Tuesday, January 31, 2006

third day of chinese new year.
and i am at home. =)
being a good girl.
and trying to do some work..so that i will not die in the following weeks.
work is coming in.
ahhh!

the past few days have been fun.
spending so much time with family.
keep losing money tho.
i lost $4.50 on the first day..during the game of in-between.
then yesterday..i lost 4 peanuts during ban luck.
we all started with 10 peanuts.
haiyah.
owell..

hopefully i get to drink my australian wine tonight.
ive been waiting oh-so-long to drink it.
we bought it 7 years ago.
ps. my becky doesnt know that wine doesnt have an expiry date.wahaha.

merry chinese new year everyone!
dont drink gamble and gorge too much.
=)

Sunday, January 29, 2006


becky and i.. =) Posted by Picasa
laopo. come back quick.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
hope yr angbao collect is jin zhui jin zhui.
haha.
am i spelling it right.
but yes..hope you get alot of angbaos.
=)

reunion dinner was fantastic.as usual.haha.
my mum did a stupendous job.
super full now.
i feel as if ive put on 5 kg.
haha.
feasting has begun.

my older cousin msged drey and i just now..:
break your piggy bank and bring your coins to my place tmr. :) mini ir.
hahaha.
yes yes. the only time in the year that i allow myself to gamble.
but very very little.
so yes..in-between here i come.
haha.

have a good festive season everyone!
arent we all blessed with such good families.
=)

finally got an answer.
no stitches needed.

junxiang looking very shocked..and checking if the tissue she threw back at us was really in the soup..haha..xuexing is really mean to have bluffed her la..hahhaa.. Posted by Picasa

our steamboat when our stuff were all thrown in..and andrew kept attempting to have his softboiled eggs..but..failed many times. Posted by Picasa

the guys studying the soup..haha. Posted by Picasa

our steamboat soups..-initially- Posted by Picasa

the evil evil spice in our ma-la soup.the bane of our dinner.hahaha. Posted by Picasa

zhixian looking mightily pleased..and comfortable.haha. Posted by Picasa

my enting!! so colourful right..=) Posted by Picasa

my babe enting and i.. Posted by Picasa

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

ann was rubbing it in jac's face that she got the man
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
and SHE"s GLOATING!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
BITCH
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
BITCH!!!!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
BITTTTTCCCCH!!!!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
SLAP HER! QUICK LIZ!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
THROW SMTH AT YR TV! HURRY UP!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
i wanna smack her!!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
i cant breathe..
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
i wanna smack her!
lizzzz says:
ah yes u've said that a million times
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
hahaha cos i really do!!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
OH MAN!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
STOP STOP!!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
SMACK HER
lizzzz says:
OK ALREADY
jac's at some scenic scenic spot cause she didn't wanna go see her love getting hitched
lizzzz says:
ARGH WHATS WITH ALL THE CRYING LA
lizzzz says:
STOP CRYING
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
yar! contributing to the reservoir!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
i bet its so tiring to keep crying
ann and thom's saying i do
lizzzz says:
I OBJECT!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
I OBJECT TOO
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
QUICK
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
JUMP IN!!
lizzzz says:
U DO IT
hongkong mom's about to sign the marriage cert
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
hang on!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
i need to grab the pen!
lizzzz says:
YA YA YA
hongkong mom says 'i can't do this'
lizzzz says:
AHHHHH YESSSSSSSSS
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
YES!!
lizzzz says:
JUSTICE!
.:: caffeinate me ::. says:
YEEEEESSS
.. assortment of dancing emoticons that sadly doesn't show
such strong emotion.. chinese serials are getting better i say!
haha.that was all that happened last night as liz and i were watching the 9 o'clock channel 8 show.
pardon me for all of my vulgarities.i was really irritated.
haha.
oh yes.the above entry was copied from liz.the entire thing. =)

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

i must.
and should.
STOP HITTING THE CARPARK CURBS.
sigh.

anyhoo.
thanks giving!!
yay.
i have been praying THE WHOLE ENTIRE DAY..
that i wld be able to make friends at my first marketing seminar.
cos i was scared.
so so scared.
PETRIFIED.
i am SHY.really.
especially when you throw me into a room of strangers.
i'll only talk if need be.
and from then on then..ermm..i'm just myself.
but its the initial stages that i am so so scared of.

but HE answered my prayers!
jon and nick were so nice as to walk me to my seminar room.
then i went in..-hands were cold and all-
and so..i went in..
there was this table of 4 girls.
then i asked one of them "is that our tutor?"
okk..not that im BIMBOTIC or what..but the guy in front was surrounded by pple with qns..and like..who asks qns before class right..so i thought it was the previous tutor.
haha.
ok.
so the girl said yes..and i told the tutor that i didnt have a grp and all..
and he asked if anyone wants me to be in their grp.
and the grp of girls invited me in!!
yay!
i was so happy la..
so yes.
i have FOUR new friends.
God answers prayers!

yayness.
i am so happy.
He's goooooddd....
=)
after lunch[on sunday]..and the family was just dwaddling [is there such a word..but it sounds nice.].
ok.
so we were dwaddling around outside the restaurant.
i was sleepy.

so i held on to my phone..and stood next to my dad.

me :ring!ring! -holds phone to the ear- hello bed??yes yes.hello.yar.i'm coming home soon.yar.to sleep.okok.i see you later. bye bed!
-turned to my dad- my bed is calling me.

my daddy : huh!wow.i didnt know you had an i-bed!.intelligent bed.how come it didnt scold you and tell you "why that day you were so lazy as to not change my bedsheets??"
i think i should go reprogram the system.and make it reprimand and scold you.

me : hhuuhhhh...

so yes.im here.online.at ONE AM in the morning.
SUPPOSED to meet enting and jon online.
to make sure we are all awake and doing tutorials.
but..NNOOOOO...both of them arent here.
sigh..
okk..back to my chem tut.
sighh..

Sunday, January 22, 2006

two more months and i am going to be OLD!!!

reality hits.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

so i've noticed..
guys in spore are becoming more and more metro.
some couples..the guy dresses better than the girl.
you can see the effort made.
and yes..it is much better.
cos there are more "eye-candies" in that sense.

but i'm wondering..
so are guys gonna be like..more sensitive and what not?
demanding more attention and all. emotionally?
okk...personal preference here.
guys who are more secured and independent.
sensitive when the need arises.
but not all the time.
for eg. if there is a change in expression on the girl's face.for a brief moment.
there is no need to be so "overly-concerned".
a person cant be happy all the time right.
as i've mentioned..its a personal preference.
i believe [sort of] in gender equality.
but i believe in chivalry too.
and manliness for that matter.
sighh..
i hope the day doesnt come when drama serials show guys crying more often than girls.

okk.weird entry.
im just thinking.
no offenses intended.

Friday, January 20, 2006

went out with my dear girls today.
it was fun.
ate too much i think.
we're really very kuku.
at least we didnt say anything silly to the waitresses today. haha.

tired.

running tml morning with jon and kim.

my baby k750i isnt with me.
under repair.

my favourite topic.
makes me do stupid things.
i need answers.
smack my hand.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

majesty.majesty.Your grace has found me just as i am.
empty-handed but alive in Your hands.

God helped me through today.
its so amazing.
thank You.
My Superhero.

though i fell asleep during the first lect.
cos i was really tired.
then i was dozing in and out of sleep during effective comm class.
haha.
but it was okk la..
i must get used to it.
thursdays are such loonnngg days.

kimberly is so funny.
she really cracks me up with the impromptu things she says sometimes.
haha.
are you smiling girl?? i mentioned your name again.haha

thanks jon for working with me for the game.
haha.
well done.
=)

going out with my dearies tml. yay
jer joy..and my drey.
=)

andrea's tired.

i wish i could control the temperature of my ears.rah.

i still love you dor.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

random things.

i was sleepy.
and we did OSCILLATIONS for lab.
sighh.
talk abt sleep inducing.

we finally did buffalo falling off the log for tap today.
and alot of reefs.
made shir and andrea happy girls.

audrey laughed until she cried when she saw my matric photo.
haha.only because i was laughing at other pple's photos first.
and mine is sooo horrid.
sighh.

jon and i are gonna be clowns tml.
yippee..-groann-

i have a SIX HOUR LONG marathon of lessons tml.
after my two hours break which is after my two hours of lecture.
arghh..

its coming..

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

i took the bus home from orchard today.
an uncle was good enough to move in order to make space for me.
and reminded me to tap my card.
resting against the entrance door of the bus.
looking out of the bus as cars whizzed by.
was almost surreal.
as the bus slipped out of the expressway.
a sudden wave of nostalgia hit me.
almost every other bus stop reminded me of moments.
it was as if every bus stop on both sides of the road.
hung a tag.
and on every tag was written a memory.
some bitter and some sweet.
but the train of thoughts just derailed when i alighted.
which was good.
i was starting to think too much again.

i dropped children's adventure tales.
and have taken up marketing.
i hope i made a right choice.

thanks so much zixiang for going out with me today.really did enjoy myself.
i am very thankful to have a good friend like you. really.
take care when you're in army. i'll be missing you.


he brought me to go try fried mars bar.
my goodness! its fantastic!
go try! at the shop chippy at far east.
near yakun.woooo...its really good.

aightt..im tired.
tap tap tapping tml.
yay.

my darlings! -ame and her silly eyebrows which look perfectly NORMAL!- Posted by Picasa

my contemplation that i BOUGHT! yayness.it was love at first sight.haha.i love the price too! guess how much!! GUESS!! Posted by Picasa

the back view... Posted by Picasa

the front view of my contemplation.. Posted by Picasa

Sunday, January 15, 2006

The Atheist and the Shark
There is this atheist swimming in the ocean.
All of a sudden he sees this shark in the water,
so he starts swimming towards his boat.
As he looks back,he sees the shark turn and head towards him.
His boat is a ways off and he starts swimming like crazy.
He's scared to death, and as he turns to see
the jaws of the great white beast open,
revealing its teeth in a horrific splendor,
the atheist screams, "Oh God! Save me!"
In an instant time is frozen and a bright lightshines down from above.
The man is motionless in the water
when he hears the voice of God say,
"You are an atheist.Why do you call upon me
when you do not believe in me?"
Aghast with confusion and knowing he can't lie
the man replies, "Well, that's true I don't believe in you,but how about the shark?
Can you make the shark believe in you?"
The Lord replies, "As you wish,"
and the light retracted back into the heavens,
and the man could feel the water begin to move once again.
As the atheist looks back he can seethe jaws of the shark
start to close down on him,when all of sudden the shark stops and pulls back.
Shocked, the man looks at the shark
as the huge beast closes its eyes and bows its head
and says,"Thank you Lord for this food forwhich I am about to receive..."
hahaha..this was printed in our church's bulletin today.
thankfully i managed to find it off the net so it saved me alot of typing.
these were printed too..
CHURCH SIGNS
"Free Trip to Heaven.Details inside!"
An ad for one church has a picture of two hands holding stone tablets on which the Ten Commandments are inscribed and a headline that reads,-"For Fast Relief, Take Two Tablets."
"Fight truth decays - study the Bible daily"
"Dusty Bibles lead to Dirty lives"
"It is unlikely there'll be a reduction in the wages of sin."
"If you cant sleep, dont count sheep.Talk to the shepherd."
hahaha.hilarious.
i love it when they type really funny stuff.
=)
went lunch at PS with the youth.
on the way down..on the train..
me : -checks handphone in bag with elvin peering into my bag- what you looking at?
elvin : nothing.i find it interesting to see what's in a girl's bag. -looks in- huh?haha.computing? haha..yar..im getting scared also.-pulls out his super heavy law book-
me : phwoar.so heavy!
elvin :quick quick.keep your textbook. -points at ashley- oh hor! ashley so mugger!
haha..cos the girl was studying her accounting.
and so the two of us pretended as if we didnt bring our textbooks along.
so retarded la..
lunch was horrific.
sighh..i will never stop getting suaned.
now im being called "fishy".
dang.
i pray for the day that all the nonsense stops.
but..overall..any time spent with my youth crazy nuts is always good.
=)
drove to and from re's hse just now.
haha. i drove through 3 amber lights.
but legally of cos.
ok la..i think my parking is improving.
aight.i need to go.
getting tired.
and i need to complete more parts of my tutorials.
since tomorrow im going out! -yippee!-
heading to carl's jr. with the darlings.
im so so happy.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

i have weird friends.
yes i do.

ayeeba and ame talk abt the weirdest stuff.
and im going dinner with them on monday.
oh myy..i hope my wife doesnt start joining their conversation as well.
arghh.
my darlings are losing it.

but im glad we're FINALLY meeting up for dinner.
and we squashies havent gone out in forever as well..
goodness.
its so hard to arrange outings nowadays.

today was good. shopping at the seiyu bazaar thingy at nanyang audi wasnt as fantastic as i thought it wld be..cos i walked out with no shoes purchased.haha.
but i bought hair rubber bands.
haha.
[the die-die-must-buy-smth mentality comes into play.haha.]

but it was interesting la..shopping within school campus.

played imagineiff with kenneth kim leechoon adrian jon enting and junxiang.
it was funn..haha..
imagining what kinda singer kenneth wld be..what kinda chair kimberly wld be..what kinda crime jon wld be..what i prioritise the most after religion..
it was fun la..considering im not that close to some of them..at least we had a time of playing.

during physics lecture today..
caroline : isnt it amazing how God created light and it is so complicated..like as a wave and particle. [not word for word exactly.]

but yeahh..it got me thinking abt Creation again.
all He did was spoke..
and TADAH! light..dual in nature.
and im spending 7 lectures just learning abt it..and how scientists tested and tested just to figure out what exactly light is.
amazing.

need to go meet zx soon.
haiz..hopefully.
cos he's going in to army soon.and i wldnt be seeing him much.
sorry twin for always being an invisible friend.


aight.
nothing else to say.
im hungry.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

today is my longest day.
felt funny the whole day after breakfast.
i was supposed to sleep during my 2 hr break.
but i cldnt sleep in caroline's room.
i just kept turning and turning.
cos my TUMMY kept churning and churning.
but she managed to sleep!
sob.

Xroads was good. [as always.]
and i have one more thing to add to my prayer list.
i'm running after You.
all 6 of them didnt come today though.
which is good..so i have to make new frens and socialise more.
i kept singing the song "no body loves me" to edwin.
haha.


need to start planning my songs for this saturday's worship.
yay.

alright..im tired.
and i just wanna blog generally now.

shopping with eliza and caroline tml!
at nanyang audi.
wahaha.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

drove to lot one with drey yesterday.
yay.
im so proud of myself.
parked twice! and quite well too i must add.
my driving is improving.
yippee.

made kueh rose and love letters yesterday.
will bring some to school tml..if i remember.
=)

i guess derek is right.
i do blog generally.
owell.

oh yes.i called lion just now.
to have his girlfren yiwen pick it up.
and it worries me when the person who is the closest to him..doesnt know where he is!!
arghh..
i hope he is alright.
he makes me worry.
haiz.

tap today was fantastic.
as always.
did alot of turning though.
i cant turn left! i get groggy fast.
argh.
i need to train how to spot properly.

alright...nothing much else to say. byee!!

here's another tick to you. now to erase another.

havent been uploading photos.
so here goes..

i was sort of "dared" to post this picture up.

and yes. they are underwear.

Monday, January 09, 2006

it has been raining!!
=)

"I set My rainbow in the cloud, and it shall be for the sign of the covenant between Me and the earth." -Genesis 9:13

the Rainbow.
-the most charming example of chromatic dispersion is a rainbow.
-white light intercepted by a falling raindrop is refracted into the drop and reflects from the drop's inner surface, and then refracts out of the drop.
-the rainbow you see is formed by many droplets.

:: my physics optics lect. notes ::


its so amazing right?!?!
i was so excited this morning when i read Genesis 9.
i was like..WOW!! its already written in the bible!! and its so scientific!!
AMAZING!!
i mean..of cos since young you know that there's a rainbow.and you learn about Noah and all.
but i didnt know that God was so specific as to mention that it would be SET IN A CLOUD.

YOU never cease to amaze me.

had a good day in school today.
overkill of computing.
but im enjoying it still for now.

at lect. just now..
caroline wrote : bored?
me : a bit.
if i was bored A BIT 8 times.i would be bored A BYTE!
-my lame computing statement of the day. -

its a fantastic day.
thanks to divya and jon for keeping me company while i waited for my lect. today. =)


Sunday, January 08, 2006

ok.i have given up on thinking so much.
its tiring.

anyhoo..
learnt how to do love letters yesterday.
as in..every year..i usually do the rolling part..
but yesterday aunt lin and aunt jen made me learn how to do the "toasting(?)".
i got the hang of it after a while.
and was quite good..when i was making more than burning them.
=)

was fun.

but sometimes i wish they dont probe me abt re's affairs.
if they wanna know they should just ask her.
i dont like being put in the spot.
sigh.the hazards of being the older cousin.

tuesday is yet another day of making chinese new year goodies.
but the worse[making pineapple tarts] has yet to come.

service was good. we discussed the different changes that we would like to see in our youth group structure and attitude and all.
its gonna be an exciting year.

today has been such a wonderful day to sleep!!
my goodness.
i love the weather.

=)
my mummy cooked my fav. kuah ladah with stingray soup just now.
mmm-mmm. sedap!

quite sad that this week i wldnt be able to meet up with my darlings.

to ayeeba : selamat hari raya haji!
to ame : melt in his eyes.
to shir : shake it!! =)

new year.new goals.i hope i dont fail.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

time of the year again.
when i start reflecting abt stuff.
asking questions that are hard to answer.
ive gone through so much last year.
and worried my wife a bit with some silly things i got very hung up with.
and now trying to grapple with feelings i am not allowed to.
i think ive built a wall unconsciously.

im being in too pensive a mood.
its starting to get me down a bit.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

have you looked into the sky tonight?
its so clear.
you can see so many stars.
i was just amazed.
i can just stand there and stare at the stars.
arent they amazing?
isnt the God who made it all even more so awesome?
wow.
i am so thankful for stars.
makes you feel so much happier.

=)

Xroads was good today.
ROGER'S NEW NAME IS RABBIT!
attention everyone!!
roger yeo's new name is ROGER RABBIT YEO.
comprehende? good good. =)

haha.i love irritating him.
haha.and el songbird too.
haha.
and nicholas now thinks im mad.
goodness.
why does everyone have this WRONG impression abt me.
sigh.

im such a serious person.

anyway.im the prez of the new bimbo club.
all broken wrists and barbie doll collectors are welcome.
haha.

oh mann..i am..was..uber high.

watched a midsummer night's dream with enting today.
not the new one.the old black and white tape.
haha. cos the little women dvd wasnt working.
owell.

the course of love never did run smooth..

hear.hear.

i love going crazy.i love acting like a child.
it loosens so much tension.
it makes you gain your sanity once again.

born to be wild.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

this is my 395th post.
amazing.

anyway.
school has started today.
i love school.
just dont quite like the studying part.
rah.
but this sem..i must see it all in the light of studying abt Creation.
and try not to think of studying as too much of a burden.

i ponned my first lecture for the semester today.
chemistry.
feeling a bit guilty.
esp since dor said that we should be good testimonies.
haiz.

came home and have had this feeling to STUDY since.
i tried getting rid of the feeling.
but its still here.

sigh.GO AWAY I SAY!

played with my NICLAV just now.
im seriously not good enough for my love.

so many reasons why i should just walk away.
so many reasons why its so hard to let go.
its time.
it really is.
to just let go.

Monday, January 02, 2006

its his birthday today.
at least i remembered it well this year.
i guess a part of me will always be his.
a minute part.
i dont regret our past.
i dont think i ever will.
just a chapter in my life that has ended and closed.
lessons learnt and pain not to be raked up again.
at least i didnt lose his friendship.


yupp.
on to the next chapter please!
committing my emotions all to Him.

school is starting again tomorrow.
new challenges.
need motivation once more.

You are the centre of it ALL.