our "wedding" photo..haha..i wanted my eyes to look big..ok ok..i look retarTed..hahaha..but my darling looks good right..haha.. 

lu lu lu lu lu...lu lu le le le...

*skips off..*

stops.

hi shir my wife!
i got married today.
to my darling deon..
im sorry.
but he doesnt mind me being already married.
love you!!
love deon too!
erm..bye!

lu lu lu lu lu..lu lu le le le...

yay!!!i finally changed my plan.
i hope i dont regret it..cos i cant change back to my old plan..it doesnt exist anymore..owellz..
now i get free incoming calls ALL DAY!!!
so everyone...
if i start acting sly and asking pple to call me instead..i'm sorry.
but yar!!
call me call me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay.im happy.

i need a new phone..my phone is screwy...it keeps resetting...argh.

anyhoo..yesterday was fun..though majority of the time shir and i were entertaining ourselves cos amelia was busy preparing for her bbq..hahaha..but we enjoyed ourselves..should have talked more to ame though..sorry girl..

shir and i were in ame's room most of the time..
when i went into the toliet..shir kept jiggling the door..and she opened it slightly and closed it back when i screamed.haha.but she kept playing with it la.den when i walked out of the room i couldnt see her..so i was like peeking at all the corners to get ready in case she jumps out..
den when i walked out of the room and turned the corner..i saw her staring at me from between the door hinges..she was hiding behind the door....i was so shocked la..she's so psychotic!!!hahahahha.i ran into the kitchen and told ame and her sis all abt it..lydia was laughing so hard..haha...
den the second time i went to the toliet to change..cos we were leaving for tap class already..
that silly girl opened all the way ok!!!thankfully i didnt take off my clothes yet..den she just kept jiggling the door..den i unlocked and opened the door and scared her..haha..den i closed it back..den this time was ready to take off my shorts..so my hands were at my hips there..den the silly pok opened the door again ok!!!!she looked and me and the both of us burst out laughing like mad monkeys..
goodness.
shir and i are crazy.
but shir is better..she has a PERVY trait as well..
tap was fun too..as usual we were laughing and making a fool of ourselves..haha..i love tap!
there was this move that we had to heel twice and toe twice..den yr butt will like protrude out..haha..it was funny..and there was one move that we had to move forward on out toes..like mice..den i dunnoe what to do with my arms..kept feeling like putting them in front of my body like a mouse...hahahahaa..but i refrained..heh.

anyhoo..today i had auto car lesson..so shiok..i like driving auto..no need to keep clutching in and changing gears..hahahahha..only went up the kerb once too!!ONCE!!heh.

can book my driving test le..and yes jermy..now you know!!please dont be so behind please..

kk..at re's now..aunt jen and i have a korean vcd date..haha..tally-ho!

well i loved deeper and i spoke sweeter and i gave forgiveness i've been denying.and he said "one day i hope you'll get the chance..to love like you were dying.." 

i went to play LAN today!!!
can you believe it!??!?!
hahaha.cos mr jermy foo wanted me to learn how to play DoTa.
gabriel and their fren helped..i just kept whacking pple..my first hero was so super UGLY!!i dunnoe why i chose it la..aiyohz..and i walked so slow..aiyohz.
my second one was way cooler..looks a bit satanic la..but it was cool and black.heh.
we played at paradize centre.never knew there was such a place until today man.
haha.
ok la the game.i aint the gaming sort..so yar.owellz.
thanks gabby jermy and their fren!!i did enjoy myself today..fragging pple and getting fragged.haha.
i just need to learn how to use the different abilities..dun get the hang of it yet.owellz.

went to talk to rasul today abt the resignation..probably resign second week of july..
im thankful the talk went well..

going to the zoo next week!!!yiipppee!!!finally...
oh yeah oh yeah...

kk..CSI is on tv now..must run...aiyohz.cannot.tired.ok..must getta strolling..bye!

this is the picture of me the day i did mercury man...the silly canister weighs 8KG WITHOUT any fluids inside..my shoulders were aching like what....and i felt like a teenage mutant ninja turtle the whole time..and one of the pple who came to sample the drink said that i looked like a ghost buster..can you believe it..i carried this thing ard bugis to give pple free chai latte..haha..but im so strong! im a big kid, look what i can do.. haha.

the popeye chicken fans!! -and yes!finally got a picture of kenneth..haha.thanks gordon.- 

i realize....yet again..
that i should really apply "doing your best for God" and "be a good stewart of your talents"
i am such a jack of all trades...
i think i just need to refocus...
yay.
im so glad i got this revelation.

i want to be free..
Lord..many things are boggling my mind..
i need YOU..

i dont worry about tomorrow..
i just live from day to day..
i dont borrow from its sunshine..
for its skies may turn to grey..
i dont worry o'er the future..
for i know what Jesus said..
and today..i'll walk beside Him..
for He knows what is ahead..

my world is closing around me. 

i hate internal conflicts.
i hate that i keep thinking things over in circles.
i have lost all drive to do anything anymore.
im trying to find the reason why i lack the drive to do anything.
i think..maybe i am getting lonely.
but no..that should never be a reason..im not a weak lonely dependent female..
cant be.
den i think..i lack spiritually..
thats quite a good reason..but this lack of drive is not only spiritual..
i need to learn smth new..
but im not even good at the things im presently responsible for now..
i hate to think that im on the brink of depression..
and im trying to stop my ownself from falling over the ledge..
but im so lifeless...i find myself a boring conversationalist..
im so self critical that i feel fake talking to pple that im not close to..
argh!!!i hate this..
i sound so psychotic right???
but then again..i think abt it..maybe im just too free that i have this kinda random thoughts..
aiyohz.
argh..
andrea!!stop it!!!

hahahaha.
its been a long time since i last blogged..
i love the jet setter's life man!!
i went to church camp on the 6th until 9th.
and when i came back..i left for hongkong...9th to the 13th..
woohooz..
so fun..
tiring but fun fun FUN!!
church camp was a blast though not many pple went..missed deon tim and drey and joy and jer.
i was so age-confused in camp.
cos i stayed with janelle(13) and eleanor(13).
hahaha.they are cute la.i kept bullying them.i was always the last to wake up.heh.
age-confused because..although i was the oldest..janelle is like a little mummy...took good care of me..hahaha..i hung out with the younger ones...i kept hanging with gabriel(15) and jermy(15)..we played cards and all the nonsense la..really enjoyed myself..
in batu pahat..there is only..ONE shopping mall..and they sell alot of PIRATED goods..like..ALOT..
hahaha.watched a movie there..madagascar..again..cos the ticket was so cheap!!5 ringgit!!so cheap right..hahaha.we kept singing the "i like to move it move it" song after that...
haha.we watched star wars episode 3 in clement's room..he bought the pirated dvd and we watched on his ps2.the subtitles were hilarious.."you shall be called dark vega."
its so huh?!?!..haahaha..its darth vader lor..hahahaha..
on the last night..we kept playing bridge and a*hole daidee..i went ard the different seats to "purify" them..cos the fengshui wasnt good..hahaha..they seriously thought i was mad..but i warned them already..nearing a certain time..i will start acting all crazy.hahaha.
during a*hole daidee..clement kept swapping between kingship and queenship..so funny..kept going for sex change...haha.
tommy kept calling me an evil bangla the whole trip..i dun understand why im one...but i am..and i became darth evil bangla too..hahaha..
i really enjoyed myself.
i really love my youth.
im so glad that we're all going to be life-long frens.
i feel very like myself when im with them..childish.haha.

anyhoo..after church camp..
i went to hongkong with my sister,her colleague(kk, 31) and his good fren(koonyin, 34).
i was the youngest.as you can see..the age gap is quite alot..
but thankfully it didnt pose any problems.
the hotel room was very small.
but cosy.
the water ran very hot at random..it was very troublesome.i almost fell out of the bathtub the first time i encountered it.hahaha.
i went shopping like mad.the espirit warehouse was like..wow..so cheap.
i bought 3 shirts for abt 25 sing each.and the quality is good.and a sweater for 30 bucks.hahahaha.cheap cheap!
i was so amused by the starbucks there as well..their drinks are more expensive than ours..and their tumblers too..haha..
i drank hot lemon coke..its nice!!i must make it more often for myself..it is believed to help colds..i tried steamed milk as well..like chawamushi..but sweeter..
over all..i really enjoyed myself cos of the shopping..there was a language barrier between my sister and i and the locals cos we dont understand cantonese..and our chinese is so..cannot make it..quite embarrassing really..haha..but fun fun fun!
i enjoyed myself plenty.
uploading pictures soon.
so if you wanna view them..or any future pictures..go to
http://community.webshots.com/user/squashyellow22

ok...signing off...darth evil bangla..muacks.

okie.so im back from my hectic week.I SURVIVED!!haha.
anyhoo...stayover was fantastic..we sat on jean's swimming pool table..and ate marshmellows with melted dark chocolate..and tacos with guacamole..ok..i dunnoe how to spell..
den we headed to bed ard 3 am..feng sounded like she had lesbian tendencies and cheryl was so freaked out and didnt wanna sleep next to her..haha..it was hilarious..
next morning i woke up at 7..730..den 8...all to wake miss kuan up..she finally woke up at the 8am morning call..aiyohz..hahha...so cheryl feng and i washed up..ate the delish brkfast that jean's mum and maid made..the french toast was fantastic!!deadly with maple syrup.haha.
enjoyed myself manymany..hahaha..yay!! will post pictures up soon..
i left my baybeh camera at jean's.
im always leaving things there..haha.

oh yar.st marine the other day..oh mama..so many shir's fav race pple!!!
surrounded ok!!!
and when they are near you..can feel their body warmth!!and their accent was so strong..i cldnt make out what they were talking abt half of the time..haha..they kept calling me mdm!!
rah.
but at least we got quite a few new signups.

i think im going to ntu engine..hopefully ntu replies huimin and shir soon...at least one to go to engine..i'll be so SO happy..haha.owellz.

i kenna my red dragon today!!im so happy!!so when i go to church camp and hk..i wldnt have to worry abt anything!!yay!!!

kk..im gonna submit my uni decision den sleep..
and..i wanted bo bice to win.haiz.owellz.ttfn!

at jean's hse again.having a squash stay over.woohooz.so exciting.
i wanna go eat tacos at jean's pool table..haha.
just now..we were having a funny conversation at maple woods function room.(whre stella held her mg gathering)

cheryl:you have 7 toliets in your hse!!
feng: ya.and only one tv.
jean:my parents arent big on entertainment..they're big on convenience.
cheryl:they are big on convenience but your house is so far in.
jean: huh?
-rest of us break out in hysteria.

how exciting.
i think tml i'll be super shagged.
oh ya.one more thing..just now c.chew actually asked me if i was still attached to gruff.
can you believe it!!?!? its like one year and exactly 3 mths.haha.
c.chew is so cute.

anyhoo..i like feng.yes i do.cos she's taking over my roadshows tml.we exchanged.haha.yay.thanks feng.

recent conversation..
feng:any sun tan is bad for your skin.
liz:what?
feng: ya.you're supposed to use at least spf5 but i think we should use spf20
rest of us:hahahaha.

how exciting.i like stayovers.hahaha.stella is coming soon.we left her at the gathering just now.heh.
owellz.im sure she enjoyed herself.tataz.

girl talk time!

im at jean;s hse now.supposed to do..er..stuff.squash top secret.haha.
not very productive.haha.but its fun.i like jean's hse.she blogged nonsense on her blog just now.
just becos i clapped at the end of the songs that josh groban sang doesnt mean im amusing right??
i mean..so wad if he;s on the computer..hahaha..its still a great performance..hahahahahahhaa.
anyhoo...had stella's surprise lunch yesterday...i am a social klutz.its like..positioning is so impt in this sorta functions.frustrated jean quite a bit.
but it was fun...stella was so stunned that she was speechless.so fun.
yeap.
hi.. feng yi here.. i'm so bored.. andrea is SUPPOSED to do stella's stuff yet she is doing her own stuff.... hurmph....
im not...waiting for jean to do her stuff den we can do our stuff.
anyhoo..im going off..oh yar..i most prob will be going to ntu..though i have super ALOT of frens going to fass at nus.sigh.0wellz.thou shall not have a herd mentality.

toodles.

two little angels..krystie and gwenlyn..so cute!! -pinch pinch- 

ta-dah!!!my saviour in closing..haha..presenting...-drum roll-..FARIQ!! 

got home at ard 2+am..felt quite bad last night during closing..cos fariq was so nice to me..he did most of my job for me..cos im still not that sure of what to sanitize and all..i kept thanking him..cos he really was very sweet to help me..at least now im a bit more confident in what to do for closing..yay.
my parents left for msia today..left drey and i..we've got the car..but...hafta wait till drey can park really perfect..den we shall go out..woohooz.
anyhoo...i need to go prepare stella's farewell thing..ive been laying off for how many days already..haha..
i need to rest...my back is hurting like a mad monkey..like macham old woman like that..sigh..owellz.kk..nothing much to blog about..
oh yar..thanks laopo for taking my wednesday opening shift!!!! alot alot!! -muacks-

feng and i..i have a humongous nose la..and feng looks so happy...but its understandable..considering the company she's with..haha.. 

another picture of cheok..i like this picture..gives a very relax feel..he looks playful enough..but he's holding a knife!-gasp- potential psycho killer?? hahaha. 

these are the sinful indulgences that shir..aunt jesslyn and i indulged in at bakerzin the other day after tap..haha.yum! 

oopz..i dun noe what happened to the other picture..my saturation thing didnt turn out too nice..i'll change it when i get to a more sane computer..mine is just crazy. 

this is what we do before going to the gym..slack ard first...inertia is really hard to overcome..esp when nickelodeon is on tv.. 

clemence...he was moving away when laopo snapped..if you look carefully you can see his face in the middle..then it fades to the side..qutie cool really.. 

me...my shagadelic bright green shirt and my funky colourful ear rings!=) one of the rare days where by i bother to dress nicely. 

i need direction in my life..wouldnt you show me Your way..cos i know that its right.. 

drey and i..hahaha..look at my rabbit teeth..muahaha 

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

 

i realise that i need to grow up.some of my actions sometimes display myself as a very childish person.for example..flinging my arms in the air(sort of) when i do smth stupid and get angry with myself.owellz.but i know a part of me just wants to find a neverland. 

im at shir's hse now.yay.can blog.
anyway..very conflicted now..i got into nus arts and soci..and its funny..cos they didnt offer me engine or science..and i have been telling God that if i should go into another course then let nus offer me smth else..cos i have been doubting my interest in engine for the past few days..so now..i need wisdom..if whether i should go into arts and soci @nus or engine @ ntu.haiz.help.pray for me.

anyway..nth much has been happening..us squashies planning for stella's going away have been quite chaotic..cos of timing and all..haha..but i sure hope i get to see her before she leaves.i'll really miss her.

driving has bee n fine..not very zai yet..hahaha..and i knocked a pole down yesterday when i was learning parallel parking.was so kek.cos i cld have prevented it.didnt brake in time when i was moving forward.wahaha.
i sure hope i get my license soon.though at the rate im going..erm..i think i might fail on my first attempt.haha.

sentosa excursion this weekend might be called off.cos the guys arent all free.-heart broken-

im getting fairer by the minute.

signing off - snow white.

my comp is working.huh...
so weird.i think its sorta schizo.
anyway..ive been busy..went back to tap this week!on wednesday..repetitive a bit cos shir and i are back in grade 3.haha.if we hadnt stopped we wld be in grade6 already.owellz.onwards we shall tap!
a bit high today..feng told me that im her 24-hr entertainer..hrmph.
roadshow today was fun..this new guy..his surname is twang.
i never heard of it before ok!!hahaha.twang...twang...twang...hahaha.
his full name is twang geng xiang..try saying it really fast!! i cant get beyond 3 times saying it properly..hahaha..
this other girl is called pearly...
i kept singing pearly shells when she was near me..haha..i almost drove her crazy..muahaha.
i love being a terrorist.
anyway..im quite happy with the way ive been spending my holidays..quite eventful huh..haha.
havent gotten down to learning my piano yet though.sigh.
my life is quite boring after all of this..like..im just living day to day..gets a bit lonely sometimes..but well..its ok..i cant be so high all the time..need some time to reflect and think alone..think too much sometimes though..i think la..hahaha.that statement sounds funny..haha.
oh wait..-serious tone-.ya..i think.hahaha.oopz.dang.again!
ok.i better go..im not too good at this "serious" thing.ciao!

im sleepy.
and i realised that im a bit..just a bit..crazy.
im so extreme.
childish and careless in one moment..serious and thinking the next.
im siao.
hahaha.
owellz.i also tell myself that in those moments of folly..it was either temporary insanity..or..i just need a break from the pressure of growing up.sigh.
nth much has happened so far.
sort of.
just a folly on my part.
other than that..just dandy.
have a slack week this week..yay.
finally.
i need to go on a diet.
in one of my those..i hate myself stage.haha.sort of.
i must only eat fast food..ONCE this week.i must.
and go running.
ive been having the urge to go running this week..but will..inertia overcame initiation.haha.
kk.need to go help with dinner.-yawn- im seriously tired.

to tim-ah-cheong: thanks for being there for me thru it all.encouraging me to be optimistic and all.and being willing to be my shield.hahaha.or rather..cover up.ahah.

gtg..bye..ciao.

my skin is going crazy.
i keep breaking out in rash in the night.
as in..some part of my body will start itching..den i'll scratch..tho mummy hang and yeong keep telling me not to.but...its itchy!!
anyway..after i scratch..it becomes red..and the scratch lines become swollen..
drey has this problem..but mine just started only..and i dun like it!!!!!!!!!
haiz.i might be coming down with an allergy or smth.sigh.
anyway..i went to watch "it takes two" today.
hossan leong and selena tan rocks man!!
they can sing so well...and harmonize..and act..they are so super hilarious.
i was mesmerized by hossan's piano playing..*swoon*
i sooo need a musically-inclined man.hahaha.kiddin.
they are so funny..next time when hossan has a stand-up comedy..i wanna watch.i like him.
he was ranting abt being short..that in school they hafta sit in the front row..and they hafta pay attention..not cheat and copy and what-not.
thats why tall pple are stupid.so funny la.
he said that he was from an all-boys primary school..but he didnt want to name names..but he sang the first line of ac's school anthem.haha.only those who know it would get it.duh.

selena was saying how men cannot do two things at one time..and it was so funny cos she's so deliciously feminist.haha.
lluurrveeeeddd the show.fantastic.

oh yar.i went to coffee bean and tea leaf for roadshow today.the coffee wasnt that nice...maybe im bias or what..but the coffeee didnt have body..owellz.andrea the critic.

staying home tml.yay.my room is screaming to get packed.but im wearing earplugs.haha.
need to go..sleep..and stop scratching.help.im in need of a saviour.

silly things we do when we're bored. 

jer and i..tinted in her fav colour. 

me and tecky..we have our finalt theory test today..i havent studied!! 

haha. 

me and my sec2s.so naughty.haha. 

oh yes.i wanted to complain abt this pic.when i went to the airport on sunday.i saw this sign.ok.i admit..i was super trigger happy.earned myself the nickname "andrea the tourist".but anyway..WHY MUST THE PERSON PUSHING THE TROLLEY BE A LADY!?!?!why not a man??just becos its a supermarket doesnt mean only LADIES do the shopping right!?!?argh. 

the four of us..trying to capture our pensive side..except maybe for wifey...she looks like she's abt to laugh.spoiler.hahahahha.=) 

i feel very bad.two teachers had to come into class today cos the class was too noisy.
for my sec2 class..i admit..my fault.i was talking to them and didnt really bother hush-ing the rest of the class...kk had to come in twice and scolded them.sigh.
when i relieved a sec1 class later..the pregnant teacher next door came in twice to scold them.but really..that class deserved it..they didnt listen to me..they have NO initiative..NO respect..and downright rude.i was SO irritated.
but honestly..i fail as a teacher.haiz.

i dun know where to head to for my university.

i dont know what to do with my life.

Lord...show me Your way..i want to make this dot of my life count for smth for eternity.

went out with my ayeeba ame and shir today.
we went to pj first to see tchers and say hi to frens.
after that we went to urban warehouse.
woah...very cheap cheap..haha.but too bad i have a limited finance today..next week..next week..heh.
i bought a nice flowery flare skirt for only $12!!!haha.happy.
i have a nice slack today tml..just hafta study for my final theory..woohooz.quite scared.but..alright.i hope i pass.heh.

im not fickle am i...im not right..im not..
interview was a flop.
i revealed things i never dared voice out to myself.
i finally admitted that though i seem fickle..im just gaining experience and trying to find out what i really want.haiz.
last week was dramatic.
i teared cos my sec2 class blatantly cheated during the test.
and i was so disappointed.
my sec4 went down and scolded the tua tao.(joseph)
and they wanted to apologise but i wasnt there.but they apologised the next day.
i got knocked down by a big sec4 boy cos he was being chased by his frens..cos it was his bday.he didnt see me and when i turned i was just 2 steps away from him and i got knocked down.i turned 180 degrees and fell on my knees.
i almost got my driving instructor and myself killed cos i u-turned when i was supposed to right turn.and found myself between two on coming lanes.scary.
anyway.this week is finally a slack week.yay.
i need guidance.and need to learn how to let go..and let God.