this is the makan-sutra photo of sam..hahhaa..
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Thursday, March 09, 2006
brace yourself.i am gonna do a long entry.
smth i have not done in a while.
so many things that i have been thinking about.
so many things that i am growing in and from.
so many things that i struggle with.
so many things to give thanks for.
it amazing how God keeps and sustains me through thursdays.
thursdays after thursdays..though my lessons are long.
they are my happiest days of the week.
He has blessed me with so many wonderful friends.
this is how my thursdays go :
745 am : i will be at can 14 waiting for caroline to come down and have breakfast with me.
830 am : we both head for physics lecture.though always late.haha.but i get to see my eyecandy.
[fantastic way to start the day i say!]
1030-1230 : i have my only break for the day. caroline and i would either head back to sleep in her hall room..or we will go on great adventures!
1230-230 pm : i have andrew for company for my computing [which my eyecandy is in as well] and both jon and andrew for my maths lectures.
230-430 pm : effective comm tutorial. haha. but i have been blessed with a group that can tahan my randomness as i find ways and means to entertain myself during the lesson.
430-630 pm : marketing lecture! though i always leave earlier than i shld..i have so many friends there la. there is darren and songqian[both highly entertaining.esp when SQ and i gang up against darren...there is my divya and suruchi[both highly amusing as well]..there is walter and faizal to disturb..haha..there is weiyee and eejun too[trying to spot them in the LT is fun.] and of cos..last but not least my darling enting. =)
630-8 pm: XROADS!! spending time worshipping, fellowshipping and serving. fantastic!
8-10 pm: supper at can2. really enjoy this time..cos i get to laugh and talk nonsense with the seniors..
yupp.
today was as usual highly enjoyable.
saw my eyecandy a few times.haha.
everyone shld get an eyecandy in school.
makes school life so much more interesting.
its like playing "where's wally?" all the time.haha.
had a mini origami session during effective comm class too.ermm..self-organised.think i got quite a no. of pple distracted..haha.
i skipped marketing lecture. [yes yes.i know.i am a very poor student model.]
and i was at can A playing bridge for a while..and then headed over to lt5a to prepare for Xroads.
did emcee-ing with junbin today.
it went really well.and i am superbly happy.
supper was good too.rachel never ceases to crack me up.andrew junbin jeremy tweet tweet are all super funny company too. =)
and MENGCHOO!! that girl!! hahaha..we kept having poke-ing fights.
am i that fun to poke?!! haha.
but one thing i realised..is that i need to learn how to pray publicly properly.
i have a tendency to be a bit "jerkish" when i speak and pray.
realised that i am usually very "hidden" about my relationship with God in this aspect.
even when i lead worship..a bit self-conscious.
the meeting went really well.i felt like i had a minor heart burn during the service though.as if my heart is working on overdrive.but God answers prayers..and i feel better now.
but do keep me in prayers.my body is going hay-wire on me.
i am really thankful we serve a God who is so faithful.
can you imagine if God was faithful only at sometimes..and not ALL the time?
my goodness. i think my faith will be mightily shaken.
thats one thing too.
i have been thinking abt what divya and i talked abt..
when she asked me..why we only believe that Jesus is the ONLY WAY..
what if there are many ways to reach God.
and i dont know why i feel a bit pensive about it.
i need to run back to Him.
my carnal nature feels as if im "cheating" on Him in that sense.
when i got home just now..
i went to my parent's room and had a good talk to my dad.
told him about what divya and i had talked about..and my heart issues.
and he told me "sometimes we may not be able to sense or hear God..but that doesnt mean He isnt there..we just need to be still..and know that He is God.He allows us to feel this way so that we can learn."
eileen [tony's wife] told me smth today during supper that it never really struck me.
i never stopped and thought about it.
she told me "hey.i heard your parents are very supportive of you."
me : huh?
eileen : tony told me that your parents are supportive of you in your spiritual growth.
me : yar.they are.my spirtual growth is very important to them.
eileen : you are very blessed to have them.its not only important to have spiritual parents..but parents who are supportive as well.
and it hit me that yes! i truly am blessed.
i have been running around like a mad monkey.
coming home late at times.
and they never complained[that much]..and they are always there when i need Godly advice on which path to take..and when i have questions about things that are written in the bible.
they never forced me to excel in school. God always comes first before studies.
i really am blessed with two fantastic wells of Godly wisdom to draw from.
i asked my dad about how he came to know Christ..and how he knew his calling.
its like knowing my father all over again..cos we are talking about something that is personal and unique to each individuals.
listened to caroline's testimony today during breakfast.
its amazing how God can use babies as vessels and instruments for Him at such a young age.
Girl..you are really blessed to have been called and used at such a young age.
exam stress is building up.
i just realised today..that i only have FIVE MORE WEEKS to save myself..
and with God's strength..i must really become a muggertoad soon.
quite a no. of things to get busy with already.
my two presentations coming up..and my marketing essay.
quite a number of responsibilities have been coming my way..or rather..i have been seizing those opportunities.
which is good..cos i need to grow and over come this fear of mine.
and learning how to draw from His strength and not mine.
alot of things to give thanks for.
especially my friends that God has brought along my way..
in every situation that i have been in..i have found long lasting relationships..
kuku and mad-capped relationships..pple who i can go through thick and thin with.
who can actually tahan my randomness..my moodiness..my niao-ness..and just actually survive me.
haha..
to all who are reading this...
THANK YOU!!!
you are greatly appreciated. -beam-
to all who are feeling the pressure : keep smiling yar. a smile can change someone's day.and makes your mood so much better. =)
thanks for reading through. =)
its time to change into a mugger toad!
You never did and never will give up on me.and for that i am eternally grateful.
my eyes are fixed on You.
smth i have not done in a while.
so many things that i have been thinking about.
so many things that i am growing in and from.
so many things that i struggle with.
so many things to give thanks for.
it amazing how God keeps and sustains me through thursdays.
thursdays after thursdays..though my lessons are long.
they are my happiest days of the week.
He has blessed me with so many wonderful friends.
this is how my thursdays go :
745 am : i will be at can 14 waiting for caroline to come down and have breakfast with me.
830 am : we both head for physics lecture.though always late.haha.but i get to see my eyecandy.
[fantastic way to start the day i say!]
1030-1230 : i have my only break for the day. caroline and i would either head back to sleep in her hall room..or we will go on great adventures!
1230-230 pm : i have andrew for company for my computing [which my eyecandy is in as well] and both jon and andrew for my maths lectures.
230-430 pm : effective comm tutorial. haha. but i have been blessed with a group that can tahan my randomness as i find ways and means to entertain myself during the lesson.
430-630 pm : marketing lecture! though i always leave earlier than i shld..i have so many friends there la. there is darren and songqian[both highly entertaining.esp when SQ and i gang up against darren...there is my divya and suruchi[both highly amusing as well]..there is walter and faizal to disturb..haha..there is weiyee and eejun too[trying to spot them in the LT is fun.] and of cos..last but not least my darling enting. =)
630-8 pm: XROADS!! spending time worshipping, fellowshipping and serving. fantastic!
8-10 pm: supper at can2. really enjoy this time..cos i get to laugh and talk nonsense with the seniors..
yupp.
today was as usual highly enjoyable.
saw my eyecandy a few times.haha.
everyone shld get an eyecandy in school.
makes school life so much more interesting.
its like playing "where's wally?" all the time.haha.
had a mini origami session during effective comm class too.ermm..self-organised.think i got quite a no. of pple distracted..haha.
i skipped marketing lecture. [yes yes.i know.i am a very poor student model.]
and i was at can A playing bridge for a while..and then headed over to lt5a to prepare for Xroads.
did emcee-ing with junbin today.
it went really well.and i am superbly happy.
supper was good too.rachel never ceases to crack me up.andrew junbin jeremy tweet tweet are all super funny company too. =)
and MENGCHOO!! that girl!! hahaha..we kept having poke-ing fights.
am i that fun to poke?!! haha.
but one thing i realised..is that i need to learn how to pray publicly properly.
i have a tendency to be a bit "jerkish" when i speak and pray.
realised that i am usually very "hidden" about my relationship with God in this aspect.
even when i lead worship..a bit self-conscious.
the meeting went really well.i felt like i had a minor heart burn during the service though.as if my heart is working on overdrive.but God answers prayers..and i feel better now.
but do keep me in prayers.my body is going hay-wire on me.
i am really thankful we serve a God who is so faithful.
can you imagine if God was faithful only at sometimes..and not ALL the time?
my goodness. i think my faith will be mightily shaken.
thats one thing too.
i have been thinking abt what divya and i talked abt..
when she asked me..why we only believe that Jesus is the ONLY WAY..
what if there are many ways to reach God.
and i dont know why i feel a bit pensive about it.
i need to run back to Him.
my carnal nature feels as if im "cheating" on Him in that sense.
when i got home just now..
i went to my parent's room and had a good talk to my dad.
told him about what divya and i had talked about..and my heart issues.
and he told me "sometimes we may not be able to sense or hear God..but that doesnt mean He isnt there..we just need to be still..and know that He is God.He allows us to feel this way so that we can learn."
eileen [tony's wife] told me smth today during supper that it never really struck me.
i never stopped and thought about it.
she told me "hey.i heard your parents are very supportive of you."
me : huh?
eileen : tony told me that your parents are supportive of you in your spiritual growth.
me : yar.they are.my spirtual growth is very important to them.
eileen : you are very blessed to have them.its not only important to have spiritual parents..but parents who are supportive as well.
and it hit me that yes! i truly am blessed.
i have been running around like a mad monkey.
coming home late at times.
and they never complained[that much]..and they are always there when i need Godly advice on which path to take..and when i have questions about things that are written in the bible.
they never forced me to excel in school. God always comes first before studies.
i really am blessed with two fantastic wells of Godly wisdom to draw from.
i asked my dad about how he came to know Christ..and how he knew his calling.
its like knowing my father all over again..cos we are talking about something that is personal and unique to each individuals.
listened to caroline's testimony today during breakfast.
its amazing how God can use babies as vessels and instruments for Him at such a young age.
Girl..you are really blessed to have been called and used at such a young age.
exam stress is building up.
i just realised today..that i only have FIVE MORE WEEKS to save myself..
and with God's strength..i must really become a muggertoad soon.
quite a no. of things to get busy with already.
my two presentations coming up..and my marketing essay.
quite a number of responsibilities have been coming my way..or rather..i have been seizing those opportunities.
which is good..cos i need to grow and over come this fear of mine.
and learning how to draw from His strength and not mine.
alot of things to give thanks for.
especially my friends that God has brought along my way..
in every situation that i have been in..i have found long lasting relationships..
kuku and mad-capped relationships..pple who i can go through thick and thin with.
who can actually tahan my randomness..my moodiness..my niao-ness..and just actually survive me.
haha..
to all who are reading this...
THANK YOU!!!
you are greatly appreciated. -beam-
to all who are feeling the pressure : keep smiling yar. a smile can change someone's day.and makes your mood so much better. =)
thanks for reading through. =)
its time to change into a mugger toad!
You never did and never will give up on me.and for that i am eternally grateful.
my eyes are fixed on You.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
under the shadows of Your wings
i will find a hiding place.
You are my refuge
my God in whom i trust.
i really want to worship You my Lord
You have won my heart and i am Yours
forever and ever
i will worship.
You are the only One who died for me
Gave Your life to set me free
so i'll lift my voice to You in exaltation.
and i will follow You Lord
with all of my heart
and i will worship You Lord
refresh my heart.
draw me nearer to You
nearer to You
fill my life with Your presence
the way You want to.
till my soul is ablaze
each and every day
draw me nearer
nearer to You.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
i like and dislike being sick.
i like the fact that if im sick enough..i can go see the doctor's.
i dislike the fact..that i feel so weak.
and lethargic, and the dizzy spells, and this feeling of coldness in my bones.
argh.
im got bitten real bad.
by the flu bug.
but im at the stage whereby im in-between sick and getting sick.
hold me in Your arms..never let me go.
had a good talk with divya yesterday.
eliza caroline and i went street witnessing in our campus.
and i just went to sit and shared with divya abt my christian faith.
im really thankful for having a friend like divya.
[at this point i wanna mention that i am very thankful for ayeeba my darling as well.]
because..we are able to talk abt our different religions and there isnt any awkwardness between us.
divvy gave me things to think about and i am really glad she did.
cos if no one ever asked me about my faith..i wld just la-di-daing away..and never questioned why i believe in Jesus and not any other.
and it makes me think.and its good.i like thinking.
i really enjoyed our talk yesterday divvy..thanks so much. =)
i like the fact that if im sick enough..i can go see the doctor's.
i dislike the fact..that i feel so weak.
and lethargic, and the dizzy spells, and this feeling of coldness in my bones.
argh.
im got bitten real bad.
by the flu bug.
but im at the stage whereby im in-between sick and getting sick.
hold me in Your arms..never let me go.
had a good talk with divya yesterday.
eliza caroline and i went street witnessing in our campus.
and i just went to sit and shared with divya abt my christian faith.
im really thankful for having a friend like divya.
[at this point i wanna mention that i am very thankful for ayeeba my darling as well.]
because..we are able to talk abt our different religions and there isnt any awkwardness between us.
divvy gave me things to think about and i am really glad she did.
cos if no one ever asked me about my faith..i wld just la-di-daing away..and never questioned why i believe in Jesus and not any other.
and it makes me think.and its good.i like thinking.
i really enjoyed our talk yesterday divvy..thanks so much. =)
Sunday, March 05, 2006
why do bitches exist in the world?
1. because the netherworld doesnt want them either
2. because no one is bitchy enough to get rid of them
3. because they dont believe in self mutilation and therefore - no suicide
4. because they are not a race and so cannot carry out genocide
5. because they are just dumb and dont know that people hate them
ANSWER: ALL of the above!!
-done by my alter ego.-
1. because the netherworld doesnt want them either
2. because no one is bitchy enough to get rid of them
3. because they dont believe in self mutilation and therefore - no suicide
4. because they are not a race and so cannot carry out genocide
5. because they are just dumb and dont know that people hate them
ANSWER: ALL of the above!!
-done by my alter ego.-
my battery is finally running dry.
im falling sick.
too tired i think.
alot of commitments coming up.
ohh..im going to philippines to build houses in the end..for my gen12 mission trip.
instead of cambodia.
quite excited.
need to start training soon. =)
step of faith : raising support [both prayer and financial] for my trip.
been reflective nowadays.
i need to change the way i speak and treat pple.
i dont like what i think im becoming.
arghh.
to be like Jesus..to be like Jesus..all i ask..is to be like Him.
there must be more than this..
im falling sick.
too tired i think.
alot of commitments coming up.
ohh..im going to philippines to build houses in the end..for my gen12 mission trip.
instead of cambodia.
quite excited.
need to start training soon. =)
step of faith : raising support [both prayer and financial] for my trip.
been reflective nowadays.
i need to change the way i speak and treat pple.
i dont like what i think im becoming.
arghh.
to be like Jesus..to be like Jesus..all i ask..is to be like Him.
there must be more than this..
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Welcome to the WHAT-TO-BUY-ANDREA-FOR-HER-20th-BIRTHDAY website!
please decide now what budget you have for her present.
and look under the price plan and choose!!
its as easy as A-B-C!
and all presents will be greatly appreciated!
maximum customer satisfaction!
$1 and below:
a hand-made birthday card
burnt cds
-eminem
-sean paul
- norah jones
- R&B music
$5 and below:
colourful ankle socks
colour pens
nice ear-rings
coated apple from westmall basement [one order taken by miss koh elise enting.]
eyebrow tweezers
$10 and below:
nice belt [stripey or leather]
FBTs..the square cut type
nice nail polish
$20 and below:
a tigger mug from action city. [$11.90 i think. =) ]
bags
[any type. but preferably one that can be brought out for outings and can at least hold my bible.]
-coloured ratan bag [koped by jer.]
christian music chords book. [to help complement my baby niclav.]
christian books
-inspirational
-worship
-mere christianity by C.S lewis
$30 and below:
nice tops to wear with jeans [to be worn to school.]
original cds
-christian
-jazz / bossa nova
framed black-and-white photos to hang on my room walls
[preferably one associated with dancing. im looking for one of a couple waltzing in a studio.toughie.]
sliver engraved thumb ring
$50 and below :
the colourful striped dustbin!!!
[from the shop at cine, opp. the sushi place. ahh!! i wanted to get it in hongkong the last time i was there..but when i could get it..i couldnt locate the shop again.arghh.. but i really love it!]
$50 and above:
a metal fossil watch
j.lo's newest perfume
escada rockin' rio perfume
elizabeth arden's green tea perfume
others :
buy anything that is turquiose, stripey, practical, colourful and just screams "ANDREA!"
thank you for shopping with us!
please make your payments on the 22nd of march.
=)
please note : you are not obligated to buy.this is just a guide.
please decide now what budget you have for her present.
and look under the price plan and choose!!
its as easy as A-B-C!
and all presents will be greatly appreciated!
maximum customer satisfaction!
$1 and below:
a hand-made birthday card
burnt cds
-eminem
-sean paul
- norah jones
- R&B music
$5 and below:
colourful ankle socks
colour pens
nice ear-rings
coated apple from westmall basement [one order taken by miss koh elise enting.]
eyebrow tweezers
$10 and below:
nice belt [stripey or leather]
FBTs..the square cut type
nice nail polish
$20 and below:
a tigger mug from action city. [$11.90 i think. =) ]
bags
[any type. but preferably one that can be brought out for outings and can at least hold my bible.]
-coloured ratan bag [koped by jer.]
christian music chords book. [to help complement my baby niclav.]
christian books
-inspirational
-worship
-mere christianity by C.S lewis
$30 and below:
nice tops to wear with jeans [to be worn to school.]
original cds
-christian
-jazz / bossa nova
framed black-and-white photos to hang on my room walls
[preferably one associated with dancing. im looking for one of a couple waltzing in a studio.toughie.]
sliver engraved thumb ring
$50 and below :
the colourful striped dustbin!!!
[from the shop at cine, opp. the sushi place. ahh!! i wanted to get it in hongkong the last time i was there..but when i could get it..i couldnt locate the shop again.arghh.. but i really love it!]
$50 and above:
a metal fossil watch
j.lo's newest perfume
escada rockin' rio perfume
elizabeth arden's green tea perfume
others :
buy anything that is turquiose, stripey, practical, colourful and just screams "ANDREA!"
thank you for shopping with us!
please make your payments on the 22nd of march.
=)
please note : you are not obligated to buy.this is just a guide.
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
caroline kerosene bear..
is CRAZY...
she's starting to call me nicknames..
like...AMAO..
i dont understand why.
SHE'S MAd.
and we're at lib2 now...
supposed to be doing our work..
im supposed to do my marketing tut..
but class is gonna start soon..
anyhoo..
we're back to school..and i like being in school.
just dont like the work load.
arghh.
told the wife that this wednesday is gonna be my last tap class till the exams are over.
haiz.
im sleepy.
behind every successful man..is a very shocked woman.
is CRAZY...
she's starting to call me nicknames..
like...AMAO..
i dont understand why.
SHE'S MAd.
and we're at lib2 now...
supposed to be doing our work..
im supposed to do my marketing tut..
but class is gonna start soon..
anyhoo..
we're back to school..and i like being in school.
just dont like the work load.
arghh.
told the wife that this wednesday is gonna be my last tap class till the exams are over.
haiz.
im sleepy.
behind every successful man..is a very shocked woman.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
worship went very well!
ahh!!
my Abba Father really loves me!
He answered my prayers.
i kept praying and praying before worship.
and He came and ministered.
and i worshipped as i led.
i cant stop smiling when i think abt my answered prayers.
He is fantastic!
weeee!!
haha.i zao-xia-ed a bit initially.
owell.
yay.im still happy.
oh yes oh yes.
today marks TWO years!
haha..so fast!
anyhoo..
i am supposed to post my birthday wishlist.
tml or smth.
OH OH!!
tml is squashies dinner!!
im so happy!!
ahh!!
my Abba Father really loves me!
He answered my prayers.
i kept praying and praying before worship.
and He came and ministered.
and i worshipped as i led.
i cant stop smiling when i think abt my answered prayers.
He is fantastic!
weeee!!
haha.i zao-xia-ed a bit initially.
owell.
yay.im still happy.
oh yes oh yes.
today marks TWO years!
haha..so fast!
anyhoo..
i am supposed to post my birthday wishlist.
tml or smth.
OH OH!!
tml is squashies dinner!!
im so happy!!
settler's at holland v on thursday was fantastic fun.
though..much apologies to jon..for all of us being late..
and i wasnt responsible enough to let you know..and you had to wait a whole 45 mins for us to arrive.
so so sorry.
hmm..
thankfully the games made us go hype.
andrew is really good at taboo la..he thinks out of the box and..obviously..jon and andrew won the game of taboo.
rahh.
we played jungle speed [reaction game.dor became really fast.]..and galloping pigs! haha..and guesstures..[izzy was hilarious. mostly because she kept laughing. twin was very drama.so that was entertaining too.haha.]
kerosene...i mean...caroline..came for like an hour plus..enjoyed her company much too.. =)
thanks babe for coming down.
so we left settler's about 6..
izzy went to meet her church youth for dinner..andrew went for his oasis concert..kerosene went to orchard..
so left dor..twin..jon and i..and we went to al-azhar to makan dinner.
it was good. =)
and i managed to reach home on time..and was welcomed by my dad applause.
haha.
studied at bt batok mac's with jon and enting on friday.
quite good.
covered a bit of maths.
better than nothing i suppose.
the hols have gone past so fast.
argh.
i didnt accomplish as much as i wanted to.
sighh.
JAMIE CULLUM IS COMING TO TOWN!!
ahhh!!!
i wanna go watch!!
hopefully i can go..though it is like..2 weeks before my exams..
alright.
i better be going..have a lab report to finish.
me: its so hard to put science in your own words!
mum : -laughs-
leading worship tonight.
nervous.
praying hard.
lead me please..lead me..
it is the cry of my heart to follow, all of the days of my life.
though..much apologies to jon..for all of us being late..
and i wasnt responsible enough to let you know..and you had to wait a whole 45 mins for us to arrive.
so so sorry.
hmm..
thankfully the games made us go hype.
andrew is really good at taboo la..he thinks out of the box and..obviously..jon and andrew won the game of taboo.
rahh.
we played jungle speed [reaction game.dor became really fast.]..and galloping pigs! haha..and guesstures..[izzy was hilarious. mostly because she kept laughing. twin was very drama.so that was entertaining too.haha.]
kerosene...i mean...caroline..came for like an hour plus..enjoyed her company much too.. =)
thanks babe for coming down.
so we left settler's about 6..
izzy went to meet her church youth for dinner..andrew went for his oasis concert..kerosene went to orchard..
so left dor..twin..jon and i..and we went to al-azhar to makan dinner.
it was good. =)
and i managed to reach home on time..and was welcomed by my dad applause.
haha.
studied at bt batok mac's with jon and enting on friday.
quite good.
covered a bit of maths.
better than nothing i suppose.
the hols have gone past so fast.
argh.
i didnt accomplish as much as i wanted to.
sighh.
JAMIE CULLUM IS COMING TO TOWN!!
ahhh!!!
i wanna go watch!!
hopefully i can go..though it is like..2 weeks before my exams..
alright.
i better be going..have a lab report to finish.
me: its so hard to put science in your own words!
mum : -laughs-
leading worship tonight.
nervous.
praying hard.
lead me please..lead me..
it is the cry of my heart to follow, all of the days of my life.
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
didnt study much at ame's today.
just one chapter of computing.
argh.
im complacent.
owell..
but i had a good time with shir and ame.
as always.
they are crazy.
went for tap..and it was fantastic.
missed a few steps here and there.
but good overall.
i need to have more seh when im tapping.
rahh.
anyhoo..then i went to boat quay with andrew and jon..
noooo...not to drink.
we went there to eat beef hor fan.
it was good.
haha.
and we were laughing like drunks.
louder than the the table of drinking guys next to us even.
but dont look down on our silliness..
jon and andrew are gonna be the inventors of this lifetime.
they will revolutionize the beer industry.
they will invent...
THE BEER COW!!!
perhaps name it..cowsberg.
hahaha.
and perhaps even the beer car!
haha..
it was good fun.
and i cant wait for the day they succeed!
YAY!!
just one chapter of computing.
argh.
im complacent.
owell..
but i had a good time with shir and ame.
as always.
they are crazy.
went for tap..and it was fantastic.
missed a few steps here and there.
but good overall.
i need to have more seh when im tapping.
rahh.
anyhoo..then i went to boat quay with andrew and jon..
noooo...not to drink.
we went there to eat beef hor fan.
it was good.
haha.
and we were laughing like drunks.
louder than the the table of drinking guys next to us even.
but dont look down on our silliness..
jon and andrew are gonna be the inventors of this lifetime.
they will revolutionize the beer industry.
they will invent...
THE BEER COW!!!
perhaps name it..cowsberg.
hahaha.
and perhaps even the beer car!
haha..
it was good fun.
and i cant wait for the day they succeed!
YAY!!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
the mid term break is here.
one week.
and im busy every day.
been a good two days.
makaning at ikea with caroline and eliza.
and today..went swimming with laopo at her place.
and amelia came over and the three of us managed to study for two hours.
and watched big mama's hse.
its good.
i need to pick up pace.
have a lab report..ALOT of catching up to do..and my presentations are coming up.
sighh..
this sem is so much heavier than last sem's.
rahh...
doesnt seem much like a holiday.
and i think im going into hibernation mode soon.
so people..when i go into sian mode very quickly..or i just aint as lively as i am.. and not much of company..
pardon me k?
my batt is running low.
yupp.
ok. need to go rest now.
lab report to make sense of tml.
and TAP TAP TAP!!!
-yay!-
one week.
and im busy every day.
been a good two days.
makaning at ikea with caroline and eliza.
and today..went swimming with laopo at her place.
and amelia came over and the three of us managed to study for two hours.
and watched big mama's hse.
its good.
i need to pick up pace.
have a lab report..ALOT of catching up to do..and my presentations are coming up.
sighh..
this sem is so much heavier than last sem's.
rahh...
doesnt seem much like a holiday.
and i think im going into hibernation mode soon.
so people..when i go into sian mode very quickly..or i just aint as lively as i am.. and not much of company..
pardon me k?
my batt is running low.
yupp.
ok. need to go rest now.
lab report to make sense of tml.
and TAP TAP TAP!!!
-yay!-
Saturday, February 18, 2006
thursday :
caroline veesan and i had brkfast at can14.
went for two lectures..
then..THE GREAT ADVENTURE BEGAN!!
haha..
caroline and i went to tanjong pagar.
BY CAR!
caroline drove..i directed.
it was so fun.
we had no prob finding our way there.
and we had bak kut teh near the place.
very very nice.but a bit bo hua.
5 bucks for a small bowl.
haha.
anyway..we drove back..but we got lost when we went out of AYE.
cos we didnt know which road to take.
me : take corporation road.
caroline : okk.
then we drove along..came to a crossroad.
me : what does your gut tell you? left or right?
caroline : right.
me : ok.me too.
so we went right..and went pass some condo that looked familiar.
me : i think we're going in the wrong direction.
caroline : i feel that too.
we were opp. lake side mrt.
so we stopped at a busstop and figured our way back to school.
i was half an hour late for lecture.
then the aircon in the south side was not working.
maths lecture..MLT..no aircon.
effective comm..tutorial room..no aircon.
marketing lecture..MLT..no aircon still.
i was emitting heat.and felt so stuffy.
but i had good company.so it was all good.
then regional Xroads..worship went well..and message was good.
and supper was fantastic too.
overall thursday was just fantastic.
anyhoo..went to fun-o-rama today.
met dwong..liz..steph seah..jas..and a few juniors..
as usual..i went there just to see pple.
haha.
not fatter or uglier,
just walked by.
not taller nor skinner,
her reflection wasnt in his eyes.
he smiled and joked,
looking as good as he does.
she just stood and stared,
feeling as though she should just stay in the past.
its not so bad..you're only the best i've ever had.
caroline veesan and i had brkfast at can14.
went for two lectures..
then..THE GREAT ADVENTURE BEGAN!!
haha..
caroline and i went to tanjong pagar.
BY CAR!
caroline drove..i directed.
it was so fun.
we had no prob finding our way there.
and we had bak kut teh near the place.
very very nice.but a bit bo hua.
5 bucks for a small bowl.
haha.
anyway..we drove back..but we got lost when we went out of AYE.
cos we didnt know which road to take.
me : take corporation road.
caroline : okk.
then we drove along..came to a crossroad.
me : what does your gut tell you? left or right?
caroline : right.
me : ok.me too.
so we went right..and went pass some condo that looked familiar.
me : i think we're going in the wrong direction.
caroline : i feel that too.
we were opp. lake side mrt.
so we stopped at a busstop and figured our way back to school.
i was half an hour late for lecture.
then the aircon in the south side was not working.
maths lecture..MLT..no aircon.
effective comm..tutorial room..no aircon.
marketing lecture..MLT..no aircon still.
i was emitting heat.and felt so stuffy.
but i had good company.so it was all good.
then regional Xroads..worship went well..and message was good.
and supper was fantastic too.
overall thursday was just fantastic.
anyhoo..went to fun-o-rama today.
met dwong..liz..steph seah..jas..and a few juniors..
as usual..i went there just to see pple.
haha.
not fatter or uglier,
just walked by.
not taller nor skinner,
her reflection wasnt in his eyes.
he smiled and joked,
looking as good as he does.
she just stood and stared,
feeling as though she should just stay in the past.
its not so bad..you're only the best i've ever had.
Friday, February 17, 2006
i have been thinking.
i should really go back to playing sports.
like..im almost at the peak of my youth.
i think.
yar..like...the time when i have freedom and time to really go play.
and what am i doing abt it?
nothing!!
ive reached the point where by pple DOUBT that i play sports.
i cant believe it.
i never thought this could happen to me.
but its true..
ever since i stopped playing sports..
a part of me died.
this drive to want to continually push myself beyond my limits..
to mentally tell myself that i can do it..
i think the last time i pushed myself physically and mentally was at my last NAPFA.
crap man.
need to go sleep.
running in the morning.
will blog more abt thursday later.
it was a SUPER good day.
long..but fantastic.
hello God! its me.. andrea.aka. kukuphile! =)
i should really go back to playing sports.
like..im almost at the peak of my youth.
i think.
yar..like...the time when i have freedom and time to really go play.
and what am i doing abt it?
nothing!!
ive reached the point where by pple DOUBT that i play sports.
i cant believe it.
i never thought this could happen to me.
but its true..
ever since i stopped playing sports..
a part of me died.
this drive to want to continually push myself beyond my limits..
to mentally tell myself that i can do it..
i think the last time i pushed myself physically and mentally was at my last NAPFA.
crap man.
need to go sleep.
running in the morning.
will blog more abt thursday later.
it was a SUPER good day.
long..but fantastic.
hello God! its me.. andrea.aka. kukuphile! =)
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
its the day to be happy and glad.
love is in the air.
and there is DAYTONA IN NTU!!
oh my goodness.
haha.
they are having like some outdoor arcade la!
so funky.
haha.
and some guy is crooning along with his band.
he cant hit some notes though.
but hey! i welcome any noise that breaks the silence in the library!
and so..yes.
here i am.
gonna attempt to complete my essay in an hour.
so that i can breathe.
and all the nonsense that is expected to happen today will finally end.
my maths paper was bbbbaaaaadd.
and my physics wasnt that bad.
so yes..one down.
one up.
i guess my emotions are holding up for now.
my brain is getting tired.
and i seriously dread completing my essay.
argh.
i dont know why its bothering me so much when its not even assessed.
anyway..
got a pretty rose from jon today.
and i am EXPECTING one later.
haha.
and yay!!
i am going dinner with my darlings tonight!!
im so happy!
-huge huge grin-
a great way to end a stressed day.
i cant believe what i just did!
i am usning a desktop now.
and when i wanted to move the mouse..i used my finger to touch the wristrest on the keyboard.
ARGH!
i am seriously losing it.
oh..one more thing that i cant believe i did.
I TRIPPED MY ENTIRE HOUSE LAST NIGHT.
i was on the phone with the wife and as i was pushing the barrier in the kitchen back.
not knowing my strength..i accidently hit the barrier against the back of my fridge.
and yes.
TADAH!
the whole house went black.
the daddy wasnt too happy.
anyhoo..on to happier things.
i shall go on to my essay.
yay??
yay.
love is in the air.
and there is DAYTONA IN NTU!!
oh my goodness.
haha.
they are having like some outdoor arcade la!
so funky.
haha.
and some guy is crooning along with his band.
he cant hit some notes though.
but hey! i welcome any noise that breaks the silence in the library!
and so..yes.
here i am.
gonna attempt to complete my essay in an hour.
so that i can breathe.
and all the nonsense that is expected to happen today will finally end.
my maths paper was bbbbaaaaadd.
and my physics wasnt that bad.
so yes..one down.
one up.
i guess my emotions are holding up for now.
my brain is getting tired.
and i seriously dread completing my essay.
argh.
i dont know why its bothering me so much when its not even assessed.
anyway..
got a pretty rose from jon today.
and i am EXPECTING one later.
haha.
and yay!!
i am going dinner with my darlings tonight!!
im so happy!
-huge huge grin-
a great way to end a stressed day.
i cant believe what i just did!
i am usning a desktop now.
and when i wanted to move the mouse..i used my finger to touch the wristrest on the keyboard.
ARGH!
i am seriously losing it.
oh..one more thing that i cant believe i did.
I TRIPPED MY ENTIRE HOUSE LAST NIGHT.
i was on the phone with the wife and as i was pushing the barrier in the kitchen back.
not knowing my strength..i accidently hit the barrier against the back of my fridge.
and yes.
TADAH!
the whole house went black.
the daddy wasnt too happy.
anyhoo..on to happier things.
i shall go on to my essay.
yay??
yay.
Monday, February 13, 2006
im whining more than working.
yes i am.
yes i am.
today was good.
samuel jon caroline and i.
are a lethal combination.
the amount of lameness that come out of us.
its amazing.
when at lee wee nam library..
as caroline and i were walking pass his bust
me : poor guy. no arms.
caroline : dont be lame.
me : NO ARMS! NOT NO LEGS!!
and then those random conversations that jon and i have..and our thoughts just run all over the place..
lame statement of the day : cockels are HUM-ful.
and my eliza hurt her back today.
by sneezing.
it was funny the first time she said it.
haha.
hope you feel better soon babe. =)
oh and my dor is sick too.
get well soon babe.
drink water.
and in advance..
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
yes i am.
yes i am.
today was good.
samuel jon caroline and i.
are a lethal combination.
the amount of lameness that come out of us.
its amazing.
when at lee wee nam library..
as caroline and i were walking pass his bust
me : poor guy. no arms.
caroline : dont be lame.
me : NO ARMS! NOT NO LEGS!!
and then those random conversations that jon and i have..and our thoughts just run all over the place..
lame statement of the day : cockels are HUM-ful.
and my eliza hurt her back today.
by sneezing.
it was funny the first time she said it.
haha.
hope you feel better soon babe. =)
oh and my dor is sick too.
get well soon babe.
drink water.
and in advance..
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Friday, February 10, 2006
i was told that i dont look like i do housechores.
yesterday during effective comm class.
me : -speaking to audrey- hey..your nails look very nice today.are they all flowers?
drey : no.all different.
me : oh.ok.very nice. -looks at hands- i have ugly nail.cos i have a bad habit of biting them.
walter : oh.no wonder.you dont look like you do housechores.
me : huh?? i dont see the link.
walter : cos since you dont look like you do housechores then that means you bite your nails la.
me : wad!? i do house chores ok!
walter : ya.doing your bed right.
me : oh rah! i do house chores ok..-lists a few-..and wash clothes..-continues listing a few more-
drey : ya..wash clothes is throwing into washing machine right.
me : phwoar!! kek sim.i do housechores! i never had a maid in my entire life!
walter : ok ok.relax. relax.
so i guess. just to prove to myself that i really do do housechores.
i washed my toliets today.
haha.
and i've finally satisfied my want to play squash.
went to bt panjang cc with derek.
i do feel a bit confused when i play with new ones.
cos i dont wanna over do it..or under do it.
rahh.
liz...feng..cherylmay..jean.. can we go play one day? please?
thanks derek for playing squash with me.
really did enjoy myself.
and she's really nice and cute.
be good to her.
oh yes.
i went around irritating pple yesterday by asking them
"can i count on you?" -in a very serious tone-
and when they say "yes"
then i wld start tapping one finger on their shoulder and count "1..2..3..4.."
i learnt it from the archie comics. =)
yay.i did it to a few pple.
chicky king says that i can only count to 6.
divya was the only one who was amused by me. =)
TRY IT ON YOUR FRIENDS!!
anyhoo..need to go do my marketing essay.
which is supposed to be 20 page long.
but im intending to write nonsense.since its non-assessed.
argh.
i dont like writing essays.
that in my secret heart..no other love competes..
yesterday during effective comm class.
me : -speaking to audrey- hey..your nails look very nice today.are they all flowers?
drey : no.all different.
me : oh.ok.very nice. -looks at hands- i have ugly nail.cos i have a bad habit of biting them.
walter : oh.no wonder.you dont look like you do housechores.
me : huh?? i dont see the link.
walter : cos since you dont look like you do housechores then that means you bite your nails la.
me : wad!? i do house chores ok!
walter : ya.doing your bed right.
me : oh rah! i do house chores ok..-lists a few-..and wash clothes..-continues listing a few more-
drey : ya..wash clothes is throwing into washing machine right.
me : phwoar!! kek sim.i do housechores! i never had a maid in my entire life!
walter : ok ok.relax. relax.
so i guess. just to prove to myself that i really do do housechores.
i washed my toliets today.
haha.
and i've finally satisfied my want to play squash.
went to bt panjang cc with derek.
i do feel a bit confused when i play with new ones.
cos i dont wanna over do it..or under do it.
rahh.
liz...feng..cherylmay..jean.. can we go play one day? please?
thanks derek for playing squash with me.
really did enjoy myself.
and she's really nice and cute.
be good to her.
oh yes.
i went around irritating pple yesterday by asking them
"can i count on you?" -in a very serious tone-
and when they say "yes"
then i wld start tapping one finger on their shoulder and count "1..2..3..4.."
i learnt it from the archie comics. =)
yay.i did it to a few pple.
chicky king says that i can only count to 6.
divya was the only one who was amused by me. =)
TRY IT ON YOUR FRIENDS!!
anyhoo..need to go do my marketing essay.
which is supposed to be 20 page long.
but im intending to write nonsense.since its non-assessed.
argh.
i dont like writing essays.
that in my secret heart..no other love competes..
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
i realised yesterday during DG..that i didnt keep to my fast.
because i was so emotionally-spurred(?) on yesterday's morning i blogged and went on msn for a very very short while before my computing tutorial started.
i confessed to andrew.haha.cos we're both supposed to be accountable to each other.
he's on a msn-fast too.
oh.to those who are going "huh?" now.
pardon my assumptions.
yes.i am on a msn-fast now.
i told myself that i will only go on msn once in three days.
and yesterday was a day i was NOT supposed to go online.
and i did.first thing in the morning.
how terrible.
but ive repented already.
and i am sticking to it now.
=)
anyhoo..
i wanna go home!
NOOWW!!!
but i cant.
such a long day i have in school today.
save me.
my head is hurting..i am sleepy.
and i have so many things that i have been thinking about that my brain is malfunctioning.
but God is good.
He cleared all my garbage emotions last night.
i told Him to help me feel normal and committed all my emotions to Him.
and i feel so much better today.
yayness!
oh yyesssss...
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY JONATHAN LAME HUANYING!!
thanks for being such an absolute babe to me.for tahan-ing my nonsense [and all can vouch that i really do have quite alot.] giving me sound advice and whacking me when i need some sense. and for going out of your way just to make my way convenient.
haha.
i've been a very demanding friend.
and i really am grateful for having such a good friend as you.
thanks babe!!
hope you're having a rockin' day.
remember!! phrase of the day : andrea is KNOWLEDGEABLE!
-beams-
today is my marketing presentation day.
i am not really looking forward to it.
and my head really does feel tired.
owell..
off to go for chemistry lecture with andrew.
hope my head holds up.haha.
oh yes..TWEET TWEET[aka albert aka el songbird.] !!! i have ONE MORE REQUIREMENT!!
ready??
haha.
-must have nice handwriting.
hahaha.
because i was so emotionally-spurred(?) on yesterday's morning i blogged and went on msn for a very very short while before my computing tutorial started.
i confessed to andrew.haha.cos we're both supposed to be accountable to each other.
he's on a msn-fast too.
oh.to those who are going "huh?" now.
pardon my assumptions.
yes.i am on a msn-fast now.
i told myself that i will only go on msn once in three days.
and yesterday was a day i was NOT supposed to go online.
and i did.first thing in the morning.
how terrible.
but ive repented already.
and i am sticking to it now.
=)
anyhoo..
i wanna go home!
NOOWW!!!
but i cant.
such a long day i have in school today.
save me.
my head is hurting..i am sleepy.
and i have so many things that i have been thinking about that my brain is malfunctioning.
but God is good.
He cleared all my garbage emotions last night.
i told Him to help me feel normal and committed all my emotions to Him.
and i feel so much better today.
yayness!
oh yyesssss...
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY JONATHAN LAME HUANYING!!
thanks for being such an absolute babe to me.for tahan-ing my nonsense [and all can vouch that i really do have quite alot.] giving me sound advice and whacking me when i need some sense. and for going out of your way just to make my way convenient.
haha.
i've been a very demanding friend.
and i really am grateful for having such a good friend as you.
thanks babe!!
hope you're having a rockin' day.
remember!! phrase of the day : andrea is KNOWLEDGEABLE!
-beams-
today is my marketing presentation day.
i am not really looking forward to it.
and my head really does feel tired.
owell..
off to go for chemistry lecture with andrew.
hope my head holds up.haha.
oh yes..TWEET TWEET[aka albert aka el songbird.] !!! i have ONE MORE REQUIREMENT!!
ready??
haha.
-must have nice handwriting.
hahaha.
Monday, February 06, 2006
Jehovah Jireh, my Provider
You are more than enough for me.
Jehovah Rapha, You're my healer.
by Your stripes i've been set free.
Jehovah Shamma, You are with me
to supply all i need.
You are more than enough,
more than enough,
You are more than enough for me.
getting tired.
growing quiet.
drawing strength.
leaning.
letting go of me..hanging onto You.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Hard times
Is the rain falling from the sky keeping you from singing?
Is that tear fallen from your eye because the wind is stinging?
[chorus]
Don't you fret now, child.
Don't you worry.
The rain's to help you grow so don't try to hurry the storm along.
The hard times make you strong.
Don't you know the seed would never grow if there were never showers?
And though the rain might bring a little pain, just look at all the flowers!
[chorus]
I know how long the day can seem when storm clouds hide His face
.And if the rain dissolves your dreams, just remember His amazing grace!
Don't you know the sun is always there even when the rain falls?
Don't you know the Son will always care when He hears your voice call?
[chorus]
the song that we learnt in MG.it never fails to remind me that i am never alone.
Friday, February 03, 2006
to a certain extent..
i think a part of a part of me has died.
the part that tells me to trust in pple entirely and expect from them.
expectations that they wouldnt fail me.
which is good i guess.
cos now i dont get disappointed so easily.
cos i didnt expect that much in the first place.
but at the same time...i feel like im growing up.
hmm.
i shall stop expecting SO much horizontally..
but expect vertically.
held in Your hands..i know i wouldnt fall.
i think a part of a part of me has died.
the part that tells me to trust in pple entirely and expect from them.
expectations that they wouldnt fail me.
which is good i guess.
cos now i dont get disappointed so easily.
cos i didnt expect that much in the first place.
but at the same time...i feel like im growing up.
hmm.
i shall stop expecting SO much horizontally..
but expect vertically.
held in Your hands..i know i wouldnt fall.
what do i say?
i have nothing to say anymore.
im walking away now.
i owe enting alot of money.
50 cents for your thoughts.
You are beautiful beyond description.too wonderful for words.
worship was fantastic yesterday.
peiwen did a good job.
and so did enting and the whole worship team.
happy 25th birthday junbin!
God is great and His praise fills the earth..fills the heavens.
thank You for bringing me through a gruelling thursday yet again.
thank You for the stars as well.
i felt happy when i looked at them tonight.
You make me smile.
i have nothing to say anymore.
im walking away now.
i owe enting alot of money.
50 cents for your thoughts.
You are beautiful beyond description.too wonderful for words.
worship was fantastic yesterday.
peiwen did a good job.
and so did enting and the whole worship team.
happy 25th birthday junbin!
God is great and His praise fills the earth..fills the heavens.
thank You for bringing me through a gruelling thursday yet again.
thank You for the stars as well.
i felt happy when i looked at them tonight.
You make me smile.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
my sister hopes i put on 5 kg.
cos i was eating ritter sport cornflake chocolate in my room.
and i didnt tell her.
i told her the clue was when i went "AHH!!its melted!!"
but i guess she didnt catch the clue.
hmm.
i love ritter sport cornflake chocolate.
bought it today to make myself feel better.
cos i felt like i was dressed like a tour guide today.
wore my green flowery top.
grey pants.
and my shoes!
i dont like wearing shoes to school.
so hard to match.
im whiney today.
i love it when my dad's hand slips on the driving wheel and he horns at unsuspecting victims.
never fails to crack me up.
cos i was eating ritter sport cornflake chocolate in my room.
and i didnt tell her.
i told her the clue was when i went "AHH!!its melted!!"
but i guess she didnt catch the clue.
hmm.
i love ritter sport cornflake chocolate.
bought it today to make myself feel better.
cos i felt like i was dressed like a tour guide today.
wore my green flowery top.
grey pants.
and my shoes!
i dont like wearing shoes to school.
so hard to match.
im whiney today.
i love it when my dad's hand slips on the driving wheel and he horns at unsuspecting victims.
never fails to crack me up.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
third day of chinese new year.
and i am at home. =)
being a good girl.
and trying to do some work..so that i will not die in the following weeks.
work is coming in.
ahhh!
the past few days have been fun.
spending so much time with family.
keep losing money tho.
i lost $4.50 on the first day..during the game of in-between.
then yesterday..i lost 4 peanuts during ban luck.
we all started with 10 peanuts.
haiyah.
owell..
hopefully i get to drink my australian wine tonight.
ive been waiting oh-so-long to drink it.
we bought it 7 years ago.
ps. my becky doesnt know that wine doesnt have an expiry date.wahaha.
merry chinese new year everyone!
dont drink gamble and gorge too much.
=)
and i am at home. =)
being a good girl.
and trying to do some work..so that i will not die in the following weeks.
work is coming in.
ahhh!
the past few days have been fun.
spending so much time with family.
keep losing money tho.
i lost $4.50 on the first day..during the game of in-between.
then yesterday..i lost 4 peanuts during ban luck.
we all started with 10 peanuts.
haiyah.
owell..
hopefully i get to drink my australian wine tonight.
ive been waiting oh-so-long to drink it.
we bought it 7 years ago.
ps. my becky doesnt know that wine doesnt have an expiry date.wahaha.
merry chinese new year everyone!
dont drink gamble and gorge too much.
=)
Saturday, January 28, 2006
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
hope yr angbao collect is jin zhui jin zhui.
haha.
am i spelling it right.
but yes..hope you get alot of angbaos.
=)
reunion dinner was fantastic.as usual.haha.
my mum did a stupendous job.
super full now.
i feel as if ive put on 5 kg.
haha.
feasting has begun.
my older cousin msged drey and i just now..:
break your piggy bank and bring your coins to my place tmr. :) mini ir.
hahaha.
yes yes. the only time in the year that i allow myself to gamble.
but very very little.
so yes..in-between here i come.
haha.
have a good festive season everyone!
arent we all blessed with such good families.
=)
finally got an answer.
no stitches needed.
hope yr angbao collect is jin zhui jin zhui.
haha.
am i spelling it right.
but yes..hope you get alot of angbaos.
=)
reunion dinner was fantastic.as usual.haha.
my mum did a stupendous job.
super full now.
i feel as if ive put on 5 kg.
haha.
feasting has begun.
my older cousin msged drey and i just now..:
break your piggy bank and bring your coins to my place tmr. :) mini ir.
hahaha.
yes yes. the only time in the year that i allow myself to gamble.
but very very little.
so yes..in-between here i come.
haha.
have a good festive season everyone!
arent we all blessed with such good families.
=)
finally got an answer.
no stitches needed.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
ann was rubbing it in jac's face that she got the man
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
and SHE"s GLOATING!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
BITCH
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
BITCH!!!!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
BITTTTTCCCCH!!!!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
SLAP HER! QUICK LIZ!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
THROW SMTH AT YR TV! HURRY UP!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
i wanna smack her!!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
i cant breathe..
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
i wanna smack her!
lizzzz says:
ah yes u've said that a million times
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
hahaha cos i really do!!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
OH MAN!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
STOP STOP!!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
SMACK HER
lizzzz says:
OK ALREADY
jac's at some scenic scenic spot cause she didn't wanna go see her love getting hitched
lizzzz says:
ARGH WHATS WITH ALL THE CRYING LA
lizzzz says:
STOP CRYING
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
yar! contributing to the reservoir!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
i bet its so tiring to keep crying
ann and thom's saying i do
lizzzz says:
I OBJECT!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
I OBJECT TOO
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
QUICK
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
JUMP IN!!
lizzzz says:
U DO IT
hongkong mom's about to sign the marriage cert
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
hang on!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
i need to grab the pen!
lizzzz says:
YA YA YA
hongkong mom says 'i can't do this'
lizzzz says:
AHHHHH YESSSSSSSSS
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
YES!!
lizzzz says:
JUSTICE!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
YEEEEESSS
.. assortment of dancing emoticons that sadly doesn't show
such strong emotion.. chinese serials are getting better i say!
haha.that was all that happened last night as liz and i were watching the 9 o'clock channel 8 show.
pardon me for all of my vulgarities.i was really irritated.
haha.
oh yes.the above entry was copied from liz.the entire thing. =)
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
i must.
and should.
STOP HITTING THE CARPARK CURBS.
sigh.
anyhoo.
thanks giving!!
yay.
i have been praying THE WHOLE ENTIRE DAY..
that i wld be able to make friends at my first marketing seminar.
cos i was scared.
so so scared.
PETRIFIED.
i am SHY.really.
especially when you throw me into a room of strangers.
i'll only talk if need be.
and from then on then..ermm..i'm just myself.
but its the initial stages that i am so so scared of.
but HE answered my prayers!
jon and nick were so nice as to walk me to my seminar room.
then i went in..-hands were cold and all-
and so..i went in..
there was this table of 4 girls.
then i asked one of them "is that our tutor?"
okk..not that im BIMBOTIC or what..but the guy in front was surrounded by pple with qns..and like..who asks qns before class right..so i thought it was the previous tutor.
haha.
ok.
so the girl said yes..and i told the tutor that i didnt have a grp and all..
and he asked if anyone wants me to be in their grp.
and the grp of girls invited me in!!
yay!
i was so happy la..
so yes.
i have FOUR new friends.
God answers prayers!
yayness.
i am so happy.
He's goooooddd....
=)
and should.
STOP HITTING THE CARPARK CURBS.
sigh.
anyhoo.
thanks giving!!
yay.
i have been praying THE WHOLE ENTIRE DAY..
that i wld be able to make friends at my first marketing seminar.
cos i was scared.
so so scared.
PETRIFIED.
i am SHY.really.
especially when you throw me into a room of strangers.
i'll only talk if need be.
and from then on then..ermm..i'm just myself.
but its the initial stages that i am so so scared of.
but HE answered my prayers!
jon and nick were so nice as to walk me to my seminar room.
then i went in..-hands were cold and all-
and so..i went in..
there was this table of 4 girls.
then i asked one of them "is that our tutor?"
okk..not that im BIMBOTIC or what..but the guy in front was surrounded by pple with qns..and like..who asks qns before class right..so i thought it was the previous tutor.
haha.
ok.
so the girl said yes..and i told the tutor that i didnt have a grp and all..
and he asked if anyone wants me to be in their grp.
and the grp of girls invited me in!!
yay!
i was so happy la..
so yes.
i have FOUR new friends.
God answers prayers!
yayness.
i am so happy.
He's goooooddd....
=)
after lunch[on sunday]..and the family was just dwaddling [is there such a word..but it sounds nice.].
ok.
so we were dwaddling around outside the restaurant.
i was sleepy.
so i held on to my phone..and stood next to my dad.
me :ring!ring! -holds phone to the ear- hello bed??yes yes.hello.yar.i'm coming home soon.yar.to sleep.okok.i see you later. bye bed!
-turned to my dad- my bed is calling me.
my daddy : huh!wow.i didnt know you had an i-bed!.intelligent bed.how come it didnt scold you and tell you "why that day you were so lazy as to not change my bedsheets??"
i think i should go reprogram the system.and make it reprimand and scold you.
me : hhuuhhhh...
so yes.im here.online.at ONE AM in the morning.
SUPPOSED to meet enting and jon online.
to make sure we are all awake and doing tutorials.
but..NNOOOOO...both of them arent here.
sigh..
okk..back to my chem tut.
sighh..
ok.
so we were dwaddling around outside the restaurant.
i was sleepy.
so i held on to my phone..and stood next to my dad.
me :ring!ring! -holds phone to the ear- hello bed??yes yes.hello.yar.i'm coming home soon.yar.to sleep.okok.i see you later. bye bed!
-turned to my dad- my bed is calling me.
my daddy : huh!wow.i didnt know you had an i-bed!.intelligent bed.how come it didnt scold you and tell you "why that day you were so lazy as to not change my bedsheets??"
i think i should go reprogram the system.and make it reprimand and scold you.
me : hhuuhhhh...
so yes.im here.online.at ONE AM in the morning.
SUPPOSED to meet enting and jon online.
to make sure we are all awake and doing tutorials.
but..NNOOOOO...both of them arent here.
sigh..
okk..back to my chem tut.
sighh..
Saturday, January 21, 2006
so i've noticed..
guys in spore are becoming more and more metro.
some couples..the guy dresses better than the girl.
you can see the effort made.
and yes..it is much better.
cos there are more "eye-candies" in that sense.
but i'm wondering..
so are guys gonna be like..more sensitive and what not?
demanding more attention and all. emotionally?
okk...personal preference here.
guys who are more secured and independent.
sensitive when the need arises.
but not all the time.
for eg. if there is a change in expression on the girl's face.for a brief moment.
there is no need to be so "overly-concerned".
a person cant be happy all the time right.
as i've mentioned..its a personal preference.
i believe [sort of] in gender equality.
but i believe in chivalry too.
and manliness for that matter.
sighh..
i hope the day doesnt come when drama serials show guys crying more often than girls.
okk.weird entry.
im just thinking.
no offenses intended.
guys in spore are becoming more and more metro.
some couples..the guy dresses better than the girl.
you can see the effort made.
and yes..it is much better.
cos there are more "eye-candies" in that sense.
but i'm wondering..
so are guys gonna be like..more sensitive and what not?
demanding more attention and all. emotionally?
okk...personal preference here.
guys who are more secured and independent.
sensitive when the need arises.
but not all the time.
for eg. if there is a change in expression on the girl's face.for a brief moment.
there is no need to be so "overly-concerned".
a person cant be happy all the time right.
as i've mentioned..its a personal preference.
i believe [sort of] in gender equality.
but i believe in chivalry too.
and manliness for that matter.
sighh..
i hope the day doesnt come when drama serials show guys crying more often than girls.
okk.weird entry.
im just thinking.
no offenses intended.
Friday, January 20, 2006
went out with my dear girls today.
it was fun.
ate too much i think.
we're really very kuku.
at least we didnt say anything silly to the waitresses today. haha.
tired.
running tml morning with jon and kim.
my baby k750i isnt with me.
under repair.
my favourite topic.
makes me do stupid things.
i need answers.
smack my hand.
it was fun.
ate too much i think.
we're really very kuku.
at least we didnt say anything silly to the waitresses today. haha.
tired.
running tml morning with jon and kim.
my baby k750i isnt with me.
under repair.
my favourite topic.
makes me do stupid things.
i need answers.
smack my hand.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
majesty.majesty.Your grace has found me just as i am.
empty-handed but alive in Your hands.
God helped me through today.
its so amazing.
thank You.
My Superhero.
though i fell asleep during the first lect.
cos i was really tired.
then i was dozing in and out of sleep during effective comm class.
haha.
but it was okk la..
i must get used to it.
thursdays are such loonnngg days.
kimberly is so funny.
she really cracks me up with the impromptu things she says sometimes.
haha.
are you smiling girl?? i mentioned your name again.haha
thanks jon for working with me for the game.
haha.
well done.
=)
going out with my dearies tml. yay
jer joy..and my drey.
=)
andrea's tired.
i wish i could control the temperature of my ears.rah.
i still love you dor.
empty-handed but alive in Your hands.
God helped me through today.
its so amazing.
thank You.
My Superhero.
though i fell asleep during the first lect.
cos i was really tired.
then i was dozing in and out of sleep during effective comm class.
haha.
but it was okk la..
i must get used to it.
thursdays are such loonnngg days.
kimberly is so funny.
she really cracks me up with the impromptu things she says sometimes.
haha.
are you smiling girl?? i mentioned your name again.haha
thanks jon for working with me for the game.
haha.
well done.
=)
going out with my dearies tml. yay
jer joy..and my drey.
=)
andrea's tired.
i wish i could control the temperature of my ears.rah.
i still love you dor.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
random things.
i was sleepy.
and we did OSCILLATIONS for lab.
sighh.
talk abt sleep inducing.
we finally did buffalo falling off the log for tap today.
and alot of reefs.
made shir and andrea happy girls.
audrey laughed until she cried when she saw my matric photo.
haha.only because i was laughing at other pple's photos first.
and mine is sooo horrid.
sighh.
jon and i are gonna be clowns tml.
yippee..-groann-
i have a SIX HOUR LONG marathon of lessons tml.
after my two hours break which is after my two hours of lecture.
arghh..
its coming..
i was sleepy.
and we did OSCILLATIONS for lab.
sighh.
talk abt sleep inducing.
we finally did buffalo falling off the log for tap today.
and alot of reefs.
made shir and andrea happy girls.
audrey laughed until she cried when she saw my matric photo.
haha.only because i was laughing at other pple's photos first.
and mine is sooo horrid.
sighh.
jon and i are gonna be clowns tml.
yippee..-groann-
i have a SIX HOUR LONG marathon of lessons tml.
after my two hours break which is after my two hours of lecture.
arghh..
its coming..
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
i took the bus home from orchard today.
an uncle was good enough to move in order to make space for me.
and reminded me to tap my card.
resting against the entrance door of the bus.
looking out of the bus as cars whizzed by.
was almost surreal.
as the bus slipped out of the expressway.
a sudden wave of nostalgia hit me.
almost every other bus stop reminded me of moments.
it was as if every bus stop on both sides of the road.
hung a tag.
and on every tag was written a memory.
some bitter and some sweet.
but the train of thoughts just derailed when i alighted.
which was good.
i was starting to think too much again.
i dropped children's adventure tales.
and have taken up marketing.
i hope i made a right choice.
thanks so much zixiang for going out with me today.really did enjoy myself.
i am very thankful to have a good friend like you. really.
take care when you're in army. i'll be missing you.
he brought me to go try fried mars bar.
my goodness! its fantastic!
go try! at the shop chippy at far east.
near yakun.woooo...its really good.
aightt..im tired.
tap tap tapping tml.
yay.
an uncle was good enough to move in order to make space for me.
and reminded me to tap my card.
resting against the entrance door of the bus.
looking out of the bus as cars whizzed by.
was almost surreal.
as the bus slipped out of the expressway.
a sudden wave of nostalgia hit me.
almost every other bus stop reminded me of moments.
it was as if every bus stop on both sides of the road.
hung a tag.
and on every tag was written a memory.
some bitter and some sweet.
but the train of thoughts just derailed when i alighted.
which was good.
i was starting to think too much again.
i dropped children's adventure tales.
and have taken up marketing.
i hope i made a right choice.
thanks so much zixiang for going out with me today.really did enjoy myself.
i am very thankful to have a good friend like you. really.
take care when you're in army. i'll be missing you.
he brought me to go try fried mars bar.
my goodness! its fantastic!
go try! at the shop chippy at far east.
near yakun.woooo...its really good.
aightt..im tired.
tap tap tapping tml.
yay.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
The Atheist and the Shark
There is this atheist swimming in the ocean.
There is this atheist swimming in the ocean.
All of a sudden he sees this shark in the water,
so he starts swimming towards his boat.
As he looks back,he sees the shark turn and head towards him.
His boat is a ways off and he starts swimming like crazy.
He's scared to death, and as he turns to see
the jaws of the great white beast open,
revealing its teeth in a horrific splendor,
the atheist screams, "Oh God! Save me!"
In an instant time is frozen and a bright lightshines down from above.
The man is motionless in the water
when he hears the voice of God say,
"You are an atheist.Why do you call upon me
when you do not believe in me?"
Aghast with confusion and knowing he can't lie
the man replies, "Well, that's true I don't believe in you,but how about the shark?
Can you make the shark believe in you?"
The Lord replies, "As you wish,"
and the light retracted back into the heavens,
and the man could feel the water begin to move once again.
As the atheist looks back he can seethe jaws of the shark
start to close down on him,when all of sudden the shark stops and pulls back.
Shocked, the man looks at the shark
as the huge beast closes its eyes and bows its head
and says,"Thank you Lord for this food forwhich I am about to receive..."
hahaha..this was printed in our church's bulletin today.
thankfully i managed to find it off the net so it saved me alot of typing.
these were printed too..
CHURCH SIGNS
"Free Trip to Heaven.Details inside!"
An ad for one church has a picture of two hands holding stone tablets on which the Ten Commandments are inscribed and a headline that reads,-"For Fast Relief, Take Two Tablets."
"Fight truth decays - study the Bible daily"
"Dusty Bibles lead to Dirty lives"
"It is unlikely there'll be a reduction in the wages of sin."
"If you cant sleep, dont count sheep.Talk to the shepherd."
hahaha.hilarious.
i love it when they type really funny stuff.
=)
went lunch at PS with the youth.
on the way down..on the train..
me : -checks handphone in bag with elvin peering into my bag- what you looking at?
elvin : nothing.i find it interesting to see what's in a girl's bag. -looks in- huh?haha.computing? haha..yar..im getting scared also.-pulls out his super heavy law book-
me : phwoar.so heavy!
elvin :quick quick.keep your textbook. -points at ashley- oh hor! ashley so mugger!
haha..cos the girl was studying her accounting.
and so the two of us pretended as if we didnt bring our textbooks along.
so retarded la..
lunch was horrific.
sighh..i will never stop getting suaned.
now im being called "fishy".
dang.
i pray for the day that all the nonsense stops.
but..overall..any time spent with my youth crazy nuts is always good.
=)
drove to and from re's hse just now.
haha. i drove through 3 amber lights.
but legally of cos.
ok la..i think my parking is improving.
aight.i need to go.
getting tired.
and i need to complete more parts of my tutorials.
since tomorrow im going out! -yippee!-
heading to carl's jr. with the darlings.
im so so happy.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
i have weird friends.
yes i do.
ayeeba and ame talk abt the weirdest stuff.
and im going dinner with them on monday.
oh myy..i hope my wife doesnt start joining their conversation as well.
arghh.
my darlings are losing it.
but im glad we're FINALLY meeting up for dinner.
and we squashies havent gone out in forever as well..
goodness.
its so hard to arrange outings nowadays.
today was good. shopping at the seiyu bazaar thingy at nanyang audi wasnt as fantastic as i thought it wld be..cos i walked out with no shoes purchased.haha.
but i bought hair rubber bands.
haha.
[the die-die-must-buy-smth mentality comes into play.haha.]
but it was interesting la..shopping within school campus.
played imagineiff with kenneth kim leechoon adrian jon enting and junxiang.
it was funn..haha..
imagining what kinda singer kenneth wld be..what kinda chair kimberly wld be..what kinda crime jon wld be..what i prioritise the most after religion..
it was fun la..considering im not that close to some of them..at least we had a time of playing.
during physics lecture today..
caroline : isnt it amazing how God created light and it is so complicated..like as a wave and particle. [not word for word exactly.]
but yeahh..it got me thinking abt Creation again.
all He did was spoke..
and TADAH! light..dual in nature.
and im spending 7 lectures just learning abt it..and how scientists tested and tested just to figure out what exactly light is.
amazing.
need to go meet zx soon.
haiz..hopefully.
cos he's going in to army soon.and i wldnt be seeing him much.
sorry twin for always being an invisible friend.
aight.
nothing else to say.
im hungry.
yes i do.
ayeeba and ame talk abt the weirdest stuff.
and im going dinner with them on monday.
oh myy..i hope my wife doesnt start joining their conversation as well.
arghh.
my darlings are losing it.
but im glad we're FINALLY meeting up for dinner.
and we squashies havent gone out in forever as well..
goodness.
its so hard to arrange outings nowadays.
today was good. shopping at the seiyu bazaar thingy at nanyang audi wasnt as fantastic as i thought it wld be..cos i walked out with no shoes purchased.haha.
but i bought hair rubber bands.
haha.
[the die-die-must-buy-smth mentality comes into play.haha.]
but it was interesting la..shopping within school campus.
played imagineiff with kenneth kim leechoon adrian jon enting and junxiang.
it was funn..haha..
imagining what kinda singer kenneth wld be..what kinda chair kimberly wld be..what kinda crime jon wld be..what i prioritise the most after religion..
it was fun la..considering im not that close to some of them..at least we had a time of playing.
during physics lecture today..
caroline : isnt it amazing how God created light and it is so complicated..like as a wave and particle. [not word for word exactly.]
but yeahh..it got me thinking abt Creation again.
all He did was spoke..
and TADAH! light..dual in nature.
and im spending 7 lectures just learning abt it..and how scientists tested and tested just to figure out what exactly light is.
amazing.
need to go meet zx soon.
haiz..hopefully.
cos he's going in to army soon.and i wldnt be seeing him much.
sorry twin for always being an invisible friend.
aight.
nothing else to say.
im hungry.
Thursday, January 12, 2006
today is my longest day.
felt funny the whole day after breakfast.
i was supposed to sleep during my 2 hr break.
but i cldnt sleep in caroline's room.
i just kept turning and turning.
cos my TUMMY kept churning and churning.
but she managed to sleep!
sob.
Xroads was good. [as always.]
and i have one more thing to add to my prayer list.
i'm running after You.
all 6 of them didnt come today though.
which is good..so i have to make new frens and socialise more.
i kept singing the song "no body loves me" to edwin.
haha.
need to start planning my songs for this saturday's worship.
yay.
alright..im tired.
and i just wanna blog generally now.
shopping with eliza and caroline tml!
at nanyang audi.
wahaha.
felt funny the whole day after breakfast.
i was supposed to sleep during my 2 hr break.
but i cldnt sleep in caroline's room.
i just kept turning and turning.
cos my TUMMY kept churning and churning.
but she managed to sleep!
sob.
Xroads was good. [as always.]
and i have one more thing to add to my prayer list.
i'm running after You.
all 6 of them didnt come today though.
which is good..so i have to make new frens and socialise more.
i kept singing the song "no body loves me" to edwin.
haha.
need to start planning my songs for this saturday's worship.
yay.
alright..im tired.
and i just wanna blog generally now.
shopping with eliza and caroline tml!
at nanyang audi.
wahaha.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
drove to lot one with drey yesterday.
yay.
im so proud of myself.
parked twice! and quite well too i must add.
my driving is improving.
yippee.
made kueh rose and love letters yesterday.
will bring some to school tml..if i remember.
=)
i guess derek is right.
i do blog generally.
owell.
oh yes.i called lion just now.
to have his girlfren yiwen pick it up.
and it worries me when the person who is the closest to him..doesnt know where he is!!
arghh..
i hope he is alright.
he makes me worry.
haiz.
tap today was fantastic.
as always.
did alot of turning though.
i cant turn left! i get groggy fast.
argh.
i need to train how to spot properly.
alright...nothing much else to say. byee!!
here's another tick to you. now to erase another.
yay.
im so proud of myself.
parked twice! and quite well too i must add.
my driving is improving.
yippee.
made kueh rose and love letters yesterday.
will bring some to school tml..if i remember.
=)
i guess derek is right.
i do blog generally.
owell.
oh yes.i called lion just now.
to have his girlfren yiwen pick it up.
and it worries me when the person who is the closest to him..doesnt know where he is!!
arghh..
i hope he is alright.
he makes me worry.
haiz.
tap today was fantastic.
as always.
did alot of turning though.
i cant turn left! i get groggy fast.
argh.
i need to train how to spot properly.
alright...nothing much else to say. byee!!
here's another tick to you. now to erase another.
Monday, January 09, 2006
it has been raining!!
=)
"I set My rainbow in the cloud, and it shall be for the sign of the covenant between Me and the earth." -Genesis 9:13
the Rainbow.
-the most charming example of chromatic dispersion is a rainbow.
-white light intercepted by a falling raindrop is refracted into the drop and reflects from the drop's inner surface, and then refracts out of the drop.
-the rainbow you see is formed by many droplets.
:: my physics optics lect. notes ::
its so amazing right?!?!
i was so excited this morning when i read Genesis 9.
i was like..WOW!! its already written in the bible!! and its so scientific!!
AMAZING!!
i mean..of cos since young you know that there's a rainbow.and you learn about Noah and all.
but i didnt know that God was so specific as to mention that it would be SET IN A CLOUD.
YOU never cease to amaze me.
had a good day in school today.
overkill of computing.
but im enjoying it still for now.
at lect. just now..
caroline wrote : bored?
me : a bit.
if i was bored A BIT 8 times.i would be bored A BYTE!
-my lame computing statement of the day. -
its a fantastic day.
thanks to divya and jon for keeping me company while i waited for my lect. today. =)
=)
"I set My rainbow in the cloud, and it shall be for the sign of the covenant between Me and the earth." -Genesis 9:13
the Rainbow.
-the most charming example of chromatic dispersion is a rainbow.
-white light intercepted by a falling raindrop is refracted into the drop and reflects from the drop's inner surface, and then refracts out of the drop.
-the rainbow you see is formed by many droplets.
:: my physics optics lect. notes ::
its so amazing right?!?!
i was so excited this morning when i read Genesis 9.
i was like..WOW!! its already written in the bible!! and its so scientific!!
AMAZING!!
i mean..of cos since young you know that there's a rainbow.and you learn about Noah and all.
but i didnt know that God was so specific as to mention that it would be SET IN A CLOUD.
YOU never cease to amaze me.
had a good day in school today.
overkill of computing.
but im enjoying it still for now.
at lect. just now..
caroline wrote : bored?
me : a bit.
if i was bored A BIT 8 times.i would be bored A BYTE!
-my lame computing statement of the day. -
its a fantastic day.
thanks to divya and jon for keeping me company while i waited for my lect. today. =)
Sunday, January 08, 2006
ok.i have given up on thinking so much.
its tiring.
anyhoo..
learnt how to do love letters yesterday.
as in..every year..i usually do the rolling part..
but yesterday aunt lin and aunt jen made me learn how to do the "toasting(?)".
i got the hang of it after a while.
and was quite good..when i was making more than burning them.
=)
was fun.
but sometimes i wish they dont probe me abt re's affairs.
if they wanna know they should just ask her.
i dont like being put in the spot.
sigh.the hazards of being the older cousin.
tuesday is yet another day of making chinese new year goodies.
but the worse[making pineapple tarts] has yet to come.
service was good. we discussed the different changes that we would like to see in our youth group structure and attitude and all.
its gonna be an exciting year.
today has been such a wonderful day to sleep!!
my goodness.
i love the weather.
=)
my mummy cooked my fav. kuah ladah with stingray soup just now.
mmm-mmm. sedap!
quite sad that this week i wldnt be able to meet up with my darlings.
to ayeeba : selamat hari raya haji!
to ame : melt in his eyes.
to shir : shake it!! =)
new year.new goals.i hope i dont fail.
its tiring.
anyhoo..
learnt how to do love letters yesterday.
as in..every year..i usually do the rolling part..
but yesterday aunt lin and aunt jen made me learn how to do the "toasting(?)".
i got the hang of it after a while.
and was quite good..when i was making more than burning them.
=)
was fun.
but sometimes i wish they dont probe me abt re's affairs.
if they wanna know they should just ask her.
i dont like being put in the spot.
sigh.the hazards of being the older cousin.
tuesday is yet another day of making chinese new year goodies.
but the worse[making pineapple tarts] has yet to come.
service was good. we discussed the different changes that we would like to see in our youth group structure and attitude and all.
its gonna be an exciting year.
today has been such a wonderful day to sleep!!
my goodness.
i love the weather.
=)
my mummy cooked my fav. kuah ladah with stingray soup just now.
mmm-mmm. sedap!
quite sad that this week i wldnt be able to meet up with my darlings.
to ayeeba : selamat hari raya haji!
to ame : melt in his eyes.
to shir : shake it!! =)
new year.new goals.i hope i dont fail.
Saturday, January 07, 2006
time of the year again.
when i start reflecting abt stuff.
asking questions that are hard to answer.
ive gone through so much last year.
and worried my wife a bit with some silly things i got very hung up with.
and now trying to grapple with feelings i am not allowed to.
i think ive built a wall unconsciously.
im being in too pensive a mood.
its starting to get me down a bit.
when i start reflecting abt stuff.
asking questions that are hard to answer.
ive gone through so much last year.
and worried my wife a bit with some silly things i got very hung up with.
and now trying to grapple with feelings i am not allowed to.
i think ive built a wall unconsciously.
im being in too pensive a mood.
its starting to get me down a bit.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
have you looked into the sky tonight?
its so clear.
you can see so many stars.
i was just amazed.
i can just stand there and stare at the stars.
arent they amazing?
isnt the God who made it all even more so awesome?
wow.
i am so thankful for stars.
makes you feel so much happier.
=)
Xroads was good today.
ROGER'S NEW NAME IS RABBIT!
attention everyone!!
roger yeo's new name is ROGER RABBIT YEO.
comprehende? good good. =)
haha.i love irritating him.
haha.and el songbird too.
haha.
and nicholas now thinks im mad.
goodness.
why does everyone have this WRONG impression abt me.
sigh.
im such a serious person.
anyway.im the prez of the new bimbo club.
all broken wrists and barbie doll collectors are welcome.
haha.
oh mann..i am..was..uber high.
watched a midsummer night's dream with enting today.
not the new one.the old black and white tape.
haha. cos the little women dvd wasnt working.
owell.
the course of love never did run smooth..
hear.hear.
i love going crazy.i love acting like a child.
it loosens so much tension.
it makes you gain your sanity once again.
born to be wild.
its so clear.
you can see so many stars.
i was just amazed.
i can just stand there and stare at the stars.
arent they amazing?
isnt the God who made it all even more so awesome?
wow.
i am so thankful for stars.
makes you feel so much happier.
=)
Xroads was good today.
ROGER'S NEW NAME IS RABBIT!
attention everyone!!
roger yeo's new name is ROGER RABBIT YEO.
comprehende? good good. =)
haha.i love irritating him.
haha.and el songbird too.
haha.
and nicholas now thinks im mad.
goodness.
why does everyone have this WRONG impression abt me.
sigh.
im such a serious person.
anyway.im the prez of the new bimbo club.
all broken wrists and barbie doll collectors are welcome.
haha.
oh mann..i am..was..uber high.
watched a midsummer night's dream with enting today.
not the new one.the old black and white tape.
haha. cos the little women dvd wasnt working.
owell.
the course of love never did run smooth..
hear.hear.
i love going crazy.i love acting like a child.
it loosens so much tension.
it makes you gain your sanity once again.
born to be wild.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
this is my 395th post.
amazing.
anyway.
school has started today.
i love school.
just dont quite like the studying part.
rah.
but this sem..i must see it all in the light of studying abt Creation.
and try not to think of studying as too much of a burden.
i ponned my first lecture for the semester today.
chemistry.
feeling a bit guilty.
esp since dor said that we should be good testimonies.
haiz.
came home and have had this feeling to STUDY since.
i tried getting rid of the feeling.
but its still here.
sigh.GO AWAY I SAY!
played with my NICLAV just now.
im seriously not good enough for my love.
so many reasons why i should just walk away.
so many reasons why its so hard to let go.
its time.
it really is.
to just let go.
amazing.
anyway.
school has started today.
i love school.
just dont quite like the studying part.
rah.
but this sem..i must see it all in the light of studying abt Creation.
and try not to think of studying as too much of a burden.
i ponned my first lecture for the semester today.
chemistry.
feeling a bit guilty.
esp since dor said that we should be good testimonies.
haiz.
came home and have had this feeling to STUDY since.
i tried getting rid of the feeling.
but its still here.
sigh.GO AWAY I SAY!
played with my NICLAV just now.
im seriously not good enough for my love.
so many reasons why i should just walk away.
so many reasons why its so hard to let go.
its time.
it really is.
to just let go.
Monday, January 02, 2006
its his birthday today.
at least i remembered it well this year.
i guess a part of me will always be his.
a minute part.
i dont regret our past.
i dont think i ever will.
just a chapter in my life that has ended and closed.
lessons learnt and pain not to be raked up again.
at least i didnt lose his friendship.
yupp.
on to the next chapter please!
committing my emotions all to Him.
school is starting again tomorrow.
new challenges.
need motivation once more.
You are the centre of it ALL.
at least i remembered it well this year.
i guess a part of me will always be his.
a minute part.
i dont regret our past.
i dont think i ever will.
just a chapter in my life that has ended and closed.
lessons learnt and pain not to be raked up again.
at least i didnt lose his friendship.
yupp.
on to the next chapter please!
committing my emotions all to Him.
school is starting again tomorrow.
new challenges.
need motivation once more.
You are the centre of it ALL.
