Saturday, August 20, 2005


darren..hahaha..he took this himself..he's crazy.hahah.. Posted by Picasa

haha.i know..i look scary in this photo..sill darren la..asked him to take for shinhuey and i..he put his own face into the photo..hahahaha.. Posted by Picasa

my new boyfriend!!shinhuey!!hahaha..she looks victimised. Posted by Picasa

my class people..not in full force..but..majority. Posted by Picasa

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

I PASSED!!!!YAY!!!WOOHOOZ!!!16 POINTS!!!YAY YAY YAY!!!

hahahaha.
a huge thank you to all who prayed for me..
i had a test route that didnt require a u-turn..and..it was a route that i was quite familiar with.
hahaha.
yay.
so happy.
i struck the pole while parallel parking..which is 4 demerit pts.
and i didnt know that a tester car is allowed to go 70km/h..i kept within 60..so thats how i got 4 demerits pts..
my driving wasnt as good as my usual..but the tester was so nice!!
when i was facing him and he was marking..and underlining stuff on the sheet of paper..
i was so nervous..
he looked at me and said 'your braking not very good.too hard.need to improve'
den he flipped the paper..wrote 16 points..struck off "failed" and ticked passed.
i was grinning like mad..
hahaha..
was so happy!!
i said "thank you!"
and he didnt say anything.sorta made it a bit anticlimatic.
hahaha.but i was so happy!!!
i waited for my mr seah to thank him.shook his hand too.
though i complained alot abt him..he really is a good instructor.hahaha.
got my license made.
cant wait to get it.
CANT WAIT TO DRIVE!
wooohhooz..
so happy so happy..
-bounces off the ceilings-

God answers prayers!!

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

THE DAY IS APPROACHING!!!
ahhhh!!!
everybody scream!!!!

so scared.
i dun think i can pass.
last night's driving..was..-faints-..bad..
for this stretch of road..though short distance..i suddenly drove nonsense la..
argh!
i swerved to the right to siam a parked lorry..den when i was going to turn left..i didnt steer left enough..almost whacked the next car..sort of..thankfully mr seah pulled..hahaha..
den..when i was going over a hump..i changed to third gear..when im supposed to slow down..den..when there werent anyone gonna cross the zebra crossing..i stopped..aiyah..i dunnoe what i was doing la..was so pissed..argh!!

anyway..hopefully im well rested for tonight's driving..
im quite scared for tml's test.
ahhh!!

trying to study now.
haiz.
but momentum isnt there.
the physics text book makes a good bed time story.
sigh.

i miss my rebecca..fengyi..ame..ayeeba..jesse..shir..selena..liz..
ahh!!selena..i forgot to wish her goodbye when she left for US last friday..felt so bad.haiz.i'll only get to see her in december..sigh.

doreen just asked me if i wanna join campus crusade's worship team..as back up singer..need to pray and think about this..dont think im good enough..i sound ok..but not ver fantastic..sigh..owellz..

kk..my tummy is giving me trouble again..owellz..kk..love you all.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

AHHH!!!
wad an exciting week..

tuesday :
went to the zoo with elvin deon gab kel sam drey and justin.
it was fantastic fun!
erm..our tourist no.1 was quite embarassing.
he kept imitating animals.and saying random stuff.hopping into enclosures.
sigh.
that was the only dampener.sort of.
owellz.
but other than that..the guys were tremendous fun.
elvin is gonna be the future face of the zoo..the croco-wolf.
and we found his species.the mugger crocodile.ie..mugger buaya.
exactly what elvin is!!
hahaha.

on wednesday i played squash with divya suruchi and free willy.
free willy was nice enough to drive me home.
hahaha.ive found another ah mat
haha.
oh yar!! -in the toliet-
i was in the female handicap toliet cubicle..when i was gonna go out..someone knocked at my door..when i opened..this 0ld lady said to me
"you shouldnt be using this toliet!its meant for old ladies!"
"ok." - rolls eyes-

i didnt mean to be rude la..but honestly!!hello!! grow old graciously please!!
ergh!

anyway..at night..i went for tap with wifey!!i made quite alot of mistakes.sob.and i cant pivot on my left foot very well.

thursday :
i had my driving lesson!!
and i forgot that the counter to renew my pdl(provisional driving license) closed at 5.
and i only realised it at ard 6+.
i was panicking like mad cos i thought i couldnt go and drive and i had to forfeit myt 72 bucks..cos i cldnt cancel my lesson.
and den..as i was lying in bed..feeling very sad..teckyen popped into my head!and i decided to call him and complain..but he was brilliant!!he told me that i was to go to the post office instead of the bbdc centre to renew my card..and if i cldnt have renewed it in time for my lesson i could go and just drive in the circuit!!
so brilliant.
i totally forgot that i could drive in the circuit without my pdl!!
so i rushed to the cck post office to try my luck to see if they were still open..but to my dismay they werent.
owellz.so i just drove in the circuit.

friday :
i was late for my 1030 dental appointment in the morning..and so i cancelled..cos if i had gone..i wld have needed to rush all the way down...just for the dentist to see if my bridge is alright..and i wld have needed to rush all the way to school for my 1130 lecture.
so i didnt go..rescheduled..and went straight to school..
met ah gong gabriel and sam after lessons at 430 to study a bit..cos i had to attend the kranji's 10th anniversary performance.dansical.musical+ dance = dansical!
anyway..i was embarrassing drey..cos when the choir came on..with their instructor uncle francis..and sang love changes everything..the one he taught us before..i was singing along to them..into her ear..she was like..irritated.hahaha.i love irritating my sister.
hahahahhaa.owellz.kk.childish.
anyhoo..the dances were very nice..esp the confrontational dances..like..so..you've got served..haha..the finale though..was..erm..abit..lian..cos they all danced parapara to the song by dj sammie..and the thing is..kranji though being a neighbourhood school..isnt that ah lian sort..so my sister was quite taken aback..the song was quite long too..i wished they had cut it..owellz.

saturday:

went out with ame..and drey..watched charlie and the choc factory with ame..but the gurls next to ame were super irritating..they kept talking so loudly..commenting..and repeating after the narrator after he says the names of the kids..ahh!!
i tsked once or twice..and ame stared..but nnnoooo..they were still so highly irritating.argh!
but other than that..im super happy i got to meet ame.
i hafta wait one more mth to get my new hp.cos im 20 mth now..can only upgrade at 21 mths..sob.

ahh..okok.in all..it was quite eventful la..got other things that happened too..but so lazy to type.
this week i shall try to blog everyday..so i wldnt miss out that many things..

please pray for me on wednesday..ive got my driving test at 345.
you can also lend me your support by coming down and blocking traffic..so i can change lane easier.hahaha.owellz.

kk..
take care y'all..
see you soon.

Monday, August 08, 2005

this week of school is much much better.
got closer to my tutorial group today.
15/21 pple went for lunch together.
darren and jiayi keep talking alot nonsense.
kept laughing.
during lab..our tutor wore jeans and pink polo..he looked like one of us..den jiayi asked if he was a student..and he said that he was gonna teach us today..hahaha..so funny..
mr tan is like..getting his phD and going on to doctorate.
i asked him what he was gonna do after he gets his doctorate..
darren : print namecards!! give everyone!stick one on your forehead

we all broke out laughing..so random la..
study until doctorate so you can print the words Dr. on yr namecard..hahahaha..
but its fun..we made more frens..and cleared..erm..some doubts abt someone's gender..=)
yeah..owellz.
my class is good.alot of talkative pple.
i..of cos..being one of them.hahaha.

my entry now sounds so much better than my first few days of school.
wahaha.

but..my workload..is killing..
i only know how to do like..one three qns from my maths tutorial..out of like..12 qns??

help.

anyhooz.need to go do work..

GOING TO THE ZOO TML WITH MY YOUTH DARLINGS FROM CHURCH!!WOOO!!

finally!after 7 mths!!yay..

Saturday, August 06, 2005

went for FOP last night..with the crusaders..dora and hannah..
hillsongs and delirious were good.
its good to know yr ministry and be good at it for God's glory.
i like delirious' lyrics..but a bit hard to sing along..
haha.
but the atmosphere was good.
i like going for FOP cos its good to see everyone gathered together to glorify ONE GOD.

had my permanent bridge made yesterday.
its very nice.
but one dicer loooks bigger than the other a bit
haha.

yesterday...while waiting for our maths tutor..
we were talking..den this girl walked in..i told my frens..hey!got another girl in our class! -not very loudly-
and the girl walked to the tcher's table.
i was..oh.ok.hahaha.

so yes...my maths tutor looks very young..but she's quite good..very happy.
my econs tutor is good too.woohooz.
God answers prayers.

yay.

nth else much to blog abt.
cant find the lyrics to the song.ahh!!nvm.another time.
kk..going to go play literati!

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

i made frens with deborah huang's brother today!hahaha.cos samuel and i were queuing for 179..den daniel(dhuang's bro) came and said hi to samuel..den sam intro-ed us..and also volunteered that i was an mg girl..so daniel asked if i knew dhuang..hahaha.

such a small world...so i went lecture with him..met his two frens..eugenia and bryan..eugenia looked super familiar..den it struck me..she was at campus crusade FOC too.hahaha..i told her i was the flasher..den she remembered..oh dear.

hahaha.so yeah..daniel kept promoting bryan..cos bryan is a model.solo guitarist and like very zai.so yar.hahaha..madness.

i met my tutorial grp..the china girls are very nice..hahaha..went out with shir..ate mushroom soup!!at raffles city..and i went to thread my eyebrows..
i realised that..
1. i really really LOVE tap-dancing..no wad..i knew that all along..
2. i must be a testimony of God in everything i do..its quite tough..but yar..we're ambassadors for Christ..this area of my life needs a lot of working on..
3. i REALLY need to start studying!!

ahhhhh!!!!

but above all..i really thank God for seeing me through so many things...and loving me besides my shortcomings..and skeletons in my closet..

purify my heart..

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

today was an okay day.
went to school with samuel.
was slightly late for lecture.
was falling asleep during lecture.
took a cab home.
slack abit.
slept four hrs.
and now..im up trying to settle stuff.
need to do my maths tutorial.
its so chim..hahaha..
kiddin..its just that its like..Cmaths all over again.
and im rusty.
i need oil.
hahaha.
hafta go read thru my econs text too.
meeting my mentor tml.
so sian.the whole class has to.
but..at least at night..
dum dum dum dum!!!
I HAVE TAP DANCING WITH SHIR!!
wahaha.havent seen her in so long.
this week is quite packed.
thurs..i have campus crusade's freshmen vision tea
fri..i think im going for FOP with doreen..eejun..samuel they all.

my laogong called me a rich piggy today.
but i think its apt.
today is indeed a rich piggy day.
yawn.
need to go do my tutorial..sian.

toodles.
oh..
please tag my board..
its looks very empty..
write nonsense..go crazy..

sleep well and enough everyone!

Monday, August 01, 2005

AAAAHHHH!!!!!!
scary or what!!!!

on the way home...
samuel:when's your birthday?
me: 22nd march.
s: -offers a handshake- hey!!same!!!
me:no serious!?!?dont bluff..
s: - walks towards the street lamp- really!! see! -points to his ic-
me: oh man...scary or what!!!

hahahaha..yar..so that's the freaky thing..samuel and i have so much in common..according to doreen..hahaha..so now i have a twin brother...hahaha..a bit more likely one den my zixiang..hahahahha..




owellz..besides that..today was quite bad...early in the morning..i went to the lab...i was at north spine..cos i thought we were doing a civil and environmental expt..but i was told that i was to do a optics one..so i had to go to the south spine..and i was super late!!cos the 179 queue was never ending..yar..so i rushed down..and i missed the briefing...so i was lost..and i made a new fren..sharon...she's in my tut grp....but she's a pretty..and studious girl...so i think i mustnt disturb her too much..yar..and i CUTE MALAY GUY!! it told divya i shld give ayeeba's number to him...heh heh...

econs lecture is still very bad... my lecturer's english..is powderful..
firstly : first-ter-ly
how sensitive : hall sensitive
point : sounds alot like...porn..
and the list goes on....

aiyohz..divya and i will be heading to the other lecture for econs..yup..
so uber lost..

anyhooz..hafta bathe..super hot day..hahaha..

Sunday, July 31, 2005

this is wad happened last night during youth service when my pastor was questioning us abt our bible stories...
copied from my laogong's blog:

jeremy: ya.. the animals went in the ark two by two... BUT in pairs!
deon: joseph was sold to SLAVES

david and goliath played 5 stones

gabriel: ya.. he shot the sling
*pastor* den wad happened?
gab: yah.. den david died la


hahahahhaha..it was so funny..everyone kept saying funnier and funnier things..hahaha

yet another school week...
LORD!!!I NEED MIGHTY ALOT OF STRENGTH!! and a hint of frenliness..

hmmz.
owellz.

i dunnoe which phone to get...6680 or 6230i...
drey is supposed to accompany me to go lot one later to see..i hope she remembers..

i miss my rebecca.

Friday, July 29, 2005


gonna paint the city red with my city babes..with a few missing.. Posted by Picasa

Thursday, July 28, 2005

taxi driver : are you malay or chinese?
me : er..chinese.
td : not working today?
me: im schooling..in uni.
td: oh..year 4??
me : no..year 1..


ie..i look old..oh sobs.hahahahahaha..
i have a temp. bridge..
and its crooked and yellow!!
sob!!wail!!!
i dun dare talk...and smile..
but i tried convincing myself just now that it looks..ok la..
now i know how it feels to be in a crooked teeth person's shoes..
owellz..i guess it takes getting used to..
and at least it is only for a week..den i get my new proper one..
it felt a bit better that samuel talked to me abt his..hahaha..but his sounds alot more painful..ouch.
drilling with no numbing effect..ouch.
i just realised that i cant drink cold drinks..cos my two teeth that just got drilled today..is still like..raw or smth..super sensitive..haiyah...mah fan..
owellz..i guess i hafta get used to my temp bridge..
sigh.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

and the sunlight broke through the cloudy day

im feeling much much better.
thanks to all the darlings who have been trying to cheer me up.
it worked.
it also helps that my wireless is finally working..
my lecture notes can be collected tomorrow..
so all in all..ive settled most of my things..
just need to do my concession card..
=)
but i realised this morning..that i should have attended my life science lecture yesterday!!
1030-1230 am..rah..now since i missed it..i hafta go for tomorrow's one..but its from 630-820 pm!! oh cries..and before that i have a maths lecture from 130-230..so that leaves me with a four hours of nothing-to-do-ness..
hmm.
so blur la.
owellz.
ok..blog abt new happier exciting things that are gonna happen..to me la..:

1. i MIGHT be getting a yamaha clavinova!!woohooz.
2.i AM getting a bridge..ie. permanent fake tooth.costing quite alot.
and yes..that also means no more fake denture to scare pple with anymore.haha.

erm..no more.
yay.


this morning i woke up with the song "You are the peace..that guards my heart.." in my head..
and i felt so much better...HE is indeed our peace..but its up to us to receive it..
i admit..ive been running ard so much..He hasnt been no.1 on my list..
so now..i have to bring myself back..seek Him first..cos He is the most important afterall..
im so happy..really..
i guess now that im more settled..and rested..(12 hrs of sleep last night..wooo..) .
im more ready to face the world.
*superman music playing at the back.
haha.
shir is coming back from camp today..
ame and samm leaving for theirs tml..
hmmz..i love my darlings.
ok..hafta go..my greedy dog is finding ways to get food off my table..keeps whining..hello..its only tuna and bread! dogs...

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

my first lecture.
physics.
kinematics.
many yawns.
i almost feel asleep.
i think i look scary.
no one talks to me.
hahaha.
i think i need to be more positive.
as ayeeba said "its supposed to be fun drea.."
so yes.
i miss my darlings too much.
i sat in the LT for two hrs.silent.
it almost killed me.
andrea lee qing is NOT made for silence.
but i dun feel very frenly and outgoing nowadays.
ha.
i cant wait for next week.
im sure it will be better.
no school tml.
yay.
k.
need sleep.
thanks laogong for keeping me company today when i was in lecture and queueing.
oh yar.
i waited close to 2 hours for my notes..only to find out i can only order..cos they ran out.
sigh.
my matriculation card picture is horrendous.
i love me.
rah.

Monday, July 25, 2005

today was officially the first day i embark on my new academic journey in university..
the welcoming ceremony was quite boring..brinking on propaganda..
im totally stressing out cos i feel so lost..
i dunnoe what to do..as in..where to get my notes and stuff..
and to top it off..i have no frens as yet..
its quite depressive if you think of it..
im not ready for uni man.
i think i am just putting too much pressure on myself..
owellz..
ran alot of errands with daddy today..settled quite alot..
but my stupid modem still aint working..and to fix the silly small plastic catch on my laptop costs 105 bucks!!cos the model is out of the system is totally ridiculous..
bought a new side table..
havent bathed yet..
have lecture early in the morning tml..
i need rest..and peace..
i need to run under His wings..
times when you just need to cry to let it all out.
and ive been very impatient and touchy nowadays..
everything i hear is taken to heart...almost.
i wish i werent like this..
prob the entering uni stress..
its straining my relationships..
sorry to all...


and the internal conflict wars on..

Saturday, July 23, 2005

okok..this week was fun...mg galore week...
on wednesday i had a all-girls chalet..sam shir ame and ayeeba..
we checked in late on wednesday..you know cos of my whole matriculation thingy..and that they were fixing up our rooms still when we got there..
it was so sweet of ame's mum to accompany us down though she had quite a bad cough..thank you aunt jamie!
yup..so while waiting for our rooms and sam and shir..ame and i went to downtown east to have lunch with aunt jamie at the foodcourt.and went to cheers (our survivor's kit) to buy ice and some other barangs for our bbq..
we got back just in time when sam and shir came..and we went to our rooms! it was just nice for us..
so we unpacked a lil..and went cycling!!
we went around pasir ris park until we got to the giant spider web thing..
sam was like spiderwoman and climbed so fast..i was still slowly slowly figuring my way..ame also a another spider..haha..shir was..erm..a very very small spider..hahaha..anyhoo..when we were all still climbing and like ame and sam was instructing shir how to come up..this guy..came towards the web..den just in that moment i was like telling ame they all that the sign said "no adults allowed" den he said to me..huh..is it..den he just chiong up..when he got to the top..he sat..and started shaking the whole net!! moronic or wad..
and there shir was still trying to climb and there he was shaking and making it tougher..nehneh..so sam told him to stop..and he said "shake den fun wad.." wah biang..i tell you..some pple need a life!
so after a while..he climbed down half way..sat and swung his legs..den he finally left..
he went to play with the small girls at this big spinning plate thing..den he climbed the other net which is connected to the big slide..
so obviously..a slide being a slide..obviously..we would want to slide down it!!
so we checked to see where the psycho was..and he was lying inside the net!!argh!!
anyway..so i went to climb..he saw me and said.."no teenagers allowed.just now you told me no adults allowed right.." i was like "soorryyy.." and i continued climbing..and he went off..only to disturb this two other girls climbing the big net..
anyway..after THAT episode..we took a few more "attempting to be artistic" photos..and headed back..went to cheers yet again to stock up..and we had our cozy and warm bbq for 4..
=)
next morning...i was woken up when the china pple next door got woken up by their pple "ba dian le..ba dian le.." so i woke up at 8am.
i felt a urge to listen to 93.3..so i tried to adjust..cldnt get anything..so i went back to bed..and decided to message the pple in my room!!
so i typed "good morning!" and mass sent.
hahaha..
ame..being a light sleeper woke up..and talked to me a bit..sam read and went back to sleep..
i started poking..NOT JABBING..shir's nose..until i got her reaction and she woke up too!!
so we talk talk a bit..den i went back to sleep..muahahaha...
got up again when ayeeba reached..ard 9 plus..i think..yar..den she left for school..
haha..that day..we went to WILD WILD WET!!
wweeee....but my cute ular-lah lifeguard wasnt there anymore..sob..hahaa..we went ard shiok river many many times!!and sat all the rides..i tried the samsung slide up..wooo..one time was good enough for me and shir..it was a wet version of viking..ame and sam went a total of 3 times!madness..hahaha..we sat ular-lah like 4 times..first two times we didnt smile for the camera..on the third we did..but half of shir's face got cut off..the last time it wasnt as nice..haha..
so yeah...it rocked..totally enjoyed myself at wildwildwet..
we headed back this time..met ayeeba at cheers..and we bought more things..like icecream..vodka..root beer for ayeeba..=)
we had a cozy bbq again..the fire was really good..
food was fantastic..
we dined..laughed..and finally we had fondue..this time..we tried a diff method..melting in a water bath..the previous night we totally burnt the chocolate...cos we put it on top of the grill..second night was better..but we were so full..the chocolate hardened before we could eat it fast enough..but it was way better..hahaha..
we watched CSI..did accounting..which was a bit of a headache..played halli galli..which my wife wld keep hitting my hand more times than needed everytime i hit first..rah..hahaha...and we drank..only half a bottle cos i didnt wanna get drunk and sleep so soon..haha..
ard 3+ 4..we were all tucked in..and we sang sunday school songs..
sam taught us this new one abt being patient..haha..when she posts her lyrics up..i'll go copy and paste..but its so cute the way she sings it..hahaha..sam is so funny..
finally the day we checked out..packed everything and headed home.
it was a blast..
i love them all alot...which group of pple can be laughing like mad monkeys early in the morning..and just live together so harmoniously??you tell me!?!?hahaha..it was rockin...

came home..slept for abt 4 hrs..and headed out to holland v to meet my ol clique..
jan..pam..feng..rach..lian..yan..shir..liz..me..hahaha..we ate at foster's.i was so bloated after that..woo..we went to nydc..and had cake and drinks..den we went to tango's..i drank a fruit punch cos i dun think its very nice to keep drinking alcohol..yup..and yan drove me home..it was quite fun..exciting even..so yup..that was my week...

i'm locking my atm card up next week.
too freakin broke man.
=)

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

ARGH!!!!
no.1 : drey forgot our internet password..so i cldnt activate our new modem router thingy..so i called singnet and ask them to send me the default password..so they said they will mail in 3-4 days.ok la.good.so i logged off.
den..i cant log on anymore!!!cos they changed my password..and the retarded thing is that they are only telling me the password in 3-4 days!!rah!!!
no.2: ok..so today is the day i have to matriculate online and get my timetable for the sem..ok..BUT...my net is not working!!and i only have till friday!! and i have a chalet today!!oh for the joy of rah rah!!
so i came to aunt jen's to use the net and also to print..

time check : 9.30 i was here..

i went to the website...

matriculation period 10 AM - 10 PM

hello!!!im supposed to meet amelia and her mum at dover at 945!!

anyhoo...told her my agony already..
and now i hafta wait like a goondu for ten am!!
oh rah rah rah!!!

wad a way to start a fantastic day...hahahaha..

oh yar!
no.3: yesterday i found out that from common engine..i can only major into bio engine..electrical engine..civil engine..environmental engine..or mechanical engine..
so that means i hafta study even harder to ensure that i can go into EEE...i want to..cos i cldnt have gone in directly anyway...aAhh!!stress...

oh yes.last night i went out with feng and rach to causeway pt..it was a blast..talking abt our camps and rach's madness in US..watched a lot like love with rach..was nice..very modern day fairy tale..kinda..at least i finally watched it..LAOGONG...i FINALLY watched it..hahahah...kk..going off now..
tc..

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

psalm 139:1-18

1 O LORD, You have searched me and known me.
2You know my sitting down and my rising up;
You understand my thought afar off.
3You comprehend my path and my lying down,
And are acquainted with all my ways.
4For there is not a word on my tongue,
But behold, O LORD, You know it altogether.
5You have hedged me behind and before,
And laid Your hand upon me.
6Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;
It is high, I cannot attain it.
7Where can I go from Your Spirit?
Or where can I flee from Your presence?
8If I ascend into heaven, You are there;
If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there.
9If I take the wings of the morning,
And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
10Even there Your hand shall lead me,
And Your right hand shall hold me.

11 If I say, "Surely the darkness shall fall[a] on me,"
Even the night shall be light about me;
12Indeed, the darkness shall not hide from You,
But the night shines as the day;
The darkness and the light are both alike to You.
13For You formed my inward parts;
You covered me in my mother's womb.
14I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;[b]
Marvelous are Your works,
And that my soul knows very well.
15My frame was not hidden from You,
When I was made in secret,
And skillfully wrought in
the lowest parts of the earth.
16Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.
And in Your book they all were written,
The days fashioned for me,
When as yet there were none of them.
17How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God!
How great is the sum of them!
18If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand;
When I awake, I am still with You.

read this this morning..and im very comforted to know that God is everywhere..you'll never walk alone..as most of us step into another phase in our lives..just know that if God brings you to it..He will bring you THROUGH it..

ECCENTRIC pyramid!! Posted by Picasa

smell your armpits!!! Posted by Picasa

my girls from campus crusades,, Posted by Picasa
hahahaha.
today...after like 4 years..i actually found out that my sister's laptop actually has an internal burner! its like how amazing la..think of all the many opportunities i have missed being a pirate..hahaha..kiddin...
anyhoo..went for medical checkup today!
i grew a cm!!
yippee..two more cm to be my dream height of 165!!
it felt funny peeing into a cup.
after that daddy and i went to get a modem/router for our hse..so we can go wireless..
we bought the one that combines both..but...my sister forgot our internet password..so now i either call singnet tml for a default one..or they hafta mail it to us..rah.
had dinner with jess ayeeba xinyan and jean!!
it was so rockin.
had a lot of fun hanging with the girls.
must do it more often.
as long as that irritating guy at coffee club aint there..rah.
k...yay..just burnt my first cd..how exciting..hahaha..
anyhoo...ayeeba kept whacking her arm against mine to see if can feel static..that silly girl..i know im hairy la..happy?!?!hahahaha..
chalet on wednesday...im so excited..woooOOOoooo...*runs ard the room*
kk..going off le..very tired..nitey nitez
smell yr armpits before bed!

Sunday, July 17, 2005

lift your left hand up..
lift your right hand up..
put your head down there..
smell it all about..
if your face turns green..
if your head feels faint..
DOES YOUR ARMPITS SMELL BAD?!?!?!

wahaha.
it was a song for our skit.
SABO : severe acute body odour.

i miss camp quite a bit.
really quite short.
school is starting.
im scared.
yet again.

played pool today with jerm gab deon justin timo and melissa.

PLEASE!!!ITS ONLY A GAME OF MURDERER!IF YOU HIT ONE OF MY BALLS IN.. IT REALLY DOESNT MATTER!!

ok.
had a great game.and fun playing.

gab and tim..please stop winking at me.
and i can never sneeze the same way again.
thanks gab.
hahahahah

kk..going le.

chalet this week!
rock.
cant wait.

taz.

Friday, July 15, 2005

yay!
im back from camp!!
super shag and stone now..
only slept one hr properly this morning..
we stayed up playing games like polar bear...zong ji mi mah..murderer..
during the games my eyes were half closed..hahaha..
my grp rocked!!
makan makan umm!bbllleeearrrgghhh!!! ECCENTRIC!! -screams-
thats one of our cheers.thanks to one of our seniors; gabriel.
he comes up with the most ridiculous cheers and games..
which is why we so totally enjoyed ourselves..
haha..
in my grp...we had 6 female freshies and a guy.
doreen stays near me!yay!so happy...but just that she's in diff course..she was my room mate during the camp...isabel was our stalker..kept sneaking into our rooms when our door was ajar..ahahha..
ntu has many stairs man..on the first day we had an amazing race..climb here climb there..im seriously lost in ntu..seriously..
im starting to regret now not to stay in the hostels..they really look like a lot of fun..
but i know i wldnt study if i keep playing..i wld want to be everywhere all at one shot..
owellz..
my grp rocked...it wasnt that scary after all..haha..cos of our girl power..
aiyah..i'll tell more another day..
will upload pictures soon..

i still find the thought of entering into university daunting..
studying and having to keep scoring..
making new frens all over again..
i dun warm up to pple that well anymore..i think i warm up too fast and scare them away or smth..hahahha..ooweellz...im sleepy..yawn.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

camp tml..
scared...excited..nervous...apprehensive...
argh.
im so nervous..im very shy when just thrown off the cliff and into a pool of strangers!!
but i know my true self will unleash very soon..
but..argh..scared...
denice is going.some sort of comfort.
but im not close.
and not in same group.
AAHHH!!!
i know i'll enjoy myself.
but for now..
AAHHH!!!
kk..need to sleep..
AAHHH!!!

my last day at work at starbucks..sob..WHY MUST I RETURN THE APRON!!!haha.i miss my blender and pastry case already..haha.. Posted by Picasa

after two years..ive finally decided to throw it away..perhaps the memory along with it as well..its starting to mould.. Posted by Picasa

Monday, July 11, 2005

went to play pool with the handsomes today..jermy gabby and darling.
darling came to visit me at work today..made him a mocha rhumba frap..super alot of mocha cos it was the last bit..hahaha.oopz.hope he doesnt get a sore throat.
one of mediacorp's artist was dancing at the fountain today...he danced quite well..but not as good as he shld be..hahaha...but it was fun watching him..mwahahaha..i love seeing celebs at bugis..muahaha..
anyhoo...had lunch with darling at delifrance..den went back to work the last half an hour with shir..so sad..my last half an hour working with her!! i made her stand with me as i made up some nonsense song abt my last day working with her..and to go abt smell the lamazocco and frap..hahaha..nonsense..she "hrmph"ed my darling when he came in..hahaha..
anyhoo..went to meridien to play pool..i enjoyed myself quite alot..gabby is a pool shark man..haha..but a but noisy when he misses..hahhaa..my darling and i were very unwilling to kill each other's balls when we played murderer..hahaha..jermy kept jump-ball-ing.
i was tyco.darling was good when he aimed right..hahaha..
had much fun i did..

im nervous abt camp this wednesday!!how are the pple gonna be like..
but i am sure i'll enjoy myself..wad's not to enjoy right??haha..
scared...scared...im thinking too much..stop andrea...
argh!!scared!!!

tml im meeting cheok ame and shir for VENEZIA!!!wooooo.....rock.

going on msn is very exhilarating now.heh heh.
but not online now.
sigh.
owellz.

had a very break-into-humongous-smile conversation yest.
heh heh.

yay.

kk..going to bathe...just got home..lalala..uploading pics soon..

Sunday, July 10, 2005

anger.
its not an emotion i never feel.
its just an emotion i contain really well.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

im highlighting my hair today!
i hope it turns out as well as i hope it does.
anyhoo...last night's tap class rocked!
we did the dance that i did in primary school..
my pri school tap class did it like..9 times non-stop??
cos it totally rocks.
shir is so silly too.
makes tap all the more fun.hahah.
the last part of the dance..we had to do trenches..and den finally jump out! with our hands lifted.
we kept making stupid faces.
hahaha.
when we were rushing for class..we kept bumping into pple we know..so talk talk..den run faster..
at the city hall interchange..our train was just across..so we ran..and THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD was there la..we kept running from door to door trying to find space..i kept saying "cant fit!cant fit!"
somehow shir was so tickled..she said that it was like those comedies that show the morning rush hour..running from door to door..haha..i think shir and i shld do a reality-tv show abt our lives..we're so spontaneously retardly funny.
hahahaaha.
anyhooz..hafta go move the things ard my room with my daddy now..
den go HIGHLIGHT my hair..and have my store dinner tonight!at suntec.woohooz.
sorta decided what to wear le..hope its nice..kk..toodles!!

Tuesday, July 05, 2005


handsomes...haha.. Posted by Picasa

summary...for more..please go to my online gallery.haha.. Posted by Picasa
im back from redang!!
photos are up..
http://community.webshots.com/user/squashyellow22
and
http://community.webshots.com/user/squashyellow

i wish i had an underwater camera..
i saw...two blue specked sting rays..
two turtles..
two black tipped baby sharks..
and many pretty fish..
i especially like the clownfishes and small bright blue fishes..
the sea is so beautiful..
all evidence of God's handiwork..
second day i went ard the redang island to snorkel..
third day i went to lang tengah..
the third day was fantastic..the corals and fishes were so nice..
didnt get badly burnt..so thats a good thing..got a nice tan too..
makan was good too...i learnt a few more malay words as well..
i am so proud of my mummy..she finally overcame her fear of water and went snorkeling..the guide was very sweet to swim with her and guide her along..

anyhoo...thursday is coming...i dunnnoe what to wear for my store's dinner...argh..i dun wanna be underdressed or overdressed..this is so distressing..hahaha..

i had a dream last last night..i thought i've completely let go already..but i mustnt be selfish..life goes on..for me and him..argh..so disturbing.haha.

kk...going to go ergh..pack my room..

take care everyone...

God is our Jehovah Jireh...our provider..

Thursday, June 30, 2005

when you're feeling down and low..
know that you are never alone.
HE is always there to protect and keep you.
wipe away your tears and put a smile on your face again.
He wants you to cry on His shoulders and be everything you need.
HIS grace is sufficient for all things.
He'll carry you on His wings and comfort you.
He is strong enough to shield you from every hurt and pain.
He loves you and never wants to see you leave.
He is always there.
always.

i lift up my eyes to the hills.
from whence does my help come from?
my help comes from the Lord.
maker of heaven and earth.

the Lord will not allow your foot to be moved.
He who keeps you will not slumber.
behold, He who keeps Isreal
will neither slumber nor sleep.

The Lord is your keeper
your shade at your right hand.
the sun shall not strike you by day,
nor the moon by night.

He shall preserve you from all evil.
He shall preserve your soul.

the Lord shall bless your going out and your coming in
from this time forth and even forevermore.


psalm 121.

*if there are mistakes..im sorry..im typing from memory..

Tuesday, June 28, 2005


me at the nearest mtr station to my hotel.. Posted by Hello

our "wedding" photo..haha..i wanted my eyes to look big..ok ok..i look retarTed..hahaha..but my darling looks good right..haha.. Posted by Hello

Sunday, June 26, 2005

lu lu lu lu lu...lu lu le le le...

*skips off..*

stops.

hi shir my wife!
i got married today.
to my darling deon..
im sorry.
but he doesnt mind me being already married.
love you!!
love deon too!
erm..bye!

lu lu lu lu lu..lu lu le le le...

Thursday, June 23, 2005

yay!!!i finally changed my plan.
i hope i dont regret it..cos i cant change back to my old plan..it doesnt exist anymore..owellz..
now i get free incoming calls ALL DAY!!!
so everyone...
if i start acting sly and asking pple to call me instead..i'm sorry.
but yar!!
call me call me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay.im happy.

i need a new phone..my phone is screwy...it keeps resetting...argh.

anyhoo..yesterday was fun..though majority of the time shir and i were entertaining ourselves cos amelia was busy preparing for her bbq..hahaha..but we enjoyed ourselves..should have talked more to ame though..sorry girl..

shir and i were in ame's room most of the time..
when i went into the toliet..shir kept jiggling the door..and she opened it slightly and closed it back when i screamed.haha.but she kept playing with it la.den when i walked out of the room i couldnt see her..so i was like peeking at all the corners to get ready in case she jumps out..
den when i walked out of the room and turned the corner..i saw her staring at me from between the door hinges..she was hiding behind the door....i was so shocked la..she's so psychotic!!!hahahahha.i ran into the kitchen and told ame and her sis all abt it..lydia was laughing so hard..haha...
den the second time i went to the toliet to change..cos we were leaving for tap class already..
that silly girl opened all the way ok!!!thankfully i didnt take off my clothes yet..den she just kept jiggling the door..den i unlocked and opened the door and scared her..haha..den i closed it back..den this time was ready to take off my shorts..so my hands were at my hips there..den the silly pok opened the door again ok!!!!she looked and me and the both of us burst out laughing like mad monkeys..
goodness.
shir and i are crazy.
but shir is better..she has a PERVY trait as well..
tap was fun too..as usual we were laughing and making a fool of ourselves..haha..i love tap!
there was this move that we had to heel twice and toe twice..den yr butt will like protrude out..haha..it was funny..and there was one move that we had to move forward on out toes..like mice..den i dunnoe what to do with my arms..kept feeling like putting them in front of my body like a mouse...hahahahaa..but i refrained..heh.

anyhoo..today i had auto car lesson..so shiok..i like driving auto..no need to keep clutching in and changing gears..hahahahha..only went up the kerb once too!!ONCE!!heh.

can book my driving test le..and yes jermy..now you know!!please dont be so behind please..

kk..at re's now..aunt jen and i have a korean vcd date..haha..tally-ho!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005


well i loved deeper and i spoke sweeter and i gave forgiveness i've been denying.and he said "one day i hope you'll get the chance..to love like you were dying.." Posted by Hello
i went to play LAN today!!!
can you believe it!??!?!
hahaha.cos mr jermy foo wanted me to learn how to play DoTa.
gabriel and their fren helped..i just kept whacking pple..my first hero was so super UGLY!!i dunnoe why i chose it la..aiyohz..and i walked so slow..aiyohz.
my second one was way cooler..looks a bit satanic la..but it was cool and black.heh.
we played at paradize centre.never knew there was such a place until today man.
haha.
ok la the game.i aint the gaming sort..so yar.owellz.
thanks gabby jermy and their fren!!i did enjoy myself today..fragging pple and getting fragged.haha.
i just need to learn how to use the different abilities..dun get the hang of it yet.owellz.

went to talk to rasul today abt the resignation..probably resign second week of july..
im thankful the talk went well..

going to the zoo next week!!!yiipppee!!!finally...
oh yeah oh yeah...

kk..CSI is on tv now..must run...aiyohz.cannot.tired.ok..must getta strolling..bye!

this is the picture of me the day i did mercury man...the silly canister weighs 8KG WITHOUT any fluids inside..my shoulders were aching like what....and i felt like a teenage mutant ninja turtle the whole time..and one of the pple who came to sample the drink said that i looked like a ghost buster..can you believe it..i carried this thing ard bugis to give pple free chai latte..haha..but im so strong! im a big kid, look what i can do.. haha. Posted by Hello

the popeye chicken fans!! -and yes!finally got a picture of kenneth..haha.thanks gordon.- Posted by Hello

Saturday, June 18, 2005

i realize....yet again..
that i should really apply "doing your best for God" and "be a good stewart of your talents"
i am such a jack of all trades...
i think i just need to refocus...
yay.
im so glad i got this revelation.

Friday, June 17, 2005

i want to be free..
Lord..many things are boggling my mind..
i need YOU..

i dont worry about tomorrow..
i just live from day to day..
i dont borrow from its sunshine..
for its skies may turn to grey..
i dont worry o'er the future..
for i know what Jesus said..
and today..i'll walk beside Him..
for He knows what is ahead..

Thursday, June 16, 2005


my world is closing around me. Posted by Hello
i hate internal conflicts.
i hate that i keep thinking things over in circles.
i have lost all drive to do anything anymore.
im trying to find the reason why i lack the drive to do anything.
i think..maybe i am getting lonely.
but no..that should never be a reason..im not a weak lonely dependent female..
cant be.
den i think..i lack spiritually..
thats quite a good reason..but this lack of drive is not only spiritual..
i need to learn smth new..
but im not even good at the things im presently responsible for now..
i hate to think that im on the brink of depression..
and im trying to stop my ownself from falling over the ledge..
but im so lifeless...i find myself a boring conversationalist..
im so self critical that i feel fake talking to pple that im not close to..
argh!!!i hate this..
i sound so psychotic right???
but then again..i think abt it..maybe im just too free that i have this kinda random thoughts..
aiyohz.
argh..
andrea!!stop it!!!

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

hahahaha.
its been a long time since i last blogged..
i love the jet setter's life man!!
i went to church camp on the 6th until 9th.
and when i came back..i left for hongkong...9th to the 13th..
woohooz..
so fun..
tiring but fun fun FUN!!
church camp was a blast though not many pple went..missed deon tim and drey and joy and jer.
i was so age-confused in camp.
cos i stayed with janelle(13) and eleanor(13).
hahaha.they are cute la.i kept bullying them.i was always the last to wake up.heh.
age-confused because..although i was the oldest..janelle is like a little mummy...took good care of me..hahaha..i hung out with the younger ones...i kept hanging with gabriel(15) and jermy(15)..we played cards and all the nonsense la..really enjoyed myself..
in batu pahat..there is only..ONE shopping mall..and they sell alot of PIRATED goods..like..ALOT..
hahaha.watched a movie there..madagascar..again..cos the ticket was so cheap!!5 ringgit!!so cheap right..hahaha.we kept singing the "i like to move it move it" song after that...
haha.we watched star wars episode 3 in clement's room..he bought the pirated dvd and we watched on his ps2.the subtitles were hilarious.."you shall be called dark vega."
its so huh?!?!..haahaha..its darth vader lor..hahahaha..
on the last night..we kept playing bridge and a*hole daidee..i went ard the different seats to "purify" them..cos the fengshui wasnt good..hahaha..they seriously thought i was mad..but i warned them already..nearing a certain time..i will start acting all crazy.hahaha.
during a*hole daidee..clement kept swapping between kingship and queenship..so funny..kept going for sex change...haha.
tommy kept calling me an evil bangla the whole trip..i dun understand why im one...but i am..and i became darth evil bangla too..hahaha..
i really enjoyed myself.
i really love my youth.
im so glad that we're all going to be life-long frens.
i feel very like myself when im with them..childish.haha.

anyhoo..after church camp..
i went to hongkong with my sister,her colleague(kk, 31) and his good fren(koonyin, 34).
i was the youngest.as you can see..the age gap is quite alot..
but thankfully it didnt pose any problems.
the hotel room was very small.
but cosy.
the water ran very hot at random..it was very troublesome.i almost fell out of the bathtub the first time i encountered it.hahaha.
i went shopping like mad.the espirit warehouse was like..wow..so cheap.
i bought 3 shirts for abt 25 sing each.and the quality is good.and a sweater for 30 bucks.hahahaha.cheap cheap!
i was so amused by the starbucks there as well..their drinks are more expensive than ours..and their tumblers too..haha..
i drank hot lemon coke..its nice!!i must make it more often for myself..it is believed to help colds..i tried steamed milk as well..like chawamushi..but sweeter..
over all..i really enjoyed myself cos of the shopping..there was a language barrier between my sister and i and the locals cos we dont understand cantonese..and our chinese is so..cannot make it..quite embarrassing really..haha..but fun fun fun!
i enjoyed myself plenty.
uploading pictures soon.
so if you wanna view them..or any future pictures..go to
http://community.webshots.com/user/squashyellow22

ok...signing off...darth evil bangla..muacks.

Friday, May 27, 2005

okie.so im back from my hectic week.I SURVIVED!!haha.
anyhoo...stayover was fantastic..we sat on jean's swimming pool table..and ate marshmellows with melted dark chocolate..and tacos with guacamole..ok..i dunnoe how to spell..
den we headed to bed ard 3 am..feng sounded like she had lesbian tendencies and cheryl was so freaked out and didnt wanna sleep next to her..haha..it was hilarious..
next morning i woke up at 7..730..den 8...all to wake miss kuan up..she finally woke up at the 8am morning call..aiyohz..hahha...so cheryl feng and i washed up..ate the delish brkfast that jean's mum and maid made..the french toast was fantastic!!deadly with maple syrup.haha.
enjoyed myself manymany..hahaha..yay!! will post pictures up soon..
i left my baybeh camera at jean's.
im always leaving things there..haha.

oh yar.st marine the other day..oh mama..so many shir's fav race pple!!!
surrounded ok!!!
and when they are near you..can feel their body warmth!!and their accent was so strong..i cldnt make out what they were talking abt half of the time..haha..they kept calling me mdm!!
rah.
but at least we got quite a few new signups.

i think im going to ntu engine..hopefully ntu replies huimin and shir soon...at least one to go to engine..i'll be so SO happy..haha.owellz.

i kenna my red dragon today!!im so happy!!so when i go to church camp and hk..i wldnt have to worry abt anything!!yay!!!

kk..im gonna submit my uni decision den sleep..
and..i wanted bo bice to win.haiz.owellz.ttfn!

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

at jean's hse again.having a squash stay over.woohooz.so exciting.
i wanna go eat tacos at jean's pool table..haha.
just now..we were having a funny conversation at maple woods function room.(whre stella held her mg gathering)

cheryl:you have 7 toliets in your hse!!
feng: ya.and only one tv.
jean:my parents arent big on entertainment..they're big on convenience.
cheryl:they are big on convenience but your house is so far in.
jean: huh?
-rest of us break out in hysteria.

how exciting.
i think tml i'll be super shagged.
oh ya.one more thing..just now c.chew actually asked me if i was still attached to gruff.
can you believe it!!?!? its like one year and exactly 3 mths.haha.
c.chew is so cute.

anyhoo..i like feng.yes i do.cos she's taking over my roadshows tml.we exchanged.haha.yay.thanks feng.

recent conversation..
feng:any sun tan is bad for your skin.
liz:what?
feng: ya.you're supposed to use at least spf5 but i think we should use spf20
rest of us:hahahaha.

how exciting.i like stayovers.hahaha.stella is coming soon.we left her at the gathering just now.heh.
owellz.im sure she enjoyed herself.tataz.

girl talk time!

Monday, May 23, 2005

im at jean;s hse now.supposed to do..er..stuff.squash top secret.haha.
not very productive.haha.but its fun.i like jean's hse.she blogged nonsense on her blog just now.
just becos i clapped at the end of the songs that josh groban sang doesnt mean im amusing right??
i mean..so wad if he;s on the computer..hahaha..its still a great performance..hahahahahahhaa.
anyhoo...had stella's surprise lunch yesterday...i am a social klutz.its like..positioning is so impt in this sorta functions.frustrated jean quite a bit.
but it was fun...stella was so stunned that she was speechless.so fun.
yeap.
hi.. feng yi here.. i'm so bored.. andrea is SUPPOSED to do stella's stuff yet she is doing her own stuff.... hurmph....
im not...waiting for jean to do her stuff den we can do our stuff.
anyhoo..im going off..oh yar..i most prob will be going to ntu..though i have super ALOT of frens going to fass at nus.sigh.0wellz.thou shall not have a herd mentality.

toodles.

Saturday, May 21, 2005


two little angels..krystie and gwenlyn..so cute!! -pinch pinch- Posted by Hello

ta-dah!!!my saviour in closing..haha..presenting...-drum roll-..FARIQ!! Posted by Hello
got home at ard 2+am..felt quite bad last night during closing..cos fariq was so nice to me..he did most of my job for me..cos im still not that sure of what to sanitize and all..i kept thanking him..cos he really was very sweet to help me..at least now im a bit more confident in what to do for closing..yay.
my parents left for msia today..left drey and i..we've got the car..but...hafta wait till drey can park really perfect..den we shall go out..woohooz.
anyhoo...i need to go prepare stella's farewell thing..ive been laying off for how many days already..haha..
i need to rest...my back is hurting like a mad monkey..like macham old woman like that..sigh..owellz.kk..nothing much to blog about..
oh yar..thanks laopo for taking my wednesday opening shift!!!! alot alot!! -muacks-

Friday, May 20, 2005


feng and i..i have a humongous nose la..and feng looks so happy...but its understandable..considering the company she's with..haha.. Posted by Hello

another picture of cheok..i like this picture..gives a very relax feel..he looks playful enough..but he's holding a knife!-gasp- potential psycho killer?? hahaha. Posted by Hello

these are the sinful indulgences that shir..aunt jesslyn and i indulged in at bakerzin the other day after tap..haha.yum! Posted by Hello

oopz..i dun noe what happened to the other picture..my saturation thing didnt turn out too nice..i'll change it when i get to a more sane computer..mine is just crazy. Posted by Hello

this is what we do before going to the gym..slack ard first...inertia is really hard to overcome..esp when nickelodeon is on tv.. Posted by Hello