here i am!!back again..sorry..have been busy busy busy the whole week..tuition..work to do..just basically quite exhausted.have work to do.and the work load just keeps increasing.everyweek...we hafta complete a full paper..chemistry one...physics one..argh!!save me.ms tan[physics teacher] keeps screaming at us for not knowing our concepts well..its quite sad..cos i like her..but..she's really getting frustrated with us..haiiz.mr tan bp on the other hand..have been in a good mood the whole week..how..unnerving. haha.but its good.other than that..nothing much has been happening..i am becoming a no-life.[see shir..told you i can do it. =) ]just keep me in yr prayers..i need strength..and wisdom.

now..just for a few notes..

to lion : dun worry.things will work out for you.
to jien : congratulations on getting a handphone.finally! and im honoured to be the first person you msged.haha.
to my laopo : hi! miss me.
to mr d.wong : why never call me le?hmmz?busy?how have you been?
to twin : hello.erm..hello.merry christmas.and im sorry for losing the photos. edwin's picture was inside.i hurt too ya know.hahahahaha.kiddin.
to k.p : thanks for explaining smallville to me.and not calling me a geek.hahaha.

today was an okay day..as usual..nothing much happened..
but today's chem practical was more jovial than usual..but then again..the mood of the lesson always depended on piangpiang's mood..yup..we broke quite a number of things..
1) huimin broke a conical flask.she claimed that it broke when she put it down into the basin.she made it sound like it was self-destructive.haha.mr tan was suaning her.asked benji if he bought huimin's excuse.but benji disagree.terrible.he's bangseh-ing his future wife in such an early stage.
2) shuyin pushed the pipette filler too much onto the 10.0cm cube pipette[which is more fragile than the usual 25 cm cube one].and the top portion of the pipette broke off and got stuck inside the filler.it was hilarious.she was holding it up and i was scared that if the glass flew out of the filler..it wld be so "happy tree friends" like if the glass flew into the fan and flew all around.haha.
3) weiquan broke a beaker.

and i almost broke quite a number of things.but i managed to catch them in time.heng.
tml is gonna be a mugging day..i hafta complete jjc physics paper 1-3.and srjc paper 3.and chemistry tutorial.and maths.argh!!and i have so little days to study..and so much to cover..argh!!

just hide me from my reality.
 
i went past njc today on my way to tuition..and i saw the number of pple walking out of and in the school..and i thought to myself..goodness..this is the number of pple i am gonna compete against for my university entry..and there are more!!..more over..we're the meridien batch..
its a scary thought.i really wanna go to nus.but i dont have the capacity to become a super mugger.so i hafta start studying hard from now onwards..nothing must stand in my way...

now its just Jesus and me..
for each tomorrow..
for every heartache..
and every sorrow..
i know that i can depend..
upon my new found friend..
so until the end..
its just Jesus and me..

nothing much happened today.mr kwek said that we were like a bird park cos we were all very noisy during assembly.and dehua[new nick name: d is for donkey] was making tweeting sounds.so weird.haha.other then that..i was quite tired today..cos i have been coming home late this whole week..i have maths tuition tml somemore.haiiz.but..there were moments when i was kinda high..
1) i wanted to throw toliet paper into ayeeba's cubicle..but it flew into her classmate's.[thank goodness i didnt wet it]
2) cindy huimin shuyin and i were playing with water in the toliet again.
3)kept laughing when i was at the concourse with kennth lyon euan ayeeba and amelia.cos of that stoooppidd kenneth.he keeps making such retarded comments.and of cos..majority of them is abt me eating.he's such a nehneh.seriously.
4)on the bus with ayeeba amelia and shir.as usual.we were laughing like mad monkeys.

yup.quite an uneventful day.hopefully tml will be better.

cindy(singing) : "baby can you tell me why..there is sadness in yr eyes..i dont wanna say good bye to you..now you want me to forget every little thing you said..but there is something left in my head.."
me : " are you sure?"

--------------------silence-------------------

cindy :"ooi...!!"
me:"wah..lag."

*screams!!* hi lian!you found me..how did you find me??yay.hello.how have you been??good??=) i miss you too.just went to see yr picture gallery.my eyes are semi closed in one of the pictures.haha.owellz.hope yr happy.=)
 
i would now like to take the opportunity to wish my dear daisy..cheryl may wong..all the best in her marriage with jacky wu.have a blissful marriage!
 
anyway..i went for dinner with the squashees today.at holland v to celebrate jean's super belated birthday..=) the lady at swensen was so nice.she allowed us to have the sweet secrets cake at swensen's.she even went through the trouble of giving us paper plates and plastic utensils so that we can have it there.[they didnt wanna mix the proper utensils cos they were halal.and just in case.] yup.she's sweet.her name is cathy.
 
got home around 930..quite early rite..my dad asked why i came home so late..*puzzled*
anyway..i'm tired..but i still hafta do srjc's last year prelim physics paper..rah.nitez pple..
 
thanks for asking about my ankle.its getting better.

today hasnt been a very good one..i sprained my ankle yesterday..its quite stupid really..i was jumping on a trampoline..and i lost my balance and fell off and landed on my right ankle..sigh..so today..i limped a bit..not very obvious thankfully..then..i went for physics tuition..i was outnumbered by hwa chong pple 6 is to 1.rah.i saw this ex-mg girl..li hao..dun noe if she saw me and whether she recognised me or not..but i didnt say hi..maybe next week..i was so silent during tuition yet again.and had an inferiority complex.i have a phobia of being alone.that's why im glad my dear charmain  is coming for maths tuition with me on friday.=)
after tuition..i waited for my daddy for 40 mins..den when i called..he said that he forgot he had to fetch me..and i had to take bus home myself cos there was jam at where he was at.i fumed.cos i wasted my time waiting. my teeth are hurting now too.front bottom.they moved i think.hmmz.anyway.at the end of the day.. im a spoilt brat. haiiz.
 
 
the good thing that happened today is that i have found more potential husbands. haha.if im still single by the age of 39 i'll marry twin.60:dehua. 65 : yusheng. 105 : alvan. 110: gavin chew. hahahaha.its madness.but well..at least i wldnt die single..hahaha..crazy.
 
tml is smart casual day..my class is wearing our class jersey..hopefully everyone remembers..
 
i hafta go and get my cip hours..mr cheong[alvan] keeps pestering me to go get it done and arranged..cos he's doing them with me..probably doing at the bethany old folks' home in cck.not too sure.hafta go call the lady.yup.nth much to say.tired.sleepy.teeth pain.ttfn.
 
 
 
to be like Jesus...to be like Jesus..all i ask..is to be like Him..

in the school's library again..having wahab after this..which is macam free period also..haha..i like disturbing him..and getting all opportunities to get out of class..heh.we all love wahab.he's the man!!
anyway...yesterday my daddy and i played badminton..we had to share the court with this father and son cos they were there first..but they didnt mind sharing the court..yup..so we put up our net..which we just bought yesterday..and we played..intially..my daddy was talking more than he was hitting..pissed me off abit..but..i continued playing..didnt wanna seem rude in front of the boy..after a while..my daddy stopped talking and guiding me so much..
 
out of the blue...this two small children came to play and share the court with us..the boy didnt know how to serve..and his sister kept running into our net..and pushing her racket into the net..my daddy kept saying "girl..dont do that" but i think she only understood tamil..so she continued anyway..their shuttlecock was very po lan but the way the girl waits in anticipation for her brother to serve the shuttlecock over was very cute..her eyes all big and all..haha..when the shuttlecock landed rite under the net..she will chase after her brother if he picked it up first..it was quite funny..but very dangerous as well cos when my daddy and i were rallying..the girl kept running around..and it was very hard and challenging trying not to hit them..once in the midst of our rally..the siblings suddenly decided to join in..and were attempting to hit our shuttlecock..my daddy and i had to keep hitting high shots so as to prevent them from getting it..i was seriously petrified..after a while..they gave up and went home..
 
i went to re's after washing up..my aunt irene is back!! yup.so we had dinner and just enjoyed each other's company.i miss her.unique command of english and all.haha.
 
all in all..yesterday was quite a family-orientated day..
 
thanks dee for playing badminton with me..
 
owellz..nothing much to say..except that my laopo should use white plastic bags as hats more often..haha..she looked so cute..heh..ttfn!!
 

write Your name upon my heart :: sonicflood ::
 
God above
In You I live and breathe
And You will always be
Son of God
I owe my life to You
Your promises are true
Your love goes on and on forever

So write Your name upon my heart
Burn Your word into my mind
Make a temple of this body
Let Your Spirit move inside
I have wandered through the valley
And I have wondered who I am
So live in me, make Your mark
And write Your name upon my heart

God above
The first, the last, the same
All glory to Your name
My Jesus
It's You who I adore
Lamb of God and Savior
Your love goes on and on forever

Imprint on every part of me
The image of the Son
And complete in me the work
You have begun
 
this is my song of the week.

oh..oopz..the linking thing is cos of my comp..not cos of my blogging..hahaha.oppz.

argh..why on earth are there links to some of my words?like..time..trust..school...like..wassup?? hello..argh.. anyway..went for chem tuition today..with ms tan..it was good..learnt quite alot.must study hard..rah..
well..since i feel like posting poems and stuff..i shall post one that i wrote some time ago..havent been writing new ones for quite a while..i'll go find my book in which i wrote quite a no. of poems in sec 2..yup..here goes..not quite a poem..just..a stanza abt stuff..yup.
 
my only source of joy
slipping out of my fingers
fading into the darkness
out of my presence
out of my reach.
[written on 27.02.04]
 
yup..anyway..im not feeling too well now..like..cant breathe properly abit cos have a slight cough..rah..hafta go..have work to do..

they changed their layout!!im not used to this..argh..anyway..just read my fren's fren blog..feel so inspired..he wrote poems and stuff..pretty deep stuff..owellz..i'll go figure a poem/rhyme up..give me time..
went for tuiton today..maths..first lesson.when i walked in..there was a hwa chong guy there already..i was very shy..[if you did not know..i am shy]yup..den the tutor was frwoning when he was looking thru my physics exam paper...rah..
after a while..a hcjc girl walked in..talk abt being out numbered..den..after an hour..eliza..this girl from pjc net ball walked in..but since im not frens with her..not even acquitance..i didnt say a word to her..rah..i cant wait to go tuition with charmain..at least i can be my normal noisy self..its very awkward for me to remain silent..its just..not me!
going again next tuesday for physics tuition..i really must start mugging..this exam is gonna determine my future..and i dun wanna regret again..i have already regretted my O's..i dun wanna regret my A's..yup.
 
 
anyway..to my laopo..girl..i love you..a lot..though i dun express it more than just holding yr hands..but ya..i'm sorry for not knowing what to say at times when you need me the most..but i hope that by me standing by you shows you that im here for you..for happy and sad times..just call me when you need a listening ear or a mad monkey ya..though..im flawed..i'll try my best..k??even if i fail..remember that God loves and cares for you..humans are finite..but God is infinite..ya?
 
till death do we part..

in the school library yet again..have an hour break..gotmy chemistry back yesterday..got an O..but im happy..at least i improved by a grade.
after school..shir and i took a cab to acjc to visit selena and liz.met some of sel's frens.quite nice pple.but as i was there pretty late i didnt see that many pple. hi this is everybody's favourite darling KONG!!! [and daniel lim!!]
erm..ok..as i was saying..the school was pretty deserted by the time we got there.sigh.
after that we went took a cab to shir's hse to bathe and get ready.
we met edwin and gang at the victoria concert hall..we took a cab again.sigh.notice how we are always running for time.that explains my financial deficiency.rah. edwin and gang all look so typical boy-school boys.but they're quite nice.gary and edwin gave up their seats for shir ad i when we couldnt find any.yup.they sat on the floor instead.anyway..we were all waiting for our beloved zixiang to appear.when he did..i must admit..he looked really good in his black suit and red tie..den..he did his solo[sakura]..so zai..my goodness.but could tell he was nervous cos his voice shaked abit..but still very zai..we were standing and screaming like mad monkeys after his song..haha..very proud of him..well done twin.
after the whole performance we stood outside with sir stamford raffles and talked until shir's daddy came to fetch us home.got home at 11.tiring day.shir and i felt like we travelled the whole of spore eventhough we didnt..yup.still quite tired now.hafta go do work.or rather.try.yup.ttfn folks!

:: my happy ending :: avril lavigne ::

Let's talk this over,
It's not like we're dead.
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead,
Held up so high,
On such a breakable thread.

You were all the things I thought I knew,
And I thought we could be...

You were everything, everthing that I wanted...
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away...
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending.
So much for my happy ending.

You've got your dumb friends,
I know what they say.
They tell you I'm difficult,
But so are they.
But they don't know me,
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me,
All the sh** that you do?

You were all the things I thought I knew, and I thought we could be...

You were everything, everthing that I wanted...
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away...
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending.
So much for my happy ending.

It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you care,
And makin' me feel like I was the only one.
It's nice to know we had it all,
Thanks for watching as I fall,
And letting me know we were done....

He was everything, everything, that I wanted...
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away...
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending.
So much for my happy ending.(X2)

So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending....

i think this song is the perfect post break up song..it describes things well..well..for me it does..just the chorus..the part abt his frens..doesnt really apply..

just went to play badminton with drey and her fren[sarizah]..it was quite fun..didnt move around much though..owellz..hopefully my daddy will play with me soon..den i can really get some exercise in..
getting my chem back tml..i tell you smth lame that happened..
mr tan[my chem tcher] : you will be getting yr scripts back tml.
yuci[my classmate] : huh..[in chinese] ming tian wo men hui biao yen ar?

phwoar..goodness..yuci though a man of few words..but he's very lame..*cries*

watching channel 8 now..they shout quite alot..i think xie shaoguang is really talented..very professional..one moment he's a faggot..next he's some bengster..pro.

hafta go bathe now..have a conference call with the squashers to decide when we're going for jean's bday lunch..hopefully we'll come to a conclusion..cos the last time we attempted..it didnt result in a decision..and its funny when 6 pple are having a conversation and talking all at the same time..shouting to get attention..haha..hafta go..ttfn..

yay..quite happy..got my physics back..to my pleasant surprise i got a D on the dot..i expected to fail..yet again..its amazing.as in seriously..i dun mean to brag or anything..i too think its unfair..i dun feel as if i deserve my grade..and i feel sorta bad cos i dunnoe how to express myself well enough..and i dun wanna come across as being arrogant or anything unpleasant..i know alvan isnt too happy that i did better than him..cos i seriously didnt study hard for my this exams...i feel very bad..sigh.but happy too that i passed.

perplexed.

i got a C5 for my gp..2nd in class i think..but..im not too happy..i wanted a B for my gp..william boo[highest in class] got 14 marks more than i did..im quite disappointed in my essay..2nd worst one i've written..but well..need to buck up..i think when it comes to the A levels..my essay will seriously pale in comparision to other school papers..rah.

in the school library now..venting my frustrations..i type too loudly i think..owellz..dun care..rah rah rah...have lessonwith piang piang at 2..hafta go home and do my tuition work..[gonna start chem tuition this saturday]..yup.have 4 topics to cover..

alvan got a new goal..to beat me in the upcoming prelims..my new goal..to prevent it from happening..haha..

tml is gonna be an exciting day i think..very jam-packed..going to ACJC after skool to pass my present to my beloved nutnut[selena] and see my twin[liz]..probably doing lunch with her..my laopo is coming along with me..after that..in the evening..going to victoria concert hall to watch SRJC performance..zx is doing a solo..jap song i think..yup..exciting..

i bought.or rather..my sister bought 4 new badminton rackets last night..OH WAIT...let me tell you abt my beloved mj[mark johnathan mohan]..last night we went to sakae sushi to eat..den i was looking at the menu and pointed to the decorative orchid on the plate in the picture and told him that it looked good..he said really ar?den he asked the waiter nearby that i wanted to know if he sold the orchid..i was so embarrassed..the waiter was cute la..rah..den..it was the same waiter who counted our plates for us..and he asked him again whether he sold any other flower or smth like that..i was so embarrassed...
k..bell just rang..hafta run...dehua keeps making typing noises..hmmz...

SO PRETTY!!!!!!!!

happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.

thanks becca!! [my cousin]..this is so rocking..haha..

i think i need to go for a crash course in blogging or smth..my blogging skills suck..

anyway..im happy..by God's grace i passed my maths!!*screams* its like so..mad monkey[new phrase]..hahaha..i was expecting an O or F..but..i got a B.pRayEr wOrKs.yup.so take this as my testimony..gtg..at re's hse now..going home..clara's here!!*yay!*

anyway..hoope you like my new skin..it so totally rocks..now i just need to find a nice song to flow with it..heh..*screams!*

wow...tiring day..went to jess's "summer hse" at summerhill with ayeeba and shir..to hang out and watch vcds..den jean joined us afterwards..i was late for my meeting with my mummy..took a cab den kennaed a ear-full from her..haiiz...but..im happy..happy happy happy..i bought five tops..and ate xiao long baos for dinner..feel quite bad for spending so much of my mummy's money..but well..its not that often that i do it..heh..im so materialistic..muahaha..anyway..im really tired now..school is resuming tml..hafta go rush my electrolysis tutorial..sigh..im tired..lesson ive learnt today..dun give up..no matter what..and..trust that whatever God throws in yr direction is for the best..His thoughts are higher than ours..=)

MY MID YEARS ARE OVER!!YEAH BABY YEAH!!haha.i wrote another comedy.owellz.but..its all over!!yippee yay yay! im not looking forward to the day our results come back though.rah.
went orchard with shir amelia and ayeeba.the four of us go hysterical when we're together.but im very happy.=) we makaned and walked ard far east for like three hours.ate ya kun for tea break.very happy.shir and i bought watches for $9.90 each.there;s a butterfly on the face of the watch.very pretty.i bought a pair of ear rings too.and sel's bday prezzie.we shopped for yusheng's prezzie too.met him at wisma to pass it to him.glad he likes the t-shirt.but..all the walking took its toll on my knees..they're hurting now..argh..and im supposed to go play squash with rachel tml..help.i hafta go find or buy squash balls tml..and i hope..wish..and pray..that rachel still has her racket..otherwise...we hafta use my baobei (my racket) and my old wilson racket which now resembles a rattler.cos when you shake it..it has a rattling thing inside..dun noe wad it is also..haha..
yup..gonna go chel's for steamboat tml night..and do some catching up..so happy..yay yay yay..
anyway..today..my tongue is very tricky tricky..keep saying the wrong words..like..bird's nest..i said fish nest..and other hilarious stuff.rah.my tongue needs to go for obedience classes.haha.
im very happy and excited that i have freedom for now..repeat..for now..play and play and play and play....yippee...
i saw a lot of nice clothes today..the new shop at taka..F men and F women has rocking clothes!!i saw this striped colourful long sleeve shirt..the pink one was nice too..and giordano has nice tops and bottoms..and..and.hmz..let me think..saw so many beautiful beautiful things..hahaha..oh yes! topshop had nice pairs of striped pants..and oh..AND..i saw the suit that i wanna get..heh heh..happy..
today was a good day to satisfy my materialistic hunger..yum..
oh yes..love you girls for spending time with me..*hugs*

woohooz..physics is over and done with!!yeah baby.but i found it quite bad..cos the topic i didnt learn..ie waves and superposition..came out 20 marks plus..yup..yip yippeee..gonna fail.haiiz.i didnt leave out any blanks..but i think..i wld have been better off blaming aliens for some of my answers than the ones i gave for explanations.owellz.i wrote a comedy.

anyway..i'm very sian..its like..i wanna do stuff..but..spore is so small and boring after awhile..if its not shopping and watching movies..its sentosa..and stuff..its like..so "been there done it" ya know.rah.

been very lonely nowadays..not really..just a bit..cos when im bored and wanna talk to somebody..i dun really have many pple to call..i always end up calling shir..and we more or less talk abt the same stuff..i dun mind..i like crapping with her..but..its not nice disturbing her all the time..and if i call others..like..nothing much to talk abt..cos my life at this point in time is boring.haha.

feeling lethargic.gonna go bum around.oh btw..i like the chinese shows on channel eight now..the 7 and 9 pm ones..woohooz..rock.

i dont worry abt tomorrow.
i just live from day to day.
i dont borrow from its sunshine
for its skies may turn to grey.

i dun worry o'er tomorrow
for i know what Jesus said
and today i'll walk beside Him
for He knows what is ahead.

many things abt tomorrow
i dont seem to understand
i dont know abt tomorrow
but i know who holds my hand

So true right!!well..almost.haha.my papers have been exciting.i dun know how bad or well i'll do.i just tried my best with what little i learnt.haha.so..yup.what ever grades im gonna get is what i deserve.little effort deserve little marks.heh.glad its almost over.yippee!just have physics tml and chem next tues.yup.

on the phone with laopo now and im criticizing nathan and charlie from the show hi-5.kathleen and tim so obviously rock harder.hahaha.yay!

so glad so many pple are back in town.like..rachel..pam..lian..jess..yay.i wanna go night safari!but..shir and feng dun wanna go.so unfair.and the last time they were there was during our primary 5 camp!oh goodness.rah.shir wants to see her pigs.so oink oink.rah.but i also see their new horses.so..maybe it wldnt be so bad after all.haha.yay.i wanna go sentosa too!!im getting fair!!heh.lalalala.cant wait for the exams to end..*excited*

k..nothing to say le..wish me all the best!=)

p.s: notice how im trying to paragraph.hahaha.

A	Adventurous
N	Naughty
D	Dashing
R	Refreshing
E	Extreme
A	Appealing

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