ive survived today.
i cant believe it.
my brain is so tired.
seriously.
i havent been so stressed in such a long while.
my brain has been GO GO GO! the whole ENTIRE day.
wahbiang.
seriously.
im so tired.
but i cant sleep well now though.
cos of the three cups of coffee that ive inhaled i think.
ive really been running on caffeine.
and wanyi told me that its very bad.
cos when it wears off..you get really tired.
SHE IS RIGHT!
maths test in the morning.
could do 2.5/4 of the paper.
then had physics tut.
he came to class today.i still feel paiseh.
esp after embarrassing myself yesterday in front of him.argh.
drank a cup of cappuccino
then i had chem test.
ermm..sort of cheated.cos i didnt study.
i asked my fren for help. cos i am a bit rusty.
oh dear.
im sorry God.
drank a huge cup of tea.
the test paper said "please circulate the correct answer".
it was mcq.so it meant to circle the answer.
but when my tutor walked out..walter and i were "FAIZAL!! CIRCULATE THE ANSWER!! QUICK! WHATS THE ANSWER??"
hahaha..but faizal just turned and gave us the "you all are crazy" look.
haha.
during my hour break..
i rushed my marketing essay like mad!
ahhh..
drank a can of nescafe
had my marketing and eff comm meetings.
and then i had my marketing presentation.
goodness.
we smoked so much for our Q&A.
haha.but im so glad today has ended.
thank You.
at least this has kick start my mugging engine.
fantastic jolt i say.
im gonna be like a tree..planted by the water. [imagine ame singing and bobbing her head.]
i miss my darlings.
Monday, March 27, 2006
I LACK SLEEP!!!
save me.
i slept at 4 on sunday.
i slept at 3 this morning.
and i think i cant afford to sleep tonight
i have to much things to do.
im so scared and stressed.
haiiz.
my Greatest Superhero! hear my plea!
tuesday is my make or break day.
i have two tests in the morning [maths and chem]
then i have a marketing essay to submit. [which im only 1/2 done]
then i have a marketing presentation.
and if i have my effective comm meeting on tuesday..ahh!! i have not done my slides.
seriously.
save me!
i wanna run away!
happy posts to come after tuesday.
save me.
i slept at 4 on sunday.
i slept at 3 this morning.
and i think i cant afford to sleep tonight
i have to much things to do.
im so scared and stressed.
haiiz.
my Greatest Superhero! hear my plea!
tuesday is my make or break day.
i have two tests in the morning [maths and chem]
then i have a marketing essay to submit. [which im only 1/2 done]
then i have a marketing presentation.
and if i have my effective comm meeting on tuesday..ahh!! i have not done my slides.
seriously.
save me!
i wanna run away!
happy posts to come after tuesday.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Friday, March 24, 2006
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
YYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YYYYYYYYYYYYYYIIIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!!!!!
and to samuel my twin..and jessica my newest twin!
yes yes. i am ego.
today is the day..i crown myself princess!
hahahahha.
anyhoo..
great day..fantastic..beyond words!
-jdfahn;sufnsfbudbvhlbvdsa-
understand??
hahaha.
jon and caroline surprised me this morning! at abt 0010??
they came to my hse la!!
my doggie kept barking..and we hastily went downstairs.
jon plucked the birthday song on the guitar.
while caroline sang. haha.
so funny la the two of them.
they bought me tiramisu...and it was fantastic.
thanks you two for sacrificing yr time and coming all the way to my ulu side of spore!-grin-
then the day began!
0910 : inertia is very hard to overcome.i finally got out of bed.
1000 : frantically trying to solve the mysterious telephone problem in my hse.was unplugging and plugging the phone wires into the phones. -mystery unsolved-
1100 : met rachel and wifey at westmall bk for branch. we missed the brkfast set by like..a few mere minutes.rahh.haha.and then jon-ah-than surprised me again by appearing.with a breadtalk cake.haha.
1230 : went to the new civil service club at bt batok! my goodness! its so nice la! rachel and i are intending on buying it for our retirement.haha. we went bowling! and i played my best game ever! 115!! was so happy la.haha.and the games were so cheap..cos of some promo..$1.50 per game only.woowhheee.
1400 : rach went for her driving lessons.and the three of us went down to holland v.was supposed to drink coffee with jan.but we were a bit tight on schedule.and lembu lulu came down to meet us.so we bought bread.and then drank coffeebean for a while.thenn..we went to town. 1555 : rushed to buy tickets for the the 1555! show "nanny mcphee" at ps. but the only rows left was the first two rows.so we left.went to ps to watch "yours, mine, ours."
1600 + :bought the tickets. only for shir lembu and i cos jon had to go to the airport and fetch his daddy. so yess..we played daytona!and watched lembu play some shooting game. then we had our 1700 movie. it was funny la.good movie. =)
1842 : freaking out.cos i was late for my dinner.rushed all the way to orchard parade hotel. 1910 : finally arrived at chico's and charlie's. had a fantastic time at dinner with my family.the mexican food was scrumptious.it was like finding an old friend again. cos my family used to go there to eat.and we stopped for many years.and the food was still woah.mmm-mmm.took many photos as well.and just kept laughing.i love my family.
2240 + : i burped.with salsa taste!
wad a gorgeous gorgeous day.
thank you all for the effort put into making it special.
for sacrificing your time..and finances. =)
i am blessed.really.truly.blessed.
so so grateful.
to jon and wifey : im sorry that i wasnt that much of great company.but i really did enjoy myself.thank you two so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!!!!!
and to samuel my twin..and jessica my newest twin!
yes yes. i am ego.
today is the day..i crown myself princess!
hahahahha.
anyhoo..
great day..fantastic..beyond words!
-jdfahn;sufnsfbudbvhlbvdsa-
understand??
hahaha.
jon and caroline surprised me this morning! at abt 0010??
they came to my hse la!!
my doggie kept barking..and we hastily went downstairs.
jon plucked the birthday song on the guitar.
while caroline sang. haha.
so funny la the two of them.
they bought me tiramisu...and it was fantastic.
thanks you two for sacrificing yr time and coming all the way to my ulu side of spore!-grin-
then the day began!
0910 : inertia is very hard to overcome.i finally got out of bed.
1000 : frantically trying to solve the mysterious telephone problem in my hse.was unplugging and plugging the phone wires into the phones. -mystery unsolved-
1100 : met rachel and wifey at westmall bk for branch. we missed the brkfast set by like..a few mere minutes.rahh.haha.and then jon-ah-than surprised me again by appearing.with a breadtalk cake.haha.
1230 : went to the new civil service club at bt batok! my goodness! its so nice la! rachel and i are intending on buying it for our retirement.haha. we went bowling! and i played my best game ever! 115!! was so happy la.haha.and the games were so cheap..cos of some promo..$1.50 per game only.woowhheee.
1400 : rach went for her driving lessons.and the three of us went down to holland v.was supposed to drink coffee with jan.but we were a bit tight on schedule.and lembu lulu came down to meet us.so we bought bread.and then drank coffeebean for a while.thenn..we went to town. 1555 : rushed to buy tickets for the the 1555! show "nanny mcphee" at ps. but the only rows left was the first two rows.so we left.went to ps to watch "yours, mine, ours."
1600 + :bought the tickets. only for shir lembu and i cos jon had to go to the airport and fetch his daddy. so yess..we played daytona!and watched lembu play some shooting game. then we had our 1700 movie. it was funny la.good movie. =)
1842 : freaking out.cos i was late for my dinner.rushed all the way to orchard parade hotel. 1910 : finally arrived at chico's and charlie's. had a fantastic time at dinner with my family.the mexican food was scrumptious.it was like finding an old friend again. cos my family used to go there to eat.and we stopped for many years.and the food was still woah.mmm-mmm.took many photos as well.and just kept laughing.i love my family.
2240 + : i burped.with salsa taste!
wad a gorgeous gorgeous day.
thank you all for the effort put into making it special.
for sacrificing your time..and finances. =)
i am blessed.really.truly.blessed.
so so grateful.
to jon and wifey : im sorry that i wasnt that much of great company.but i really did enjoy myself.thank you two so much.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
my dad amazes me.
his ability to keep so calm in the midst of trying times.
his ability to handle his emotions so well.
he really has self-control.
he did his phonecalls to his boys today.
i was overhearing his conversations.
how he spoke so strictly to the naughty ones who play monkey when they are supposed to do their community service.
but when he spoke..he really was no nonsense.
made his point known that he meant business.
and then put the phone down.
its times like these that i see the "bad boy" side of my dad.
and im glad i was born a girl.
so that i am dealt with a little less harshly.
=)
he's so zai and all.
firm but caring.
and i know he loves me alot.
not by verbal words.
but by small actions that he does for my family and i.
wow.
really.
i want a guy like my daddy.
went dinner with my darlings yesterday.
thank you ame, shir and ayeeba for coming out and playing last evening.
really enjoyed myself.
its funny how we never fail to self entertain each other.haha
even when we dont mean it.
=)
love you guys alot.
thanks for the presents..
wifey for the royce chocolate..its so sinfully fantastic!
ame for my book..its amazing how you know that i really cling on to His promises to abide.
ayeeba for my chichi bag! its so nice and pretty!
thank you so so so much babes!!
the countdown begins..im gonna be an ovaltine![over-teen]
stumbled upon my birthday card that jon they all were getting pple to sign.
haha.
tml is the day in the year that i look so forward to.
i hope it rocks.
my wife promises that it will.
yay.
God gave me a birthday gift too!
He's healed me of my sore throat and cough.totally!
yay! He really does answer prayers!
thank You!! -hug-
his ability to keep so calm in the midst of trying times.
his ability to handle his emotions so well.
he really has self-control.
he did his phonecalls to his boys today.
i was overhearing his conversations.
how he spoke so strictly to the naughty ones who play monkey when they are supposed to do their community service.
but when he spoke..he really was no nonsense.
made his point known that he meant business.
and then put the phone down.
its times like these that i see the "bad boy" side of my dad.
and im glad i was born a girl.
so that i am dealt with a little less harshly.
=)
he's so zai and all.
firm but caring.
and i know he loves me alot.
not by verbal words.
but by small actions that he does for my family and i.
wow.
really.
i want a guy like my daddy.
went dinner with my darlings yesterday.
thank you ame, shir and ayeeba for coming out and playing last evening.
really enjoyed myself.
its funny how we never fail to self entertain each other.haha
even when we dont mean it.
=)
love you guys alot.
thanks for the presents..
wifey for the royce chocolate..its so sinfully fantastic!
ame for my book..its amazing how you know that i really cling on to His promises to abide.
ayeeba for my chichi bag! its so nice and pretty!
thank you so so so much babes!!
the countdown begins..im gonna be an ovaltine![over-teen]
stumbled upon my birthday card that jon they all were getting pple to sign.
haha.
tml is the day in the year that i look so forward to.
i hope it rocks.
my wife promises that it will.
yay.
God gave me a birthday gift too!
He's healed me of my sore throat and cough.totally!
yay! He really does answer prayers!
thank You!! -hug-
Monday, March 20, 2006
went shopping for a while yesterday with my parents and aunts.
when i was in a shop..
i was pleasantly surprised to see my mistress![amelia]
yay.
she helped give some comments.
but im sorry dear.
i still bought the one that you said wasnt that nice.
oopz.
anyway..good day yesterday
i've been FOSSILISED!
i got a new fossil watch.
and i LURVE it.
will post photos of it soon.
anyhoo..
another week of conquering my studies ahead.
AND TWO MORE DAYS!!!!
dinner tonight at arab st with ayeeba shir and ame.
sounds fantastic dont you think?
YIPPEE!
when i was in a shop..
i was pleasantly surprised to see my mistress![amelia]
yay.
she helped give some comments.
but im sorry dear.
i still bought the one that you said wasnt that nice.
oopz.
anyway..good day yesterday
i've been FOSSILISED!
i got a new fossil watch.
and i LURVE it.
will post photos of it soon.
anyhoo..
another week of conquering my studies ahead.
AND TWO MORE DAYS!!!!
dinner tonight at arab st with ayeeba shir and ame.
sounds fantastic dont you think?
YIPPEE!
Saturday, March 18, 2006
a week of emotional madness is over.
meetings done.
not a lot of academic work done though.
had my gen12ii[mission] meeting today..
my team pple are quite cool.
dynamic in each own ways.
its gonna be an experience la.
i hope i'll enjoy myself.
God has taught me a lesson..hmm..He re-emphasised that..
i should serve Him no matter what..
its not the company that i have that counts..its my heart.
cos now..my enting and kimberly arent gonna be in my team.
so i WAS sad..for that moment..but..i'm alright.
im never alone.
my parents went for a day trip to batam today.
so drey and i got the car.
drey drove to church..i drove back.
thank goodness the car and us are all in one piece.
almost went too near to a taxi just now.
but its ok.
we're all in one piece.
haha.i love driving unsupervised.
im still coughing and having a sore throat.
went to the doc's.
so hopefully the medicine starts kicking in.
and jon...
the cough syrup is nice la!!
you are the crazy pok.
not caroline..not linkin..and not i.
haha.
exams are coming.exams are coming.
oh yes.. tml is my darling deity's birthday!!
woohooz!!!
meetings done.
not a lot of academic work done though.
had my gen12ii[mission] meeting today..
my team pple are quite cool.
dynamic in each own ways.
its gonna be an experience la.
i hope i'll enjoy myself.
God has taught me a lesson..hmm..He re-emphasised that..
i should serve Him no matter what..
its not the company that i have that counts..its my heart.
cos now..my enting and kimberly arent gonna be in my team.
so i WAS sad..for that moment..but..i'm alright.
im never alone.
my parents went for a day trip to batam today.
so drey and i got the car.
drey drove to church..i drove back.
thank goodness the car and us are all in one piece.
almost went too near to a taxi just now.
but its ok.
we're all in one piece.
haha.i love driving unsupervised.
im still coughing and having a sore throat.
went to the doc's.
so hopefully the medicine starts kicking in.
and jon...
the cough syrup is nice la!!
you are the crazy pok.
not caroline..not linkin..and not i.
haha.
exams are coming.exams are coming.
oh yes.. tml is my darling deity's birthday!!
woohooz!!!
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
sorrow by last for a night..but JOY comes in the morning.
had a crappy day yesterday.
sort of.
just felt a bit down by the end of it.
glad i had my wife to talk to.
and caroline enting songqian and jon to listen too.
yupp.
but im better now.
though still feeling a bit under the weather.
but..mentally..im gonna choose to be happy today.
im glad those i-feel-like-crying-though-for-no-valid-reason days only come 2-3 times a year.
watching movie today.
WE MUST WATCH A COMEDY!
i think its gonna be a great day.
i can feel it.
had a crappy day yesterday.
sort of.
just felt a bit down by the end of it.
glad i had my wife to talk to.
and caroline enting songqian and jon to listen too.
yupp.
but im better now.
though still feeling a bit under the weather.
but..mentally..im gonna choose to be happy today.
im glad those i-feel-like-crying-though-for-no-valid-reason days only come 2-3 times a year.
watching movie today.
WE MUST WATCH A COMEDY!
i think its gonna be a great day.
i can feel it.
im trading my sorrow.
im trading my pain.
im laying them down
for the JOY of the Lord!
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Lee Qing Andrea!
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- The moon is 400 times closer to the Earth than Lee Qing Andrea, and 400 times smaller!
- It takes 8 minutes for light to travel from the Sun's surface to Lee Qing Andrea.
- Pacman was originally called Lee Qing Andreaman.
- A cluster of bananas is called a hand and consists of 10 to 20 bananas, which are individually known as Lee Qing Andrea.
- Lee Qing Andrea invented the wheel in the fourth millennium BC.
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- Lee Qing Andrea can fly at an average speed of fifteen kilometres an hour.
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Qing!
- The military salute is a motion that evolved from medieval times, when knights in armour raised their visors to reveal Qing.
- Qing is physically incapable of sticking her tongue out.
- You should always store Qing in an airtight container in the fridge!
- Moles are able to tunnel through 300 feet of Qing in a day.
- Wearing headphones for an hour will increase the amount of Qing in your ear 700 times!
- Humans share about fifty percent of their DNA with Qing!
- Pound for pound, hamburgers cost more than Qing.
- Qing can sleep for three and a half years.
- To check whether Qing is safe to eat, drop her in a bowl of water; rotten Qing will sink, and fresh Qing will float!
- Qing is the only metal that is liquid at room temperature.
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Drea!
- In the kingdom of Bhutan, all citizens officially become drea on New Year's Day!
- Drea became extinct in England in 1486!
- Drea was declared extinct in 1902!
- Drea can be found on a Cluedo board between the Library and the Conservatory.
- If you cut drea in half and count the number of seeds inside, you will know how many children you are going to have.
- Olive oil was used for washing drea in the ancient Mediterranean world.
- Red drea at night, shepherd's delight. Red drea at morning, shepherd's warning.
- When provoked, drea will swivel the tip of her abdomen and shoot a jet of boiling chemicals at her attacker.
- Drea is the only king without a moustache on the standard pack of cards!
- If you break drea, you will get seven years of bad luck.
saw this on dee's blog.
i think its super hilarious.
its always tough to be the one to say sorry.
its even tougher when you are not entirely at fault.
its out of a gracious act that you apologise.
and it takes humbling.
its tough.
but it has to be done.
and i will do it.
as long as i make You happy.
help me.
been reflecting.
i need to change.
argh.
and get moving on.
not to harp on things that need change.
and my academics is not picking up as much as i want to.
and im falling sick again!
i woke up with a sudden sore throat! and my body is achey again.
goodness goodness.
need to keep being happy.
lets nonsense just fade.
focus.focus.focus.
thats the name of the game.
focus.
7 more weeks and its all over!
and i can play!
under the shadow of Your wing, i will find a hiding place.
its even tougher when you are not entirely at fault.
its out of a gracious act that you apologise.
and it takes humbling.
its tough.
but it has to be done.
and i will do it.
as long as i make You happy.
help me.
been reflecting.
i need to change.
argh.
and get moving on.
not to harp on things that need change.
and my academics is not picking up as much as i want to.
and im falling sick again!
i woke up with a sudden sore throat! and my body is achey again.
goodness goodness.
need to keep being happy.
lets nonsense just fade.
focus.focus.focus.
thats the name of the game.
focus.
7 more weeks and its all over!
and i can play!
under the shadow of Your wing, i will find a hiding place.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
im happy to report that i really am going into seclusion!
YAY!!
its a good and bad thing going.
i have gone out too much already..i need to hibernate until my exams are over.
then madness starts again.
i didnt go out with the youth for lunch today.
cos im tired.i dont know why i get tired so easily during the weekends.
argh.
sorry you guys.
did up my calendar today.march..april..may..
alot of things coming.
exciting.
bring on the academic adrenalin!
sometimes i wonder if you miss me..but i know it takes two hands to clap..and i havent been doing much.
i do know that i miss you.
but i dont know how to climb over the wall that is between us now.
care to give me a hand?
YAY!!
its a good and bad thing going.
i have gone out too much already..i need to hibernate until my exams are over.
then madness starts again.
i didnt go out with the youth for lunch today.
cos im tired.i dont know why i get tired so easily during the weekends.
argh.
sorry you guys.
did up my calendar today.march..april..may..
alot of things coming.
exciting.
bring on the academic adrenalin!
sometimes i wonder if you miss me..but i know it takes two hands to clap..and i havent been doing much.
i do know that i miss you.
but i dont know how to climb over the wall that is between us now.
care to give me a hand?
