when you're feeling down and low..
know that you are never alone.
HE is always there to protect and keep you.
wipe away your tears and put a smile on your face again.
He wants you to cry on His shoulders and be everything you need.
HIS grace is sufficient for all things.
He'll carry you on His wings and comfort you.
He is strong enough to shield you from every hurt and pain.
He loves you and never wants to see you leave.
He is always there.
always.

i lift up my eyes to the hills.
from whence does my help come from?
my help comes from the Lord.
maker of heaven and earth.

the Lord will not allow your foot to be moved.
He who keeps you will not slumber.
behold, He who keeps Isreal
will neither slumber nor sleep.

The Lord is your keeper
your shade at your right hand.
the sun shall not strike you by day,
nor the moon by night.

He shall preserve you from all evil.
He shall preserve your soul.

the Lord shall bless your going out and your coming in
from this time forth and even forevermore.

psalm 121.

*if there are mistakes..im sorry..im typing from memory..

me at the nearest mtr station to my hotel.. 

our "wedding" photo..haha..i wanted my eyes to look big..ok ok..i look retarTed..hahaha..but my darling looks good right..haha.. 

lu lu lu lu lu...lu lu le le le...

*skips off..*

stops.

hi shir my wife!
i got married today.
to my darling deon..
im sorry.
but he doesnt mind me being already married.
love you!!
love deon too!
erm..bye!

lu lu lu lu lu..lu lu le le le...

yay!!!i finally changed my plan.
i hope i dont regret it..cos i cant change back to my old plan..it doesnt exist anymore..owellz..
now i get free incoming calls ALL DAY!!!
so everyone...
if i start acting sly and asking pple to call me instead..i'm sorry.
but yar!!
call me call me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay.im happy.

i need a new phone..my phone is screwy...it keeps resetting...argh.

anyhoo..yesterday was fun..though majority of the time shir and i were entertaining ourselves cos amelia was busy preparing for her bbq..hahaha..but we enjoyed ourselves..should have talked more to ame though..sorry girl..

shir and i were in ame's room most of the time..
when i went into the toliet..shir kept jiggling the door..and she opened it slightly and closed it back when i screamed.haha.but she kept playing with it la.den when i walked out of the room i couldnt see her..so i was like peeking at all the corners to get ready in case she jumps out..
den when i walked out of the room and turned the corner..i saw her staring at me from between the door hinges..she was hiding behind the door....i was so shocked la..she's so psychotic!!!hahahahha.i ran into the kitchen and told ame and her sis all abt it..lydia was laughing so hard..haha...
den the second time i went to the toliet to change..cos we were leaving for tap class already..
that silly girl opened all the way ok!!!thankfully i didnt take off my clothes yet..den she just kept jiggling the door..den i unlocked and opened the door and scared her..haha..den i closed it back..den this time was ready to take off my shorts..so my hands were at my hips there..den the silly pok opened the door again ok!!!!she looked and me and the both of us burst out laughing like mad monkeys..
goodness.
shir and i are crazy.
but shir is better..she has a PERVY trait as well..
tap was fun too..as usual we were laughing and making a fool of ourselves..haha..i love tap!
there was this move that we had to heel twice and toe twice..den yr butt will like protrude out..haha..it was funny..and there was one move that we had to move forward on out toes..like mice..den i dunnoe what to do with my arms..kept feeling like putting them in front of my body like a mouse...hahahahaa..but i refrained..heh.

anyhoo..today i had auto car lesson..so shiok..i like driving auto..no need to keep clutching in and changing gears..hahahahha..only went up the kerb once too!!ONCE!!heh.

can book my driving test le..and yes jermy..now you know!!please dont be so behind please..

kk..at re's now..aunt jen and i have a korean vcd date..haha..tally-ho!

well i loved deeper and i spoke sweeter and i gave forgiveness i've been denying.and he said "one day i hope you'll get the chance..to love like you were dying.." 

i went to play LAN today!!!
can you believe it!??!?!
hahaha.cos mr jermy foo wanted me to learn how to play DoTa.
gabriel and their fren helped..i just kept whacking pple..my first hero was so super UGLY!!i dunnoe why i chose it la..aiyohz..and i walked so slow..aiyohz.
my second one was way cooler..looks a bit satanic la..but it was cool and black.heh.
we played at paradize centre.never knew there was such a place until today man.
haha.
ok la the game.i aint the gaming sort..so yar.owellz.
thanks gabby jermy and their fren!!i did enjoy myself today..fragging pple and getting fragged.haha.
i just need to learn how to use the different abilities..dun get the hang of it yet.owellz.

went to talk to rasul today abt the resignation..probably resign second week of july..
im thankful the talk went well..

going to the zoo next week!!!yiipppee!!!finally...
oh yeah oh yeah...

kk..CSI is on tv now..must run...aiyohz.cannot.tired.ok..must getta strolling..bye!

this is the picture of me the day i did mercury man...the silly canister weighs 8KG WITHOUT any fluids inside..my shoulders were aching like what....and i felt like a teenage mutant ninja turtle the whole time..and one of the pple who came to sample the drink said that i looked like a ghost buster..can you believe it..i carried this thing ard bugis to give pple free chai latte..haha..but im so strong! im a big kid, look what i can do.. haha.

the popeye chicken fans!! -and yes!finally got a picture of kenneth..haha.thanks gordon.- 

i realize....yet again..
that i should really apply "doing your best for God" and "be a good stewart of your talents"
i am such a jack of all trades...
i think i just need to refocus...
yay.
im so glad i got this revelation.

i want to be free..
Lord..many things are boggling my mind..
i need YOU..

i dont worry about tomorrow..
i just live from day to day..
i dont borrow from its sunshine..
for its skies may turn to grey..
i dont worry o'er the future..
for i know what Jesus said..
and today..i'll walk beside Him..
for He knows what is ahead..

my world is closing around me. 

i hate internal conflicts.
i hate that i keep thinking things over in circles.
i have lost all drive to do anything anymore.
im trying to find the reason why i lack the drive to do anything.
i think..maybe i am getting lonely.
but no..that should never be a reason..im not a weak lonely dependent female..
cant be.
den i think..i lack spiritually..
thats quite a good reason..but this lack of drive is not only spiritual..
i need to learn smth new..
but im not even good at the things im presently responsible for now..
i hate to think that im on the brink of depression..
and im trying to stop my ownself from falling over the ledge..
but im so lifeless...i find myself a boring conversationalist..
im so self critical that i feel fake talking to pple that im not close to..
argh!!!i hate this..
i sound so psychotic right???
but then again..i think abt it..maybe im just too free that i have this kinda random thoughts..
aiyohz.
argh..
andrea!!stop it!!!

hahahaha.
its been a long time since i last blogged..
i love the jet setter's life man!!
i went to church camp on the 6th until 9th.
and when i came back..i left for hongkong...9th to the 13th..
woohooz..
so fun..
tiring but fun fun FUN!!
church camp was a blast though not many pple went..missed deon tim and drey and joy and jer.
i was so age-confused in camp.
cos i stayed with janelle(13) and eleanor(13).
hahaha.they are cute la.i kept bullying them.i was always the last to wake up.heh.
age-confused because..although i was the oldest..janelle is like a little mummy...took good care of me..hahaha..i hung out with the younger ones...i kept hanging with gabriel(15) and jermy(15)..we played cards and all the nonsense la..really enjoyed myself..
in batu pahat..there is only..ONE shopping mall..and they sell alot of PIRATED goods..like..ALOT..
hahaha.watched a movie there..madagascar..again..cos the ticket was so cheap!!5 ringgit!!so cheap right..hahaha.we kept singing the "i like to move it move it" song after that...
haha.we watched star wars episode 3 in clement's room..he bought the pirated dvd and we watched on his ps2.the subtitles were hilarious.."you shall be called dark vega."
its so huh?!?!..haahaha..its darth vader lor..hahahaha..
on the last night..we kept playing bridge and a*hole daidee..i went ard the different seats to "purify" them..cos the fengshui wasnt good..hahaha..they seriously thought i was mad..but i warned them already..nearing a certain time..i will start acting all crazy.hahaha.
during a*hole daidee..clement kept swapping between kingship and queenship..so funny..kept going for sex change...haha.
tommy kept calling me an evil bangla the whole trip..i dun understand why im one...but i am..and i became darth evil bangla too..hahaha..
i really enjoyed myself.
i really love my youth.
im so glad that we're all going to be life-long frens.
i feel very like myself when im with them..childish.haha.

anyhoo..after church camp..
i went to hongkong with my sister,her colleague(kk, 31) and his good fren(koonyin, 34).
i was the youngest.as you can see..the age gap is quite alot..
but thankfully it didnt pose any problems.
the hotel room was very small.
but cosy.
the water ran very hot at random..it was very troublesome.i almost fell out of the bathtub the first time i encountered it.hahaha.
i went shopping like mad.the espirit warehouse was like..wow..so cheap.
i bought 3 shirts for abt 25 sing each.and the quality is good.and a sweater for 30 bucks.hahahaha.cheap cheap!
i was so amused by the starbucks there as well..their drinks are more expensive than ours..and their tumblers too..haha..
i drank hot lemon coke..its nice!!i must make it more often for myself..it is believed to help colds..i tried steamed milk as well..like chawamushi..but sweeter..
over all..i really enjoyed myself cos of the shopping..there was a language barrier between my sister and i and the locals cos we dont understand cantonese..and our chinese is so..cannot make it..quite embarrassing really..haha..but fun fun fun!
i enjoyed myself plenty.
uploading pictures soon.
so if you wanna view them..or any future pictures..go to
http://community.webshots.com/user/squashyellow22

ok...signing off...darth evil bangla..muacks.