our pride and joy.hahaha. 

my beautiful babes. 

im so hungry i could eat three girls!! -growl- 

fantastic day.
girls' day out!
went to thread eyebrows with ame dor and enting in the late afternoon.
pain.
no matter how many times i do it.
it still hurts.

all for the sake of vanity.
=)

yupp..after that ame went to meet her fellow youth pple..and the three of us made our way down to east coast park!
to meet izzy and edlyn.
weeeee...
we cut up trash bags and found sticks and rocks to hold them down.
haha.
that was so fun.
was so proud of us when it was done too.
haha.

we sat by the sea talked and took multiple photos.
and then we went to the breakwater.
and took more photos.
then we went to find a bench to sit down at.
and took more photos.
and then we went to mc cafe's cos we wanted to try their shakes.
but apparently they didnt have.
so we sat and talked.
and took more photos.
and then dor left to rush home to do her lab report.
and so the four of us.
lingered a while more before heading to gelare.
since today is tuesday.
waffles were half-priced.
so we bought our yummy food.
talked.
and took more photos.
and then we finally went back to mac's to sit a while longer.
before heading home.


really really enjoyed myself.
its so nice spending quality girl time.
with no other beings around.
love it.
and we were all so trigger happy.
=)

thanks babes..so much.
i enjoyed myself today.
immensely.


tomorrow is yet another day to look forward to.

Lord..please take the pain in my left arm and calve away.
it really hurts.
total healing please.

hope the weather holds up tomorrow and we wld all have a swell time at sentosa tomorrow.
yippee.
cant wait.

the secret is out.
and it made me smile.

the birthday girl and i on sunday..yay! happy belated birthday miss chai!! 

my babes..whom i love alot.and had a great time with today. =) 

i wish i knew the secret.
dont you wish you knew the secret?
perhaps the secret is in a secret.
or maybe the secret doesnt know its own secret.
shhhhh.
come.
lets hide in a corner till the secret becomes a secret.
and knows its a secret.
and tells its secret to us secretives.

i wish i knew the secret.
dont you wish you knew the secret?


mischevious anxious glint.

"I am the vine, you are the branches.He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. - john 15:5

recently, i have been a branch that is trying to be my own vine.
sticking my self to the ground.trying my best to force roots out and try to stand on my own.
but only to find myself toppling over and drying out.

led worship today.
and i am disappointed and embarrassed to say that today's worship was quite last minute.i have been praying the whole week.but i did not stop to listen to the still small voice. i still relied on myself.
it is through today's worship that i have woken up to the fact that i really am a nobody without Him.
the desperation for more of Him became so real.
i wanted to break down and cry because i feel like i have broken His heart and betrayed Him.
by not placing more of such reverence and importance on worship.
when it is our highest calling to worship.

i really must stop relying on my finite self.
especially not in ministry.
i have been so foolish.


who am i to show off my talents?
when they are all but gifts.
who am i to boast of my achievements?
when they are all His blessings.
who am i to compare myself to others?
when we are all given a measure of grace.
i am nobody without Him.


know that the Lord, He is God;
It is He who has made us , and not we ourselves;
We are His people and the sheep of His pasture. - psalm 100:3

YAYYY YYYIPPPPPEEEE DDDOOOOO DDDAAAAHHHH DDDAAAAYYYY!!!

oh yeah oh yeah!!!

WWOOOHOOOZZZ!!!

haha.
let the games begin!!

happy.happy.
exams are over.OVER.
so much to give thanks for.
haha.

oh.i didnt managed to study my exchange rate in time yesterday.
so i prayed that it wldnt come out.
and it came out as an option!
yay.
so i didnt hafta do it.
haha.

talent time on thursday night was entertaining.
cos there was a power failure in the entire school.
and my wife was so stressed.
poor girl.
the singers were sporting enough to sing without music accompliment and mic.
so that was cool.
a real test of whether they can sing.
=)

catching up with my li huimin was fun too.
she never fails to amuse me.

oh yes.
so yesterday..due to communication break down.
alot of pple had their own plans.
so only left darren jaclyn and i.
haha.
so thankful jac has a car.
we were on our way to orchard when jac went "wanna eat meatballs?"
me : yay!!yes please!!
so we filtered two lanes just before the exit.haha.
exciting.
i love spontaneity.
so we went to ikea.
and ordered so much.
we couldnt finish our 6 pieces of chicken wing.
so we da-baoed.

ok.on to orchard!
we had to spend time finding parking space.
tough.
but when we finally did!
we were late for the 3 oclock shows.
so sigh..we walked ard.
went to hmv.
darren : -holds onto a spongebob square pants calendar- hey!get this!
me : no no.i dont have the player for it!
darren : -gives me the you-are-so-dumb- face- its a calendar!
me : oohh!! hahahahaha.i thought it was a LD!!
darren : no one sells LDs anymore!

and since as darren says " since we have nothing to do.lets just eat."
we ended up at heeren's billy bombers.
and had our shakes.
yippee!!finally.i've been craving it!

finally we all departed cos they had to get stuff done..and i went to meet my mum and aunt jen.
we walked ard..trying to find nice beaded earrings for my aunt.
and then i had to tahan all the abuse from my aunt on the way to dinner.
am i that smackable!?
haha.
dinner was good.
my cousins are so entertaining.


yupp.
came home to watch the emperor's new groove!
and slept.

yay.
unadulterated freedom.
slacking without guilt.
fantastic.

sums up my day.
its just play from now on.
glad i've survived.

God is the strength of my life.
God is the strength of my heart.
God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
forever.

dinner at casa roma.riviolli (uncertain about the spelling). cool stuff.i love new things to eat. 

my indulgences and khakis.jac and darren.had cream of brocolli.swedish meatballs.and cookie and cream shake. =) 

after being pulled into jonathan's evil plan of making me play a game called "medieval black knight".
hahaha.
which is really very stress relieving.
though i feel bad..cos i need to smash old folks and birdies in order to get money.
evil evil game.
=)
thanks jon.

i must now head back to my world of econs.
where my best companions are my cup of tea and cheese bread.
ive had many cups of tea already.
almost on the brink of unhealthiness.
save me.

i broke a personal academic record just now.
and i need to go break another soon.
i feel like im sprinting.
just not so much of the adrenalin.

on a mad rush.

one more day to my freedom.
but im even more boggled down with econs.
i still have macro to finish up.
and to finish it by 5pm.
i am just aiming for a pass.
sigh.
must really buck up next sem.

was supposed to wake up at 815 today.
but i kept changing my alarm till 925.

need to get moving.
chop chop!!

going for SIM talent time tonight.
with JESSE!!
happy happy.
havent seen her in a long while. =)

it seems like it is approaching that time of the year that i start reflecting on the past year.
and come up with resolutions(which i hardly keep) for next year.
hopefully ive grown more spiritually.
physically..i know ive grown ONE CM!
and im happy abt that.haha.

anyhoo..
i shall take my leave now.

p.s : jon..i'll remove the song.it isnt a very good recording anyway. =)


dont settle for anything less than His best.

You're just too good to be true.

Can't take my eyes off you.

You'd be like heaven to touch.

I wanna hold you so much.

At long last love has arrived.

And I thank God I'm alive.

You're just too good to be true.

Can't take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare.

There's nothing else to compare.

The sight of you leaves me weak.

There are no words left to speak.

But if you feel like I feel.

Please let me know that it's real.

You're just too good to be true.

Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you baby, and if it's quite all right,

I need you baby to warm a lonely night.

I love you baby.

Trust in me when I say:

Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray.

Oh prettybaby, now that I found you, stay.

And let me love you, oh baby let me love you.

--lauryn hill.

the prayer

pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your Grace
To a place where we'll be safe
La luce che to dai

I pray we'll find your light
Nel cuore restero
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarchi che
When stars go out each night
L'eterna stella sei Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c'e

When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe.

Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child
Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
E la fede cheHai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera

-josh groban feat charlotte church.

i woke up at 1.05pm today.
i have slept almost half a day away.
fantastic.

its funny how.. you can sleep so much.
wake up and feel as if you didnt have sufficient sleep.
my head feels funny.

i prayed just now that the sun would come out soon.
this cold weather is just tempting me to laze around.
curl into bed with my blanket and a book.

i feel unproductive.

mat sci has left me speechless.
i dont know what to make out of it.
really.

anyhoo..
after the paper..
after tahan-ing my need to pee for half an hour.
ok..yes.i rushed to the toliet.
i dont know why..out of all six cubicles..
all of them were taking so long.
rah!
after that..
i went to al-azhar with dor and sam.
we look like the traffic light today.
me in red, sam in yellow, dor in green.
haha.
oh hey!we forgot to take photo!aiyah.

masala thosai was good.

after that..i was too full for my ice cream.
so i guess our ice cream session has to wait.again.

came home and watched four hours of my korean show!!
-grins-

yippee.
not studying today.
can you tell??

tomorrow..tomorrow..

4 more days to freedom!!!

i feel as if im ready and not ready at the same time.
this is so conflicting.
i feel as if i know my work..but at the same time am scared that i dont.
argh.
i need to read through my work.
and time isnt on my side.
and yes.
this is due to my own doing.
i have not been a good steward of my time.

i want to study tonight.
and not bring any notes at all tomorrow to school.
so i dont revise and panick before the paper.
i have never not revised before a paper before.
and i want to be confident for my paper.
i usually study with more heart for my mat sci than my other modules.
and i really wanna do well for my mat sci.
how can i want to appeal into mat sci and not do well for the module right?
thats just nonsense.
yes.
wish me all the best.

today's sermon by brother tony from india was good.
fantastic.
he preached on psalm 100.
about entering into God's house.
and worship.
wow.
it really spoke to my heart.
about how we have to have thanksgiving in our hearts in order to worship..because if we do not have thanksgiving how can we praise Him?and we are His people and we belong to Him.we are not self-made.we are His sheep.and we should come into His house wanting to only listen to His voice for HE is our shepherd.
just want to keep singing of His goodness.


oh i will celebrate the goodness of the Lord, He has given me His life yet He keeps giving more.
oh Lord, i celebrate Your goodness.
You are good.

elvin.the "cute"..no wait..pardon me..i mean..the yandao, handsome, bootylicious, snag, charismatic, sensous, sexy, appealing, charming and LADYKILLA one.if you want his number..please feel free to ask it from me. =)

my handsome. 

you be pepper.i'll be salt. 

the amount of food drey and i ordered at crystal jade.just for the two of us. 

tennis in the evening. 

just recovered from a panic attack.
i need to be more zai.
this is crazy.
i have never worried so much before when i am incharge of things.
what's wrong with me.

owell.
now that everything is settled.
lesson learnt.
need to have more organisation.
and more communication.

though i must admit..i am not usually keen on communicating with my lao ban.
but responsibilities are responsibilities.
what needs to be done..needs to be done.

a few more weekends to christmas.
Lord..i need peace and patience.
as what elvin said..everything always eventually works out by itself.

breathe.

ok..off to material science.
its funny how my favourite module is becoming my nightmare.
i am actually scared for this paper.

hear us from heaven..touch our generation..
we are Your people..crying out in desperation.

i wanted to wake up at 830 this morning.
i got up at 1055.

i wanted to have a good breakfast and study until the time i need to meet drey.
i started my day mopping the floor.

lets just smile.

im almost done reading my mat sci lecture notes.
yay.
im happy.

just got off the phone with laopo.
she's so funny when she's angry.
poor girl has to work with so many irresponsible pple.
sigh.
wifey : idiots!they should jump into the pond and eat the fish!
me : huh!? hahahahahhaa.
she never fails to amuse me.

gonna play tennis later.
with dor and sam.
yay.
hopefully it wldnt be too hot.
tho i need a tan quite badly.

im finally refocussed again.
and it feels good.

when i stay at home the whole day.
i feel as if im in a time warp.
my day goes pass so quickly.
and i find myself not accomplishing much.

my bed calls out to me ever so often.
my tv beckons me to turn her on.
but i switch it off soon after when i find nothing appealing.
my laptop attracts my finger to press the on button.
but there is hardly anyone to talk to.
nothing to do.


and i find myself intrigued by my dog.
how does he keep his sanity when he stays at home all the time??
he looks for his bone and trots around the living room with it in his mouth.
finds new places to sleep.
sits and stones for a while..before eventually lying down.

it is mightily boring.

i think my birds are starting to like josh groban.
they start to sing when i play josh groban's cd.
amazing.

its gonna rain.
and leo barks at the thunder.
but shivers when the lightening strikes.


save me from myself.

my head is hurting.
and i have not been productive today.
dang.
must start channelling my energy and thoughts more productively.
come on andrea.two more papers.
i will conquer more tml.
feels like i just dropped an anvil on my foot.

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

--to where you are-josh groban.

today was fantastic.
as usual.
any time spent with ayeeba ame and shir is a sure-fire way to have a good time.

went to ame's hse ard 2 plus.
and later at 5 we went to ntuc with ayeeba shir ame and leah.
it was so fun.

i wanted to buy coke with lime.
and the sign just said..$2.95 for..
and blank!
so i told leah..perhaps its for 2..then again..maybe 5..no no..how abt 3?
leah just kept laughing.
leah : how can it be for 3?! the smaller one is already $1.10 per bottle!how can the bigger one be 3 for $2.95?? hahaha.

leah is so cute.
not a very good promoter though.
me : should i buy this?
leah : i tried it before.it is not nice.the strawberries are like dried. -makes face-
me : ok.-puts the box back- how abt this one?
leah : not nice too.

when we were choosing which chicken sausage to buy.
leah took the japanese jelly packet.
leah : its vegetarian!
me : but we're looking for chicken!
leah : can substitute wad. [smth like that]

haha.
ntuc shopping was fun.
helping gilson choose what to buy for his girlfren's bday cake was fun too.
he too wanted to use the jelly mix as substitute. for frosting.

so for dinner..we made chicken teh [ bak kut teh without bak kut..but with chicken.].
submarine pizza and mashed potatoe.

and we had my brownies for dessert.
thought my brownies sort of hardened.
haha.
so it was so fun seeing us all struggle with it.
esp metal mouth.
haha.

and ayeeba..its not that my hearing is so superb.
its just that i only heard the part when you said "andrea cant hear."
that i went "hey!"
haha.
i am super.
but not THAT super.
=)

great time today.
yippee.
i can get addicted to this.

the funky-but-sorta-scary pumpkins at ntuc. 

broken vow. -josh groban

Tell me his name
I want to know
The way he looks
And where you go
I need to see his face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
While I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I let you go
I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I let you go
Now that I've found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
The one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let those moments end


so glad i found my josh groban back.
now to find norah..

its too noisy. 

drey's birthday. 

sooo preeettyy.. 

my janetta wanting to turn back the clock..and buy that kid's dress for herself..=) 

long entry starts now :

wow.
mindblowing weekend.
i totally abstained from studying.
and it totally rocked.

on friday..
i went to ame's hse for a while as we waited for shir to end class.
ohh..but before that.
while i was at the busstop opposite westmall waiting for buses to go to bt timah.
this guy..early 40s..came and asked me questions..
when i walked down the overhead bridge..he was seated.he saw me..and stood up checked his reflection..and made his way towards me.
i was pretending to look thru my bag.

man : is this the direction to take 157 to toa payoh?
me : yes.
man : ohh..cos the guy who is supposed to fetch me didnt come.call his handphone he also didnt answer. how much does it cost to take bus there?
me : i dont know.
man : ok..are there shops near by?
me : westmall.
man : oh..i mean..just there..dont have?westmall quite far.cos i dont have enough coins.do you have change?
me : for how much?
man :50 dollars.
me : oh.no i dont.
man : oh then do you have coins to spare? cos i dont know how much it is to there.maximum i think is 1.80.
me : -looks at his palm.only 30 cents.- so i took out 1.50 and gave him.
man :thank you.so embarrassing.haha.thank you.
me : -gave a ok-now-dont-talk-to-me-anymore-please-you're-welcome smile.-
man : so you stay around here?
me : no.
man : so you're going out?
me : yes.
man : are you studying or working?
me : studying.
man :ohh..sorry.i thought you are working.
me : -weak smile-
man : today very hot ar.i think im going back to office to turn on the aircon.
man : so you are going to town?
me : no.friend's hse.
man : ohh..at hill view there?
me : er..yar. -though i was going to bt timah.owell-
man : ohh..here alot of condos.
me : yes.


and thankfully my 174 came..yay.
i really felt very relieved.
the guy had bad breathe.
okk..im evil.
but either way.
andrea hates small talk.
and i was giving him monosyllabic answers for crying out loud.
why didnt he just take the money say thanks and go.
argh.
and when i told my parents abt it.they told me that i most probably got conned.
and i think so too.
thankfully its only of 1.50.
lesson learnt.

anyhoo..when i got to ame's hse.and i was waiting for ayeeba to cross the overhead bridge..i saw 157 coming..my immediate reaction was to hide behind the bushes so in case the guy was on the bus..he couldnt see me.

finally everything went back into paradise.
went up to play with oreo..ame's new hamster.
its really cute.
and we met up with shir..to go to serene's centre for island creamery ice cream.
it was really good.
and we talked and laughed as if time just stood still.
bliss.
as ayeeba said " i wish this moment wouldnt end."
hear hear.

we walked around tierney's.
ame and i started moving ard/dancing in front of the alcohol cupboard.haha.
for no reason.
haha.
we stopped when we realised that there were cameras around.
haha.

after that..shir had to go back to school for meeting.
ame and ayeeba went to holland v.
and i abandoned them..so i could go to jer's(janetta's) house.
met axel (jer's miniature pintcher.haha.not too sure of the spelling.) and he is still the same shakey dog.
very cute.
but seems so scared of me. =)
after watching vcd and waiting for time to pass..
jer and i made our way down to orchard to meet our joyce.
we walked around pacific plaza and isetan lido to find audrey's birthday present.
and we found the perfect leather wallet.and it came with a free umbrella! =)

for dinner we went to thai express at paragon.
and we talked abt our childhood and things in the past.
and many things.
it felt so good.
cos i havent spent such quality time with them in such a long while.
eventhough i see them every sunday. hmm.
we went down to starbucks to have our drinks.
and laopo..the new red t-shirt is indeed very nice.sigh.why did i quit so soon.haha.
yes yes..after much laughter and stories.
we went home.

i went back to re's hse.at 12 am.
rebecca : do you know what time it is already!?
me : sorry.

the next morning..
russ : what time did you get home last night?
me : midnight.what time did you sleep?
russ : 11 la. you said you wld be back by ten lor.
me : sorry.

but its so sweet..that means russ actually waited a while for me to get home.
=)

nothing much happened on saturday..just went to run errands with my parents at the lot one area.and went to church in the evening.

sunday..
was audrey's birthday!
at sunday breakfast..
pat(the lady at the bakery next to my church) brought out the blackforest cake that i asked her to get ready with the words "happy birthday audrey".
she was so sweet as to put a lighted candle on it. =)
and she said that the cake was on the house. so nice of her.makes you wanna patronise her store all the more.
during service..just as planned during prayer meeting on saturday when drey wasnt there..
just before the sermon..pastor went : hey audrey!
the youth : oh yar!
and we burst out in the birthday song for audrey.

---interruption---
i just caught my dog drinking from the fighting fish's bowl!!
so silly la.
the poor fish!
argh.
------------------

a few of us went to harbourfront's coffee club for lunch.
and then re drey and i cabbed home.

re and i baked brownies!
so proud of ourselves.
eventhough its the cheater-bug method of using betty crocker.
=)
its really good.

after that..we went for family dinner at suntec's swiss culture.
they were having some music demo at the open area downstairs.
and it was so so noisy.
we had to communicate by reading lips.
thankfully it stopped before the main course arrived.

met jonathan too.
haha.
he went into toys r us..and realised that the exit was at the other end.
re and i went to meet him at the entrance just to talk a while.
and re and i had to hold on to the revolver so he could slip out.
yes yes.talking to jonathan was funny.

jon : oh yar.i heard the turkish cuisin store is quite good too.should go and try it.
but not when you are full.
re and i :huh???!? hahaha.

he's so out of point-ingly funny.

yes yes.so dinner was fantastic.
seriously.so bloated.
so good.
we had chocolate fondue.

so thats my weekend for you.
i had a blast.

so now..this week is the week to mug.

going over to ame's later.
to study with her.
and later on shir and ayeeba are coming over for dinner.
haha.
we're cooking tonight.
how rockin.
i cant wait.

yay.
feel so energized now.
and so at ease.
im really blessed.

to audrey : i am so glad you're my sister.and i wld never ask for another.you complete me.you really do.

woke up to rebecca shaking me and asking me to wake up.
and i managed to scare her.haha.
of the whole queen sized bed..she had to squeeze right next to me.
rah.
but its a good way to start the day.haha.
too bad she failed in her attempt to wake me up.
haha.
my sleep is precious to me.
keep trying re..you've havent gotten the skill yet dahling.
=)


and today is a very special day..
cos its my kuan ah-feng's birthday!!!!!
woohooz!!!
okk..i shall attempt to write a short verse abt her..cos she did one for me before in secondary school.haha.

fengyi is a nice tall girl.
walking down orchard road..she likes to swirl.
when you've got a problem!
never fear!!
cos kuan ah-feng is always near!
she's solve the problem and comfort you.
she'll cheer you up when you're feeling blue.
she's also there when you need a laugh.
she'll act goofy and you'll turn into..er..fluff! [sorry.cant find another word.]
so dear ah feng when you're down..
know that there are always people around.
to do the same back to you.
cos you're a friend who is oh-so-true.
and i will always cherish you!!!

yay!!!
here's to you girl.-raise a wine glass of orange juice-
all the best for your exams ya??
we'll go out and go all crazy when they are all done.
=)
-hugs- love you babe.


today is a good day.
and i just know it.
=)

ok..now..is it using linear velocity?or centripetal velocity?-flips through notes-
wait.
is that plastic bag i just heard? -turns to the left to look-
oh my goodness! she brought a plastic bag of notes in for the exam?plastic bag?
wow.
ok.back to the question.
oh man..45 mintutes have gone and i am still on the first part!!
aiyah.ok.anyhow whack.
seems correct.
hmm..this is getting to be a bit enjoyable.
in a twisted weird way.
i am starting to enjoy my paper.
wonder if i will pass.
-flips thru the paper-
wrote a lot of jokes.hmm.
hopefully it makes sense and i get marks for my concepts.
yay..finally its done.
my most dreaded paper is finally over and done with.
here you go sir..my paper.
wow.everyone keeps discussing.
wahh..the girl who is direct-from-my-motherland has a very high pitched voice.
ouch.
okk..moving out people!
guy walks pass.."yar..that question must use area ratio."
huh?!what area ratio??
why is everyone walking so slowly out of the door!
i wanna get outta here!!
stop discussing, people!!
i need some air.

went to jurong point with some of my class mates.
enjoyed my seoul garden meal.ate a bit too much tho.
but the company was great.
played daytona too.
its amazing how i got my license.
how can anyone flip THREE times during one game?
goodness.

tomorrow is gonna be a fantastic day.
and i just cant wait.

im in pain.

why is my left wrist hurting.
why do i have so many symptoms of old age.

sigh.

physics open book tml.
and im not ready.

but the battle still wars on.

DRIVING ALONE IS SO SHIOK!!

wwwooooo...
drey drove to her school.
and i drove back.
by my ownself!!
had to park too. thankfully there was three lots empty in a row..so i could park in the middle.so happy.
wow.
i like..
cos there is no one to tell you to look out for what..and you've gotta be extra careful looking out for cars and all.
i turned too fast at one junction tho.as in..safe fast.just a bit slightly too fast.
haha.
but its driving at its rawest.
haha.is there such a thing??
wowwweee.
and its good to come home to your father's handshake.
haha.
i like..i really like.
made my day.
my first solo drive.though its a super short distance.
yay.


okk..need to refocus.
have physics to tackle.

I CANT WAIT FOR MONDAY!!!!

freedom of speech. 

shady. 

where are you? -natalie featuring justin romans

[Justin]
(I know you are out there baby...somewhere)
There is someone out there for me
(I know there is somebody out there)
I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah)
can you tell me her name?(Somebody tell me her name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Natalie]
I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby)
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (right here)
yea-yeah I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

sort of along the same line as what ayeeba wrote..not that we are gonna get married now.
but i guess everyone does look for the one.
i like this song.
it is an good description of the thoughts and feelings when you think of the one.

i am feeling nostalgic again.
i miss my pj days.
sort of.
when the four of us just hang with the barker boys.
i sort of miss gordon's wit.and erm..kenneth's...er..kenneth's.."compliments".
and of cos..the times i spend with my darlings in the school canteen.
just laughing over lame,retarded or witty things that we talk abt.
rrraaaaahhhh...
i need a muse.

had my life sci paper today.
started at 930.
i walked out at 1045.
it went quite good.
at least i am quite confident that i will pass.
that is all i am hoping for.
i am very grateful that the paper was not totally beyond me.
and i could answer most of the questions confidently.
i am happy.really. -beams-

a certain percent of me hopes
i either fail some or just pass my modules this sem.
i am running out of ways and ideas to psycho myself to study.
i am indeed my worse enemy.

the exams for me now is like this huge bitter pill i have to swallow.
i am looking forward to it end.
but i have to struggle so hard to breathe and still push it down my throat.
its for my own good.but its making me suffer mentally.
i need some sugar.

life science paper tml.
almost drove sam and dor mad asking them to teach me dna replication.
i cant visualise it.
haha. this is the one of the reasons whyi dont like bio. haha.
sorry sam and dor. =)
at least i understand it now!! thanks so much!

hafta go find interactive animated bio websites now.

there is nothing exciting to do online any more.
email.msn.blogs.email.msn.frenster.email.msn.blogs.
goodness.
i think i should cold turkey the internet for a while.
who am i trying to kid.


anyhoo.
played a few wrong notes during worship today.
but hopefully if everyone is like my family..and cant differentiate how a synthesizer sounds like.
im safe.
but honestly..a bit disappointed with myself.
i really need more practice.

didnt get much of the dance choreographed today either.

yupp.now..i will go find some "excitement"in life science.
tally-ho.

love in the morning.from your nice western store auntie. 

taken near tanglin halt.somehow this photo gives me a nice kampong-y kind of feel.with the clothes being sunned and the longkang just next to the block.haha.i was borned too late. =) 

the night view.simply amazing.this shot was shaky.but..wow..there is beauty in hdb estates man. 

amazing skies. 

our lives should be lived like a song.
melodic and worshipful.
and when we go out of key.
we are retuned and placed at where we should be.
timing and notes are all in the Master's hands.
we do not know how the whole piece will sound like in the end.
but just trusting that the Composer has a masterpiece in mind.
and will complete it.
in His time.

i leave you with your misery
a friend who wont betray
pull you from your tower
show you all the beauty you possess
if you'd only let yourself believe
that we are all innocent
believe me, we are still innocent
its easy, we all falter
does it matter?

--from jesse. valentine's day 2002.

what should i eat for dinner?? 

the tak-match fan that my daddy bought for our hse.it really is an eyesore.my hse is becoming cheena-ah-biang. help.