YYAAYYY!!
KOREA HERE WE COME!!
haha!
about 200+ singaporean crusaders would be INVADING busan, korea tonight!
haha!

i'm so excited!
i'll be gone till the 9th of july. so please please PLEASE don't call me!
cos i wldnt answer. =)

we're going down for a conference and also for a 4 days rural mission.
its exciting. i am anticipating a personal encounter. and to just see how God is moving in asia.
abt 14k koreans and about 3-4k international delegates are going down.
yay!


so i'll look to YOU

miss me!!

its like walking along a path that has no end.
can i give up now?
but i can't sit down.
too many voices. too little will.

sigh.

i'm still a little high and joyful from saturday's worship.
wow.
its like a continuous smile on the inside. haha!

times of refreshing, here in Your presence.
there's no greater joy, Lord, than being with You.

You Are a Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich

You life your life in a free form, artistic style. You are incredibly creative and at times, quite messy. Deep down, you are a kid at heart. And you aren't afraid to express it. Your best friend: The Grilled Cheese Sandwich Your mortal enemy: The Club Sandwich

What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

p.s: please look at eugenia's blog.HAHA!

of all the things to do..

Your Brain is Orange

Of all the brain types, yours is the quickest. You are usually thinking a mile a minute, and you could be thinking about anything at all. Your thoughts are often scattered and random - but they're also a lot of fun! You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about esoteric subjects, the meaning of life, and pop culture.

What Color Is Your Brain?

You Are a Chocolate Cake

Fun, comforting, and friendly. You are a true classic, and while you're not super cutting edge, you're high quality. People love your company - and have even been known to get addicted to you.

What Kind of Cake Are You?

to eugenia: " and have even been known to get addicted to you". haha!

Your Monster Profile

Death Nightmare You Feast On: Fried Chicken You Lurk Around In: Closets You Especially Like to Torment: Pop Stars

What's Your Monster Name?

HAHAHA!!

You Are Animal

A complete lunatic, you're operating on 100% animal instincts. You thrive on uncontrolled energy, and you're downright scary. But you sure can beat a good drum. "Kill! Kill!"

The Muppet Personality Test

AH-NEE-MALL!! =)

You Should Drive a Pink Car

You're the type of driver who really loves your car. You can make a car last for ages - or take good care of a vintage ride. You're independent, creative, and very expressive. You consider your car a part of you ... and you want to make it as funky as possible.

What Color Car Should You Drive?

misty - sung by ella fitzgerald.
Look at me, I'm as helpless as a kitten up a tree;
And I feel like I'm clingin' to a cloud,
I can' t understand
I get misty, just holding your hand.

Walk my way,
And a thousand violins begin to play,
Or it might be the sound of your hello,
That music I hear,
I get misty, whenever you're near.

Can't you see that you're leading me on?
And it's just what I want you to do,
Don't you notice how hopelessly I'm lost
That's why I'm following you.

On my own,
When I wander through this wonderland alone,
Never knowing my right foot from my left
My hat from my glove
I'm too misty, and too much in love.
Too misty, and too much in love.

just never learn in time.
its gone now.
even if i try to salvage as much as i can.
its still gone.
i just have to make do with something lower.

i just never learn.

its always at the last minute that i try to salvage things.
but its never good enough.

regret is kicking me.
and in full hard blows.

i hope i wake up this time round.

all dolled up.
cam-whoring.
smiling.
cam-whoring.
solemnisation.
holy matrimony.
congratulatory.
dinner.
yum-seng.
greetings.
bed.

.my cousin's wedding.

it was great fun. first time having a wedding for a close/immediate relative.
=)
i'm so happy for my korkor and his pretty wife, suzen.


so since i'm in the oh-so-fuzzy-blissful feeling.
thought i'll just upload songs that always never fail to make me feel warm and fuzzy.
haha. =)

[yes yes. i know i've been uploading alot of youtube videos. its amazing how time flies when you're watching youtube. the related links sidebar is evil.]

time for bed. goodnight. enjoy.

butterfly kisses - Bob Carlisle
appeals to the "Daddy's girl" in me.



wonderful tonight - eric clapton
the introduction already brings such warmth. -beam-

Out of my mind. - john mayer
i'm putting you baby
i'm putting you right out of my mind
i'm putting you baby
i'm putting you right out of my mind
so tired of running after you girl
and being one and one half steps behind

go tell your friends now
go tell your friends what johnny did
go tell your friends
go tell your friends just what johnny did
if they don't tell you that you're crazy baby
lord, they're as messed up as you is!

sing me the blues.

All God's children got rhythm - June Christy
Children, listen here to me
this is my philosophy to see me through the day
to scare my cares away

all God's children got rhythm
all God's children got swing
maybe haven't got money
maybe haven't got shoes
but all God's children got rhythm for to chase away the blues

all God's children got trouble
trouble don't mean a thing
when they start to bop-a-clu-a-bop-a-bop trouble's bound to go away.
say all God's children got swing

roger : "haha. you should blog it!"
me: "YEAH! God is REALLY GOOD!! my academic life is really by grace.haha!"


SHOUT IT FROM THE TOP OF THE WORLD!! MY GOD IS FANTABULOUSLY GOOD!THANK YOU!!

my exam results are out!
though my grades really arent fantastic. i did not fail anything!
and i am really thankful for that!

it was the worst exams of my life! for real.
i hardly studied.
i only read through my notes once. browsed through past year exam papers once.
and then went and sat for my papers.
2 of them were really really dreadfully horrible.
its like i almost submitted a blank piece of paper. or worst..one filled with nonsensical nonsense.

but i thank God.
i'm not proud of my studying discipline.
for goodness knows how long..i've been praying for discipline for so many years. and yet eventhough i dont fulfill my duties as a student very well.
God..my amazing amazing God..still sees me through my exams..
when i put in such minimal effort..He still gives me peace when i study..
He allows me to remember things in the exam hall when i get stumped.
its really not by my own strength. its all YOU, Lord. its all You!

even if i did fail some, i would still say my God is good. He didnt leave me alone when i went through my exams. and that..i know really well. =)

what can i do? but thank You.
overwhelmed

fred astaire. gene kelly. bing crosby. ginger rogers.


what do they have in common?
the ability to sing and dance and make my heart beat faster.

i love classic films.the music, the dances, the wit, the romance.

fred astaire is my new hero.gentlemanly and so smooth in his steps! and his voice..oh goodness.




'nuff said.

thursday found me at palawan beach.
sporting a new pair of shades too! haha. finally got one.

i went there with my church youth. so glad we all got to hang out together again.
it has been a while. and i loved it. they are so funny, and cute, and kuku, and witty. haha.
i love wit. i find it very appealing.
and yes..i think many of the boys are gonna grow up and be lady killers. hahaha.
we played vball on the hot sand, and they played vball and soccer with some other guys.

haha. my rebecca showed off her soccer skills. i'll admit that she did quite a good header.
OH! and my dear russell chow..has a distracting-soccer move.
he runs around screaming and waving his arms in the air as he chases the person with the ball.
its SUPER funny to watch! i recorded it down. and you can hear me say "hahaha. my cousin is so retarded" in the background.
HAHAHA!

the rain surprised us, and we all cozied under a small shelter.
thankfully it wasnt too long, so we went out to cycle.
my bike seat was a lil too high, so i didnt want to stop, lest i toppled over and fell.
but we stopped a few times..so i guess thats why my butt kinda hurts now..cos it takes me alot of effort to get back on. much to tif-taf's and tommy's amusement i might add. roar. those two are very naughty. hahaha.

rebecca and i cam-whored for a while after. and it was great fun.

all in all...

THANK YOU LIL MUMMY JANELLE!!

all i did was to say "hey. let's all go to sentosa to tan la! our church so near, but we never go there! you all having holidays soon right? let's go la!"
and on that night itself..my lil mummy janelle got to work and organised it. =)

i'm super proud of you girl! you planned it brilliantly. we all had a blast. -hug-



-takes photo-

me: aiyah. its off-center. delete. take again.

-takes photo-

me:aiyah. its off-center again!
russ: huh. its not off-center what. i'm in the center!
me: roar! hahaa.



friday came along..

note: i dont really like handwashing clothes.

met twin[jessica] on the way to town. we took 190 down.

it started to rain while we were on the bus. dark clouds, raindrops hitting against the window, and my ipod was playing "have yourself a merry little christmas".
and yeah! it really did feel like christmas!
i felt all warm and fuzzy inside.
perhaps i should listen to carols when it rains. then i can have christmas more often! yippee! =)

so twin and i alighted.ate meesua at wisma. and had shiok-a-delic mango pudding with sago for dessert.
then the hunt was on!
i have to desperately get a dress for my cousin's wedding. which is like..next week!
but alas...mission was not accomplished. i didnt manage to find one.
but at least now i have a better gauge of what i want. hmm.

met others for dinner at botak jones [clementi]. phwoar. its really really very shiok la! the meat is flavoured nicely, and juicy too. loved it. was really full.
but what was better than the food..was the company. [though many unglam shots were taken.haha.] =)

thanks babes for coming out to play! especially you twin..for keeping me in such splendid company the whole day.



yet in the midst of it all..when its just You and me. Your voice calls out so clear.
i don't deserve such grace. i don't deserve such love.
i may fool the whole world, but i can never fool You.
though i come to You broken and ugly, You still see beauty.
"everyone has their own wars to fight."
and as the song goes "the victory is mine, when the battle is the Lord's."
its in Your hands. i surrender. i'm weak.
i need You. i so desperately need You.

Come to me Lord, here is my heart. can't live on my own. can't live without You.

Jesus, what a beautiful Name.