had chemistry paper 3 today.exciting.cos i dun noe the degree of failure.didnt study.much.so yup.i'll be lying if i said i didnt study.i crammed.last minute.so im not sure how much went in.yup.tried my best.owellz.been evaluating myself nowadays.like relationship wise and stuff.not very happy with myself.like..my inadequacy(spelt correctly?) to make strong friends with pple ive just met.cos i realized i keep hanging around pple who grew up with me.like in pj..i stick to ayeeba shir and amelia.and dun hang much with my class.last year's or this year's.in church as well..if jer joy and mao arent in church..i feel so alone.cos the others are either sec three sec two..or..twenty plus.so..yup.rah.i need to overcome this.and i recently just hurt someone without the intention to.haiiz.its distracting to know that you have caused someone pain and not know how to go about solving it.just hope time will heal.owellz.and prayer.my exams are this week.this is the most unprepared ive ever been.how exciting.thankfully im getting tuition soon and wldnt screw my A's as bad as im screwing my midyrs now.sigh.ive got enlightened.i must pia and get good results so i can be reunited with my liz and selena and everyone else in NUS.been away for far too long.yup.new motivation.and..im gonna go crazy enjoying my singlehood.freedom.liberation.and all.woohooz.im glad im a female!

its for SURE!!confirm!im changing my laopo.goodness.what exac>ly is so funny abt being the greek god morpheus?!!?hmmz shirlene yeong??haha..anyway.ive overeaten this weekend.abt sakae sushi on saturday.ate a whole lot.den had root beer float at the cafe next door to my church.and had supper after that with the youth at alexander village.den..today..i had wanton mee for brkfast.had kenny rogers for lunch.had the boney combo at nydc.which consists of a cake and ice cream,and just ate my dinner.haiiz.i think i shld just give up.and grow obese.haha.kiddin.hmmz.
i realised that my blog is quite superficial.like..when i read shumin's and others blogs.they are thought-provoking and all.mine is just..a report.haha.guess this is reflective of how often im actually thinking deep.haha.
my laopo went msia over the weekend.wonder if she remembered and missed me.hmmz.lion went to msia too.haha.must be pretty fun having relatives in msia.just travel back and forth.i wldnt mind.too bad i dun have any there.owellz.
today is father's day.so..to all the guys..HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!
bought my daddy a air jordan red t-shirt.its quite nice.must buy things that are more happening for my daddy.so he doesnt seem old.haha.but i love him anyway.gonna wake to watch the spain vs portugal match later.but..i just saw the news and it said that some other guy is gonna replace MY MORIENTES!!how could they?!!?!?haiiz.hopefully the nehneh coach changes his mind and lets my handsome play.heh.
hafta pia like a mad monkey this week.but my future seems grim.owellz.nothing much to xie le!take care peeps.esp to those taking their mid years this week.those in AC.yupz.

yoz..im back.had youth camp at changi there.the chalet is like really huge.but i did alot of blood donation..to the mosquitoes association of changi.haha.alot of bites now.keep scratching and scratching.nehneh.so itchy siah.haiiz.we had amazing race on tuesday.had to run around tampines mall and changi airport finding answers.tiring.wonder how the pple in the show actually survive.its quite mentally and physically challenging.but i think tmapines mall is quite nice.like got alot of nice shops.pity i was rushing through it.haha.had a saf choir concert last night.they're good man.pple may think them as fags cos they're in choir.but honestly..they're really talented.i liked this tall guy..he sang practically all the songs and one of the main pple too.but he's a tenor.very shocking.but he's cute.haha.den i took train back with sky jien chunkit and lembu.there was this couple that was hugging and super PDA la.and the part that irritated me was that they leaned on the grabpole when the train was so crowded.not sensitive to their surrounding.haiiz.cant stand this kinda pple.
anyway..i hafta start mugging..ive said this so many times already.but ya..im seriously..gonna..crash and burnrah!

ok..sorry mr wong.typo.anyway..now im like trying to hotsync my palm and my desktop.but it keeps failing.so irritating.and im supposed to help gabriel download real one player into his palm.haiyah.stupid machines.i have my youth camp today at aloha changi resorts/chalets.until thursday.yup.quite sad that janetta maomao and joy aint coming for camp though.but not to fear..i have jolene!=)anyway..hope everything goes well and the weather wld be good to us.miss me while im gone k??love you all.take care.

hell0 hello..at lion's house now with shir.we're preparing the stuff for my last year class's bbq.a bit last minute.like..we hafta go get a thong.the one that you use for bbq-ing.and like..a lot of small details..haiz.erm..yes.i need to go choose the worship songs for camp and for tml's youth alive to0.hopefully i wldnt screw up during worship.i still have a lot of kinks.yup.anyway i have two k-pos reading whatever im writing now.yup.impatient.owellz.help.hmmz.hope everyone will enjoy themselves tonight..think they will.nothing much to blog about.i need excitement in my life..maybe i should change my wife..hmmz..*ponders*

yet another thursday.heading to school later for chem.sigh.and after that i'm going shopping with my frens for the stuff we need for tml's bbq.i havent been mugging.im so screwed.how..haiiz.no motivation to study.and my A's are this year.something is seriously wrong with my brain.rah.i need to get a new one.
read through my friendster testimonial yesterday.it feels nice to know that pple enjoy yr company.=) i need to curb my sudden bursts of energy though.its craziness.anyway.i did a quiz the other day.and it said im a narcissist.i'll go get the results up on my blog.yar.anyway..i agree that i am.very ego.apathetic at times too.haiiz.complicated.i havent been in the best of moods nowadays.have alot of things on my mind.
yesterday.i thought my lesson was at 830.so i took a lift from my dad and i was in skool at 740.den..my frens came and we realized that our lesson was at 1130.so we decided to go home.on my way home.i was like..stoning..and at my stop..i was still stoning then i realized i had to alight.when i was moving towards the door.the uncle closed it.i pressed the bell.like twice.and i was finally let out.its like..ive never been so blur before.haiiz.guess im really physically and mentally exhausted.rah.
study hard for your mid years ya?ttfn.

wow.last night was amazing.their worship is so powerful.and its great seeing God move in spore.so many christians!=)didnt go right down to the front of the stage though feng wanted to.sorry girl.yup.we just jumped at where we were seated.im glad i've got God in my life.though i need to get my priorities right once more.havent been placing Him at the top postion.haiz.owellz.its exciting to know that yr fren has been saved.and to imagine the whole heavenly host rejoicing along as well!amazing!so spectacular.yupz.thought i was leading worship tonight but apparently not.well.just wanna leave with a note to you all.continue to walk steadfastly before God ya?it'll be worth it ALL when we see Jesus.

yes daddy wong.pity you cant come for FOP tonight.den you cant see my pretty face..dun you miss me??hahaha.if mel wong sees this.im DEAD.but owellz..haha.hi mel!haha.erm.im at shir's sty now.with a sick lion next to me.help.we're in an airconditioned room.im gonna be ill.haha.owellz.i love shir.and liz.and..a lot of pple.im talking rubbish now."since when is she not??"-tiger's laopo :p erm.ok.as i was saying.liz..i wanna see yr new spect-i-culars.please??=)nothing much is happening to me now.just that im in a race against time to pia and mug for my mid years.RAH!lalala.im going crazy.yay.get to see the Hillsongs tonight.rock rock rock.ok.bye-di-bye!miss me.