out at sea. 

waffles anyone? 

our pride and joy.hahaha. 

my beautiful babes. 

im so hungry i could eat three girls!! -growl- 

fantastic day.
girls' day out!
went to thread eyebrows with ame dor and enting in the late afternoon.
pain.
no matter how many times i do it.
it still hurts.

all for the sake of vanity.
=)

yupp..after that ame went to meet her fellow youth pple..and the three of us made our way down to east coast park!
to meet izzy and edlyn.
weeeee...
we cut up trash bags and found sticks and rocks to hold them down.
haha.
that was so fun.
was so proud of us when it was done too.
haha.

we sat by the sea talked and took multiple photos.
and then we went to the breakwater.
and took more photos.
then we went to find a bench to sit down at.
and took more photos.
and then we went to mc cafe's cos we wanted to try their shakes.
but apparently they didnt have.
so we sat and talked.
and took more photos.
and then dor left to rush home to do her lab report.
and so the four of us.
lingered a while more before heading to gelare.
since today is tuesday.
waffles were half-priced.
so we bought our yummy food.
talked.
and took more photos.
and then we finally went back to mac's to sit a while longer.
before heading home.


really really enjoyed myself.
its so nice spending quality girl time.
with no other beings around.
love it.
and we were all so trigger happy.
=)

thanks babes..so much.
i enjoyed myself today.
immensely.


tomorrow is yet another day to look forward to.

Lord..please take the pain in my left arm and calve away.
it really hurts.
total healing please.

hope the weather holds up tomorrow and we wld all have a swell time at sentosa tomorrow.
yippee.
cant wait.

the secret is out.
and it made me smile.

the birthday girl and i on sunday..yay! happy belated birthday miss chai!! 

my babes..whom i love alot.and had a great time with today. =) 

i wish i knew the secret.
dont you wish you knew the secret?
perhaps the secret is in a secret.
or maybe the secret doesnt know its own secret.
shhhhh.
come.
lets hide in a corner till the secret becomes a secret.
and knows its a secret.
and tells its secret to us secretives.

i wish i knew the secret.
dont you wish you knew the secret?


mischevious anxious glint.

"I am the vine, you are the branches.He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. - john 15:5

recently, i have been a branch that is trying to be my own vine.
sticking my self to the ground.trying my best to force roots out and try to stand on my own.
but only to find myself toppling over and drying out.

led worship today.
and i am disappointed and embarrassed to say that today's worship was quite last minute.i have been praying the whole week.but i did not stop to listen to the still small voice. i still relied on myself.
it is through today's worship that i have woken up to the fact that i really am a nobody without Him.
the desperation for more of Him became so real.
i wanted to break down and cry because i feel like i have broken His heart and betrayed Him.
by not placing more of such reverence and importance on worship.
when it is our highest calling to worship.

i really must stop relying on my finite self.
especially not in ministry.
i have been so foolish.


who am i to show off my talents?
when they are all but gifts.
who am i to boast of my achievements?
when they are all His blessings.
who am i to compare myself to others?
when we are all given a measure of grace.
i am nobody without Him.


know that the Lord, He is God;
It is He who has made us , and not we ourselves;
We are His people and the sheep of His pasture. - psalm 100:3

YAYYY YYYIPPPPPEEEE DDDOOOOO DDDAAAAHHHH DDDAAAAYYYY!!!

oh yeah oh yeah!!!

WWOOOHOOOZZZ!!!

haha.
let the games begin!!

happy.happy.
exams are over.OVER.
so much to give thanks for.
haha.

oh.i didnt managed to study my exchange rate in time yesterday.
so i prayed that it wldnt come out.
and it came out as an option!
yay.
so i didnt hafta do it.
haha.

talent time on thursday night was entertaining.
cos there was a power failure in the entire school.
and my wife was so stressed.
poor girl.
the singers were sporting enough to sing without music accompliment and mic.
so that was cool.
a real test of whether they can sing.
=)

catching up with my li huimin was fun too.
she never fails to amuse me.

oh yes.
so yesterday..due to communication break down.
alot of pple had their own plans.
so only left darren jaclyn and i.
haha.
so thankful jac has a car.
we were on our way to orchard when jac went "wanna eat meatballs?"
me : yay!!yes please!!
so we filtered two lanes just before the exit.haha.
exciting.
i love spontaneity.
so we went to ikea.
and ordered so much.
we couldnt finish our 6 pieces of chicken wing.
so we da-baoed.

ok.on to orchard!
we had to spend time finding parking space.
tough.
but when we finally did!
we were late for the 3 oclock shows.
so sigh..we walked ard.
went to hmv.
darren : -holds onto a spongebob square pants calendar- hey!get this!
me : no no.i dont have the player for it!
darren : -gives me the you-are-so-dumb- face- its a calendar!
me : oohh!! hahahahaha.i thought it was a LD!!
darren : no one sells LDs anymore!

and since as darren says " since we have nothing to do.lets just eat."
we ended up at heeren's billy bombers.
and had our shakes.
yippee!!finally.i've been craving it!

finally we all departed cos they had to get stuff done..and i went to meet my mum and aunt jen.
we walked ard..trying to find nice beaded earrings for my aunt.
and then i had to tahan all the abuse from my aunt on the way to dinner.
am i that smackable!?
haha.
dinner was good.
my cousins are so entertaining.


yupp.
came home to watch the emperor's new groove!
and slept.

yay.
unadulterated freedom.
slacking without guilt.
fantastic.

sums up my day.
its just play from now on.
glad i've survived.

God is the strength of my life.
God is the strength of my heart.
God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
forever.

dinner at casa roma.riviolli (uncertain about the spelling). cool stuff.i love new things to eat. 

my indulgences and khakis.jac and darren.had cream of brocolli.swedish meatballs.and cookie and cream shake. =) 

after being pulled into jonathan's evil plan of making me play a game called "medieval black knight".
hahaha.
which is really very stress relieving.
though i feel bad..cos i need to smash old folks and birdies in order to get money.
evil evil game.
=)
thanks jon.

i must now head back to my world of econs.
where my best companions are my cup of tea and cheese bread.
ive had many cups of tea already.
almost on the brink of unhealthiness.
save me.

i broke a personal academic record just now.
and i need to go break another soon.
i feel like im sprinting.
just not so much of the adrenalin.

on a mad rush.

one more day to my freedom.
but im even more boggled down with econs.
i still have macro to finish up.
and to finish it by 5pm.
i am just aiming for a pass.
sigh.
must really buck up next sem.

was supposed to wake up at 815 today.
but i kept changing my alarm till 925.

need to get moving.
chop chop!!

going for SIM talent time tonight.
with JESSE!!
happy happy.
havent seen her in a long while. =)

it seems like it is approaching that time of the year that i start reflecting on the past year.
and come up with resolutions(which i hardly keep) for next year.
hopefully ive grown more spiritually.
physically..i know ive grown ONE CM!
and im happy abt that.haha.

anyhoo..
i shall take my leave now.

p.s : jon..i'll remove the song.it isnt a very good recording anyway. =)


dont settle for anything less than His best.

You're just too good to be true.

Can't take my eyes off you.

You'd be like heaven to touch.

I wanna hold you so much.

At long last love has arrived.

And I thank God I'm alive.

You're just too good to be true.

Can't take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare.

There's nothing else to compare.

The sight of you leaves me weak.

There are no words left to speak.

But if you feel like I feel.

Please let me know that it's real.

You're just too good to be true.

Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you baby, and if it's quite all right,

I need you baby to warm a lonely night.

I love you baby.

Trust in me when I say:

Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray.

Oh prettybaby, now that I found you, stay.

And let me love you, oh baby let me love you.

--lauryn hill.

the prayer

pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your Grace
To a place where we'll be safe
La luce che to dai

I pray we'll find your light
Nel cuore restero
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarchi che
When stars go out each night
L'eterna stella sei Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c'e

When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe.

Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child
Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
E la fede cheHai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera

-josh groban feat charlotte church.

i woke up at 1.05pm today.
i have slept almost half a day away.
fantastic.

its funny how.. you can sleep so much.
wake up and feel as if you didnt have sufficient sleep.
my head feels funny.

i prayed just now that the sun would come out soon.
this cold weather is just tempting me to laze around.
curl into bed with my blanket and a book.

i feel unproductive.

mat sci has left me speechless.
i dont know what to make out of it.
really.

anyhoo..
after the paper..
after tahan-ing my need to pee for half an hour.
ok..yes.i rushed to the toliet.
i dont know why..out of all six cubicles..
all of them were taking so long.
rah!
after that..
i went to al-azhar with dor and sam.
we look like the traffic light today.
me in red, sam in yellow, dor in green.
haha.
oh hey!we forgot to take photo!aiyah.

masala thosai was good.

after that..i was too full for my ice cream.
so i guess our ice cream session has to wait.again.

came home and watched four hours of my korean show!!
-grins-

yippee.
not studying today.
can you tell??

tomorrow..tomorrow..

4 more days to freedom!!!

i feel as if im ready and not ready at the same time.
this is so conflicting.
i feel as if i know my work..but at the same time am scared that i dont.
argh.
i need to read through my work.
and time isnt on my side.
and yes.
this is due to my own doing.
i have not been a good steward of my time.

i want to study tonight.
and not bring any notes at all tomorrow to school.
so i dont revise and panick before the paper.
i have never not revised before a paper before.
and i want to be confident for my paper.
i usually study with more heart for my mat sci than my other modules.
and i really wanna do well for my mat sci.
how can i want to appeal into mat sci and not do well for the module right?
thats just nonsense.
yes.
wish me all the best.

today's sermon by brother tony from india was good.
fantastic.
he preached on psalm 100.
about entering into God's house.
and worship.
wow.
it really spoke to my heart.
about how we have to have thanksgiving in our hearts in order to worship..because if we do not have thanksgiving how can we praise Him?and we are His people and we belong to Him.we are not self-made.we are His sheep.and we should come into His house wanting to only listen to His voice for HE is our shepherd.
just want to keep singing of His goodness.


oh i will celebrate the goodness of the Lord, He has given me His life yet He keeps giving more.
oh Lord, i celebrate Your goodness.
You are good.