post this yesterday.(7th of december).
but i had a suddern urge to wanna help find a nicer template for my class blog.
and so here i am.
on the 8th of december.
anyway.
yesterday was a very special day.
for two of my most favourite pple in the world.
its quite a feat to have stayed together for so long.
with having to handle one unconventional and perfectionist daughter on one hand..
and handling a hyperactive and financial-management disorder daughter on the other.
and being such good role models.
happy silver 25th wedding anniversay mr and mrs lee!

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

just came back from causeway point.
went there with drey and her three students.
billy is so out of point.
and his english is hilarious.

billy (asking me) : you are a piranah too right?
me : -bursts out in laughter-
billy ( asking my sister) : miss lee..she is a piranah too?
drey : if you are chinese..wldnt your sister be chinese too?? and its peranakan not piranah.

at this point..i was in tears.
i dont wanna be a piranah.
hahaha.

oh yes.gym with doreen this morning was good.
new goal : to be able to run 400m in 2 mins.again.
i did 3 mins today.
saddening.

yupp.
weather is so hot now.

Monday, December 05, 2005

pastor : kel..do you know that spore has a lot of russians??
timothy..did you know that??
because now a days..everyone is rushing here..and rushing there.

then a huge groan rises from amidst the youth.
sprinkled with the laughter of the adults.


pastor taught on finding a sanctuary.
that we need to have solitude. silence. and stillness.
and its so true.
cos im one who feels the need to be surrounded by sound.
so i wldnt feel alone.
but when i need to pray and be alone with God.
i sit in my room.
and shut all noise off.
and the peace just reigns.
its so calming.
and so uplifting.

but i have not been running to that sanctuary in a long while.
and i need to find it back.


drey kept laughing at me from the other room just now.
" you prayed to be fat?hahahahahahha."

sigh.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

evidences of my past.
all pasted on my wall.
i want to go back.
i want to go back.
moments of craziness.
moments when i can lose myself and not care at all.
moments when i eat without a care.
yes.
i want to be skinny again.
i need exercise.
i need to recouperate first.
and then become the sports freak that i was.
i should never have prayed to be fat when i was in sec2.
yes.
i prayed that i could be fat.
so that i could exercise and see results.
instead of always being slim.
weird.
very weird.
argh.



janelle and becky are staying over today.
yay.
gonna watch sky high soon.
=)

dinner with joy jer and danny on friday night was fun.
got to know danny better.
and am so glad that he takes good care of my joyjoy.
=)

shopping with mummy was good too.
cny outfit is settled.

nitez babes.

Friday, December 02, 2005



dont mess with the 5 mighty tigeresses!!RAAHH!!!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

AAHHHH!!!
i cant believe i forgot!!!
i forgot!!!!


how can that be!??!
andrea lee!!!
arghh..
you drive me crazy!!!


andrea just forgot to watch pimp my ride.
at 930.

AAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!
went to sentosa yesterday with my youth pple.
i was supposed to bring the fishballs down for our lunch.
and i ordered 42 fishballs from the yong tau foo auntie at my market.
i thought i told her i want the ones that can be eaten immediately.
guess i wasnt clear enough.
when i went to collect the fishballs..the lady took it out of the fridge.
and so i had to cook the fishballs.cos the ones she gave me werent cooked.
aiyah.
so i was late in meeting my youth.was supposed to meet at harbourfront at 10.
and i was at home cooking the fishballs at 930.
but im so proud of my fishball frying!
hahaha.not that it is very tough la.
but still proud.hahaha.
so i cabbed down to harbourfront.

we got to the beach..the guys went to play with elvin's semi-deflated volleyball.
and the girls..well..
we played reverse whacko.
i attempted to teach them how to play la.
thought i've never played it before.

i called jon for the rules.
me : hello jon! are you busy?
jon: hello.er.yar.kinda.
me:oh ok.nvm then.
jon: why??
me: ok.byee!!

then i msged him.."did you say why?or bye?"
his reply : why laa!! hahaha

so i called back and got the rules from him. haha
im deaf.

yupp..so the girls and i played reverse whacko for a few rounds.
i was the first to start.
and when i finally sat down..i forgot to shout another name.
so i got whacked again.
and then when i was gonna get whacked at another time..for some weird reason..i shouted "ANDREA!" and all of them burst out laughing.
i laughed until i cried.
unbelievable. i am seriously so silly.hahaha.

we played whacko the right way after a while..and then.we got bored.
and so..we played..
-drumroll-
WHAT'S THE TIME MR WOLF!
haha.
i havent played that game in like..what..9 years!
it was fun reliving my childhood.

played vball with the guys for a while..hilarious.
cos we all couldnt play very well.
=)

ate lunch..thanks kel so very much for all the food.
really appreciate your efforts babe!

walked along the beach with kel..walked over the bridge with the girls..and we all just laid in the sun for a while.
really nice and cosy.

we went cycling.
and my butt was hurting like mad..but none of them wanted to stop for a while.
argh.
but im glad i got to cycle la.
havent cycled in so long.

my face got a bit burnt.
lips feel constantly parched.

hmm..
dinner was ok.
we went to harbourfront.
DONT EAT FROM THE HAN'S THERE!!
so cheat money la.
i paid 4.50 for a bun..two sausages..with no sauce what so ever..and fries and salad.
and its called EXTREME HOT DOG!
faint i tell you.faint.
raahh..

all in all..fantastic day.

when i got home.
after i bathed.
my dad helped massage my injuries.
haha.
and its so ironic.
cos shouldnt I be the one massaging my dad??
haha.
im stuck in an old woman's body.
so much aches and pain.

my left calve's blue black is becoming very visible cos after rubbing its healing.
my left shoulder joint is better.
but a bit pain still.
my right muscle that links to my ankle is still hurting when i walk.
and this morning!! i have new aches!!
my back and two shoulders are hurting.
my shoulders feel as if someone is constantly applying pressure.
i cant rotate my arms without pain.
and my lower back hurts.

sighhh..
i need a full recovery.

okie doke.
done blogging abt yesterday.
today is a day of rest.
will be going out again tml.

yippeee..

many can love you extravagantly..
but only one can make you feel genuinely and contentedly loved.