Wednesday, January 31, 2007

not the greatest rapper- 1000 clowns
I know I'm not the greatest rapper in the world
But would ya, would ya, would ya please be my girl?
I know I'm not the greatest rapper in the world
But would ya, would ya, would ya please be my girl?
I know I'm not the greatest rapper in the world
But please baby, please baby be my girl.
I know I'm not the greatest rapper in this land
But I'll do anything if you'll hold my hand.
MY FAVOURITE SONG OF ALLL TIME!! THANK YOU MR ANDREW TANG THE GREAT!

woohoo. today started off early.

830 lab.

but i made new friends today at lab.

which was good. and at least chivalry was proven to be alive when one of the guys helped me sandpaper my steel sample. =) yay.

im happy. happy.happpyy.

haha. anyhoo..today i almost went crazy rushing my two lab reports.

argh. its amazing what university does to you. one of the reports is one of my worst i have ever smoked out. argh. but at least its a lil comforting to know that lab is only 1 AU.

i guess to a certain extent, Mr David Loh has placed this mental thought in my mind that lab is a serious thing, and has to be done properly.

remember all the solemn-ness in our labs, the silence, the cold stares he gives when you talk. amazing what the mind does to you.

i need more drive in my life i think.

more Spirit of Excellence.

ROAR.

WARNING!

CAROLINE TEOH JEN WEI IS VERY NAUGHTY! AND HIGHLY RETARDED!

ALL PERSONNELS PLEASE KEEP AWAY FROM THIS HAZARDOUS SPECIMEN!

on a serious note.

she really is.

we were walking through the canteen to come up to the library just now.

i was walking at the normal pace, and suddenly i dont see her walking alongside me.

so i turned to see where she was at. and there she was! walking a snail rate. the best part: ON PURPOSE!

so i walked back..grabbed her hand..and walked.

caroline : WAAAHHH!! -fake cry- i dont want to go to the principal's office!

me: -stunned for a while- NO LOR! you've been very naughty. he's gonna scold you.

so i "dragged" her to the library. and made her say sorry to the bust of Lee Wee Nam. our favourite library caretaker..who also happens to be the one who paid for our library. haha.

so she went and said sorry to him. its quite retarded. it amazes me how her brain works.

and so our nicks on msn now are:


Caroline: ANDREA LEE QING!!! Go and say sorry to LWN.. GO!


dRea - CAROLINE TEOH JEN WEI!! GO AND KISS LWN NOW!! naughty lor.

she lights up my life.

ohh! i never mentioned! im on a daniel fast now.

ie. cannot eat meat.

and i am dying! how does twin do it!!??

i cant do without meat.

now i really know that meat is indeed a luxury and God is indeed my Provider. haha.

campus day of prayer is coming. i'm excited to see what God has in store.

its exciting following Christ, no?

woohoo.



Thursday, January 25, 2007

even as you pray, you can feel the peace of God.
even as you pray, you can hear the voice of God.
thank You, for Your chastening allowing me to know that i am being molded.
thank You for Your Word.
thank You for trials that come my way.
i WILL count it all JOY.

we are one body of Christ.

You are so personal. so intimate. so loving.
Never fail to amaze me.
restless.unsettled.
those are the words that best fit my moods these days.
perhaps its the accumulated lack of sleep.
perhaps its the amount of work that i think i have to tackle but have yet to do it.
but mostly i think its because of my thoughts that have been running about often.

pensive.reflective.
in dire need to be humbled.
why boast of a gift? it is, in its essence, a gift.
of no merit, of no price.
a gift is a gift is a gift.
i need to learn that.
God has been prompting me, and it is yet another hard lesson to learn.
one humbling lesson after another.
perhaps if i had gotten another gift, it would not be so much of a struggle.
but God is in control of every situation.
every thing has its perfect purpose.
and i thank You.
if it were any other gift, my heart would be broken.
my life without a song.
i enjoy every moment.
but i need to focus on the cause of action.
Help me, Lord. every move i make, be it out of love, and not pride.
every one is given a different measure of grace, lest anyone should boast.


Spirit of Excellence.
where is it?
no where to be found.
ingrain colossians 3:23 in me.

i need to realign myself with You.
i need to spend time with You.
i need to stop running.
yet again.
stop running.
i'm sorry Lord.

Monday, January 01, 2007

i ushered in the new year multiple times last night.
with my youth, we counted down abt over 5 times?
haha. every watch tells a different time.
it was fun.

meta was great. assurance of His love and just a subtle change of my heart.
i needed it.
and i'm glad i experienced and got to know Him so much better through the times of worship and sharings.

so many things to be thankful for in 2006.
You answered my prayer and fulfilled my desire. Lord, i want more.
grew so much in 2006, and i'm looking forward to 2007, to serve Him more and in turn depend on His strength so much more. to be His light and His witness.
empower me.

2007 is going to be exciting, seeing growth in not only myself, but in the ones around me.
exciting things are gonna happen this year! i can feel it!

physical health is at its low now. thought i was better, but the cough and nose problems are coming on stronger.
but no worries, Jehovah Rophe will heal me soon. yay.

so after all the words and what not..all i want to say is..

HAPPY NEW YEAR! may 2007 be a year where God's goodness be poured out and proclaimed!

Lord prepare me to be a sanctuary.