aunt daisy..russ and i. russ is getting taaalll man. 

uncle dee and i under the restaurant signboard. 

we really enjoyed our dinner.the food was fantastic.really. 

my birthday cake and i..compliments from the chef at chico's and charlie's. had a fantastic time there. =) 

drey and i.. it takes two baby.. 

us four crazy kukus. 

aunt jen and i.haha.i got her to sit on my lap.haha. 

my dearest family! 

re and i..pretending to have gotten pricked by the cactus at chico's and charlie's.as you can see..apparently my cousin seems to quite like getting pricked. 

year one girls! at the last crossroads of the semester.aawww..from right clockwise..mengchoo..me..caroline..linkin..enting..and grace.  

i cant open my eyes fully.
my head a bit woozy.

hang over?

i think so.

carry me through this day i pray.

YYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YYYYYYYYYYYYYYIIIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!!!!!

and to samuel my twin..and jessica my newest twin!

yes yes. i am ego.
today is the day..i crown myself princess!
hahahahha.

anyhoo..
great day..fantastic..beyond words!
-jdfahn;sufnsfbudbvhlbvdsa-
understand??
hahaha.

jon and caroline surprised me this morning! at abt 0010??
they came to my hse la!!
my doggie kept barking..and we hastily went downstairs.
jon plucked the birthday song on the guitar.
while caroline sang. haha.
so funny la the two of them.
they bought me tiramisu...and it was fantastic.
thanks you two for sacrificing yr time and coming all the way to my ulu side of spore!-grin-

then the day began!
0910 : inertia is very hard to overcome.i finally got out of bed.
1000 : frantically trying to solve the mysterious telephone problem in my hse.was unplugging and plugging the phone wires into the phones. -mystery unsolved-
1100 : met rachel and wifey at westmall bk for branch. we missed the brkfast set by like..a few mere minutes.rahh.haha.and then jon-ah-than surprised me again by appearing.with a breadtalk cake.haha.
1230 : went to the new civil service club at bt batok! my goodness! its so nice la! rachel and i are intending on buying it for our retirement.haha. we went bowling! and i played my best game ever! 115!! was so happy la.haha.and the games were so cheap..cos of some promo..$1.50 per game only.woowhheee.
1400 : rach went for her driving lessons.and the three of us went down to holland v.was supposed to drink coffee with jan.but we were a bit tight on schedule.and lembu lulu came down to meet us.so we bought bread.and then drank coffeebean for a while.thenn..we went to town. 1555 : rushed to buy tickets for the the 1555! show "nanny mcphee" at ps. but the only rows left was the first two rows.so we left.went to ps to watch "yours, mine, ours."
1600 + :bought the tickets. only for shir lembu and i cos jon had to go to the airport and fetch his daddy. so yess..we played daytona!and watched lembu play some shooting game. then we had our 1700 movie. it was funny la.good movie. =)
1842 : freaking out.cos i was late for my dinner.rushed all the way to orchard parade hotel. 1910 : finally arrived at chico's and charlie's. had a fantastic time at dinner with my family.the mexican food was scrumptious.it was like finding an old friend again. cos my family used to go there to eat.and we stopped for many years.and the food was still woah.mmm-mmm.took many photos as well.and just kept laughing.i love my family.
2240 + : i burped.with salsa taste!

wad a gorgeous gorgeous day.
thank you all for the effort put into making it special.
for sacrificing your time..and finances. =)
i am blessed.really.truly.blessed.
so so grateful.

to jon and wifey : im sorry that i wasnt that much of great company.but i really did enjoy myself.thank you two so much.

my dad amazes me.
his ability to keep so calm in the midst of trying times.
his ability to handle his emotions so well.
he really has self-control.

he did his phonecalls to his boys today.
i was overhearing his conversations.
how he spoke so strictly to the naughty ones who play monkey when they are supposed to do their community service.
but when he spoke..he really was no nonsense.
made his point known that he meant business.
and then put the phone down.

its times like these that i see the "bad boy" side of my dad.
and im glad i was born a girl.
so that i am dealt with a little less harshly.
=)

he's so zai and all.
firm but caring.
and i know he loves me alot.
not by verbal words.
but by small actions that he does for my family and i.
wow.
really.

i want a guy like my daddy.

went dinner with my darlings yesterday.
thank you ame, shir and ayeeba for coming out and playing last evening.
really enjoyed myself.
its funny how we never fail to self entertain each other.haha
even when we dont mean it.
=)
love you guys alot.
thanks for the presents..
wifey for the royce chocolate..its so sinfully fantastic!
ame for my book..its amazing how you know that i really cling on to His promises to abide.
ayeeba for my chichi bag! its so nice and pretty!
thank you so so so much babes!!

the countdown begins..im gonna be an ovaltine![over-teen]

stumbled upon my birthday card that jon they all were getting pple to sign.
haha.

tml is the day in the year that i look so forward to.

i hope it rocks.

my wife promises that it will.

yay.

God gave me a birthday gift too!
He's healed me of my sore throat and cough.totally!
yay! He really does answer prayers!
thank You!! -hug-

went shopping for a while yesterday with my parents and aunts.
when i was in a shop..
i was pleasantly surprised to see my mistress![amelia]
yay.
she helped give some comments.
but im sorry dear.
i still bought the one that you said wasnt that nice.
oopz.

anyway..good day yesterday
i've been FOSSILISED!
i got a new fossil watch.
and i LURVE it.
will post photos of it soon.

anyhoo..
another week of conquering my studies ahead.

AND TWO MORE DAYS!!!!

dinner tonight at arab st with ayeeba shir and ame.
sounds fantastic dont you think?
YIPPEE!

a week of emotional madness is over.
meetings done.
not a lot of academic work done though.

had my gen12ii[mission] meeting today..
my team pple are quite cool.
dynamic in each own ways.
its gonna be an experience la.
i hope i'll enjoy myself.
God has taught me a lesson..hmm..He re-emphasised that..
i should serve Him no matter what..
its not the company that i have that counts..its my heart.
cos now..my enting and kimberly arent gonna be in my team.
so i WAS sad..for that moment..but..i'm alright.
im never alone.

my parents went for a day trip to batam today.
so drey and i got the car.
drey drove to church..i drove back.
thank goodness the car and us are all in one piece.
almost went too near to a taxi just now.
but its ok.
we're all in one piece.
haha.i love driving unsupervised.

im still coughing and having a sore throat.
went to the doc's.
so hopefully the medicine starts kicking in.

and jon...
the cough syrup is nice la!!
you are the crazy pok.
not caroline..not linkin..and not i.
haha.

exams are coming.exams are coming.

oh yes.. tml is my darling deity's birthday!!
woohooz!!!

sorrow by last for a night..but JOY comes in the morning.

had a crappy day yesterday.
sort of.
just felt a bit down by the end of it.
glad i had my wife to talk to.
and caroline enting songqian and jon to listen too.
yupp.

but im better now.
though still feeling a bit under the weather.
but..mentally..im gonna choose to be happy today.

im glad those i-feel-like-crying-though-for-no-valid-reason days only come 2-3 times a year.

watching movie today.
WE MUST WATCH A COMEDY!

i think its gonna be a great day.
i can feel it.

im trading my sorrow.

im trading my pain.

im laying them down

for the JOY of the Lord!

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saw this on dee's blog.
i think its super hilarious.

its always tough to be the one to say sorry.
its even tougher when you are not entirely at fault.
its out of a gracious act that you apologise.
and it takes humbling.
its tough.
but it has to be done.
and i will do it.
as long as i make You happy.
help me.

been reflecting.
i need to change.
argh.
and get moving on.
not to harp on things that need change.

and my academics is not picking up as much as i want to.

and im falling sick again!
i woke up with a sudden sore throat! and my body is achey again.
goodness goodness.

need to keep being happy.
lets nonsense just fade.
focus.focus.focus.
thats the name of the game.
focus.

7 more weeks and its all over!
and i can play!

under the shadow of Your wing, i will find a hiding place.

im happy to report that i really am going into seclusion!
YAY!!
its a good and bad thing going.
i have gone out too much already..i need to hibernate until my exams are over.
then madness starts again.

i didnt go out with the youth for lunch today.
cos im tired.i dont know why i get tired so easily during the weekends.
argh.
sorry you guys.

did up my calendar today.march..april..may..
alot of things coming.
exciting.

bring on the academic adrenalin!

sometimes i wonder if you miss me..but i know it takes two hands to clap..and i havent been doing much.
i do know that i miss you.
but i dont know how to climb over the wall that is between us now.
care to give me a hand?

niclav my love. 

laopo..with earphones on..as she gets serenaded by my baby niclav.. 

eliza and caroline..haha..madness in ikea.. 

stop the noise!! 

this is the makan-sutra photo of sam..hahhaa.. 

its funny how i start to miss her more when it is nearing the weekends..and yes..i do look forward to seeing her..esp to irritate her..haha..LOVE YOU REBAKWACKY! 

jon-ah-thon 

jon waiting to beep sam..during our game of taboo..haha. 

pretty candle at michelangelo's..the restaurant is so dark..we cldnt see wad our LUNCH was.. 

the band and watch that got me a humongous blue-black from mr leow..rahh.. 

my trophy case that i drew for lab..so pretty right. 

brace yourself.i am gonna do a long entry.
smth i have not done in a while.
so many things that i have been thinking about.
so many things that i am growing in and from.
so many things that i struggle with.
so many things to give thanks for.

it amazing how God keeps and sustains me through thursdays.
thursdays after thursdays..though my lessons are long.
they are my happiest days of the week.
He has blessed me with so many wonderful friends.

this is how my thursdays go :
745 am : i will be at can 14 waiting for caroline to come down and have breakfast with me.
830 am : we both head for physics lecture.though always late.haha.but i get to see my eyecandy.
[fantastic way to start the day i say!]
1030-1230 : i have my only break for the day. caroline and i would either head back to sleep in her hall room..or we will go on great adventures!
1230-230 pm : i have andrew for company for my computing [which my eyecandy is in as well] and both jon and andrew for my maths lectures.
230-430 pm : effective comm tutorial. haha. but i have been blessed with a group that can tahan my randomness as i find ways and means to entertain myself during the lesson.
430-630 pm : marketing lecture! though i always leave earlier than i shld..i have so many friends there la. there is darren and songqian[both highly entertaining.esp when SQ and i gang up against darren...there is my divya and suruchi[both highly amusing as well]..there is walter and faizal to disturb..haha..there is weiyee and eejun too[trying to spot them in the LT is fun.] and of cos..last but not least my darling enting. =)
630-8 pm: XROADS!! spending time worshipping, fellowshipping and serving. fantastic!
8-10 pm: supper at can2. really enjoy this time..cos i get to laugh and talk nonsense with the seniors..

yupp.
today was as usual highly enjoyable.
saw my eyecandy a few times.haha.
everyone shld get an eyecandy in school.
makes school life so much more interesting.
its like playing "where's wally?" all the time.haha.

had a mini origami session during effective comm class too.ermm..self-organised.think i got quite a no. of pple distracted..haha.
i skipped marketing lecture. [yes yes.i know.i am a very poor student model.]
and i was at can A playing bridge for a while..and then headed over to lt5a to prepare for Xroads.
did emcee-ing with junbin today.
it went really well.and i am superbly happy.

supper was good too.rachel never ceases to crack me up.andrew junbin jeremy tweet tweet are all super funny company too. =)
and MENGCHOO!! that girl!! hahaha..we kept having poke-ing fights.
am i that fun to poke?!! haha.

but one thing i realised..is that i need to learn how to pray publicly properly.
i have a tendency to be a bit "jerkish" when i speak and pray.
realised that i am usually very "hidden" about my relationship with God in this aspect.
even when i lead worship..a bit self-conscious.

the meeting went really well.i felt like i had a minor heart burn during the service though.as if my heart is working on overdrive.but God answers prayers..and i feel better now.
but do keep me in prayers.my body is going hay-wire on me.

i am really thankful we serve a God who is so faithful.
can you imagine if God was faithful only at sometimes..and not ALL the time?
my goodness. i think my faith will be mightily shaken.

thats one thing too.
i have been thinking abt what divya and i talked abt..
when she asked me..why we only believe that Jesus is the ONLY WAY..
what if there are many ways to reach God.
and i dont know why i feel a bit pensive about it.
i need to run back to Him.
my carnal nature feels as if im "cheating" on Him in that sense.

when i got home just now..
i went to my parent's room and had a good talk to my dad.
told him about what divya and i had talked about..and my heart issues.
and he told me "sometimes we may not be able to sense or hear God..but that doesnt mean He isnt there..we just need to be still..and know that He is God.He allows us to feel this way so that we can learn."

eileen [tony's wife] told me smth today during supper that it never really struck me.
i never stopped and thought about it.
she told me "hey.i heard your parents are very supportive of you."
me : huh?
eileen : tony told me that your parents are supportive of you in your spiritual growth.
me : yar.they are.my spirtual growth is very important to them.
eileen : you are very blessed to have them.its not only important to have spiritual parents..but parents who are supportive as well.

and it hit me that yes! i truly am blessed.
i have been running around like a mad monkey.
coming home late at times.
and they never complained[that much]..and they are always there when i need Godly advice on which path to take..and when i have questions about things that are written in the bible.
they never forced me to excel in school. God always comes first before studies.
i really am blessed with two fantastic wells of Godly wisdom to draw from.

i asked my dad about how he came to know Christ..and how he knew his calling.
its like knowing my father all over again..cos we are talking about something that is personal and unique to each individuals.

listened to caroline's testimony today during breakfast.
its amazing how God can use babies as vessels and instruments for Him at such a young age.
Girl..you are really blessed to have been called and used at such a young age.

exam stress is building up.
i just realised today..that i only have FIVE MORE WEEKS to save myself..
and with God's strength..i must really become a muggertoad soon.
quite a no. of things to get busy with already.
my two presentations coming up..and my marketing essay.

quite a number of responsibilities have been coming my way..or rather..i have been seizing those opportunities.
which is good..cos i need to grow and over come this fear of mine.
and learning how to draw from His strength and not mine.

alot of things to give thanks for.
especially my friends that God has brought along my way..
in every situation that i have been in..i have found long lasting relationships..
kuku and mad-capped relationships..pple who i can go through thick and thin with.
who can actually tahan my randomness..my moodiness..my niao-ness..and just actually survive me.
haha..
to all who are reading this...
THANK YOU!!!
you are greatly appreciated. -beam-

to all who are feeling the pressure : keep smiling yar. a smile can change someone's day.and makes your mood so much better. =)

thanks for reading through. =)

its time to change into a mugger toad!

You never did and never will give up on me.and for that i am eternally grateful.
my eyes are fixed on You.

under the shadows of Your wings

i will find a hiding place.

You are my refuge

my God in whom i trust.

i really want to worship You my Lord

You have won my heart and i am Yours

forever and ever

i will worship.

You are the only One who died for me

Gave Your life to set me free

so i'll lift my voice to You in exaltation.

and i will follow You Lord

with all of my heart

and i will worship You Lord

refresh my heart.

draw me nearer to You

nearer to You

fill my life with Your presence

the way You want to.

till my soul is ablaze

each and every day

draw me nearer

nearer to You.

i like and dislike being sick.
i like the fact that if im sick enough..i can go see the doctor's.
i dislike the fact..that i feel so weak.
and lethargic, and the dizzy spells, and this feeling of coldness in my bones.
argh.
im got bitten real bad.
by the flu bug.

but im at the stage whereby im in-between sick and getting sick.

hold me in Your arms..never let me go.

had a good talk with divya yesterday.
eliza caroline and i went street witnessing in our campus.
and i just went to sit and shared with divya abt my christian faith.
im really thankful for having a friend like divya.
[at this point i wanna mention that i am very thankful for ayeeba my darling as well.]
because..we are able to talk abt our different religions and there isnt any awkwardness between us.
divvy gave me things to think about and i am really glad she did.
cos if no one ever asked me about my faith..i wld just la-di-daing away..and never questioned why i believe in Jesus and not any other.
and it makes me think.and its good.i like thinking.

i really enjoyed our talk yesterday divvy..thanks so much. =)

why do bitches exist in the world?

1. because the netherworld doesnt want them either
2. because no one is bitchy enough to get rid of them
3. because they dont believe in self mutilation and therefore - no suicide
4. because they are not a race and so cannot carry out genocide
5. because they are just dumb and dont know that people hate them

ANSWER: ALL of the above!!


-done by my alter ego.-

my battery is finally running dry.
im falling sick.
too tired i think.

alot of commitments coming up.
ohh..im going to philippines to build houses in the end..for my gen12 mission trip.
instead of cambodia.
quite excited.
need to start training soon. =)
step of faith : raising support [both prayer and financial] for my trip.

been reflective nowadays.
i need to change the way i speak and treat pple.
i dont like what i think im becoming.
arghh.
to be like Jesus..to be like Jesus..all i ask..is to be like Him.

there must be more than this..

Welcome to the WHAT-TO-BUY-ANDREA-FOR-HER-20th-BIRTHDAY website!
please decide now what budget you have for her present.
and look under the price plan and choose!!
its as easy as A-B-C!
and all presents will be greatly appreciated!
maximum customer satisfaction!

$1 and below:
a hand-made birthday card
burnt cds
-eminem
-sean paul
- norah jones
- R&B music

$5 and below:
colourful ankle socks
colour pens
nice ear-rings
coated apple from westmall basement [one order taken by miss koh elise enting.]
eyebrow tweezers

$10 and below:
nice belt [stripey or leather]
FBTs..the square cut type
nice nail polish

$20 and below:
a tigger mug from action city. [$11.90 i think. =) ]
bags
[any type. but preferably one that can be brought out for outings and can at least hold my bible.]
-coloured ratan bag [koped by jer.]

christian music chords book. [to help complement my baby niclav.]
christian books
-inspirational
-worship
-mere christianity by C.S lewis

$30 and below:
nice tops to wear with jeans [to be worn to school.]
original cds
-christian
-jazz / bossa nova
framed black-and-white photos to hang on my room walls
[preferably one associated with dancing. im looking for one of a couple waltzing in a studio.toughie.]
sliver engraved thumb ring

$50 and below :
the colourful striped dustbin!!!
[from the shop at cine, opp. the sushi place. ahh!! i wanted to get it in hongkong the last time i was there..but when i could get it..i couldnt locate the shop again.arghh.. but i really love it!]

$50 and above:
a metal fossil watch
j.lo's newest perfume
escada rockin' rio perfume
elizabeth arden's green tea perfume

others :
buy anything that is turquiose, stripey, practical, colourful and just screams "ANDREA!"

thank you for shopping with us!
please make your payments on the 22nd of march.
=)
please note : you are not obligated to buy.this is just a guide.

caroline kerosene bear..
is CRAZY...
she's starting to call me nicknames..
like...AMAO..
i dont understand why.
SHE'S MAd.

and we're at lib2 now...
supposed to be doing our work..
im supposed to do my marketing tut..
but class is gonna start soon..

anyhoo..
we're back to school..and i like being in school.
just dont like the work load.
arghh.

told the wife that this wednesday is gonna be my last tap class till the exams are over.
haiz.

im sleepy.

behind every successful man..is a very shocked woman.

worship went very well!
ahh!!
my Abba Father really loves me!
He answered my prayers.
i kept praying and praying before worship.
and He came and ministered.
and i worshipped as i led.
i cant stop smiling when i think abt my answered prayers.
He is fantastic!
weeee!!

haha.i zao-xia-ed a bit initially.
owell.
yay.im still happy.


oh yes oh yes.
today marks TWO years!
haha..so fast!

anyhoo..
i am supposed to post my birthday wishlist.
tml or smth.

OH OH!!
tml is squashies dinner!!
im so happy!!

settler's at holland v on thursday was fantastic fun.
though..much apologies to jon..for all of us being late..
and i wasnt responsible enough to let you know..and you had to wait a whole 45 mins for us to arrive.
so so sorry.

hmm..
thankfully the games made us go hype.
andrew is really good at taboo la..he thinks out of the box and..obviously..jon and andrew won the game of taboo.
rahh.
we played jungle speed [reaction game.dor became really fast.]..and galloping pigs! haha..and guesstures..[izzy was hilarious. mostly because she kept laughing. twin was very drama.so that was entertaining too.haha.]

kerosene...i mean...caroline..came for like an hour plus..enjoyed her company much too.. =)
thanks babe for coming down.

so we left settler's about 6..
izzy went to meet her church youth for dinner..andrew went for his oasis concert..kerosene went to orchard..
so left dor..twin..jon and i..and we went to al-azhar to makan dinner.
it was good. =)
and i managed to reach home on time..and was welcomed by my dad applause.
haha.

studied at bt batok mac's with jon and enting on friday.
quite good.
covered a bit of maths.
better than nothing i suppose.

the hols have gone past so fast.
argh.
i didnt accomplish as much as i wanted to.
sighh.

JAMIE CULLUM IS COMING TO TOWN!!
ahhh!!!
i wanna go watch!!
hopefully i can go..though it is like..2 weeks before my exams..

alright.
i better be going..have a lab report to finish.

me: its so hard to put science in your own words!
mum : -laughs-

leading worship tonight.
nervous.
praying hard.
lead me please..lead me..

it is the cry of my heart to follow, all of the days of my life.

SETTLER'S ROUND TWO TODAY!!
YAY!!

and with more people too!!

YYYAAAYYY!!!

beer cow!! 

hmmm...jon cant read? haha. 

boat quay. 

my handsome. =) 

didnt study much at ame's today.
just one chapter of computing.
argh.
im complacent.
owell..
but i had a good time with shir and ame.
as always.
they are crazy.

went for tap..and it was fantastic.
missed a few steps here and there.
but good overall.
i need to have more seh when im tapping.
rahh.

anyhoo..then i went to boat quay with andrew and jon..
noooo...not to drink.
we went there to eat beef hor fan.
it was good.
haha.
and we were laughing like drunks.
louder than the the table of drinking guys next to us even.

but dont look down on our silliness..
jon and andrew are gonna be the inventors of this lifetime.
they will revolutionize the beer industry.
they will invent...
THE BEER COW!!!
perhaps name it..cowsberg.
hahaha.
and perhaps even the beer car!
haha..
it was good fun.
and i cant wait for the day they succeed!
YAY!!

the mid term break is here.
one week.
and im busy every day.

been a good two days.
makaning at ikea with caroline and eliza.
and today..went swimming with laopo at her place.
and amelia came over and the three of us managed to study for two hours.
and watched big mama's hse.

its good.
i need to pick up pace.
have a lab report..ALOT of catching up to do..and my presentations are coming up.
sighh..
this sem is so much heavier than last sem's.
rahh...

doesnt seem much like a holiday.
and i think im going into hibernation mode soon.
so people..when i go into sian mode very quickly..or i just aint as lively as i am.. and not much of company..
pardon me k?
my batt is running low.

yupp.
ok. need to go rest now.
lab report to make sense of tml.

and TAP TAP TAP!!!
-yay!-

thursday :
caroline veesan and i had brkfast at can14.
went for two lectures..
then..THE GREAT ADVENTURE BEGAN!!
haha..
caroline and i went to tanjong pagar.
BY CAR!
caroline drove..i directed.
it was so fun.
we had no prob finding our way there.
and we had bak kut teh near the place.
very very nice.but a bit bo hua.
5 bucks for a small bowl.
haha.
anyway..we drove back..but we got lost when we went out of AYE.
cos we didnt know which road to take.

me : take corporation road.
caroline : okk.

then we drove along..came to a crossroad.
me : what does your gut tell you? left or right?
caroline : right.
me : ok.me too.

so we went right..and went pass some condo that looked familiar.
me : i think we're going in the wrong direction.
caroline : i feel that too.
we were opp. lake side mrt.
so we stopped at a busstop and figured our way back to school.
i was half an hour late for lecture.

then the aircon in the south side was not working.
maths lecture..MLT..no aircon.
effective comm..tutorial room..no aircon.
marketing lecture..MLT..no aircon still.

i was emitting heat.and felt so stuffy.

but i had good company.so it was all good.

then regional Xroads..worship went well..and message was good.
and supper was fantastic too.

overall thursday was just fantastic.

anyhoo..went to fun-o-rama today.
met dwong..liz..steph seah..jas..and a few juniors..
as usual..i went there just to see pple.
haha.

not fatter or uglier,
just walked by.
not taller nor skinner,
her reflection wasnt in his eyes.
he smiled and joked,
looking as good as he does.
she just stood and stared,
feeling as though she should just stay in the past.

its not so bad..you're only the best i've ever had.

i have been thinking.

i should really go back to playing sports.
like..im almost at the peak of my youth.
i think.
yar..like...the time when i have freedom and time to really go play.
and what am i doing abt it?
nothing!!

ive reached the point where by pple DOUBT that i play sports.
i cant believe it.
i never thought this could happen to me.

but its true..
ever since i stopped playing sports..
a part of me died.
this drive to want to continually push myself beyond my limits..
to mentally tell myself that i can do it..
i think the last time i pushed myself physically and mentally was at my last NAPFA.
crap man.

need to go sleep.
running in the morning.

will blog more abt thursday later.
it was a SUPER good day.
long..but fantastic.

hello God! its me.. andrea.aka. kukuphile! =)

its the day to be happy and glad.
love is in the air.
and there is DAYTONA IN NTU!!
oh my goodness.

haha.
they are having like some outdoor arcade la!
so funky.
haha.
and some guy is crooning along with his band.
he cant hit some notes though.
but hey! i welcome any noise that breaks the silence in the library!

and so..yes.
here i am.
gonna attempt to complete my essay in an hour.
so that i can breathe.
and all the nonsense that is expected to happen today will finally end.

my maths paper was bbbbaaaaadd.
and my physics wasnt that bad.
so yes..one down.
one up.
i guess my emotions are holding up for now.
my brain is getting tired.
and i seriously dread completing my essay.
argh.

i dont know why its bothering me so much when its not even assessed.

anyway..
got a pretty rose from jon today.
and i am EXPECTING one later.
haha.

and yay!!
i am going dinner with my darlings tonight!!
im so happy!
-huge huge grin-
a great way to end a stressed day.

i cant believe what i just did!
i am usning a desktop now.
and when i wanted to move the mouse..i used my finger to touch the wristrest on the keyboard.
ARGH!
i am seriously losing it.

oh..one more thing that i cant believe i did.
I TRIPPED MY ENTIRE HOUSE LAST NIGHT.
i was on the phone with the wife and as i was pushing the barrier in the kitchen back.
not knowing my strength..i accidently hit the barrier against the back of my fridge.
and yes.
TADAH!
the whole house went black.
the daddy wasnt too happy.

anyhoo..on to happier things.

i shall go on to my essay.
yay??
yay.

im whining more than working.
yes i am.
yes i am.

today was good.
samuel jon caroline and i.
are a lethal combination.
the amount of lameness that come out of us.
its amazing.

when at lee wee nam library..
as caroline and i were walking pass his bust
me : poor guy. no arms.
caroline : dont be lame.
me : NO ARMS! NOT NO LEGS!!

and then those random conversations that jon and i have..and our thoughts just run all over the place..

lame statement of the day : cockels are HUM-ful.

and my eliza hurt her back today.
by sneezing.
it was funny the first time she said it.
haha.
hope you feel better soon babe. =)

oh and my dor is sick too.
get well soon babe.
drink water.

and in advance..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

laptop on.
microsoft word running.
dance music.
a cup of water.
a couple of figs.

and my brain is still not in the mood to do my essay.
two pages down.
18 more to go.

i was told that i dont look like i do housechores.

yesterday during effective comm class.
me : -speaking to audrey- hey..your nails look very nice today.are they all flowers?
drey : no.all different.
me : oh.ok.very nice. -looks at hands- i have ugly nail.cos i have a bad habit of biting them.
walter : oh.no wonder.you dont look like you do housechores.
me : huh?? i dont see the link.
walter : cos since you dont look like you do housechores then that means you bite your nails la.
me : wad!? i do house chores ok!
walter : ya.doing your bed right.
me : oh rah! i do house chores ok..-lists a few-..and wash clothes..-continues listing a few more-
drey : ya..wash clothes is throwing into washing machine right.
me : phwoar!! kek sim.i do housechores! i never had a maid in my entire life!
walter : ok ok.relax. relax.

so i guess. just to prove to myself that i really do do housechores.
i washed my toliets today.
haha.

and i've finally satisfied my want to play squash.
went to bt panjang cc with derek.
i do feel a bit confused when i play with new ones.
cos i dont wanna over do it..or under do it.
rahh.

liz...feng..cherylmay..jean.. can we go play one day? please?

thanks derek for playing squash with me.
really did enjoy myself.
and she's really nice and cute.
be good to her.

oh yes.
i went around irritating pple yesterday by asking them
"can i count on you?" -in a very serious tone-
and when they say "yes"
then i wld start tapping one finger on their shoulder and count "1..2..3..4.."
i learnt it from the archie comics. =)
yay.i did it to a few pple.
chicky king says that i can only count to 6.
divya was the only one who was amused by me. =)
TRY IT ON YOUR FRIENDS!!

anyhoo..need to go do my marketing essay.
which is supposed to be 20 page long.
but im intending to write nonsense.since its non-assessed.
argh.
i dont like writing essays.

that in my secret heart..no other love competes..

i cant wait for tomorrow!


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

i realised yesterday during DG..that i didnt keep to my fast.
because i was so emotionally-spurred(?) on yesterday's morning i blogged and went on msn for a very very short while before my computing tutorial started.
i confessed to andrew.haha.cos we're both supposed to be accountable to each other.
he's on a msn-fast too.

oh.to those who are going "huh?" now.
pardon my assumptions.
yes.i am on a msn-fast now.
i told myself that i will only go on msn once in three days.
and yesterday was a day i was NOT supposed to go online.
and i did.first thing in the morning.
how terrible.
but ive repented already.
and i am sticking to it now.
=)

anyhoo..
i wanna go home!
NOOWW!!!
but i cant.
such a long day i have in school today.
save me.
my head is hurting..i am sleepy.
and i have so many things that i have been thinking about that my brain is malfunctioning.

but God is good.
He cleared all my garbage emotions last night.
i told Him to help me feel normal and committed all my emotions to Him.
and i feel so much better today.
yayness!

oh yyesssss...
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY JONATHAN LAME HUANYING!!
thanks for being such an absolute babe to me.for tahan-ing my nonsense [and all can vouch that i really do have quite alot.] giving me sound advice and whacking me when i need some sense. and for going out of your way just to make my way convenient.
haha.
i've been a very demanding friend.
and i really am grateful for having such a good friend as you.
thanks babe!!
hope you're having a rockin' day.
remember!! phrase of the day : andrea is KNOWLEDGEABLE!
-beams-

today is my marketing presentation day.
i am not really looking forward to it.
and my head really does feel tired.
owell..
off to go for chemistry lecture with andrew.
hope my head holds up.haha.

oh yes..TWEET TWEET[aka albert aka el songbird.] !!! i have ONE MORE REQUIREMENT!!
ready??
haha.
-must have nice handwriting.

hahaha.

joy oh joy!!
i feel LIBERATED!!!

i believe i have found myself again.

..oh happy day...oh happy day..

oh yes..
happy belated birthday ah-la-la-la-la-loong!!!
hope you had a smashing rocking time.
=)

Jehovah Jireh, my Provider

You are more than enough for me.

Jehovah Rapha, You're my healer.

by Your stripes i've been set free.

Jehovah Shamma, You are with me

to supply all i need.

You are more than enough,

more than enough,

You are more than enough for me.

getting tired.

growing quiet.

drawing strength.

leaning.

letting go of me..hanging onto You.

Hard times

Is the rain falling from the sky keeping you from singing?

Is that tear fallen from your eye because the wind is stinging?

[chorus]

Don't you fret now, child.

Don't you worry.

The rain's to help you grow so don't try to hurry the storm along.

The hard times make you strong.

Don't you know the seed would never grow if there were never showers?

And though the rain might bring a little pain, just look at all the flowers!

[chorus]

I know how long the day can seem when storm clouds hide His face

.And if the rain dissolves your dreams, just remember His amazing grace!

Don't you know the sun is always there even when the rain falls?

Don't you know the Son will always care when He hears your voice call?

[chorus]

the song that we learnt in MG.it never fails to remind me that i am never alone.

to a certain extent..
i think a part of a part of me has died.
the part that tells me to trust in pple entirely and expect from them.
expectations that they wouldnt fail me.
which is good i guess.
cos now i dont get disappointed so easily.
cos i didnt expect that much in the first place.
but at the same time...i feel like im growing up.
hmm.

i shall stop expecting SO much horizontally..
but expect vertically.

held in Your hands..i know i wouldnt fall.

what do i say?
i have nothing to say anymore.
im walking away now.

i owe enting alot of money.
50 cents for your thoughts.

You are beautiful beyond description.too wonderful for words.

worship was fantastic yesterday.
peiwen did a good job.
and so did enting and the whole worship team.

happy 25th birthday junbin!

God is great and His praise fills the earth..fills the heavens.
thank You for bringing me through a gruelling thursday yet again.
thank You for the stars as well.
i felt happy when i looked at them tonight.
You make me smile.

my sister hopes i put on 5 kg.
cos i was eating ritter sport cornflake chocolate in my room.
and i didnt tell her.
i told her the clue was when i went "AHH!!its melted!!"
but i guess she didnt catch the clue.
hmm.

i love ritter sport cornflake chocolate.

bought it today to make myself feel better.
cos i felt like i was dressed like a tour guide today.
wore my green flowery top.
grey pants.
and my shoes!
i dont like wearing shoes to school.
so hard to match.
im whiney today.

i love it when my dad's hand slips on the driving wheel and he horns at unsuspecting victims.
never fails to crack me up.