I AM FREE!!

AND FREE INDEED!!!

today is the day that i will and must remember for the rest of my life.

this is the day that has changed my whole life around.

my whole life centers around this pivotal moment.

the day that i have been pining and yearning for, for years.almost my whole entire life.

the day that i have finally claimed LIBERTY! and i AM GOING TO WALK IN FREEDOM!

No longer will i be ensnared. no longer am i bounded. no longer am i going to believe in a LIE!

praise the LORD! 

I am a child of the Most High God.

NOTHING can ever take me from HIs love.

and today..this glorious day.. i have really tasted and seen that my God is good. 

fantabulously good. fantastic beyond my wildest dreams.

Wonderful, Magnificent God.

i have finally cleaned out my closet.

there are no more skeletons hanging there.

what has been such a burden on my heart, what has caused my heart to ache so much, to have it grief so much, to have my eyes cried so so much, has finally been lifted.

my shame, He has taken away. my pain, is HEALED in His Name!

it is such a wonderful feeling to be embraced by God.

i thank You for giving me such an understanding and wise mother.

i thank You for Your prompting and preparation of my heart for this.

i thank You for Your promise that indeed, Victory IS in Jesus.

i thank You, so much, for never giving up on me.

for never walking away.

for never retracting Your love.

for never failing me.

thank You.

my heart bursts in joy for All that You have done.

Wonderful Saviour, Marvellous Redeemer.

You are SO faithful, LORD. 

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. 

We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? 

Actually, who are you not to be?

 We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.

 And as we let our own light shine, 

we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same."

- Marianne Williamson

mentioned in the movie "Akeelah and the bee"

its been a while since i last blogged.
life on the whole is quietening down to a low gentle hum.

is it good or bad?

hmm..for now.
it is somewhat deluding me into emo-ness.
i need something new to amuse or entertain me.
monotony isnt the way to go.
but what can i do?!
the dreaded CAs are on their way,and i am barely floating in my work.
i can't wait for the term break.

our lecturers this semester are quite funny. each have their own quirks.
they say funny/out of point/witty statements. which is fantabulous when you'e paying attention. haha.

perhaps i will blog more again when something more exciting happens to my life.
:)
or when i get a Sage- moment and blog something intellectual.
which rarely happens.
or something....

till the next post..adieu.

dear diary..
today, i finally hugged HUGGED russell.
he didnt just stand there like he usually does..
but he put his arm around me!
i'm so happy.
i love my cousin!
:)

love,
me